She is so pitiful? I choose to pity myself first

Although he was born into a wealthy family and lived a luxurious life, He Zihang was very confident in himself. The biggest reason for this was that Madam He and Shen Sihan did not allow him to eat meat.

Although He Zihang has always been in good health, he has been depressed psychologically.

After several unsuccessful attempts, He Zihang finally fell in love in college, and the girl he liked was the most beautiful girl in the school.

The school beauty is very beautiful, and He Zihang is very happy to be with her.

He was very generous to the school beauty and even had already thought of a name for their child.

Unexpectedly, just when his heart and eyes were filled with the happiness of love, and he felt that his girlfriend didn't care at all that he was one centimeter shorter than her and looked thinner than her, and that she absolutely loved him...

He Zihang accidentally overheard the conversation between his girlfriend and her roommate, and then he realized that his girlfriend didn't like him at all in her heart, and she was with him only because she saw his driver, bodyguard and nanny coming over to decorate his dormitory at the beginning of the school year...

Later, I found out that his family was very rich and that when he was courting her, he gave her a bag worth tens of thousands of dollars as a birthday gift...

My girlfriend decided to be with him.

He Zhihang was immediately hit hard.

He thought his girlfriend truly loved him, but she was with him just for money?!

He Zihang closed his heart and locked himself in love from then on. His circle consisted of rich second-generations, many of whom enjoyed themselves recklessly.

Wasn't it even his father?

So, after being hurt, He Zihang started to become a scumbag and dated several girls at the same time. One of them even picked the roommate of his girlfriend, the most beautiful girl in the school, causing a quarrel between his girlfriend and her roommate.

He Zihang was very happy to see them fighting for his favor.

After all, he only has to spend some money to watch such a show. How can it not be interesting?

However, despite the fun, He Zihang felt an unprecedented emptiness.

He felt that he would never be loved in his life, and even his future marriage partner might be after his money and the He family behind him.

Several girls that He Zihang met in succession were all after his money. Even if one of them was really with him because she thought he had a good personality, he no longer had the same naive expectation of a beautiful love as before. Instead, he dumped the girl who truly liked him.

After dating a few girls like this, He Zihang seemed to have developed misogyny. One day, he completely cut off all ties with girls and stopped dating.

It would have been fine if it had just been this, but He Zihang actually started to come into contact with men.

Maybe it's because he doesn't have it. He Zihang found that his eyes were always involuntarily attracted to those handsome and muscular boys with long legs.

He Zihang himself looks good, although he is a little thin and short, but he is very popular among men in a certain circle.

After being accidentally brought into that circle, He Zihang opened the door to a new world.

By the time Shen Sihan and He Qianxing realized it, their son had already changed his sexual orientation and had a boyfriend.

Shen Sihan was shocked.

He Qianxing didn't think there was anything wrong. Wasn't he a person who didn't care about anything?

Anyway, with the ability of the He family, even if He Zihang likes men, so what? It only takes a few minutes to let a woman give birth to a child, right?

Didn’t he also find Shen Sihan to bear a child for him?

When the time comes, just let his son find a well-behaved and sensible woman to carry on the family line. As long as he gives enough money, are you afraid that he won’t be able to find one?

Shen Sihan was about to collapse. Her life was too simple and she could not accept that her son had such a problem.

Moreover, many of these people have messy private lives. She has been on guard against this for most of her life and even did not allow her son to eat meat, just to keep him healthy.

As a result, her son had such a lot of fun without her knowing...

He Zihang was very innocent when it came to girls before, but ever since he was hurt and completely lost interest in women, he is no longer innocent.

What's more, what attracted him to men was their height and muscular body, which he didn't have.

Even if he was with the same boyfriend at first, as long as there was another one who was taller and stronger, He Zihang would be attracted to him uncontrollably...

Moreover, many of his boyfriends were not with him just for his money, many of them were just attracted to each other.

He Zihang also began to face himself very honestly, and his private life became more and more chaotic.

When Shen Sihan found out, she took He Zihang to the hospital for a checkup. The results of the checkup almost made her collapse...

She herself had contracted an internal disease because of He Qianxing, and she had to take medicine for the rest of her life. She and her mother-in-law had been trying so hard not to let He Zihang eat meat, hoping that He Zihang would be healthy and, preferably, pure in heart...

However, in the end, her originally healthy son also went down the same path, and he was infected himself!

Shen Sihan broke down and cried in the hospital.

After Shen Zhinian knew about this, he found the depressed Shen Sihan and tried to comfort her.

Lin Tingyu happened to be there too. Seeing Lin Tingyu, Shen Sihan smiled bitterly and said:

"You advised me to let Zihang eat more nutritious food...I didn't listen to you."

"Now that I think about it, I went too far... If I had slowly adjusted Zihang's diet and made him taller and stronger, he wouldn't have been looked down upon because of his appearance, and he wouldn't have been attracted to men with the bodies of his dreams... It's all my fault that he has become like this today..."

Shen Sihan was crying. Her body was weaker than that of an average person because of the disease. Now, due to her depressed mood, she looked even paler and weaker.

After all, Shen Sihan didn't cause her any trouble over the years, so Lin Tingyu comforted her a few words, but still didn't tell her that her research institute had been researching related drugs for many years.

If the final result is good, the situation for her, her husband and son will be alleviated.

But the problem is that He Zihang's current problem is obviously not just physical health problems, but his mental health has gradually started to develop after being forced to be a vegetarian and being looked down upon for a long time.

That is what Shen Sihan should pay most attention to.

Shen Sihan regretted very much that he did not listen to Lin Tingyu at the beginning, and this time he finally listened to Lin Tingyu's words.

She began to pay attention to her son's mental health issues, and found a psychologist whose appearance He Zihang admired, and asked the psychologist to accompany her son to adjust. She also gradually stopped forcing her son to eat a vegetarian diet.

Although it is difficult to adjust the diet structure at this age, it is better than nothing.

Because of the handsome psychologist, He Zihang gradually became less confused, and later he even started a relationship with the psychologist who understood him.

Although he also knew that the psychologist was so nice to him because he received money from his mother, he really liked this psychologist so much that he even started to eat meat for this doctor boyfriend.

I vomited at first and even started to lose my appetite, but I gradually adjusted myself.

Unlike those people who have not been able to eat vegetarian food since childhood, He Zihang was forced to become a vegetarian, but he was able to adjust to the situation later on.

Moreover, after adjusting himself, he started to eat meat like crazy.

I don’t know if eating meat is really useful, but when He Zihang was in his twenties, he actually grew a few centimeters taller, gained weight on his body and face, and looked much healthier.

However, after all this trouble, he still got sick.

He himself didn't care about it, but this incident became Shen Sihan's lifelong regret.