Dreaming of 1988, I have the ability to see ghosts and ghosts

Unexpectedly, during Yingzi's confinement period, she was brutally beaten for merely criticizing the child.

Yingzi, feeling disheartened, once again chose to endure for the sake of her child.

But Yingzi's forbearance did not awaken Xiaohong's awareness and conscience. When the child was three months old, poor Yingzi was beaten all over her body again. After the beating, Xiaohong went to bed and fell into a deep sleep.

Yingzi woke up ten minutes later. She looked at the ferocious face of Xiaohong, who was already asleep, and felt sick. She was filled with suppressed anger.

The last bit of forgiveness she had because of the child was gone, and in the early hours of the morning, she quietly wrapped up her daughter, packed up her own documents and some of her clothes.

She took a kitchen knife from the kitchen and slashed the sleeping Xiaohong three times. As Xiaohong screamed, she picked up her daughter, carried her luggage and fled from the man who brought her nightmares.

When she ran to the bus station and got on the first bus back to town, her heart was still pounding. She couldn't even remember which part of Xiaohong's body she had cut.

When Mr. and Mrs. Chen saw Yingzi, with a bruised face and nose, appearing at the door with their infant granddaughter in her arms, they instantly understood the pain and suffering Yingzi had endured over the years.

Yingzi hurriedly took the child from her daughter's hands. At this time, her spirit was completely broken.

The bitterness that has been accumulated in the heart for many years rushed out with tears. No matter how old the children are or where they are, their parents will always be their safe haven.

Yingzi told her parents what had happened. Her simple mother, who was not good at speaking, looked at pitiful Yingzi and her ignorant granddaughter in her arms, and shed tears silently.

"You can take a rest at home for a while and go out to work. Come back and get a divorce after a while. Your mother and I will help take care of the child."

Old Chen was silent for a long time and then said this. He understood that if Yingzi stayed at home, Xiaohong would make trouble. If they didn't divorce, Yingzi would never have a good life.

He resolutely took on the responsibility of taking care of his granddaughter so that Yingzi could still fight against fate.

Yingzi looked at her parents, whose hair was already gray, and was choked with sobs, unable to utter a word.

A week later, Yingzi, with bruises still on the corners of her eyes, said goodbye to her parents and daughter and went to Guangzhou.

On the third day after she left, Xiaohong came home with a bandage on his left hand, intending to find Yingzi to question her.

Seeing that Yingzi was not there, he just glanced at the child, left without leaving a penny, and left in shame.

He himself understood that he was primarily responsible for the current situation, and he was not capable of raising this poor child.

What made him realize was that the union between Yingzi and him was a mistake from the beginning to the end, and there was no way to save this marriage which was already wrong in the first place.

After arriving in Guangzhou, Yingzi went to live with her aunt from the village who ran a garment factory in Guangzhou.

I looked for a job outside during the day and slept in my aunt's factory at night after the workers left.

Ten days later, she finally found a job as a business assistant. Not wanting to disturb her aunt all the time, Yingzi found a very remote house with poor conditions to rent after working for a week.

But what happened on the third day after she moved in was like rubbing salt into her wounds that had not yet healed.

That night, Yingzi, who had been running around for a long time, went to bed early and slept very soundly. Two thieves pried open her door and rummaged through her bag, finding only a pitiful amount of money.

Seeing that Yingzi was still pretty while sleeping, they became malicious. One of them covered Yingzi's mouth and pressed down her upper body, while the other took off her clothes from the lower body.

The desperate Yingzi was completely unable to resist. The two men took turns raping her and took away the only 200 yuan she had left.

With tears in her eyes, Yingzi spent the whole night washing her body in the bathroom. The sound of water in the dark night shocked her soul, and she even thought about ending her miserable life.

But the daughter who was still an innocent and had never called her mother helped her survive. In the morning, she dragged her humiliated and tired body to work.

After starting work, she borrowed 100 yuan from a colleague and only returned it after her first month's salary was paid.

At this time, Xiongzi's career was booming, and his outstanding performance also brought considerable profits to Xiaoli's father. Xiaoli tried to test him several times whether he had plans to get married, but he avoided her.

Finally, the boss asked Xiongzi directly when he was going to marry Xiaoli. He sincerely asked for another three years so that he could make Xiaoli happy.

Although Xiaoli was extremely unhappy, she couldn't force such a thing and could only wait silently.

In fact, although Xiongzi has not returned to his hometown in the past few years, he often asks about Yingzi's current life, and Xiaoli knows all this.

After all, Yingzi is already married and has children, and she believes that Xiongzi will not leave her.

This time, Yingzi told Xiongzi about Xiaohong going to Guangzhou to work.

Xiongzi told Xiaoli all this and after asking for her opinion, he transferred 1 yuan to his second sister to pass on to Lao Chen.

Yingzi worked in Guangzhou for several months before she got a stable job. In addition to daily document management, this job sometimes required her to accompany clients for meals and singing.

At first she was a little uncomfortable with it, but after a while, she found that this kind of life sometimes allowed her to put aside her worries temporarily.

Sometimes she would get drunk even if the customers didn't try to persuade her, and sometimes she would even yell about her depression in the KTV room.

Finally one day something happened. That day, I and a few colleagues were having dinner with a boss we knew before.

By the time she went to sing, Yingzi was already drowsy and passed out before she finished a song.

Originally, the colleague was going to take her back to her residence. The boss had taken Yingzi back once before, so this time he offered to take her back, and the colleague agreed.

But this time the boss did not send her back to her residence, but found a hotel nearby.

He brought Yingzi into the room. He had been eyeing Yingzi for a long time, but he never had the chance. Today, he finally got his wish.

When Yingzi woke up in the morning, she didn't cry or shed tears. She glanced at the big-bellied man next to her who was more than ten years older than her. His numb expression made her forget what pain was.

When she came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, the boss woke up. He solemnly told Yingzi that he had liked her for a long time.

If she was willing, he could support her for two years, and in addition to the daily expenses of 3000 yuan per month, he would also give her an additional 5 yuan per year.

Afterwards, Yingzi quit her job, moved to a two-story villa, and began her falling life.

Yingzi in the villa is almost isolated from the world. She shuts herself off from the world and doesn't interact with anyone except buying groceries and shopping. Only the boss comes once or twice a week.

Then she would send 1000 yuan home every month, just to tell her parents that she had found a pretty good job.

Occasionally, when she called back, she would burst into tears when her babbling daughter slowly squeezed out the word "Mom".

For two years, she did not go home for the Spring Festival. She did not have the courage to face the world and her loved ones.

In her dark world, she has slowly lost the motivation to survive.

The two years agreed upon with her boss were up, and another 3 yuan was transferred into her card. Combined with her daily savings on living expenses, there was already more than 10 yuan in her card.

After her boss left, she sold all the jewelry he bought for her, left a letter, packed up her things, and returned to her hometown.