Dreaming of 1988, I have the ability to see ghosts and ghosts

The days without Xiongzi were like years for her. She worked during the day and felt like a walking corpse at night.

She never watched the content of the TV series, and her days became more and more dull.

When Xiongzi learned of Yingzi's departure, he was depressed for a long time. After being persuaded by his colleagues, he slowly accepted Xiaoli.

Xiaoli's love slowly opened Xiongzi's heart. Of course, he was no longer a security guard and was transferred to the business department by his boss.

With Xiaoli's help, he slowly began to accept his current life, but Yingzi's figure still appeared in his mind from time to time.

Looking at Xiongzi who was often in a daze, Xiaoli understood why.

But she believed in herself and believed that her sincerity would make Xiongzi willing to stay by her side.

Yingzi's pale days lasted for a long time. Her elder brother and fellow villagers tried to introduce her to a boyfriend, but several blind dates ended abruptly because of Yingzi's dull expression.

Yingzi, whose heart knot was still unresolved, really had no way to accept other people, and no matter how many times her eldest brother tried to persuade her, it was of no avail.

Dark days surrounded Yingzi. One day, she was accidentally taken to Hall D by a colleague. The noisy and shocking environment allowed her to temporarily forget her pain.

Moving her body in the dim world of flickering lights seemed to shake off her worries and sorrows. During that time, Yingzi felt much better.

Because after dancing, she would often order a drink and drink it alone before returning to her residence, she attracted the attention of one person.

The man's name was Xiaohong. Xiaohong finally couldn't help but strike up a conversation with Yingzi, but Yingzi didn't refuse.

When they found out that Xiao Hong was from Houhu Town like them, they became more and more familiar with each other and often went clubbing together.

Sometimes Xiaohong would also take Yingzi home, but Yingzi never asked about his occupation.

Once when chatting with Yingzi, he asked Yingzi whether she had a boyfriend, which touched Yingzi's pain, and she did not answer.

Yingzi, who never drinks, asked Xiaohong to bring her a few glasses of wine. Before she drank much, Yingzi fell down due to being drunk, and Xiaohong carried her back to his residence.

He put the unconscious Yingzi to sleep on his bed. He fetched some water and helped Yingzi wipe the tears from her face.

Only then did he realize that Yingzi, whom he had known for such a long time, was so beautiful.

The effect of alcohol made Yingzi even more charming, and he couldn't help but kiss her.

Xiao Hong, who was sleeping with his clothes on next to Yingzi, finally couldn't control his manly nature. He gently took off Yingzi's clothes and violated her.

The dazed Yingzi was kissed and hugged by Xiongzi in her dream.

When she woke up the next morning, Yingzi found Xiaohong sleeping beside her, her clothes were disheveled and there was a red spot on the bed sheet, and she burst into tears.

Xiao Hong, who was frightened awake, was at a loss as to what to do. He kept apologizing to Yingzi, saying that he really loved her and promised to marry her and let her live a happy life.

After a period of pain, Yingzi, who had lost all hope, chose to endure it. Now she could not forgive herself for having lost her virginity.

She decided to try to get along with Xiaohong, and Xiaohong was very obedient to her.

A few months later, she brought Xiaohong to meet her eldest brother, and Xiaohong sincerely proposed to marry Yingzi.

The eldest brother had known Xiao Hong's background for a long time. He had no formal job and was just a small gangster, so he refused to agree no matter what.

Yingzi had no choice but to return to her hometown with Xiaohong. Without telling her parents and brothers who were against it, she stole the household registration booklet and got the marriage certificate.

Without the blessings of relatives and friends, without the entertainment of flowers and applause, the two of them bought a new bed in the house that Xiaohong rented and ended their single life.

When Xiongzi learned the news of Yingzi's marriage from his second sister's phone call, he was silent for a long time on the phone, which made his second sister feel scared.

For so many years, in the minds of their parents, they were not suitable, but in the eyes of their older brother and sister, they were so well matched.

All the signs between them from childhood to adulthood indicate that their relationship as childhood sweethearts should be able to last.

She didn't expect her brother to be involved with the boss's daughter, and she didn't expect Yingzi to choose to get married so quickly.

After hanging up the phone, Xiongzi lit a cigarette. Surrounded by smoke, his expression was so solemn.

In one year, he graduated from the self-study exam. With Xiaoli's help and his own efforts, he naturally became the manager of the business department.

As he matured, his masculine temperament made Xiaoli even more obsessed, and she carefully maintained the relationship between them.

He even asked his father to buy him a car. Whenever Xiaoli saw Xiongzi lighting a cigarette and thinking, she felt uncomfortable.

But she would never break the silence of the moment, and Xiongzi would still treat her well afterwards, because Xiongzi had never denied Xiaoli's dedication to him.

Yingzi's life after marriage was not as good as she had imagined. Xiaohong, who was originally a gangster, showed his true colors after marriage.

Yingzi couldn't stand his habit of staying out at night and sleeping during the day. He didn't change his smoking and drinking habits at all, and he also had the bad habit of gambling with mahjong cards.

His income is even more unstable. He will only give some money to Yingzi when his so-called big brother gives him some money occasionally. Usually, Yingzi supports the family expenses.

Yingzi's sarcasm damaged his so-called face, and he wanted to take action several times.

Finally one day, when he came home in the middle of the night and saw Yingzi staring blankly at a photo of a man, he took action and knocked Yingzi unconscious.

He hurriedly sent Yingzi to the hospital, and the doctor told him that Yingzi was pregnant.

When he returned home, he knelt down and begged Yingzi for forgiveness, but Yingzi's indifference left him at a loss.

Having come to this point, Yingzi didn't want her family to worry about her, so she swallowed her tears and chose to endure again. She had to swallow the bitter fruit she had sown herself.

After that, Xiaohong got better for a while, returned home on time, and found a job, which made Yingzi feel a little comforted.

But the good times did not last long. When Yingzi was five months pregnant, he returned to his previous bad habits.

Once, after Yingzi called him down from the card table, he went home and beat up the pregnant Yingzi.

After the beating, he slammed the door and walked out without any pity when seeing Yingzi lying on the ground with a big belly. Yingzi knew that he had gone out drinking with his bad friends again.

Yingzi struggled to get up from the ground, slowly crawled onto the bed, and did not sleep all night.

The dim lights, the cold autumn night, and the chilly autumn wind that squeezed in through the window made Yingzi's heart cold.

Wrong time, wrong place and wrong decision led her into a quagmire.

The next morning, before Xiaohong came back, she went to the hospital alone and asked for an abortion.

But after examining her, the doctor told her that she could not undergo surgery in her current physical condition, and even if she could, she would need her family's consent.

At the hospital gate, she met Xiaohong who came to look for him. After returning home, Xiaohong confessed again. Yingzi was numb to his confession, but the child was innocent.

A few months later, the strong Yingzi gave birth to a daughter on a winter night. The birth of her daughter brought a long-lost smile to her dull face.

The arrival of a new life ignited her hope for life.