[British and American] Jason Wayne's Struggle

Catherine is Jason's mother, but she is only an adoptive mother. His biological mother is Sheila Haywood, a doctor doing international aid in Ethiopia.

Bruce actually knew that Jason had been having a hard time recently. He always understood what the code name Robin meant to Jason, but he deprived Jason of the qualification to patrol at night.

He watched the child struggle and suffer, but Bruce hoped to make Jason understand that they were not judges. As vigilantes, they could not kill criminals. Jason had used brutal violence to make the name "Robin" a name that criminals would tremble with fear!

Jason's emotional control is a big problem. In the past, he often lost control of his emotions, and Bruce always used this method to help Jason calm down. But now, there is nothing between them except increasingly fierce quarrels and silence.

Only this time, Jason did not give in. He accepted Princeton's admission letter and applied for a scholarship. Bruce could feel that Jason was ready to leave him.

It's nothing, really, because there has been an example of Dick going solo before, and when Bruce had some free time, he even thought about a code name for Jason after he went solo.

Bluejay is a good name, but when Jason was a child, he seemed to have the idea of ​​using "Little Beaver" as his code name. Jason was really cute at that time.

It’s not that Jason isn’t cute now, but once the child grows up and enters the rebellious period of adolescence, the old bat father’s migraine will come back again.

But all this was too much for Jason. It was only after it happened that Bruce realized what a terrible situation Jason was in.

So this fifteen-year-old child decided to go to Ethiopia alone to find his biological mother.

Bruce sometimes wondered if he had pushed Jason away himself.

What he could not forgive himself the most was that when he found out Jason went to Ethiopia, he did not rush to Jason's side because of an arms trade case related to the Joker, allowing Jason to fall into the hands of the Joker and be tortured and killed in his best years.

The culprit who killed Jason, the Joker, was so proud of it that he sent over the videotape of Jason being tortured.

Dick stood in the Batcave, watching Jason having all his bones broken by the Joker with a crowbar. Jason curled up in pain, holding his lower abdomen, with blood spreading under him.

And his biological mother, Sheila Haywood, a woman who sold her own child to the Joker without hesitation in order to avoid being discovered to have embezzled charity funds, stood nearby smoking, with only indifference in her green eyes, which were similar to Jason's.

How painful it must have been for the little wings at that time...

Conspiring with the Joker is like seeking the skin of a tiger. After breaking all of Jason's bones, the Joker tied up Sheila Haywood, threw them both into the room where the time bomb was set, and walked away.

Even though he was betrayed by his biological mother and was dying, Jason still got up and managed to untie the ropes on Sheila Haywood.

He asked, "You hate me, don't you?"

Silla ignored him and rushed to the door and twisted the lock until she was sure the door could not be opened. She replied coldly: "Yes, I hate you. I was just a high school student at that time, and then I found out that I gave birth to a monster. You are my biggest stain. I never mention you to others. Why did you come here again?"

After hearing his biological mother's answer, Jason quietly lowered his eyes, the corners of his mouth slowly curled up, and tears slowly flowed down.

Jason said softly, "I'm sorry."

His tears almost killed Dick who was watching all this.

Bruce stood behind Dick and watched the footage again.

He thought back to when he had dug Jason out of the rubble, the kid still breathing, coughing up blood, his eyes beginning to focus when he saw his father.

Jason said with difficulty: "Da, Dad...sorry..."

Finally, the child closed his eyes forever in his arms, his heart completely stopped beating, and his body became cold.

But what right did Jason have to say sorry? He was not wrong. The fault was with the adults, Sheila Haywood who betrayed him, and everyone who pushed him to Ethiopia. He must have felt isolated and helpless, so he went looking for the biological mother he had never met.

"And one more thing."

Bruce pulled out a photo and handed it to Dick.

"Richard Grayson, tell me, what is your relationship with Jason?"

Why do you have photos of you kissing?

The photo fell to the ground, and Dick's eyes widened, almost forgetting how to breathe.

Dick replied in a hoarse voice: "We are lovers, I am serious about him, and I want to be with him."

A heavy punch hit him in the face.

Batman yelled angrily, "How dare you! He's so young!"

Dick lay on the ground, letting the punches and kicks fall on him. He deserved it until Batman stopped. Dick covered his face and laughed. Gradually, the laughter turned into sobs.

"Yeah, he's still so young."

Jason had just become the world champion and received an admission letter from Princeton. He should have had a bright future, but he died in a warehouse in Ethiopia after suffering such cruel betrayal and torture before his death.

Dick slowly took out the ring.

After a year of dating, he finally made up his mind to hold Jason's hand and walk in front of everyone to say "he loves him", but who knew... he would lose such an opportunity later.

Jason was not buried in the Wayne family cemetery, but as he once said, if he died, he wanted to sleep next to his sister Martha.

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It is such a silent and cold stone tablet that records Jason's life as short as a meteor. The child buried here is only 15 years old.

Dick still can't accept the fact that Jason is dead. He always feels that the next moment, Jason will pat his shoulder and call him "Dickie Bird", play with him, and laugh at his silly look when he is beaten.

Dick thought about how to develop his relationship with Jason. Maybe due to their age, they couldn't do much, but just holding hands with Jason felt good. When Jason was older and his temper was more stable, and started college, Dick could take him to travel to more places and see more.

But now, his lover slept in a cold coffin six feet below, and there was only silence and despair, and his body would decay.

Jason's funeral was completed before Dick returned to Earth.

There are bouquets of flowers in front of the tombstone, all sent by Jason's ice fans. He was like the brightest meteor in the world of figure skating, but he left suddenly before reaching the peak. However, the works he left behind are still there. Countless people remember him and said that he "did not live long enough."

This is the only consolation, at least Jason will not be forgotten.

He is a rare athlete who has expressed friendliness towards mutants. He has helped many people in charity ice shows and used "Requiem for Heaven and Earth" to express his sympathy and sadness for mutants who have been hurt by prejudice. Therefore, even though he is very young, Jason is respected by many people.

It is said that Tony Stark also came here on the day of the funeral and punched Bruce in front of the grave.

He said, "If I had known that following you would kill him, I would have rather let him meet me in the first place!"

As a young superhero, Jason was indeed happy, but this path also led him to death.

It is said that after Jason's death, his mutant friends rushed into Arkham, but they failed to kill the Joker. If Batman had not arrived in time, they would have all died in that dangerous place. In the end, Batman did not let them hurt those mentally ill people at all, and notified Professor X to take the children back.

Dick also wanted to kill the Joker. He sneaked into Arkham and wanted to kill his enemy, but was stopped by Batman and then beaten up.

He sighed and said to the tombstone: "Am I useless? After the impulse, I also think that what B said is right. I can't kill the clown, but... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I didn't protect you."

I should have filled your heart with light, but now, I can only watch you lying in darkness.

Dick remembered the last game he saw Jason play. It was at the World Championships, where Jason won his first and last World Championship gold medal. But at the end of the show, he raised his head and shed tears.

The boy was so stubborn and strong-willed that he never cried in front of others, so he could only lower his head and wipe away his tears with his hands. When he looked up again, he had a forced smile on his face and his eyes were full of sadness and loneliness. He looked so sad.

He said at the post-match press conference that "no one will ever think he and Esmeralda are a match."

Jason was going through the most difficult time at that time. Dick, the person who should have been by his side, was far away in space. Jason must have been isolated and helpless, unable to find anyone who could help him, so he went to Ethiopia to look for his biological mother whom he had never met.

Dick remembered how unhappy they had been when they first met. He had not accepted Jason's existence at first. Later, he learned from Alfu how much Jason had longed for him, but he punched Jason and caused Jason to have such a painful first period.

When Jason's friends from the Teen Titans had a conflict, he just tried to mediate with an embarrassed look on his face, but he never thought of asking them why they were not getting along, nor did he think of solving the problem. He just asked Jason to be patient.

Before they fell in love, he had always treated Jason with the mask of the golden boy. He did not try to understand Jason's past, nor did he understand his actions, leaving Jason to struggle alone. When the child needed love, warmth, understanding and support the most, it was he who caused Jason to die alone in a foreign country.

The day he left Earth, Jason was still in Blüdhaven. They watched movies most of the night, and they finished watching Brokeback Mountain, which Jason wanted to watch. But the next day, Jason still got up very early. When Dick woke up, he saw Jason stroking his facial features with his fingers.

Jason sang softly: "Think of me, think of me fondly,

Miss me, miss me deeply

when we've said goodbye.

Even though we said goodbye to each other

Remember me, once in a while

Remember me, remember me once in a while..."

Dick chuckled and tried to kiss him, but Jason avoided him in disgust. However, he finally accepted the kiss, then lay on his side and watched Dick put on his clothes, then accompanied him downstairs.

Dick said, "No need to send me off, just go back and rest, and return to Gotham early, and don't let Alfu worry."

Jason shook his head and insisted on standing there and watching Dick leave.

But when Dick got in the car, he ran a few steps after the car, and then Dick stuck his head out of the window.

"Go back, Jay, go home early!"

Little Robin stopped and waved to Dick again.

Dick's heart was growing colder and colder. No snowflake was innocent in an avalanche. He thought he loved Jason very much, but the fact was, he had ignored Jason and later ignored his silent cries for help. What he had done for Jason was far from enough, and he would never have the chance to make up for it.

He didn't know how painful it was when Jason died, but his pain at this moment was definitely not even a fraction of Jason's.

"I went to the place where you were born and grew up. It was terrible there, but it gave birth to a wonderful person like you. Your personality is easy to be misunderstood, but after getting to know you, I knew you were kind and gentle, but... before I could tell you how good you were, you left."

I am such a bad person, but you can say, "Even if we are separated, he will always love Esmeralda."

What made you think that we would separate, and why did you decide to continue loving me even though you thought we would separate? Did I never give you a sense of security?

"I seem to have been asking for things from you all the time, but I have never given anything to you properly. I have made you sad and upset, and I have prevented you from relying on me when you are sad. I am actually not worthy of your love."

After saying this, Dick knelt in front of the grave and finally burst into tears.

His brother, his love, the light of his life, the one person he had ever wanted to love, was gone from him forever.