A band simulator, but all girl-heavy!

These uneasy thoughts surfaced in Kita's mind, but were suppressed by her rationality, forcing her not to think about these things that would never happen. After all, she didn't want to add any psychological burden to her bandmates, nor did she want to cause anyone any unpleasantness.

But she couldn't help it in the end. After learning that Aoi might stay overnight at Pochi's house, her pitifully weak rationality disappeared.

She wasn't actually jealous of Pochi, she just wanted to use her time alone with Aoi to prove to herself that Aoi didn't despise her for being a newbie...

But, something is wrong!

Why does Aoi look different when she's alone?

She gave people a very quiet feeling, much quieter than usual. She was just sitting on the sofa, but one could feel the girl's calm temperament, as charming as a painting. Her emerald green eyes seemed to be able to speak, more lively than usual, and every time she blinked, they would emit an increasingly crystal clear luster.

The familiar warm light of home shone on Aoi's body, making her beige hair seem to be covered with a warm transparent veil, and her snow-white skin was also soaked in that reassuring color, just like the afternoon sun.

Just by getting a little closer, you can smell a faint, very pleasant fragrance emanating from Aoi, which is just like the pheromone that attracts moths, with an irresistible attraction.

Those long eyelashes, the small and upturned nose, the pink and moist lips... everything looks so beautiful, subtly different from usual.

Kita couldn't exactly tell where the difference lay. It seemed that at first glance, all of Aoi's characteristics were different from usual, but when he looked closely, there was no difference at all.

Or maybe, the only thing that changed was her own mentality?

At this moment, Aoi, who was sharing the same room with her... belonged only to her.

The wonderful fragrance of Aoi, the soft and warm touch of her body, all of this can belong to her alone...

Kita was bewitched by an unknown devil.

But this devil was quickly dispelled by Aoi's angelic and soft embrace, and she regained her sanity. She and Aoi were just good friends, and no matter how good-looking her good friend was, she could not have any strange thoughts.

"First, let's cook!"

Kita tried hard to suppress the strange emotions in his heart, gently patted his hot cheeks, and quickly distanced himself from Aoi, "I wanted to give Aoi a hand~"

"Okay, but can I help you?"

Aoi didn't look abnormal at all, her smile was soft, as if she hadn't noticed anything unusual about Kita at all.

However, this trick was still very effective. Although Kita still had some grudges in his heart, the two of them soon forgot about the little episode and devoted themselves to preparing dinner together.

Steaming rice, curry with the unique aroma of spices, sizzling pork chops, and Aoi's clear smile and gentle gaze made Kita inexplicably feel that the lights in the house seemed warmer than ever.

This warmth does not belong to her alone. Aoi is everyone's good friend, not just Kita Ikuyo's good friend.

But...what about Aoi?

To Aoi, everyone is definitely an equal friend, but within this simple equality, are there subtle differences? Will she value one person more than another, such as Kita herself?

The idea came about at the dinner table.

Kita sat opposite Aoi, scooped up the rice covered with curry with a spoon, and was about to put it into his mouth when he saw a white little hand stretched out in front of him, holding a small spoon full of curry rice.

The smile on Aoi's face was bright and playful, and her emerald green eyes were also covered with a hint of warmth from the light, making her look particularly charming.

"A reward for Miss Kita who has treated the guests so well today! Ah~"

This, shouldn't be Kita's overthinking?

She felt that she was already positive enough and treated everyone equally, but no matter what, she could not feed her friends like Aoi did.

Does this mean that Kita is more important to Aoi...?

Looking at Aoi like this, Kita's cheeks began to heat up again, and soon became the same bright hair color. She just held the small spoon in her mouth calmly, feeling the aroma of steaming rice and curry in the air.

Before that, Aoi seemed to have taken the initiative to hug her and gently rubbed her face.

Although simple hugs have happened before, I have never done something as intimate as rubbing my face.

“…Xiao Kui.”

Kita felt his cheeks growing hotter and hotter, his thoughts gradually filled with an uncontrollable warmth that washed away all his calmness.

"Can you feed me another bite?"

In the gentle embrace before him, Kita finally admitted it.

She did have some special fantasies about Aoi.

And I began to wonder if Aoi also had this fantasy about me...?

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Chapter 1: Subaru's reply: Mouth-to-mouth is the most direct confession (Part )

An He Subaru didn't know what she was thinking, she just felt like she was out of control.

The conflicts among the band members were finally resolved, Rencai accepted Xiaokui, and the grandmother's restrictions on Xiaokui were finally resolved.

But after hearing the news that Xiao Kui had reconciled with her family and was preparing to move back, Subaru could no longer control his inexplicable jealousy.

This is so weird, this is not right at all.

She should be happy about this, should feel happy for Aoi, this is how friends should feel...but why can't she suppress her dark emotions?

Obviously, I was here first.

She and Xiaokui have known each other for a longer time, and she cares about Kui more. They grew up together and are almost inseparable. The friendship between her grandmother and Kui's grandmother has continued to their generation, so that their friendship has long surpassed the measurement of normal time.

To her, Aoi was like a non-blood-related sister, no—maybe even closer than that.

That's how their relationship is, and that's how it should be.

When Xiao Kui ran away from home and was at a loss, the first person she thought of was not anyone else, but her. Kui came to her home, seeking warmth in her home like a lost little animal seeking shelter, and gave all her trust to her. Isn't this proof of their relationship?

but why……

Why did Xiaokui write a song for Rencai?

Why would Xiaokui want to leave her?

Thinking of this, An Hesuba felt that she had lost control. In this emotion that was as strong as a derailed train, she did things that she shouldn't and couldn't do.

She pushed Xiaokui down on the bed, holding her wrists tightly with both hands, and looked down at the childhood friend whom she had vowed to take good care of.

Something has changed.

When Subaru looked at Xiao Kui's wet eyes, like those of a frightened deer, her long beige hair spread out on the bed, her towering breasts that swayed slightly with nervousness, her delicate cherry lips that were slightly open because of her master's fear, breathing rapidly, and the faintly visible small tongue between her lips...

The beauty under him seemed to have turned into a flower waiting to be picked. The faint blush on her fair skin looked so tempting that she even had the urge to take a bite.

It was as if a string of rationality had snapped in Subaru's brain.

She could no longer contain her outburst of emotions, so she leaned over and kissed Aoi's lips tightly in front of her shocked gaze.

She couldn't describe the feeling at that time. It only reminded her of flower petals. She had no idea what kind of flower's petals they were, but Aoi's lips gave her that feeling.

It was moist, soft, and sweet, as if it contained the most beautiful thing in the world. As long as he opened his eyes again, he could see Aoi's emerald green eyes, which were filled with surprise, which slowly turned into panic, then shyness, and finally confusion.

She tasted Aoi's lips in ecstasy, as if she was enjoying a unique delicacy in her life. Her mind kept recalling Aoi's clear laughter and pure smile, feeling the happiness and guilt in her heart washing away her psychological defenses at the same time.

Just like that, after an unknown amount of time, Subaru finally regained his composure after realizing that Aoi's hands had completely stopped struggling.

After a long time, their lips parted, Subaru slowly propped himself up, and a transparent silk thread was pulled out between their lips, hanging on their lips like a slender bridge, and finally gradually broke because of the distance.

It was not until this moment that Subaru realized what he had done. He just sat on Aoi with his eyes wide open, still at a loss.

She committed a great sin.

What did she do...

This is Aoi, the kindest, most beautiful and most deservingly cared for and loved girl in the world. As early as childhood, Subaru was captivated by Aoi's smile and innocence, and vowed to protect Aoi's purity.

But what about now?

The good sister who was supposed to be protected by her was pinned down by her, her hands pressed tightly on both sides of her head, a trace of crystal water still hanging from the corner of her mouth, her eyes covered with flickering mist, looking at her dazed and helpless.

"Yes, I'm sorry... Xiaokui!"

Subaru hurriedly lowered his head to apologize, but his head bumped into Xiao Kui's as she stood up. You could even hear a clear "bang" sound.

The two men immediately covered their heads in pain and returned to their original positions, rubbing their buzzing heads. They gradually forgot the confusion and embarrassment just now, and no one spoke for a while.

The air seemed to quiet down, and Subaru's mind seemed to slow down as well, becoming confused. He just rubbed his head until a crisp laugh reached his ears.

I looked in the direction of the voice in confusion, only to find Aoi covering her mouth and laughing uncontrollably.

Looking at her like this, Subaru suddenly thought of their childhood. Sometimes, for various reasons, they would suddenly bump into each other's heads, and then roll around together with their heads in their arms. No matter what the process was, the ending would always be that the two of them would laugh out loud, as if it was something very interesting.

This memory was like a stream of clear water washing away Subaru's gloomy heart, gradually bringing her back to her senses from her tangled and painful state. Infected by the laughter, she couldn't help but laugh along.

For a moment, they seemed to have returned to the past, back to that carefree time. Their laughter became louder and louder, without any restraint, as if they had just heard a huge joke.

Maybe it was indeed a joke. To Subaru, she was like a fool who could not realize the correct answer and was still stuck in a dead end.

She should have understood it long ago, right? In her heart, Aoi was not just a sister without blood relationship.

When did it all start? Aoi became increasingly important in her heart, to the point where she was irreplaceable.

Her salvation, her joy, her treasure, her angel, her answer...

Her feelings for Aoi might be countless times deeper than she had previously thought.

After an unknown amount of time, both of them were laughing until their stomachs hurt. Subaru finally rubbed his aching belly, his eyes tinged with seriousness as he spoke earnestly:

"Xiao Kui...my thoughts are very selfish, but no matter what, I still want to express my feelings today. I hope you can know my true thoughts."

She took a deep breath and continued, "Whether you hate me or resist me...it doesn't matter. I want you to know that I hope to be with Xiaokui forever, for the rest of my life. Whether it's sadness or joy, we will bear it together. This relationship is not like that of ordinary friends, nor is it that of sisters...but-"

Saying these words was like cutting off the softest part of his heart and handing it to the girl in front of him.

But Subaru still felt that he had to do this.

"Xiao Kui, I like you. I want to marry you and be with you forever..."

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Chapter 182 Can I call you Ms. Come and Go Freely?

The night grows darker.

After washing up and changing into pajamas, Kita was sitting quietly on the edge of her bed, browsing the recent interesting updates between friends on Instagram and the photos she had just taken.

Today is probably the most unforgettable day for her in recent times.

She invited her best friend, Aoi Saotome, whom she met in the band, to stay at her house. They created many happy memories together. They cooked together, played instruments together, and chatted...

On a night that should have been deserted, they actually found a horror movie to watch together, just as Aoi suggested.

Kita didn't actually remember the movie at all, not even the plot. She only vaguely remembered the many classic jump scares. Thanks to these cheesy but effective jump scares, she only remembered Aoi's body pressed tightly against hers, the feel of her soft, round breasts pressing against her arm, and the faint scent of her body.

She still remembered the slender white neck faintly visible under Kui's collar, the beautifully shaped collarbone, and the mole on the vaguely visible snow-white northern hemisphere.

When he thought of this, Xiduo couldn't help but widen his eyes, hugged his head tightly, threw his phone aside in panic, and kept repeating in his heart that the evil thoughts would go away.

She admitted that she had some special fantasies about Aoi, but they shouldn't be this kind of fantasies...

Aoi helped her face her own timidity and let her stay in the band despite having impure intentions and even lying to join. She finally found what she wanted to do and what would make her happy.

Her fantasy about Aoi should be...

"I'm done. Thanks for letting me use the bathroom, Kita!"

The bathroom door opened gently, and Aoi's figure appeared in Kita's sight in a flash, with an extremely strong visual impact.

Although I have seen such scenery during previous training trips, the feeling it gives me is completely different, and it can even be said to be in a completely different field.

The girl who had changed into the sleeping clothes provided by Kita was styling her beige hair that was tied up behind her head. Her snow-white skin was faintly showing a light pink hue, like the early sunrise shining on the white snow, with warmth in her whiteness and purity.

The youthfulness unique to a girl is perfectly reflected in the curves of her body. It is not purely a mature charm, but a combination of purity and this charming beauty, reflecting the vitality and charm of its owner's body.

In fact, the Aoi I saw at the swimsuit training session was more shocking than the one in front of me, but the difference is that today's Aoi can only be seen by Kita.

Her fantasy about Aoi seemed a little too pure.

"No, it's okay! By the way, have you put the clothes in the washing machine?"

Kita tried to calm down and smiled again at Aoi who was approaching.

"Yeah, I've already put it in. But...it's okay to wash clothes, but is it really okay to wash underwear? Wouldn't that be impolite?"

Aoi looked a little embarrassed, and her fingers subconsciously stroked a strand of beige hair on her cheek.

"It's okay, I don't mind! It will dry quickly if you have a dryer."

Kita quickly shook his head and eagerly changed the subject, "Xiao Kui~ We still have to have a pajama party together, let's go to my bedroom first! Do you want some more snacks or something?"