Am I being simulated by their love affair?

The woman originally wanted to continue mocking the ticket inspector, but after seeing Matsueda Jun's face, her anger dissipated for the most part and she reorganized her words.

"This gentleman is disrupting our performance environment. Could you please leave?" She tried hard to protect her professional ethics from being shaken by this face.

"Although, I'm sorry that I can't meet your request because I have to be responsible for the ticket checking for the next show. I'm sorry." Matsueda Jun looked at the supervisor who was nodding and bowing to Mochizuki Haruka in the distance, and gave the woman an apologetic smile.

"Okay." The woman nodded subconsciously, only to find that her professional spirit had completely disappeared.

"Go away! You're not needed here!"

"Don't get in our way!"

The people at the back of the line were getting impatient.

"This is my business card." Before leaving, the woman handed over her business card with both hands for some unknown reason.

Jun Matsueda took it and watched the woman walk into the aisle. He continued his business and the line started moving again.

After a while, Jun Matsueda found that the agent appeared at the front of the line.

"Well, I thought since I'm waiting backstage anyway, I might as well come and chat with Matsueda-kun." She had already learned the name Matsueda from other people while waiting in line, and her face was now blushing with shyness.

Mochizuki Yao pinched his waist from behind.

Just bear with the boss's corporal punishment...

So the idol Midori Mineshima on the stage found that more than half of her fans were gone. After singing and dancing for an hour in confusion, she returned to the backstage tiredly and found that even her agent was gone.

The performance ended and the crowd dispersed. Jun Matsueda persuaded all the remaining girls to leave.

The big boss Haruka Mochizuki sat in Matsueda Jun's seat and said, "I don't think you are capable of this job." She hid Matsueda Jun's hat. Although she was unhappy to see Matsueda Jun surrounded by female fans, this way Haruka Mochizuki could find an opportunity to fire him.

Then I will guide him step by step to become the steward of the Mochizuki family, and the plan will work.

"Boss, the next show is with a girl group, and most of the people coming are male fans. There will definitely be no more commotion. Just look at my performance." Matsueda Jun vowed.

Mochizuki Haruka asked the supervisor to bring a chair and sat next to Matsueda Jun.

Ten minutes later, the audience began to arrive. The network was fine and Jun Matsueda's work went smoothly.

However, someone kept peeking at Mochizuki Haruka who was sitting next to him. Unable to bear it any longer, she left with her supervisor.

The ticket checking hall was soon empty, and Jun Matsueda sat back in his seat, doing nothing.

A girl wearing a mask walked out of the passage.

Ah, girl groups also have female fans...Matsueda Jun suddenly realized.

The girl's eyes lit up when she saw him and she walked over. "Are you here to perform too? Which group are you from? I haven't seen you before."

Hmm? Matsueda Jun felt something was amiss, so he answered honestly, "I'm in charge of checking tickets."

"Hey, you're a staff member?" The girl didn't expect him to be a staff member. "Then I must have gone to the wrong aisle."

Matsueda Jun didn't respond, simply lowering his head to operate the machine's screen, performing a self-check. His eyebrows were drooping, his eyelashes casting a small shadow on his face. The girl's gaze slid down from his high nose, as if she were gazing at an unmelted snow-capped mountain.

The girl didn't go back. Instead, she took off her mask and stared at Matsueda Jun. "Your looks are exactly what I like. Would you like to consider it?"

"What are you considering?" Jun Matsueda began to regret not going back to the workshop to get a new hat.

"Be my boyfriend, then you don't have to work, and I'll support you~" the girl blinked. "I'll get married in secret when I come of age, but until then, you'll have to take precautions. You can't be like my predecessors, who already had two children at such a young age. You can spend the money they give me lavishly, and spend every night next to the idols that otakus love. Isn't it tempting?"

"...Mr. Yoshizawa, an idol here has walked into the wrong passage and ran out." Jun Matsueda took out the walkie-talkie to call security, not knowing whether it was to protect the idol or himself.

A muffled voice came from the intercom.

"Shall I take her back to the inner court?" Matsueda Jun felt very embarrassed, and the girl looked at him with a smile.

"Please follow me." He walked into the passage with the idol girl.

The audience passage led to the audience, and Matsueda Jun stood in front of the girl, trying to hide her face. Fortunately, there was no light, so the surrounding fans did not notice that their favorite idol was right next to them, following behind other men.

The further they went, the more people there were. The girl put on a mask, hugged Matsueda Jun's arm, and pressed his with her plump breasts.

"Hey!" Matsueda Jun turned around. The girl smiled and said, "It can't be helped. There are too many people."

Jun Matsueda could only let her hold him while using his other hand to push away the person in front of him.

"Is this girl Yang Shi-chan?" Someone finally noticed and the crowd looked over.

Jun Matsueda quickened his pace, trying to get closer to the stage as quickly as possible.

"Hey, bro, slow down." When they were almost at the stage, the girl took off her mask and shouted at him.

"It's really the world of the living!" The scene was boiling, and fans watched their idol hugging a man's arm and going backstage, their breasts almost squeezed flat.

The two rushed into the preparation room and closed the door. The other idols in the room looked at them in surprise.

"Yangshi brought a man back!"

"Isn't it said that the world of the living never falls in love? How could a cypress tree blossom?"

"You have good taste. If you break up, can you lend him to me, your sister?"

The closed door of the preparation room could not drown out the heartbroken and angry voices of the fans below the stage.

"Let that man out!" they shouted.

In the preparation room, the girl pretended to be distressed. "What should I do? Isn't it just a matter of retiring at the speed of light and getting married?"

I shouldn't have taken this job. This was Jun Matsueda's final thought.

In order to calm the commotion, the girls pulled their skirts a little higher and made their movements more dramatic when they came on stage.

The audience in the audience was very satisfied. The idols were obviously wearing safety pants, so I don’t know what they were so excited about.

"Completely disqualified." Mochizuki Haruka calmly summarized Matsueda Jun's work tonight.

"I can't refute it." Jun Matsueda took back the hat he had lost and covered his face with it.

"You've been fired, so consider coming to work for me as a housekeeper." This time, before Matsueda Jun could refuse, Mochizuki Haruka, whose true intentions were revealed, left first.

When Mochizuki Haruka stepped into the limousine, the woman inside asked her, "Did you enjoy spending time with him today?"

"Not at all. Did Auntie have her checkup today?"

"According to Xiaoyao, he's getting a physical checkup every day. Why not just let the family doctor stay here?"

The woman couldn't understand why Mochizuki Haruka was so obsessed with her healthy body, but she was willing to listen to her niece.

"If you are unhappy, why do you still cling to him?" The woman pressed a button, closing the front row space and letting Mochizuki Haruka lie on her legs.

"Why..." Wang Yueyao rested his head on her plump thighs and closed his eyes.

Because the system told her that her aunt would die soon, and her broken heart could only survive by being with Jun Matsueda.

As the car drove into the darkness, the girl recalled her dream.

Chapter 28: The Girl Sinks into Darkness

Haruka Mochizuki first met Jun Matsueda at the opening ceremony of Uegaoka High School.

Jun Matsueda spoke as a representative of the freshmen. The bright spring sunshine gilded his ordinary black and white school uniform.

After the freshman representative left the stage, a girl in a white dress came up to speak. Mochizuki Haruka didn't listen to her, but was recalling the name of the boy just now.

Song, Zhi, Chun, she savored every pronunciation in her heart.

Mochizuki Haruka didn't believe in love at first sight, but she had to admit that Matsueda Jun was completely in her strike zone from his face, figure to voice.

However, Mochizuki Haruka is a reserved young lady. Her aunt always tells her that girls from the Mochizuki family will not act rashly just because of a first impression, so she just kept this name in her heart.

The next time she saw Jun Matsueda was not by chance in the corridor, but in her dream.

Haruka Mochizuki was in the library, and Jun Matsueda was sitting next to her, their seats were right next to each other.

There was nothing in front of the boy. He did nothing but hold his face with one hand and look at the girl who was reading a book with her head down.

"Does it look good?" Mochizuki Yao looked at him.

“Before I met you, my favorite thing was the wheat fields glowing in the summer. When the wind blew, the green waves undulated. When I got close to them, I could smell the breath of life.”

"What happened after you met me?"

“Looking at you is looking at my whole life.”

The two in the dream had known each other for a semester. From the moment they first met, Jun Matsueda had been passionately pursuing the girl. Every day, she heard all sorts of sweet nothings from him. Finally, at the start of summer vacation, the girl, having forgotten her aunt's warning, fell for him.

Jun Matsueda did not disappoint her. He almost satisfied all her fantasies about love, except for one thing.

This young man, who seemed to have grown out of her dream, was unwilling to have close contact with her.

"Why don't you want to do it with me?" Mochizuki Haruka nestled in Matsueda Jun's arms as they watched a movie together. She had completely forgotten the reserve she had at the beginning of their relationship.

In the picture, a little girl with freckles knocks on the door of the boy's house and gives him a box of eggs.

"Because I think we're moving a little too fast." Jun Matsueda stroked the girl's face. She closed her eyes and purred comfortably like a kitten.

Although Mochizuki Haruka was somewhat dissatisfied when she heard his answer, she was still relieved. His statement was the same as her aunt's, which at least showed that Matsueda Jun was sincere to her.

The girl fell asleep on his shoulder. Jun Matsueda turned down the volume of the movie and looked through the translucent system panel in front of him, watching the love story from childhood to adolescence.

The turning point of the story is after the summer vacation. The day before school starts, Mochizuki Haruka tells Matsueda Jun that her aunt has suddenly been diagnosed with a very rare disease.

"My aunt said that maybe this disease will be named after her."

Mochizuki Haruka's parents died in an accident when she was very young, and her aunt is her only relative.

"If my aunt died, I don't know what would become of me." Mochizuki Haruka murmured to herself.

The girl was right in front of him, but Jun Matsueda felt that he could not see her soul, only her body.

Three months later, Mochizuki Haruka's aunt passed away.

When Matsueda Jun rushed to the ward, Mochizuki Haruka had been kneeling by the bed for an hour. He leaned over and hugged her.

"I am coming."

"Kiss me." The girl looked up at him, her eyes swollen from crying.

Jun Matsueda and Haruka Mochizuki were kissing, and the girl stretched her neck as far as she could and put her tongue into Jun Matsueda's mouth.

It was like a kiss that was sucking all the air out of Jun Matsueda's lungs.

A nurse passing through the corridor outside the window saw the two kissing, one with his head lowered, a look of compassion, the other with his head raised, a face full of despair. She felt like she was witnessing a believer trapped in hell being redeemed by God.

"Give it to me." Mochizuki Haruka said breathlessly, her lips parted.

"Here?" Jun Matsueda looked at the woman's body on the hospital bed. It was still not cold.

"It's right here, give it to me quickly, otherwise I can't feel that I'm still alive." Mochizuki Yao looked at him with empty eyes.

"Wait..." Jun Matsueda tried to stop her.

"No one will ever love me like she does!" Wangyue Yao roared in his ear at the top of her lungs.

"I love you." Jun Matsueda felt like his ears were going deaf and hugged her tightly.

"If you love me, why don't you give it to me?" Wang Yueyao's voice suddenly became almost inaudible, weak and powerless.

"Does it have to be here?" Matsueda Jun felt embarrassed.

"It's right here. It has to be here. I want to tell my aunt that she doesn't have to worry anymore. I have found someone who loves me."

Mochizuki Haruka had no strength left in her body. If it weren't for Matsueda Jun holding her, she would have fallen to her knees again.

"Please...love me..."

Jun Matsueda locked the door and drew the curtains.

Since then, Mochizuki Haruka has never come to school again. After school every day, Matsueda Jun would go to see her. The part-time job had been cancelled long ago.

Jun Matsueda opened the door of Mochizuki Haruka's bedroom. It was pitch black inside and he could only hear the girl's breathing.

"Haruka, is it really okay to stay like this forever?" After arriving at the hospital, Jun Matsueda changed the way he addressed Mochizuki Haruka.

Every night, they would sink into this soft big bed. Only then did the girl feel like a living person.

Apart from this, Mochizuki Haruka never left the room except to maintain the physiological activities necessary for life.

There was only breathing in the room, no answer.

"Not tonight," said Jun Matsueda.

The girl's voice rang out, "You don't love me anymore?"

"No."

"Then why not?"