Is it wrong to want to marry a weapon?

【tangerine】
"As a weapon refiner, I have been pursuing perfection in weapon refinement all my life and have no interest in worldly matters."
"When I was fifteen, I simply glanced at a certain artifact, and was granted eternal darkness and lost my sight."
"After sixty years, I have stood at the pinnacle of humanity. I arrogantly challenged a divine weapon that happened to pass by. From then on, I was deprived of my heart and lost my feelings."
"This year I am over a hundred years old, and I have once again encountered a divine artifact, one of the miracles that ranks at the top of all divine artifacts, the River of Oblivion."
“I flirted with it”
"So, I died..."