Why wasn't I the one who got the male lead's script?

"...Ha, so that's how it is... Did you come to me to ask for an explanation, Eriri?"

An Yi forced a chuckle in a slightly unpleasant voice, but there was actually no composure in her words despite her pretended lightheartedness.

He lowered his head slightly to look directly into Eriri's eyes, forcing a forced, ambiguous smile on his face - even though his own pupils were still trembling slightly.

"You think I... did something to let you down, don't you?"

"........."

Eriri just stared silently at the face in front of her that she used to be very familiar with - for a moment, the boy's appearance became particularly unfamiliar.

"You know that's not what I meant to say, Renye."

Seeing that she didn't respond to him, An Yi curled his lips slightly, and his already uneasy expression became even more fluctuating.

He knew Eriri too well - she would fight for the people or things she approved of.

But generally speaking, the calmer she is, the less she cares.

"The fact that I was entangled in this puberty syndrome and became what I am now is ultimately my fault."

Eriri lowered her head slightly and looked at her own childish hands with a somewhat dull gaze.

"I must have... realized that you, Tomoya, had left me far behind, so I desperately tried to go back and make up for what I hadn't done before... That's why I'm deceiving myself like this."

Her tone was light and calm, as if she was just narrating something that belonged to someone else, peacefully and indifferently.

However, the more Eriri acted like this, the more arrogant the strange emotions that grew in Tomoya Aki's heart became.

If Eriri really thought so, he would indeed be very happy.

However, while he was happy, he couldn't help but feel another change in Eriri—

Scared.

The feeling that gradually spread from the depths of Tomoya Aki's heart can only be described with this word.

Eriri's actions and words should only indicate "one thing".

And this is something that Aki Tomoya could never imagine - and could never allow.

That is, Eriri, who has let go of everything, may abandon herself and move forward.

"………nausea."

In the end, his lips couldn't help but utter these two words.

wrong.

"...Thinking like that at this point is just disgusting, Eriri."

No, stop talking about it.

"You've already stood by and watched before—whose sympathy are you trying to gain by pretending to be so pitiful now?"

It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be said like this.

But, if this is the only way to restrain Eriri, who is about to leave, and keep her by his side—

It seems that if we don’t do this, we will have no choice.

"I was the one who was hurt in the first place!! Waiting until the damage has reached a point where it's irreparable and then saying sorry will only make people feel sick!!"

Aki's eyes had unknowingly become red, and he couldn't suppress the whispers of the devil in his heart. He took a step forward and pressed Eriri's shoulders with great force.

As if to prevent her from leaving him, he held her firmly in place.

"I'm the victim, don't you understand?! Now you're pretending to be like this, saying that I'm shrinking because I feel sorry and want to make amends - stop disgusting me!"

In the future predicted by Tomoya Aki, he and Hui finally got married, and he also resolved the knot of heart that had been with Eriri for many years - but Eriri was always by his side and never left.

Even though the two of them were not together, she did not go far away and always stayed within his reach.

For Tomoya Aki, even if his final partner will be Kato Megumi... Eriri's existence is still indispensable to him.

So, I can't let her leave me.

If she wasn't here, I would definitely collapse.

If she leaves me, she will definitely meet someone better than me, and in the end, just like before, she and a group of self-righteous guys will step on me and never look at me again.

And if she were allowed to slip away this time, Eriri, who had only been pretending to get along with the real people, would definitely be completely assimilated.

She will be completely despised.

Aki Tomoya knew very well that this emotion was called inferiority complex.

However, his pride would never allow him to admit this, let alone the fact that he needed Eriri to be so close to him.

Therefore, even if he blurted out vicious words here, it cannot be attributed to his fault.

As long as I can keep Eriri by my side...there's no other way.

Originally too.

This guy has been his follower since he was a child, imitating everything he does.

He likes the 2D world, so she likes it too.

He wanted to start a company, so she wanted to learn painting too.

He was the guy who had been following me all along - why was he walking ahead of me and leaving me behind?

An Yi knew very well that this idea was wrong.

But he just couldn't stop himself from thinking about it.

And if the only way to get Eriri to stay by his side a little longer is to make her feel guilty about him—

He used almost all his strength to hold down Eriri's shoulders, and roared out his inner thoughts in a panic and hysterically like a wounded beast.

"Now, let's get this straight. You were the one who sided with the perpetrator! Don't think that the damage you've caused me over the years can be mitigated with just a few words! What kind of justice is justice delayed?! You—ugh!"

However, before he could finish the rest of his words, he suddenly felt his collar being pulled by a strong force, causing his entire body to hang slightly in the air.

His hands could no longer reach Eriri's shoulders, and the person who appeared in front of him replaced the little blonde girl and was replaced by a black-haired boy with cold eyes and a stern expression.

“Put your hand back.”

The boy named Hoshimi Haru usually smiles gently to everyone, but his current appearance is terrifyingly cold.

"—"

The little blonde girl, who was a little dizzy from being scolded by Tomoya Aki, looked up in surprise and looked at the figure blocking her way.

She unconsciously rubbed her shoulders which were painful from being pressed.

And in the next moment, An Yi was mentioned again by Xing Jian——

Bang! !

He smashed it directly into the corner where the cleaning tools were piled up, and the brooms and shovels that were originally neatly arranged were scattered all over the floor.

"Woo——"

The feeling of the back of his head hitting the hard wall without any preparation was no different from falling suddenly on flat ground. After a dizzying moment and a loss of balance, Akitomo realized that he had fallen to the ground. A buzzing sound and severe pain lingered in his brain.

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I read the original novel several times before writing this. I almost vomited halfway through.

Do you want to vomit? If you want to vomit, that's really Lunye (thumbs up)

By the way, this update is to thank everyone for their votes, because I know it’s hard to be stuck in the last chapter (dog head)

Sawamura Eriri's Body Can't Shrink: The Final Chapter: A Fist That Never Swung for Herself (Part 4)

Then, he felt someone pressing down on his body, and his collar was suddenly lifted up - along with his thin upper body.

"I'm almost vomiting from listening to you, you piece of trash."

The face of the black-haired boy who was so close to him was filled with creepy anger and a strong desire to attack.

His voice only sounded contemptuous and disdainful, without a trace of warmth.

Tomoya Aki really applies the law of the weak to perfection.

Using one's own weakness to threaten others and subjecting those who have once let oneself down to invisible moral kidnapping is actually a common occurrence in life.

People who are miserable should be understood and treated with kindness.

The big ones must give way to the small ones.

If you have money, you should lend me money.

If you are convenient, you should make it convenient for the people around you.

Because you have wronged me before, you should keep making it up to me until I am no longer sad.

Because I stand on the moral high ground, I have the right to accuse you, and you have no right to interfere with me.

"You and your words make me feel...incredibly disgusted!!"

So Xingjian couldn't stand the churning feeling in her stomach any longer, so she rolled up her knee and kicked the guy lying on the ground hard in the stomach.

"Ugh——!"

An Yi quickly came to his senses and immediately started to fight back. The two wrestled on the ground, but from beginning to end he could only be pinned to the ground by Xing Jian and passively taken the beating.

In the end, he had no strength to fight back and could only let Xingjian ride on him, using his remaining strength to stretch out his hands to protect his face.

"No matter how you've been betrayed, no matter who hurt you—that's no excuse for hurting others!"

After the one-sided beating, Xingjian, who only suffered a little flesh wound on the corner of his mouth, rested his forehead in front of An Yi, who had not yet recovered from his daze, and said these words with a burning gaze but almost gritting his teeth.

My lungs felt like they were about to explode, and my stomach was also churning uncomfortably.

This was Xingjian's first feeling when he heard Aki's words.

Not right.

Something just isn't right.

He was clearly a victim of a similar incident before, but I absolutely couldn't agree with his point of view.

"If you feel she's wronged you, then make her make amends accordingly. After that, no one owes anyone anything. You keep clinging to this point, repeatedly exploiting other people's guilt to satisfy your pathetic and pathetic inferiority complex. Who the hell do you think you are?"

Xingjian, who was so angry that she could hardly speak, almost uttered these words through gritted teeth.

He could actually empathize.

After Tomoya Aki broke up with Eriri Sawamura, he must have experienced discrimination and cold violence from the people around him for a long time.

Because Hoshimi had also experienced such a thing, he could understand Aki's despair and resentment.

I suffered betrayal from my friends, was misunderstood by everyone, and had always lived in the indifference of others.

In fact, he understood the dark psychology that arose from this.

However, precisely because he could empathize with this point—

That's why I felt unprecedented anger because of what An Yi just said.

Because you did something wrong to me, you have to atone to me for the rest of your life until I forgive you. Is this what you deserve?

Xingjian's hands, which were tightly gripping Aki's collar, were shaking uncontrollably because of the excessive force.

"Is the experience of betrayal a get-out-of-jail-free experience? Or do you think it's something that's very honorable?"

The black-haired boy narrowed his eyes slightly, his expression still looking calm, but silent anger was burning in his eyes.

"Who the hell do you think you are, Tomoya Aki? You keep saying you want to realize your dream and make a game, but when it comes to art design, text creation, or even the game UI design, have you actually personally and diligently done any of it? You're using others as tools to fulfill your dreams, and you think you're that capable, right?"

"Tsk—what do you know?!"

An Yi tried hard to push Xingjian away from her, but she couldn't move his body at all. In the end, she could only stand there helplessly and furious in vain.

"You're a clueless idiot. Stop blaming others from your superior position. You've never experienced my pain, so what right do you have to criticize me?!"

"……qualifications?"

Xingjian was so angry that he reached out his hand and slapped him in the face without mercy.

"Do I need to be qualified to hit you?"

"Well--!!"

Unexpectedly, a burning pain came from his face. An Yi had no time to think about how to push Xingjian off him. He could only cover his painful cheek with his hands in embarrassment.