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In fact, there is nothing to talk about in the following days. I live alone with Pig King, and I don’t understand the language, so it’s very boring.

After he left, I still lived in our one-bedroom apartment. I didn't expect anything, and I wasn't waiting for him. It was just because the house was due in a year. Wouldn't it be a waste of money to move out?

I didn't go to him either, I don't know if he is still in Shanghai or just went to another city.In fact, I should hate him, but I may be born with a virgin heart, and even faintly feel that he may be even harder than me.Or maybe I'm just being selfish.

Anyway, I want to make him happy, since he doesn't want to see me anymore, I'll take care of myself not to bother him.

I was in a state of giving up on myself, skipping classes all day, and missed too many sessions. The counselor told me that if I continued like this, I would lose a grade.So I dropped out, I didn't like studying anyway.

Since then, 24 hours a day has been my free time. My favorite thing to do is sleep, and I can often sleep for more than ten hours at a time.

My dad cut off my living expenses, and I depended on my grandma for financial support.The money is enough, because I hibernate in the room all day long, the bear does not come out of the hole, and I don’t need to dress up and walk the streets in fancy clothes, so there is nothing to spend money on.

Speaking of my dad, the strange thing is that I didn't hate him much, but was relieved that I finally found the reason why he doesn't love me.It turns out that it has nothing to do with me, it's not that I didn't do well.

I was like "evidence" to him, and also like a mirror.When I waved in front of his eyes, I was reminding him - look at the things you have done.How annoying...but I'm his son, he can't throw me away, he can only hide from me.I kind of understand him, if I am, I will hide too.

Years later, the manager who asked me if I wanted to enter the entertainment industry contacted me again, and I agreed after thinking about it.I have to earn my own money, my grandma can't support me for the rest of my life, I can't go to college anymore, and being an actor seems like a good way out.

And being an actor is good, there will always be people who like me, and being liked will always make people happy.

The knight said that he didn't want me to do this job, so he probably lied to me.Whether he lied to me or not, we are all strangers now, and he can't interfere with my life anymore.

The agent asked me to meet and asked me to call him Brother Zhou.He gave me the contract and told me to take a good look at it and give me a few days to think about it.I took the contract and planned to go home, but he stopped me again and told me to eat more, because I was a little too thin now, and I looked just right when we first met.

I read the contract carefully, no matter how confused I am, I can't sell myself.I thought the terms they offered were good, so I signed the contract.

Brother Zhou assigned me an assistant, this assistant is Wu Jiakun...

As soon as we met, he yelled and hugged me, but I was stopped when I was about to call his name.He said his name was Brad and let me call him Boo.

I find it amazing: "You still date that girl online?"

He grinned and said that the separation was early, and the past was unbearable.Although the girl is gone, he has been in love with him for a long time because of reading Ladd Pitt's movies all over the place. He has become an idol, so he made a tribute to the idol with the same name...

I am speechless, I can only praise him for his chicness.

Speaking of being an actor, I have no experience at all, so of course I couldn't act right away.While learning acting from the teacher hired by the company, I also acted as a model to take photos for magazines.Lao Zhou said that my face is really photogenic, and it looks better when it is photographed.In addition, the little girls at that time liked my face, so I managed to gain some passerby fans with a few sets of magazine photos.

It’s nice to have a full shooting schedule, and it goes by quickly without sleep time.

The bed in my bedroom is placed by the window, and I don't like to draw the curtains, so I always wake up in the morning.I love that feeling when I'm with him, it makes me feel like I'm part of the world when I open my eyes and find myself owned by him and the light from the window greets me.

But now every day, when I am awake, I have to slow down for a long time, because I can't breathe, I am suffocating.

I don't think I can keep up with everyone else, the sun is so bright and bright, everyone is thriving and drawing momentum, I'm the only one who rots, rots with no season.Only at this moment can I stop deceiving myself and tell myself clearly: I am just abandoned.

I want to stop this state, I don't want to be cut off from the world.I decided to forget about him, really, I mean it.

This house is due at the end of this year, and I miss him until then.

I figured out a great way to write down all my memories of him.Cut and paste all these memories into this notebook, write down a stroke, and some of the memories related to him will be removed.

I finally finished writing it, and I haven't had him in my head since.Leaving this notebook here when I move out should easily forget him.

Qi oath is holding an A5 thick notebook in his hand, which is a high-level mathematics notebook in Paradise University, but he only took serious notes on the first ten pages, and the back is full of dense words, recording "his memory".

Since he got this book by chance, Qi Yan has read it many times.When I have nothing to do, I take it out and look through it, and it can last for a long time once I turn it over.It was the same this time, he turned his head and looked out the window, the sky was already black and blue.

He casually threw the book on the sofa, but the book was spread upside down, and the last page appeared in front of his eyes, with a line written on it.Qi Yan picked it up and looked at it, and couldn't help laughing.

It reads—"His name has too many strokes, and it's annoying to write. It's the same if you replace it with a knight. Anyway, it's the same pronunciation."

He rubbed his fingertips against the period that failed to draw a full circle, closed the book and put it in the file bag where his father's watch and photo album were placed, and stuffed the black backpack containing the file bag into the back of the closet.He leaned on the cabinet door and looked in. It was dark. He looked at it motionless for a while, and finally closed the cabinet door.

He really hopes that this book has magical powers, so that Paradise can completely forget about him.

【End of Part One】