love after life

14

On the way back, Zhong Jin sat in the front seat and drove, He Lianchu and Shu Li sat side by side in the back seat.

It was a bit too quiet in the carriage.Inexplicably, Zhong Jin was a little nervous, and even his palms were sweating.He raised his eyes to look at the two people in the rear row through the rearview mirror of the car.

Their faces looked very calm, as if nothing had happened just now.

When the car passed an intersection, He Lianchu was the first to break the silence, but asked something irrelevant: "Have you eaten yet?"

Shu Li shook his head, and asked He Lianchu, "What do you want to eat?"

He Lianchu said: "Go home and eat."

Shu Li said softly: "There seems to be no food at home."

So Zhong Jin understood, turned a corner and parked the car in front of the supermarket.As a very discerning lieutenant general, of course Zhong Jin would not go shopping with him to the supermarket. He parked the car and got out of the car, smoking next to the trash can.

Having been with He Lianchu for so many years, Zhong Jin has already pieced together He Lianchu's innocent love story in the past.When the person whom he had been looking for for so many years suddenly appeared directly in front of him, not to mention He Lianchu, even Zhong Jin felt a little unbelievable.

After he found out about Shuli, the disbelief in Zhong Jin's heart turned into sadness and melancholy.

Zhong Jin never believed in fate, but between the two of them, he felt the teasing of fate.

They are obviously in love with each other, but they have to be separated for so many years and suffer so much.

Zhong Jin finished smoking the cigarette, extinguished the cigarette butt and threw it into the trash can. He looked at his watch.

Half an hour later, He Lianchu and Shu Li came out from the gate together. He Lianchu was carrying two big bags, while Shu Li was holding two plates of yogurt in his arms.

Their expressions didn't change much from just now, so Zhong Jin couldn't figure out whether the two had discussed what happened just now in the supermarket.

During the second half of the journey home, it was Shu Li who spoke first, and he sincerely invited Zhong Jin to have hot pot together later.

Zhong Jin casually gave a reason to refuse, Shu Li said "Oh", as if he had guessed Zhong Jin's answer, and did not continue to invite.

Shu Li didn't eat at noon, so he drank a cup of coffee with Ji Ying, and now he was so hungry that even his heart felt empty.

People who are very hungry are a little anxious to eat, and they are easy to hold on.As soon as Shu Li finished eating the meat roll, he felt that his stomach was already a little distended.

He put down his chopsticks and wanted to go to the refrigerator to get himself a can of Coke, but he didn't forget to ask He Lianchu, "What do you want to drink?"

He Lianchu was cooking beef tripe in the pot, when he heard Shu Li asking, he turned his head to look at Shu Li, and said, "I drink fruit juice."

After a pause, he added another sentence: "Don't drink Coke, it's easy to be flatulent, and your stomach will feel uncomfortable for a while."

Even though Shu Li really wanted to drink Coke, he listened to He Lianchu's words and obediently put the Coke bottle back, and unpacked a pack of yogurt for himself.

Even though he didn't drink Coke, Shu Li's stomach was still full, he sat on the chair and didn't want to move, while He Lianchu cleaned up the mess after the meal.

The room smelled of hot pot all over the clothes. Shu Li touched his slightly protruding belly, then got up and turned on the air purifier. He felt that walking around with his belly on his shoulders looked like he was pregnant, so he felt a little bit pregnant. I wanted to laugh, but when I saw He Lianchu who was washing dishes in the kitchen, the smile gradually faded away.

He Lianchu didn't ask him about Ji Ying when he was in the supermarket, he looked very charming when he was serious about picking vegetables, and Shu Li felt a little bitter in his heart.

People always seem to be so capricious, wanting him to ask, but not wanting him to ask; he didn't regret walking firmly on the way to He Lianchu, but he still regretted a little afterwards.

The smell on his body suddenly became unbearable, Shu Li walked towards the bathroom, he wanted to take a bath to wash off the strong smell of hot pot on his body.

There was a layer of mist on the mirror, Shu Li raised his hand to wipe it off, and a hazy silhouette was reflected in the mirror.

Shu Li stared at himself in the mirror, he couldn't remember what he looked like before.It seems that the face should be rounder, the nose should be more sunken, and the eyebrows are not like this.

Shu Li stopped thinking about it, everything about his life became unrecognizable just like his face.

The former Shu Li was full of resentment, abandoned himself, endured the pain in despair, and survived in pain. He was just a walking dead in He's house.And the moment the walking dead met He Lianchu, Shu Li came back to life, regained his feelings, and experienced joy and pain again.

Now Shu Li is trying his best to find an optimal solution, but he forgot that some problems do not have an optimal solution, or even an answer.

He doesn't give up the warmth of his embrace and the warmth of his lips, no one can cruelly let go of the light he once had.

Shu Li wrapped up his bathrobe and pushed the door out, He Lianchu was standing at the door, just like seeing him for the first time.

Shu Li was stunned for a moment, water droplets dripped from the tip of his hair and landed on his collarbone, causing a burst of coolness.

He Lianchu looked at Shu Li's dripping hair, and frowned slightly: "Why don't you wipe your hair?"

Shu Li took off the towel on his arm and wiped the dripping hair, He Lianchu stopped his steps to help, the two were relatively silent.

The smell in the room is gone, and the air purifier in the corner is still humming dutifully.

After a while, Shu Li spoke first, still with a hoarse voice: "I have nothing to do with him."

He Lianchu knew who he was referring to, he nodded: "I know."

"He likes me, I just use him." Shu Li continued.

"I believe you."

"What if I lied to you?" Shu Li stopped, straightened his head and looked at He Lianchu with a smile, "What would you do?"

"What are you going to lie to me?" He Lianchu also looked straight at Shu Li.

"Cheat money." Shu Li tilted his head and brushed his hair again, he smiled, "Maybe he can cheat feelings."

He Lianchu said very seriously: "It's okay to cheat money. I was in the army before. I didn't spend money on food, clothing, housing, and transportation, and the money in my salary card didn't move. I'll give you all of these. But I don't care about the He family's money." Willing to move, if you want..."

"I don't want it." Shu Li interrupted.

He Lianchu smiled: "Okay, then don't, my money should be enough to deceive you, and I will continue to earn after you have deceived me."

"But you can't lie to your feelings."

Shu Li really wanted to ask why he couldn't, but he didn't ask, he stood quietly on the spot until He Lianchu came up to him and hugged him and asked him "Why are you crying?" cold.

He hugged He Lianchu back, raised his head and asked for a kiss.

His lips were icy cold, and He Lianchu felt a bit of bitterness. He kissed him patiently and meticulously, from the corner of his lips to the earlobe, and kissed the mole.

Shu Li was still crying, and while crying, he sent his lips up, and he also sent himself up.

Hearing He Lianchu's sigh, he took the trouble to call him Xiaoshu over and over again.

Xiao Shu.

Xiao Shu.

Xiao Shu.

Just like before, every day his brother Ning Yi would call him this way, Xiao Shu, Little Pig, and Little Mute.

At that time, no matter what Ning Yi called him, he would not be angry. He liked his brother Ning Yi very much, in the past, now, and always.

Shu Li was crying so hard that he couldn't speak clearly.He Lianchu didn't hear what he was saying until he said it a second time.

Shu Li grabbed his collar and called him in a weeping voice.

"Ning...Ning Yi..."

"You, what did you call me?" He Lianchu couldn't hear his own voice.

Shu Li refused to speak, he obediently raised his head and kissed He Lianchu.Just treat him as selfish, just treat him as losing his mind and not caring about anything else.

It's not difficult to admit it, anyway, he's already like this, so what can he do if he goes all out?

The bruised glands were gently licked and kissed, bringing out waves of numbness and itching.

He was pushed against the wall by He Lianchu, his legs were separated, he was hooking He Lianchu's neck, still sobbing softly.

He was a little scared, but he was very obedient, allowing He Lianchu to move.

He Lianchu was very gentle, but Shu Li still felt pain at the moment of being filled, and he was more satisfied in his heart.

Shu Li raised his eyes, staring at the ceiling absentmindedly.It was no longer the dazzling white, but the dim yellow light made him feel warm.

Shu Li's tears never stopped, He Lianchu gently kissed the tear marks on his cheek, forehead to forehead, calling his name tirelessly.

He watched He Lianchu's arms gradually tighten, and relaxed himself to accept He Lianchu's final sprint.

The panting was heavy and the sobs continued, but Shu Li still couldn't bear it, and cried softly for mercy.

The joy of being embraced, the joy of being filled, the joy of being possessed.

Happiness with loved ones.

He doesn't care how the problem will be solved in the end, and he doesn't want to think about what the future will be like now.

He just needs to embrace the warmth of this moment, and hold his lover tightly at this moment.