love after life

13

For several days, Shu Li felt uneasy.They all know each other well, but they both pretend not to know.

Shu Li didn't dare to admit it, he knew what he used to be like in He Lianchu's heart, so the current self is extremely unbearable, he is very conflicted in his heart, sweetness and pain are wrestling at the same time, he longs to have it, but dare not to have.

At night, Shu Li often dreams, dreaming that He Lianchu looks at him with disappointed eyes, he wants to explain, but He Yanli pulls him behind him.

Waking up from the nightmare, Shu Li's forehead was covered with cold sweat, and his back was also wet with sweat, his heart throbbed intermittently. There was no more terrifying dream than this.

If he doesn't admit that he is the little mute, then the little mute will still be the gentle and cute look in He Lianchu's memory, but Shu Li took advantage of He Lianchu's kindness to come up with this drama of the farmer and the snake.If he admits it, in He Lianchu's heart, he will have nothing left.

The night was too quiet, one could hear the clock ticking outside the door, Shu Li couldn't fall asleep, he looked out of the window, the moonlight was hazy, the blue and white light leaked in from the window, and cast a circle of light on the ground.Shu Li stared at this spot of light until his eyes turned sour.

Many thoughts flashed through my mind, but in the end I couldn't grasp any of them. I thought about everything, but I didn't know what I was thinking.

Shu Li got up, sat quietly on the bed for a while, and decided to go to the living room to get a glass of water.

After pouring the water, Shu Li did not return to the room in a hurry, but sat on the sofa for a while, and within a few minutes, the door opened again, and this time it was He Lianchu who came out.

He wasn't surprised when he saw Shu Li sitting on the sofa, he frowned and asked, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Shu Li looked up at He Lianchu standing in front of him, suddenly everything in front of him became blurred.

He took a deep breath to calm down his slightly agitated emotions, and then asked softly, "That night was actually not a dream, was it?"

He Lianchu looked at Shu Li and didn't answer for a long time.

"Second Young Master said that he would always like that person, but late at night he would hug me back to the room and want to kiss me." Shu Li forced back the water in his eyes, looked at He Lianchu again, and asked him, "So Er At least now, you actually like me a little bit, don't you?"

He Lianchu looked at Shu Li through the dark night, trying to discern the expression on his face.But he couldn't see clearly.The pain wrapped around his heart like a vine, and slowly tightened, bringing a dense and prolonged dull pain.

Shu Li refused to admit it, what can he do with him?

He Lianchu said: "Xiao Shu, stop making trouble, go back to your room and sleep."

Shu Li didn't press any more questions, he stood up and took a drink from the glass on the table, then walked past He Lianchu and walked into the room.

The little mute in the past and the current Shu Li are two completely different people, and He Lianchu will understand in the future.

He Lianchu's study was equipped with a combination lock, and Shu Li sent a message to He Yanli, but he didn't wait for He Yanli's reply, but got a text message from another person.

Shu Li arrived at the cafe where we met at 01:30 noon. After he entered the door, he glanced casually and saw Ji Ying who was sitting in the corner anxiously waiting for him.

Shu Li walked over and sat down, and Ji Ying's hand immediately covered her.

Shu Li frowned quickly, pulled out his hand without a trace, and smiled at him: "Ji Shao."

Ji Ying didn't pay attention to those details, looked at him with distressed expression, and asked, "Shu Li, my brother kicked you out? Why didn't you come to me?"

If Shu Li were to put a label on everyone around him, He Yanli would be disgusted, and Ji Ying would be idiot and disgusting.

In terms of taking advantage of Ji Ying's love for her, Shu Li has no guilt at all.If the 15-year-old Shu Li who had just differentiated was still grateful when facing the Ji family who was willing to operate on his sister and help her find a good family to adopt, then after going through so many experiments now, the pheromone has been destroyed, and every month he has to be killed. Forced to survive the estrus period, Shu Li, whose glands were destroyed in a mess, faced Ji's family, only resentment remained in his heart.

Ji Ying is the only child of the Ji family, a beta spoiled as a waste.The new generation of Ji's family doesn't have an alpha, so they simply put all their treasures on the head of their nephew He Yanli.Ji Ying can't be regarded as a heinous villain, nor can he be called a good person. His kindness to Shu Li is nothing more than a little filter of first love and regrets that he never had.

In front of himself, he always pretends to be a lover who will never change until death, but in private, he never stops going to nightclubs, people go to hotels, and he does dirty things in private.

Shu Li looked at Ji Ying, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he leaned back on the back of the chair: "What is Young Master Ji talking about?"

Ji Ying said to herself: "I heard that you live in that bastard's house now? He didn't treat you..."

Halfway through speaking, Ji Ying realized that Shu Li's face was not very good-looking, so she stopped in time, and then said: "I still have a house in the suburbs, why don't you live there first, so you have a place to stay."

Shu Li sneered inwardly: "Young Master won't agree, right? If he knew that you helped me, he would definitely..."

Hearing Shu Li's worried tone, Ji Ying felt very good in his heart, and even became more courageous. He patted his chest and assured him: "You go to live first, and I will talk to my brother. It's okay, don't be afraid. .”

As he said that, his hand came up again, he touched Shu Li's fingers, and rubbed them gently.

Shu Li felt nauseated in his heart, he tried to pull it out, but Ji Ying held it tighter.

Shu Li had no choice but to change the subject and asked, "What are you doing now?"

Hearing Shu Li talk about the congratulatory banquet, Ji Ying's interest immediately faded, and she let go of Shu Li's hand.Shu Li took the opportunity to pull out his hand and put it under the table.

Ji Ying lacked interest, and replied perfunctorily, "He is busy campaigning now."

Shu Li wanted to continue asking, but Ji Ying said, "Have you eaten yet? Shall we go shopping? Let's have dinner together in the afternoon."

Shu Li agreed to meet Ji Ying because he wanted to pry out the news about the congratulatory banquet from him. Now that Ji Ying doesn't want to talk about the congratulatory banquet, Shu Li would not want to spend any more time with him.

Shu Li made up a random reason to leave, but Ji Ying volunteered to send him off. Shu Li couldn't shirk, so he got into Ji Ying's car. He didn't want Ji Ying to send him back to He Lianchu's house, so he said it casually. A place for Ji Ying to send herself there.

The place he mentioned was not far from the coffee shop where they met, and the waiting time at the red light was only about 5 minutes by car.

The car arrived at the station before anything happened, which made Ji Ying a little annoyed. He was about to say something to delay the time, but Shu Li had already opened the car door and walked down. He still didn't forget to thank Ji Ying when he was done.

After thinking about it, Ji Ying felt that she had lost money today, so she simply got out of the car, saying that she was giving Shu Li another ride.

Shu Li quickened his pace, but was overtaken by Ji Ying. During the entanglement, Shu Li accidentally bumped into someone's back. He immediately apologized to that person, then looked up, but met He Lianchu's eyes At the same time, Zhong Jin was still following him.

He Lianchu's eyes fell on Shu Li first, and then on Ji Ying behind him, he kept a straight face and didn't say a word.

Ji Ying saw that He Lianchu's expression was not good, but he didn't show it as obviously as He Lianchu. He deliberately held Shu Li's hand and said softly: "Aren't you here to do business? I'll accompany you, let's Go ahead."

He led Shu Li and walked in, He Lianchu stepped over and stopped the two of them.His complexion got worse.

Seeing the momentum, Ji Ying exploded: "What are you doing in our way? Hurry up and get out of the way."

He Lianchu didn't look at him, he kept staring at Shu Li.

None of them spoke, only Ji Ying yelled: "Don't let us in, then we won't do it today!"

He turned his head and said softly to Shu Li: "Then let's come back tomorrow, shall we?"

Shu Li lowered his head and tried to ignore He Lianchu's gaze on him, and gave a very soft "hmm".

So Ji Ying pulled Shu Li and turned around to leave.

Every time he took a step, Shu Li's heart sank a little.

This is also good, so that He Lianchu can know what kind of person Shu Li is, so that he can move out of He Lianchu's house in a logical manner, so that he doesn't have to help the He Yan with anything, and there is a reason to ask Shu Li. Congratulations on the banquet.

It was the best ending he could think of.

But why is he so sad in his heart, it is obviously the best ending, why can't he be happy?

The footsteps became heavier and heavier, and the short distance seemed to be infinitely elongated. Everything around him became an illusory silhouette, and his world was only black and white.

Suddenly, he heard a voice coming from behind, far away, like a hallucination.

He heard someone calling him: "Xiao Shu."

Shu Li turned his head and met He Lianchu's eyes.

Eyes meet, a glance of ten thousand years.

He Lianchu looked at him fixedly, but didn't speak.

Shu Li didn't know how he broke free from Ji Ying's hand.Knowing it was wrong, but on the way to He Lianchu.

He has no regrets.