Knowledge and Practice

"I thought it was really a hallucination."

At this time, Xiao Xingyi and Xie An were sitting in front of the outpatient clinic of the hospital, which is where Xie An worked. Xiao Xingyi was holding the two numbers given by Xie An in one hand, one for psychiatry and one for psychological consultation. of.

"Xingyi, you've said it many times, I understand." Xie An habitually rubbed Xiao Xingyi's head, as if he was afraid that the other party might not feel at ease, and he said again: "I am here, next to you."

"how did you find me?"

"I have your roommate's phone number, and occasionally I will ask about your situation." Xie An unconsciously touched his nose, and Xiao Xingyi could see all these small movements.

Are you lying, which is wrong, "occasionally" or "roommate"?

When Xiao Xing saw it, his mood suddenly improved a lot.

"Xingyi, it's the end of the term soon, and I still have to go back to school and take the exam." Xie An looked at the people around him, and still gently persuaded him: "I've already told you about the school, it's nothing serious. It's business as usual."

"But..." Xiao Xingyi wasn't sure if he could go to class or even take the exam smoothly after he went back.

"It's okay, I'll be with you." Xie An's words were firm and gentle.

How can I stay with you?Is he lying?

The psychiatric department had already called Xiao Xingyi's name, and Xie An walked in with him. Both were doctors from the same hospital. Seeing Xie An's unusual acquaintance, after completing n multiple test questions, The doctor briefly told Xie An about Xiao Xingyi's situation:

"It's all in the same hospital, and I'll tell you the truth. There are a lot of children with this kind of disease now. The causes of the disease in the book are all hype, but the treatment methods are the same. Take some medicine. Some people will get better in the early stage. , but there is no guarantee."

The doctor felt that he didn't say enough, so he said a few more words to Xie Anduo:

"Xie An, you are a doctor. Your family discovered this early. If you are like that, you will suffer. He is also a doctor himself. Why don't he add healing medicine to his wife and children's meals every day? This is life. It’s as simple as it says in the book.”

"Okay, okay, Director Wang, you are busy, let's go to the Psychological Counseling Department to have a look." Xie An didn't approve of this kind of communication method that shook people's hearts, and interrupted the old director at random.

"I want to take a look, go and go, she is the only female doctor who is doing clinical psychological counseling here, and she came back from studying in Germany, so it's okay to go and have a look." Director Wang took a sip from the boss with a thermos Tea.

Xie An dragged Xiao Xingyi to get the medicine, and then walked towards the psychological counseling department. Xie An walked fast when he arrived at the hospital, and Xiao Xingyi almost couldn't keep up with this vigorous speed.

Listening to the down-to-earth conversation just now, Xiao Xing felt a lot more at ease. Sure enough, to doctors, patients are commonplace.

In this way, I am not so special.

The room of the psychological counseling department is not like an ordinary consultation room, it is very warm, with sofas and chairs. The female doctor surnamed Yuan mentioned by the director just now is a young and friendly person. After a brief introduction of herself, the formal treatment began. .

Dr. Yuan looked at Xiao Xingyi, because of the need of the process, he would ask some questions before starting: "Xingyi, I hope you can understand, because you are an adult, there are regulations and requirements for psychological consultation, if you are not an immediate family member , I need your consent before I can participate in this treatment with you."

"So, do you mind if Xie An accompany you for treatment?"

Dr. Yuan's tone was calm and relaxed. To her, it really meant an extremely common thing.

Xie An didn't make a sound, just quietly waiting for Xiao Xingyi's answer, but after a long time, he didn't hear Xiao Xingyi's answer.

"Xingyi, the doctor is asking you." Xie An cautiously reminded the people around him. He saw that Xiao Xingyi's expression was not as relaxed as when he came in. Suppressing the turbulent and forbearing emotions under the calm language, he responded to the doctor:

"I want to consult alone."

Dr. Yuan was not too surprised when he heard it, but just smiled and signaled Xie An: "Please wait outside, the consultation time is not long, and I will come out to meet you in 40 minutes."

Xie An looked at Xiao Xingyi who was bowing his head, patted his head, turned around and walked out of the consultation room without saying a word, and closed the door gently.

He was fidgeting outside because he had no habit of smoking, so he took a cup of hot water from the doctor's desk and held it in his palm.

It turns out that 40 minutes is not short at all.

**

Holding Xiao Xingyi's case book in his hand, Xie An was bored, and suddenly recalled the moment when he just received a call from the counselor. At that moment, he probably displayed all his life's acting skills.

"Hello, are you Xiao Xingyi's parents? Why don't you come to school, Xiao Xingyi hasn't come to class for a month."

"That's right, he's here with me. He fell ill recently and didn't have time to hand over the case sheet. Please worry about it." At that time, Xie An keenly sensed that something was wrong. Although he didn't know why Xiao Xingyi skipped class, After so many years of struggling in the society, he still knows the school's routines well.

"..." After the other party was silent for a while, he didn't fully listen to his words: "Then when will you come to school, absenteeism for more than one month is quite serious, if you have a case, bring the case information Come."

"Okay." Xie An agreed, but when he went to school to discuss with the counselor, he did not bring the medical records as promised.

In addition to the counselor, there was also a school leader who came to the other party. What Xie An brought out was not Xiao Xingyi's case, but just put his work certificate on the table; "I didn't bring Xiao Xingyi's information. I am also a doctor, he has no major problems, but if you record it in the file because of this, it will not be good for him."

"He has been absent from class for a month! This is not just talking about it!" The counselor on the opposite side was furious, very dissatisfied with this kind of "boring" with a little knowledge.

"It's okay. I called you XX and explained the situation. If you don't believe me, you can ask him." No matter what he said, Xie An's eyes were always smiling, even if there was more immobility in the smiling eyes. Sensual and cunning.

"..." The female counselor was like a deflated ball. After turning around and going out, she started to call the leader of xx. When she came back, her expression was much gentler, and she was even polite: "It's like this, I'm not in good health. We also understand, because you know each other from XX, then the sick leave this time will be ignored, but his final exam is coming, otherwise it will be more troublesome to retake the subject next year."

"Yes, thank you for your understanding." Xie An thanked me gently, and planned to get up and leave.

Afterwards, the school teacher accompanied him for a while, and after saying goodbye cordially, he got busy.

At that time, Xie An, who walked out of school, did not let go of his hanging heart.

Probably the aftereffect of telling a lie, he felt a palpitation.

He didn't know where Xiao Xingyi was, nor why he disappeared.

In his mind, he predicted every route that Xiao Xingyi would take, from the station to his home, to the hospital, and searched and ruled out again and again.

Fortunately, I can still get information about Xiao Xingyi from my roommate from time to time. Fortunately, I know that this child is still in contact, but I don't know where he hid it.

The encounter that day was a "chance encounter" after he stayed in countless bookstores, and his thoughts came true after countless times of prayer.

**

"Xie An, I don't want to go back to school."

After leaving the consulting room, Xiao Xingyi couldn't stop crying. This taciturn young man seldom expressed his thoughts in front of others, but this time he repeated these words word by word in a crying voice.

"I don't want to go back."

"I can't go back."

"I don't know what to do."

Xie An kept wiping Xiao Xingyi's tears, and at the same time suppressed the emotion stirred up by the boy, and hugged the boy. Xie An's promise was like a thousand pieces of gold, and Xiao Xingyi's helpless heart slowly clam down:

"It's okay, I'll be with you, I'll go to school with you, we'll go home to live in the evening, during this time, I will always be with you, I'm always here, it's okay."

"Then what about work?" Xiao Xingyi regained his sanity, and began to worry about Xie An.

"I'm done with my work~" Xie An relaxed a little when he saw the child who was sunny and rainy for a while, and started to tease him.

"!? No way" Xiao Xingyi replied decisively. After the tears dried up, he returned to his original stubborn appearance, with his brows tightly knit.

"Then work during the day, I'll pick you up at night, and bring you to work on weekends, what do you think?" Xie An asked for advice while paying attention to Xiao Xingyi's eyebrows.

He saw Xiao Xing's tensed brows relax, and "reluctantly" compromised in a thin voice: "Okay."

Xie An put Xiao Xingyi's medical records away, instead of looking through it, he walked out of the hospital holding the boy's hand.

I haven't seen the winter sun for a long time, and it looks particularly dazzling today.

It's okay, it'll be fine.

So, no more running away.