breakup march

The graduation party of the Civil Engineering Institute was held relatively late, specifically, it was the day when Yu Ze left school, but Yan Weiming didn't know that Yu Ze would leave school today.

The campus is so big, even if he goes out for a walk twice a day, it is very difficult to see Yu Ze once. It turns out that the connection between him and Yu Ze is actually very shallow, and he doesn't need to cut it with a knife, just pinch it with his fingernails and it will be broken up.

Yan Weimin was always worried that his orientation and relationship with Yu Ze would be exposed. During the relationship, various precautionary measures were taken one after another - many times even if they met, they would pretend not to know each other, thanks to Yu Ze being able to bear it.

At that time, the two pretended not to say hello, but in fact they couldn't help but glance at each other randomly. At that time, Yan Weiming was arrogant because he knew that he could ask Yu Ze out for a tryst at any time.But it's different now, apart from meeting by chance, there is really no chance to take a look at him. Yan Weiming has a feeling that he is watching Yu Ze fly farther and farther, and this feeling is becoming more and more real.

There was no program for Yan Weimin at the graduation party, so he just sat down as a spectator, watching the flowers on horseback, no matter how wonderful the program was, it couldn't arouse his inner feelings.It has always been like this, listening to others cry, watching other people's emotions, he will only feel out of it.

Later, a class went to the chorus, and after the singing, they also played a game of memory killing, reminiscing about the interesting things they had before the first level, the emotions of the audience were high, some shouted and others cried, Yan Weiming suddenly had a thought——Yu What is Ze doing.

But it was only a brief flash, he didn't allow himself to think deeply, since they were all broken, let's break them more simply and start their own new chapters as well.

After the fanfare is over, the next one to come on stage is the program of the school girls. A few school girls are dancing on the stage, their movements are provocative, and the boys below are even more excited. Yan Weiming even noticed that some shy ones just glanced at it. He quickly lowered his head and pretended to look at his phone.

"I didn't expect, I didn't expect that the quality of the school girls is so high." The roommate next to me sighed, "I only hate that I was born early!"

Yan Weimin was amused, and also looked at the stage.The girls' bodies are really good, and they have a moving feeling when they dance. Under the dim light, their legs look extraordinarily sultry.

It’s just that I’ve seen better ones, so I’m bound to make an analogy... Yu Ze is thinner, and his legs can be said to be perfect. Yan Weimin likes it so much, sometimes he has bad intentions and forces him to wear stockings...

Tsk...it's hard to quit after eating meat. I don't know how to deal with pickled vegetables and steamed buns after I have a strong appetite.

Yan Weiming was immersed in his unspeakable and indescribable fantasies, but the sorrowful atmosphere that had finally accumulated in the auditorium just now was diluted by the vigorous singing and dancing. Who cares about being sad, it is true to shout first.

The surrounding air became a little hot and dry, Yan Weiming felt a little breathless, so he simply got up and left the auditorium with a bent waist.

Outside the auditorium is a pedestrian avenue. There are basically no people at this point. The lights elongate the shadows of the trees. It should have been a somewhat creepy scene, but with the vocal music leaking from the auditorium, the feeling of loneliness has been diluted a lot.

Yan Weiming has walked this road countless times, always coming and going in a hurry, it is rare to have a time like today, stop and go, look at the rusty street lamps on both sides, unknown vegetation, and the ground that has been rubbed and faded. asphalt.

Yan Weiming found a stone bench by the side of the road and sat down, thinking about the past four years... no, in the past twenty years, it seems that he has been running forward in a hurry, but he can't even tell himself Where did he run to, and how far was he from the so-called end point?

A group of young lovers passed by Yan Weimin holding hands, and turned around after taking two steps, wondering, "Weimin? What are you doing here?"

Yan Weimin took a closer look, the man was his roommate, this couple had been together for a long time, and he had seen the woman several times.

"Think about life." Yan Weimin regained his senses and said with a serious expression on his face.

"23333," the roommate laughed, "As expected of Yan Shen, then you go ahead, we're leaving first."

Yan Weimin let out a "hmm", followed them for a while with his gaze.Campus couples rarely last long, and most of them break up after graduation.

Although the two people's hometowns are not in the same place, the man has been admitted as a civil servant in the woman's hometown and has made up his mind to chase the woman there.

Some of the classmates were envious, and some were persuading. Yan Weimin hadn't paid much attention to it, but when he met him today, he couldn't help but come up with a thought—this roommate didn't know whether it was true love above all else or fearless, and he didn't leave any way out for himself.

After another meeting, the party in the auditorium was over, and people began to come out of the door one after another.Yan Weimin glanced at the time, got up slowly, and walked towards the dormitory.

Downstairs in the dormitory, he deliberately stopped for a few minutes, wondering if he would meet Yu Ze, but unfortunately there were only dog-abusing couples hugging and hugging.

That's right, how did you meet it?

Yan Weimin smiled, swiped his card to enter the door.

·

The people in Yan Weiming's dormitory finally got together to have a barbecue, and they were about to leave, and everyone said nice things.

They don't get along happily and harmoniously in the dormitory, but there is no major conflict that cannot be let go. Recently, infected by the graduation atmosphere, I can't help but feel that the other people are quite pleasing to the eye, but they both know that they probably won't be after graduation. Get in touch again.

Yan Weiming found an opportunity to settle the bill, and the others didn't say much.It was already past one o'clock in the morning when they returned to school reeking of alcohol. Fortunately, they had not locked the door after saying hello to the dormitory aunt in advance.

Back in the dormitory, each of them simply washed up and climbed into bed impatiently.

From the next day, Yan Weiming's roommates left school one after another, but within a few days, only Yan Weiming and piles of books were left.These are all waste books, no one is willing to accept them, so they can only be thrown away or sold to waste collectors.

This year, the school's policy has probably changed, and those who collect used books have not entered the dormitory to collect them.Yan Weimin picked a time and ran several times to sell these booksets, but they didn't even sell for a hundred.

The sun in June was still a bit vicious, and Yan Weiming, who was physically strong, felt a little uncomfortable, and his arms were so sore that he couldn't lift them up.In the past, when the family was busy, Yan Weiming had to go to the field to take care of him while going to school. At that time, he didn't even have time to think about whether it was suffering or not.

After going to college, after all, I was a little hypocritical.

·

The school's rule was that he had to leave school at the end of June, and Yan Weiming had no plans to go home, so he contacted the former student union president of the Civil Engineering Institute.When the senior was in office, Yan Weiming helped him with a lot of work, and he took good care of Yan Weiming.

The senior is also studying in Shanghai, and after hearing Yan Weiming's plan, he immediately agreed to help him find a room that can be rented short-term, so that Yan Weiming can come directly without worry.

The senior was reliable in his work, and found a house close to the school, and he signed for Yan Weimin's luggage to be sent over.

When Yan Weimin left school, the senior students in the whole school had basically disappeared, and the parting atmosphere that had been entrenched was also swept away.

Originally, the school is full of people coming and going, and it is not uncommon to come and go. There are too many things that happen in the middle, and no one has the intention to remember them deliberately. Even the parties will gradually forget them.

Yan Weiming, a science student through and through, couldn't think of too many feelings of literary youths. He just walked through the campus calmly with his luggage, then took the bus to the station, and then transferred to the high-speed rail to leave this life for four years. year city.