Inferior star

Probably influenced by the extremely strong shouting emotions of the music festival and the unscrupulousness during the meal, Wei Yu and Xu Mingzhao held hands on the way back to the hotel, and unknowingly shook them back and forth, like two childish children going out for an outing.

The night is clear, the evening breeze is gentle, and the moon is bright.There is no rain, but there are two people laughing.

After returning to the hotel, Xu Mingzhao packed his luggage and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Wei Yu was a little tired, and leaned back on the chair with his eyes closed to rest. He only opened his eyes when Xu Mingzhao called him, and suddenly woke up.

Xu Mingzhao only wore a pair of pajama pants, and wiped his hair with a towel while his upper body was bare, and the water from the tips of his hair flowed down his skin.

"Where's the pajamas?" He pretended to be calm.

"I didn't bring it. I was in a hurry to go out in the morning, so I took it off and forgot to put it in my bag."

"Wear mine, don't catch a cold." Wei Yu hurriedly looked for his pajamas in his bag.

"It's okay, there is heating."

"Blow that hair a little bit."

"Okay, you go wash."

After Wei Yu opened his eyes, Xu Mingzhao caught the slight wavering in Wei Yu's eyes and the swallowing of saliva.

He blew his hair and lay down under the quilt, with the determination and self-confidence that must be won.

After a while, the sound of water stopped.

He heard Wei Yu approaching slowly, and turned off the only bedside lamp he had on.

He felt Wei Yu laying down under the quilt, the scent of the shower gel was so strong and offensive, Wei Yu's hand stretched through the gap between his waist and the quilt.Just like at the music festival, Wei Yu hugged him from behind.

He tried his best to remain calm, to slow down his breathing evenly, and Wei Yu's hand was slowly stroking his ribs.

"Wei Yu." He suppressed the ecstasy in his heart, and spoke calmly in the dark.

Wei Yu behind him gasped, and hurriedly pulled his hand away from his waist, and he quickly grabbed Wei Yu's wrist.

"You...you haven't slept yet?"

"If I'm asleep, how will I know you're..."

"I don't want to do anything, really. I just think you're too skinny and can't help it...Really. Really really."

Wei Yu tried his best to deny it, and struggled with his hands.

"You didn't want to do anything? But you were hard."

"……sorry."

"Why apologize? I'm not mad. Let's do it, I can."

"I really don't want to do it."

"Today is the last day, if you don't do it, you won't have a chance."

"... Forget it. I'm too tired today."

"I don't feel tired."

"I'm a little tired." Wei Yu's voice was exhausted.

"Then let me help you? Hand or mouth, I can do it."

Wei Yu forcefully pulled his hand back.

Still, let him break free.

"Xu Mingzhao. I'm not here for this, do you understand?"

Wei Yu sat up from the bed, put on his slippers and walked to the bathroom. He stayed in there for a long time, came out again after a burst of flushing, and lay on the edge of the bed. He would fall off the bed when he turned around outside. .

"Sleep peacefully, good night."

"Good night."

Xu Mingzhao opened his eyes.

He understands what Wei Yu wants.But he had to wait another day, and he still had to confirm some things.

In the middle of the night, Wei Yu vaguely heard the sound, and Xu Mingzhao rolled to his side at some point, his right hand tightly clutching the pajamas on his chest.

Xu Mingzhao squeezed against him while talking in his sleep. He was afraid that they would fall off the bed together if he tried hard, so he held on to the edge with all his strength.

He tried to say "Xu Mingzhao" in a low voice, but it didn't work.So he went to Xu Mingzhao's ear and tried to call "Mingzhao".

Xu Mingzhao became a little more settled.

He gently opened Xu Mingzhao's hand, got up and lay down on the bed from the other side, and pulled Xu Mingzhao to prevent Xu Mingzhao from squeezing to the edge.

Xu Mingzhao was really tired today and didn't wake up.

He heard Xu Mingzhao's murmured dreams clearly, and felt a little happy for a moment.

Xu Mingzhao kept repeating "don't go".

"If you like, we can always be together in the future."

Then he heard Xu Mingzhao say two words, the person he wanted to keep.

Not "Wei Yu".

It's "Parents".

"what about me?"

He put Xu Mingzhao's hand on his chest, and kept rubbing the back of Xu Mingzhao's hand.

Xu Mingzhao said "today is the last day", and Xu Mingzhao said "no chance" in the future.

Whether it's holding hands, hugging, or kissing, all of Xu Mingzhao's initiatives reminded him of a single word.

"Back to the Light".

But that's not the right word, they had nothing in the first place.

He had already guessed Xu Mingzhao's choice tomorrow.

It was already noon when I returned to my residence by car from the neighboring city.

Wei Yu simply cooked a few dishes and had lunch with Xu Mingzhao.

After eating, Wei Yu washed the dishes as usual, and went to the sofa to tidy up the things in the bag.

It's time to say goodbye.

Xu Mingzhao watched him tidy up his things from the sofa, hesitant to speak.

"I'm leaving, do you have anything to say to me?"

"Yes. But I can't remember it now. I'll see you off and see if you can remember it on the way."

"Okay." We can still walk together for a while.

Wei Yu picked up the luggage bag, looked down, put the bag down again, and squatted down.

When reaching out his hand to Xu Mingzhao's feet, he saw Xu Mingzhao backing away.

"Hey……"

He smiled, put his hand on the buckle of Xu Mingzhao's ankle chain, and took it off.

"Don't worry, I didn't want to do anything. I put it on for you, and I should take it off. This chain has been given to you, and it doesn't have any meaning now. If you don't mind it, you can wear it occasionally. Others , up to you. Anyway, I bought it on a whim that day."

"... Yu?"

Ah, it turns out that Xu Mingzhao wanted to call me by my name.

When he understood why Wei Yu squatted down, Xu Mingzhao realized that it was too late to back off.

Why would you hate it, how would you hate it.

It's too late to like it obviously.

He wanted to take the chain, but Wei Yu let it slip from his hands and fall onto the coffee table.

"You said you should take off the ones you put on for me, but what about the ones I put on for you?"

"I picked it myself."

As far as he could see, Wei Yu was wearing a pair of black sports trousers.

Wait a little longer.

"I have to go now."

"Okay, I'll take the key."

Standing in the corridor, he saw Wei Yu carrying the bag, and he pressed the button for going downstairs very naturally, the red was dazzling.

"My friend's house is close, so you walk there?"

"I called a car."

"Then I can only take you downstairs."

"Okay." Wei Yu's tone was not sad, and he even felt relieved.

"Do you remember what you want to say to me?" The two stood outside the hall, Xu Mingzhao was in a daze, Wei Yu suddenly asked.

"Wei Yu."

"Ok?"

Wei Yu's eyes were full of anticipation.

But the face of that woman suddenly appeared in front of Xu Mingzhao's eyes.

The woman was wearing a red dress and gorgeous but poor-quality makeup, and said grandly: "Xu Mingzhao, right? You came to me to argue with me that your father loves your mother very much? Stop joking, if it wasn't because your mother was pregnant With you, it is impossible for your father to marry her. Heh, in the final analysis, you are just a tool your mother uses to tie your father. If you don’t believe me, you can see what your mother will do to you after your father is gone. No It is not difficult to find someone to pretend to be safe and secure for the rest of your life. But your dad, he will never forget the "this kind of person" you call me. The most important thing about love is first-come-first-come-first-served. He has been thinking about me for more than 20 years. Back then, your mother didn't give him a chance to choose, but now that you're older and I'm here, he can choose and make a choice, but you have the face to say that I'm destroying your family?"

Such a mean face, such absurd rhetoric.

And him?Is he going to use the advantage of "first come, first served" to keep Wei Yu?

Is he going to become the kind of person he hates the most?

He tried his luck, but he lost.

"Wei Yu, you used to refuse to call me 'Senior' and always called me by my first name. This time you are leaving, you can call me 'Ming Zhao' to show your closeness. My family used to call me that."

Wei Yu hugged him, patted him on the back vigorously, and let go quickly.It's different from the previous hugs, it's a brotherly hug.

"Ming Zhao, thank you. Really thank you."

It was the first time Xu Mingzhao heard Wei Yu calling him "Ming Zhao". Wei Yu was thanking him and saying goodbye.

"I will come occasionally on weekends. I will make an appointment then."

"Didn't you say that the project at hand is very important?"

"Come when you're not busy."

"I have to prepare for the exam in addition to the live broadcast. I decided to continue my studies and I don't have much free time."

"Well. I asked you where you did the live broadcast last time, but you didn't tell me, can you tell me now?"

"Let's not talk about it. If I think that acquaintances will come to visit occasionally, I will feel uncomfortable."

"Well. Well... I'll tell you where I live. If you're tired from studying and want a change of environment, you can come to me."

"I can't remember what you said to me. I have your cell phone. I'll contact you later."

"Well. I understand." Wei Yu glanced at the phone, "The car I called seems to be stuck in the middle of the road. I haven't moved for a long time. It may take a long time. You should go back first."

"Okay, then you should be careful."

He didn't believe that Xu Mingzhao didn't like him at all.But Xu Mingzhao could have many reasons for rejecting him, such as his disgraceful past, and his difficult future as a homosexual.

Xu Mingzhao's nostalgia and longing for his family are far stronger than his.

A short blaze, once burning is enough.

He watched Xu Mingzhao's receding figure disappear at the corner elevator entrance.

Much thinner than when we first met.

Goodbye, Xu Mingzhao.

After quickly stepping into the elevator, Xu Mingzhao pressed the button for the 23rd floor.

Wei Yu still concealed what he wanted to hide from him at the last moment.

He had to confirm with his own eyes.

He was standing in the stairwell, and through the half-opened door, he could see the door of the residents on the west side of the 23rd floor.

After waiting for a while, Wei Yu came out of the elevator with his bag in hand, walked to the door, and turned his back to him.

Wei Yu rang the doorbell, but no one answered the door, so he took out his mobile phone and dialed.

"I'm back, open the door for me."

A few seconds later the door opened, revealing a man in a striped housecoat and an apron.

He has healthy wheat-colored skin, a little taller than Wei Yu, and looks very stable.

"I was frying fish steaks just now, and I didn't hear the doorbell."

"It smells good."

"I remember you like to eat." The man smiled shyly, and took Wei Yu's bag casually, "Come in first, my mother will say she will come and see you off later..."

The door slammed shut with a bang.

No wonder Wei Yu only ate half a bowl of rice at noon, it turned out that there was still a meal to eat.

Xu Mingzhao sat alone on the stairs.

After Wei Yu left five years ago, he didn't know whether he felt guilty or liked Wei Yu.

When they reunited five years later, he didn't know whether his feeling for Wei Yu was dependence or liking.

The moment he saw that man, all the obsessions in his mind were dispelled.

The love and pampering in that person's eyes was too turbulent.

Can cook, considerate and careful, mature and stable, not self-willed nor easily angry.

There is nothing he can compare to.

Wouldn't it be better for Wei Yu to be with such a person?

Even the parents have confirmed their relationship.

A warm home that Wei Yu never had.

It was only after he decided to let go that he finally confirmed that he liked it.

He took out his phone, pushed the phone case away, and took out the two movie tickets inside.

"I'll give you a movie ticket, which seat do you want?"

"The seat next to you." Wei Yu smiled, "You can take the movie ticket, anyway, let's check it together. I'll go buy popcorn."

As long as Wei Yu takes one of them, no matter which one it is, will the result be different?

The commemorative words that Xu Mingzhao set when he bought the tickets were printed on the lower right corners of the two movie tickets.

Faded from thermal printing and abrasion—

"Wei Yu, Xu Mingzhao likes you."

Fortunately, I lost.

He put away the movie tickets and took out the ankle chain in his pocket. After he and Wei Yu helped each other put it on, their legs leaned together.

"Xu Mingzhao, do you think it looks better when you put it on than in the display cabinet?"

It was rare to see Wei Yu smiling so happily.

Goodbye, Wei Yu.

The author has something to say

It’s the car heading to the kindergarten... It’s almost over and there’s still a smell of BE, it’s really poisonous (why are you complaining about yourself. In fact, the little cutie who prefers BE can take this as the ending (Hey! . . . 23rd floor The next chapter is online, but it won’t be updated tomorrow (it should be said today), it’s not an appetite, it’s because I’m too busy. Good night!