Inferior star

Under Wei Yu's urging, the soft-hearted girl at the registration desk let go. The person in the advertisement seems to come to check on the scar every month. The scheduled date for this month is this week, but the specific date, When, she can't say anymore.

Wei Yu thanked him excitedly, and waited for Chen Li's arrival near the reservation area every day.

After waiting for three days, he finally met Chen Li.Chen Li was alone, as if he had been here many times, and walked towards the waiting area with the appointment slip.

Just like what Wei Yu felt in the advertisement, Chen Li lost his previous innocence and childishness, and his aura was a bit sharp and cold.Wei Yu originally thought that it was because Chen Li's scars had faded and his puffy face had become sharp-edged.However, after Chen Li's name appeared on the electronic screen, he walked towards the corresponding consultation room, and when he glanced slightly sideways at Wei Yu, Wei Yu found that he was very strange.

"You followed me from the appointment area to the consultation room, what do you want to do?"

Wei Yu came back to his senses, Chen Li came out of the consultation room at some point and stood in front of him.

"Chen Li, I..."

"You know me? No wonder I think you look familiar."

"I'm Wei Yu, your sixth grade...classmate."

"It's you." Chen Li was not too surprised, and replied calmly, "What do you want me for?"

"Are you free now? I'd like to buy you coffee and let's talk."

"I can't drink it." Chen Li pointed to the left side of his face, "It's taboo. There's a tea bar next to it."

"Okay, I'll treat you to tea."

Sitting opposite Chen Li, Wei Yu could see Chen Li's expression at the same level, which made him feel uneasy. He was more used to Chen Li standing up and communicating with his head up, which made him feel better.

The waiter brought two cups of tea.

"Tell me, do you want to talk about the elementary school?"

"Yes." Wei Yu avoided Chen Li's staring eyes and stared at the teacup in front of him. The heat of the tea rising from the bottom of the cup obscured the coldness in Chen Li's eyes.

"What do you want to say, do you also want to say to me like other people, 'I was not sensible at the time', 'I was young', 'It's all over', 'Let's settle our differences'?" Chen Li mocked The smile leaked from the end of the sentence.

"I want to say, it's great that you're still alive."

Chen Li was startled for a moment, and then he laughed out loud, with a hint of meanness hidden in his smile: "You think I'm dead? Wei Yu, you are so funny."

"At that time, I only heard that you had a car accident and you never came to school, so I thought..."

"I took a year off from school. I really don't want to see you again."

"...In order to escape, I cut off contact with my classmates in elementary school when I was in junior high school. After that, I don't know anything about you."

"So that's why you didn't come to the primary school reunion."

"Alumni Association?"

"Do you know what people said about you when you were not there? It was a big show. Up to now, some people still suspect that you stole the [-] class fee. I should really attack you like a moral guard of those people I recorded my face and face for you to see, and I politely called you 'Squad Leader', and the appearance of the back is quite interesting. But... I am also curious about the money, where did it go?"

Chen Li leaned his upper body forward, propped his elbows on the table, clasped his hands against his chin, and looked at Wei Yu playfully, as if he wanted to hear what stories he could make up.

"I was robbed by hooligans on the way home from school. They threatened me with my grandpa. I was afraid of their retaliation, and I was also afraid that I would pay for the lost money, so I said the money was gone."

"It's that simple?"

"Well. For the past eight years, I have felt guilty and struggled every day, thinking that I would never have the chance to apologize to you. Not long ago, I saw your advertisement, so I realized that you didn't... I'm sorry, Chen Li. I know There is no way to make up for the harm I caused you back then, but I still want to say sorry. Really sorry."

"And then? After saying I'm sorry, then what? You want me to show kindness and then forgive you? Forgive what you did at the beginning? It's such a simple thing, I have suffered suspicion and abuse for more than a month. Yes, the thing It's been so many years, I can't even remember what it was like. But I remember you, you saved me from other people's indifference and malice, and pushed me back to being a target. Compared to other people, yours Hypocrisy made me even more disgusted. I really regarded you as my friend at that time."

"I didn't expect you to forgive me. You're right. I'm too mean to be your friend."

"...But you are the only one who apologized to me." Chen Li picked up his teacup and took a small sip, "I appeared at the class reunion, everyone was shocked. The scar on my face faded, and I stopped talking I stuttered. Others toasted with me at the class reunion, pretended to be fake, and wiped out everything I had suffered with wine as a matter of course, without even asking my wishes. I want to ask, if I really die Or if you didn’t see the advertisement and didn’t know that I was still alive, would you continue to live with your guilt for the rest of your life?”

"I don't know. Maybe...after a while..." Wei Yu was shaken from the moment he met Xu Mingzhao.

"It's strange to say that you didn't say 'yes', but I suddenly relaxed. You didn't say something to win my sympathy, and I believe your honesty. I didn't forgive you, because I was looking for a past that was diluted by time. Forgive me, it’s very opportunistic and has no position. We are no longer the same as before. Hearing that you have been guilty of me for eight years, I feel the pleasure of revenge. This is enough, and I can’t bear it if it takes longer Stay. You can start your new life, squad leader."

After Chen Li finished speaking, he stood up, and so did Wei Yu.

"Sit down for a while, the tea here is good." Chen Li put his hand on his shoulder and said, "I will pay for the tea, thank you for inviting me to have dinner with you back then. We settled the bill."

Wei Yu's eyes were filled with tears, he could only repeat "thank you" over and over again.

On the way home, Wei Yu's footsteps were windy, and he couldn't wait to see Xu Mingzhao.

Xu Mingzhao is about to graduate, and they have very little time to spend together, so they must make good use of it.

Maybe I can invite Xu Mingzhao to watch a movie?Or play a game with him for a while?Let's go to the video game city.How about teaching Xu Mingzhao how to cook?Or change the taste and go out to eat with Xu Mingzhao?Have some wine?No, Xu Mingzhao cannot drink.

He no longer had to deliberately keep a distance from Xu Mingzhao.

Because Chen Li said that he can start a new life.

new life.

Wei Yu passed by the cake shop, a girl was holding a display board and a speaker to promote new products, he walked into the shop curiously, and bought the cake that was unattractive but contained a mystery.

Wei Yu carefully maintained the balance with the cake box, and immediately put it in the refrigerator when he got home.

Xu Mingzhao hadn't come back yet, so he made a phone call impatiently, and Xu Mingzhao didn't answer until it rang for a long time.

"Xu Mingzhao, when are you coming back today?"

"Wei Yu? I'll have a graduation dinner with my classmates tonight, and I'll be back later."

"it is good."

Then tomorrow, let's eat the cake together tomorrow.Wei Yu looked at his watch, it was only three o'clock in the afternoon, and the minutes and seconds of waiting for Xu Mingzhao's return were a bit tormented. He went back to his room and finished writing the diary, and then took the diary to bed to read. for three hours.

When Wei Yu woke up, he found that his lower body was a little restless. He was too excited, and he couldn't suppress his love and desire for Xu Mingzhao. He looked at the time, it was still early, so he took off his shirt and sat in front of the computer, plugged in Headphones, click on a movie.

The leading actor of the movie has delicate features and soft eyes, and wears a white shirt, which Xu Mingzhao also wears occasionally.

Wei Yu doesn't like the kind of rough and unloving in and out of the movie just to complete the task.

But he closed his eyes and thought, as long as he is gentle enough to Xu Mingzhao in his mind.

Xu Mingzhao greeted his friends and left KTV early.

Wei Yu got off the bus that day, returned to his residence, and ran back to his room without even tidying up his things.

The hoarse and suppressed howling made him very concerned and distressed.

Wei Yu rarely called him, something must have happened to Wei Yu.

He took out the key to open the door, the living room light was not on, and there was a faint light through the door of Wei Yu's room.

He knocked lightly on the door, but there was no answer. He put his ear to the door and heard a small sound coming from inside.

He was a little worried, so he opened the door by himself. There was only a small warm yellow desk lamp on in the room, and the back of the chair was facing the door.Xu Mingzhao came closer and saw that Wei Yu was panting slightly with his eyes closed and earphones on.

He smiled knowingly, turned around and planned to go back to the living room to wait for Wei Yu to finish his self-release.

Then, he heard Wei Yu shout "Xu Mingzhao".

He turned around to make fun of himself for ruining Wei Yu's personal "good time", but he found that Wei Yu still closed his eyes, moving his hands up and down in a circle. He looked at the computer screen, and there were two men in the video, the one under him, Most of the white shirt was stripped off, his hands were tied with belts, and he was raised above his head, with a collar around his neck, showing a reluctant expression.

When he saw Wei Yu yelling "Xu Mingzhao" for the second time, his upper body leaned against the back of the chair, trembling unceasingly, his abdomen kept rising and falling, and his hands were covered with liquid.

He frowned.

Wei Yu opened his eyes, took out a few pieces of paper to clean his body and hands, and caught a glimpse of someone standing beside him from the corner of his eye.

His heart sank suddenly, and he turned his head. The person who appeared in his mind just now suddenly appeared in front of him. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether he was happy or frightened.

"Xu Mingzhao, I..."

"You tidy yourself up first and then talk."

The wind that Xu Mingzhao brought with him when he went out was full of determination.

Wei Yu picked up a set of pajamas from the hanger, took them to the bathroom.

The flowers slapped his face frantically, he felt so embarrassed that he was unwilling to be seen by the people he liked, but he also had secrets that he was hiding, and he was finally able to confide in them with ease.

Want to gamble?

Wei Yu walked out of the bathroom, Xu Mingzhao was standing in the living room watching him coldly.

"You take me as your fantasy object?!"

"Correct."

"You want to do that to me?!"

"Yes. Because... I like you."

Xu Mingzhao gritted his teeth and squeezed out Wei Yu's unexpected but reasonable words: "You really make me sick."

Wei Yu suddenly laughed, he didn't want to think about anything, and said frivolously: "Do you think it's disgusting for me to imagine you doing that kind of thing, or is it disgusting for me to like you? If it's the former, you haven't imagined that the girl you like does this. Is this kind of thing? You shouldn’t be blaming me. If it’s the latter, I remember that you have so many reasons and excuses for rejecting girls, but what’s left of me is ‘disgusting’? It’s appropriate to say ‘I don’t like boys ' or 'I don't like you' isn't that hard?!"

Xu Mingzhao didn't speak, Wei Yu took a strong step forward, Xu Mingzhao wanted to hide, but tripped over the carpet, and fell straight to the wall behind him, Wei Yu stretched out his hand to hold him, Xu Mingzhao shook his hand vigorously Open, the two leaned forward, lost their balance and fell on the sofa together.

"Xu Mingzhao, did you knock somewhere?"

"Do you really want to see me being pressed under you, showing a distorted expression of pain and struggle?" Xu Mingzhao didn't answer his concern, but looked indifferently, staring directly at him with blank eyes.

This sentence made Wei Yu finally wake up. He got up and looked at Xu Mingzhao who was still lying on the sofa, regretting that he lost control of his emotions just now.

"I didn't think about it that way, you think—" The words "trust me" were finally swallowed by Wei Yu's heart.

"sorry."

"sorry."

"sorry."

--sorry.

He kept saying "I'm sorry" in a low voice, walked out of the house, and closed the door gently.

Wei Yu didn't know when the tears fell.

In his imagination, he kissed Xu Mingzhao's hair hanging on his forehead, the center of Xu Mingzhao's eyebrows, Xu Mingzhao's eyelashes and tear moles, as well as his nose, mouth, neck, collarbone, shoulders and hands.Xu Mingzhao had blushed cheeks, or frowned because of the pain.

But it has nothing to do with "pain", "struggle", or "distortion".

It turns out that the most disappointing thing is not being rejected and humiliated by the other party after confessing, but that the other party regards what you love and cherish as a kind of humiliation.

Wei Yu was walking in a daze in the neighborhood wearing slippers. There was a time when he enjoyed the summer night breeze very much. As soon as he went back, he could see Xu Mingzhao.

The wind tonight is different from that at that time. He rubbed the elbow of his right hand.At the moment of falling, he remembered Xu Mingzhao's physical resistance to him, trying to let his hand fall on the back of the sofa, but his elbow hit the wall heavily.

It hurts, why is it so painful?

Wei Yu couldn't figure it out.

So this is his new life.

The author has something to say

The reason why this article is called "Inferior Star" has already revealed half of it. It is Wei Yu's past and the light that Xu Mingzhao once gave him~ The remaining half will be unfolded in future plots.The plot of this chapter is crucial.In fact, I'm a little worried about whether the content is... hey... the process of recognizing my heart is still a bit cruel, but it will pass soon, I hope everyone can persevere.Can any cutie who is watching give me a comment, anything is fine, let me know that I am not on the stand-alone~ Thank you for seeing the cutie here.