Mountain Stream Autumn

It was a note with writing on it.

The sticky note is not as new as it was when I first bought it. After time, it has turned yellow. It is just because it has been stored well, and there are no other creases or stains.

The words above are strong and powerful.

He Qiuming's eyelids trembled so much that he didn't dare to look into Chen Nanshan's eyes anymore, and he became more flustered.

He recognized at a glance that what Chen Nanshan was holding was the gift he gave Chen Nanshan for Christmas that year.

The kind that works for life.

Chen Nanshan grabbed the sticky note with a warm smile on his face.When he received this gift from He Qiuming, he felt that He Qiuming was extremely childish, but he was still happy and kept it close to him all these years.

As for the three requirements He Qiuming promised, he never used them even once.Once He Qiuming also asked him why he didn't use it. At that time, Chen Nanshan replied that it was because he didn't find a chance to use it.

He was right, but he had no chance to use it.

Being with He Qiuming was already a blissful thing, Chen Nanshan couldn't think of what else he wanted.Moreover, he sometimes has some small wishes, and He Qiuming will help him realize them without him mentioning them, let alone using sticky notes.

It is because life is too happy and perfect that he no longer needs anything else to desire happiness.

Seeing that He Qiuming didn't respond, Chen Nanshan raised his hand slightly, squinted at him, and said in a drunken voice, "Here you are."

On the slightly yellowish label, there were no long words, only short numbers, but it happened to be this short number, like a coal ball, He Qiuming's heart was hot and painful.

He Qiuming raised his eyes, and his eyes were fixed on the words written by Chen Nanshan, as if there was some important story hidden behind them.

However, following his gaze, there were only three simple words on the signature, which was a name: He Qiuming.

When receiving this gift, He Qiuming once said that he could write what he wanted on it, and he would help him realize it.

He, Chen Nanshan, doesn't want much. He doesn't want a successful career and a rich family, nor does he want health, longevity, and a happy family. All he wants is He Qiuming.

In the vast sea of ​​people, the floating world is full of thousands of people, and He Qiuming is alone.

The stamina of the wine seemed to be picking up again, Chen Nanshan shook his dizzy head, smiled and stuffed the sticky note into He Qiuming's hand.

He Qiuming flipped through the things in his hand, then looked at Chen Nanshan who was in a different state, without saying a word.

Chen Nanshan tilted his head, endured the pain in his heart, and wondered why He Qiuming didn't respond to him.Chen Nanshan didn't know what he thought of, so he rummaged through the suitcase again, took out the other two sticky notes, and handed them to He Qiuming, with a smile on his lips.

"These two are also for you."

All for you, three for one you.

He Qiuming twitched the corners of his mouth, took away the things in Chen Nanshan's hands, scratched Chen Nanshan's chin with his fingers, and asked, "Do you have a headache?"

Seeing that he put away his things, Chen Nanshan's heart was finally relaxed.Seeing the concern on He Qiuming's face, he grinned, and finally let go of what had been buried in his heart for a long time, which made Chen Nanshan feel relieved.

Chen Nanshan stopped holding on, and let the pain caused by alcohol cover his whole body. He moved to the place where He Qiuming was, lying in his arms, and then acted like a baby unconsciously, "It's so uncomfortable, dizzy, Eyes hurt."

He Qiuming put his hands on Chen Nanshan's waist, looking at the red-eared person in his arms who was still unconsciously acting like a spoiled child, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly.He put the note into Chen Nanshan's box, then used both hands to hug him onto the bed.

Chen Nanshan hugged He Qiuming all the time, even though he was on the bed, he never let go, he was still moaning in He Qiuming's arms.He Qiuming didn't say anything, but Chen Nanshan did whatever he wanted.

Chen Nanshan felt He Qiuming's indulgence to him, and the pampered temper that He Qiuming favored in the past was revealed. He grabbed He Qiuming's hand and said softly, "I want to listen to the song."

"What song do you want to hear?" He Qiuming took out his phone.

"Humph..." Chen Nanshan squinted his eyes and took the phone from He Qiuming's hand, raised his head and muttered, "I want to hear you sing."

He Qiuming and Chen Nanshan looked at each other for a while, then hugged Chen Nanshan's hand tightly, and said hoarsely, "What song do you want to listen to?"

""I Love You Thousands of Times in My Life"."

He Qiuming knew this song, and before they left, he heard Chen Nanshan listening to this song.He coaxed Chen Nanshan in a low voice and asked him to give him the phone so that he could play the accompaniment. Chen Nanshan rubbed his clothes and reluctantly gave him the phone.

But before He Qiuming played the accompaniment, Chen Nanshan's hoarse voice had already hummed.Chen Nanshan hugged He Qiuming's waist tightly, satisfied in his heart, and softly hummed the song that he had heard a thousand times.

"...I can't control the ups and downs outside, I miss you in my heart, I just want to be with you...I want to face you every day, hug you to sleep every night, and love you thousands of times in my life."

He Qiuming smiled softly, put the phone aside, did not continue Baidu's lyrics, hugged Chen Nanshan tightly and listened to him singing. A few minutes later, he heard his own voice asking, "When did you learn it?"

Chen Nanshan doesn't like singing.He Qiuming has known him for so many years, and only heard Chen Nanshan hum a few words under a few coercion and lures. He asked Chen Nanshan why he didn't sing, and he said it was too much trouble, memorizing the lyrics and melody.

Chen Nanshan pursed his lips and smiled, showing two dimples to He Qiuming, and replied softly, "It's been a long time." After a while, he repeated, "I've been able to sing for a long time, and I want to sing it for my boyfriend."

"He likes to hear me sing."

He Qiuming understood that Chen Nanshan was completely drunk, so he smiled and praised him, "You sing really well."

But Chen Nanshan suddenly panicked, he hugged He Qiuming by the waist, his eyes were like grapes soaked in water, clear and clear, but his eyebrows were wrinkled, and he muttered something in his mouth.

He Qiuming patted him on the back, coaxed him softly, and leaned over to hear what Chen Nanshan was saying.However, what Chen Nanshan said weighed on his heart like a heavy stone, making him breathless.

"But before I sang it to him, he disappeared."

He Qiuming took a few pieces of paper from the bedside table, gently wiped away Chen Nanshan's tears, and said nothing like masochistic, just listening to Chen Nanshan's muttering, letting his heart hurt again and again.

Chen Nanshan felt that someone was wiping his tears, the movement was still very gentle, and the person was wearing the familiar cold fragrance, so without thinking, he grabbed the hand of the person who was wiping his tears, and held it tightly. Pulled in his arms.

He lowered his head and kissed the man's hand, as if he felt the man's emotional fluctuations, so Chen Nanshan lowered his head slightly, kissed the back of the man's hand reverently, and smiled, "It's not sad. Met him."

"I didn't expect that I would meet him again," Chen Nanshan said intermittently, playing with the hand held in his arms, "It's just that he is different from before."

He won't tease him or coax him anymore, and even if he doesn't take the initiative, He Qiuming won't talk to him much.But the only good thing is that as long as he gets close to him, He Qiuming will talk to him. When he was injured, He Qiuming was also the first to rush over.

But even so, Chen Nanshan still liked He Qiuming very much, and couldn't help but move closer to him.

Chen Nanshan smiled happily, and said in a low voice, "He is the best in the world."

If it wasn't for Chen Nanshan's smell of alcohol and his frowning now, He Qiuming would have suspected that Chen Nanshan was pretending, deliberately making him feel bad, and deliberately saying these words to make him want to coax him.The wine that was poured earlier also had an effect. He Qiuming felt a dull pain in his head, and all he could smell was the fragrance of Chen Nanshan's body. He Qiuming felt that he could not hold on any longer.

Chen Nanshan clicked his mouth, rubbed his hands in his arms, and continued to say those love words that had been pressed in his heart for a long time.He Qiuming glanced at Chen Nanshan who was holding his hand, touched his heart with the remaining hand, and cursed in a low voice.

Wine is intoxicating.

Chen Nanshan only felt a headache that was about to explode, but the person he was holding could give him a little joy.What made him even more unbearable was that the memories brought up by alcohol were like thorns stuck in his heart at this moment, making him extremely uncomfortable.Obviously he knew that He Qiuming was by his side, knew that he had spoken out what was hidden in his heart, and knew that what greeted him would be a bright future, but the sadness in the dream was about to swallow him up, so that he could only struggle and struggle .

Chen Nanshan shook his head, trying to wake himself up, and then opened his eyes to see He Qiuming in front of him.His brows and eyes were the same as before, his expression was soft, and his eyes were completely fixed on him.

He scratched the fingers of He Qiuming who was held in his arms, and suddenly bent down and smiled, like a child seeing his favorite toy, his eyes are full of joy.Chen Nanshan's originally confused mind was a little more sober now, he looked at He Qiuming in front of him, and knew in his heart that this was the person he liked, the baby he was willing to put on the tip of his heart.

After thinking about this, and because he was drunk, Chen Nanshan didn't have so many scruples in his actions. He turned around and hugged He Qiuming forcefully, and kissed him on the lips. After seeing each other for so long, the two haven't had any intimate contact yet. Chen Nanshan Nanshan has long been dissatisfied. Now that he has such a good opportunity, how could he let it go.

He Qiuming's lips were still as warm as he remembered.

With a bang, Chen Nanshan's still confused mind suddenly came to his senses. He could clearly perceive what he was doing, and he could also feel He Qiuming's stiffness.

Just a simple lip to lip, Chen Nanshan felt that his heart was about to jump out, and his whole body was hot.You don't need to look at Chen Nanshan to guess his current appearance. His face must be red, his ears must be red, and his breathing must be heavy.

He was no longer afraid when he woke up, because his whole body was red, so Chen Nanshan simply continued to pretend, rubbing against He Qiuming's lips without moving, and even pressed them tightly when He Qiuming was about to move, forcing He Qiuming to have nothing to do with him.

He heard He Qiuming's breathing suddenly became heavier.

The original sad atmosphere in the room suddenly became charming, with a bit or two of lust that made people blush.Chen Nanshan put his arms around He Qiuming's waist, squinted his eyes at He Qiuming, and muttered dissatisfiedly, "Open your mouth."

The hand on Chen Nanshan's waist suddenly tightened, and in a corner that He Qiuming couldn't see, Chen Nanshan hooked the corner of his mouth, and then because he was afraid that He Qiuming would push him away, he kissed him hard again, and bit He Qiuming's lower lip, murmuring Let He Qiuming open his mouth.

Unexpectedly, He Qiuming opened his mouth obediently.

Chen Nanshan was stunned for a moment, then rushed into He Qiuming's mouth desperately, chasing the other's tongue, sucking hard, trying his best to please his sweetheart.

He hadn't been so close to He Qiuming for a long time, and he couldn't help but feel a little flustered for a while, and the smile on his mouth became bigger and bigger.

During the whole process, He Qiuming didn't take the initiative, but he didn't retreat either.Chen Nanshan smiled with satisfaction in his heart. The depression tonight dissipated because of this kiss, followed by happiness and exhaustion. Chen Nanshan stepped back a little, sucked the tip of He Qiuming's tongue, and was about to lean against He Qiuming Sleep on your body for a while.

He was extremely grateful to Li Changqing, and also to the group of drinkers tonight. If it wasn't for them, he and He Qiuming would not have made such progress tonight.

It's just that before Chen Nanshan leaned over, He Qiuming, who had been silent before, moved. His voice was hoarse, and his thin lips were red and swollen by Chen Nanshan's kiss, as if he had been severely trampled.

"Chen Nanshan, you woke up early, right?"

Chen Nanshan, who was happy because he succeeded in stealing the kiss, suddenly trembled when he heard this, and the smile on the corner of his mouth did not have time to stop.He looked up at He Qiuming, saw the other's lips, suddenly felt shy, and looked away blankly, not going to answer this question.

He Qiuming didn't necessarily ask for an answer. Seeing Chen Nanshan like this, he just lowered his eyes and looked away, and said softly, "It's okay, let's rest."

Seeing that He Qiuming didn't ask, Chen Nanshan felt relieved and didn't have the energy to think about other things, but he followed his heart and asked a question that he wanted to know the answer for a long time. He first said, "He Qiuming, you have to tell me the truth " Then Chen Nanshan asked, "Do you like me?"

Chen Nanshan waited for a few minutes without hearing the answer, and his eyelids started to fight. He felt that he might not be able to wait for He Qiuming's answer tonight.Chen Nanshan shook his head again, ready to tell He Qiuming to forget it. Anyway, he is not in a hurry to know the answer now, and he will have time to find out in the future, but before he could speak, he heard He Qiuming hum in a low voice.

After hearing this, Chen Nanshan raised his eyes to look at He Qiuming, his eyes seemed to be filled with stars.He grinned and added, "I like you too."

Then lay down on the bed and fell asleep.

So what Chen Nanshan didn't know was that after he fell asleep, He Qiuming looked at him for a long time, then raised his hand to touch his lips, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

At the same time, He Qiuming looked at him, called him a child, walked to his side, stared at him for a few minutes, and then said a word softly.

In the extremely quiet room, He Qiuming's words could be clearly heard. If Chen Nanshan was awake at this moment, he would be shocked, and at the same time wanted to understand the problems that troubled him, but it's a pity that he is asleep now, so he is still immersed in the Good night tonight.

What He Qiuming said that Chen Nanshan didn't hear is actually very common, but it's not easy to put it together. What he said was, "I'm sorry, kid."