Mountain Stream Autumn

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Chao Nian said that whatever has not been obtained or has been lost is always the most precious.

If it was in the past, He Qiuming would be very disdainful when he heard this.However, when he heard such words now, he just smiled, and drank his sorrows with Chao Nian.

After several years abroad, his life has changed a lot.And the roommates who were not familiar with at first have already become acquainted, and the relationship is so good that they can sit together and chat about feelings.

He Qiuming knows that Chao Nian is not jealous of men and women, and he knows every relationship he has, so every time he breaks up in love, He Qiuming will accompany Chao Nian to go out and drink to soothe his sorrows.

But in fact, He Qiuming knew in his heart that Chao Nian didn't love his exes that much, and it could even be said that he had no feelings for them.When Chao Nian was with those people, it was purely against his family members. On the other hand, life abroad had almost paralyzed his feelings.

Sometimes when He Qiuming sees Chao Nian who passed away drunk, he can't stop envying him. He also wants to do this, and wants to give up a relationship cleanly, rather than being unable to get out of it.

He Qiuming thought that he would miss Chen Nanshan for a long time, and loved him for the rest of his life in a silent way that only he knew.

He Qiuming still feels the same way after he met many excellent people and three years after the two separated.

However, life often gives people surprises, so that those who are lost can see the way to go.

He Qiuming also failed to escape.

In the fourth year after breaking up with the child, He Qiuming took advantage of the vacation and flew to Iceland by himself, and started a trip as soon as he said it.

Regarding this trip, He Qiuming originally wanted to relax and relax, so as to welcome the next graduation.But how did he know that this trip almost cost him his life.

It is said that at the last moment of a person's life, important people and important things in his life will appear before his eyes.It's just that before He Qiuming lost consciousness, what appeared in front of his eyes was not the boy he had remembered for many years, but his years abroad and his elderly parents at home.

He wants to live.

Nothing is more important than being alive.

As for love, it should be like what he thought when he left, he didn't want the children to go wherever they liked.

When He Qiuming woke up again, he was already in the hospital, and Chao Nian was standing beside him.Chao Nian was afraid that he would be worried, so he told him what happened after he passed out. He Qiuming smiled and thanked him.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, the sun was shining brightly, and the light on his body was very comfortable.

Standing at the crossroads, He Qiuming raised his head and squinted at the sun in the sky. The corners of his mouth became wider and wider. He knew in his heart that his life would only belong to him in the future, and he would not be influenced by a person named Chen Nanshan anymore. .

After returning to the place where he lived, He Qiuming climbed onto the bed, opened the box that he kept next to the pillow, and took out the contents.

It was a stack of photos.

A stack of photos related to Chen Nanshan, and after each photo, there is a short sentence, recording the time when the photo was taken and the mood at that time.

This box of photos spanned several years, from Chen Nanshan's sophomore year to his sophomore year, He Qiuming kept them properly.When he left the rented house, He Qiuming didn't throw it away, but took it abroad, and every time he thought about Chen Nanshan, he took it out and looked at it to ease his lovesickness.

It can be said that this pile of photos accompanied him through the four years without Chen Nanshan.

It is his spiritual pillar.

With the photo by my side, it seems that Chen Nanshan is still there.

But now He Qiuming was not willing to take these photos, he took the box, went to the corner of the house, and put the photos one by one into the shredder.

Not long after, the photo turned into pieces and fell all over the ground.

He Qiuming looked at the debris all over the floor, raised his lips and smiled, his eyes were full of satisfaction.

Until there is only one last photo left in the box.

He Qiuming looked at the photos in the box, his eyelids trembled slightly, and his hands trembled uncontrollably.

It was a very ordinary photo, but in a way, it can be said that it is not simple.

In the photo, he and Chen Nanshan, who were only seventeen or eighteen, were wearing the same short-sleeved style, embracing each other on the street. Chen Nanshan's eyes were still reddish, and he looked like he was about to cry.And although his eyes weren't red, his hands were tight and he hugged Chen Nanshan tightly.

The photo is from six years ago.

The location is on the street, the time is the day when the college entrance examination results are released, and the photographer is a passing girl.

There was also a passage behind the photo, which made He Qiuming's eyes sour.

'Children, I see happiness is waving to me, let's go forward together, until the end, until the end.

June 20, 6xx. '

He Qiuming froze for a moment, wondering what he thought of.But after a few seconds, he closed his eyes and put the photo in the shredder anyway.

Click.

bang.

The photos are broken, and happiness is also broken.

He Qiuming stared at the fragments on the ground in a daze, then squatted down suddenly to pick up the fragments, as if trying to distinguish which was which.

But in vain.

He sat decadently on the ground, leaning against the wall, his face was full of sadness, a tear fell from the corner of his eyes, and on his hands were the debris of the photos.

He Qiuming smiled wryly, and said in a hoarse voice, "My child, I really want to see you again."