Mountain Stream Autumn

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In the second year after leaving Chen Nanshan, He Qiuming gradually got used to life without him, and also learned to let other people's shadows in his life.

Such as Chao Nian, such as Zhang Qiuyan.

The most important thing was that He Qiuming began to understand that without Chen Nanshan, he could live a better life.

Even if it's only superficially good.

However, as time passed, even though they were all superficially good, it gradually made He Qiuming unable to tell the truth from the fake.It's just that every time he walks on the street and sees those couples traveling together, He Qiuming can't help but miss the person on the other side of the ocean.

He has seen all kinds of couples, and some of them will leave a deep impression on him.

For example, once when He Qiuming saw a same-sex couple kissing on the street, people passing by all stopped to applaud and extend their most sincere wishes.

He Qiuming also listened.

He looked at the same-sex couple who were blessed by everyone, and suddenly staggered, his eyes flickered, and he saw Chen Nanshan's shadow from the couple in a daze.

Then he inevitably thought of something that he had deliberately forgotten.

Looking at the smiling couple, He Qiuming raised his hands and applauded, wishing them a long and lasting happiness from the bottom of his heart.But thinking of himself at the same time, He Qiuming couldn't help but smile wryly. If others are happy, where is his happiness?

He Qiuming took out his mobile phone and recorded the beautiful moment in front of him. He almost subconsciously wanted to share it with Chen Nanshan, but suddenly remembered that the two had lost contact, so he couldn't help lowering his eyes to hide the emotions in his eyes.

Even after being separated for a year, he still couldn't help thinking about Chen Nanshan.

Just now, he wanted to share the video with the children, and then told him: They can come here in the future, and in this country, their feelings will be blessed instead of hiding.

It's just... the kid doesn't want him anymore.

It's just...he's the only one here now.

In the third year after leaving Chen Nanshan, He Qiuming returned to China for the National Day, and his roommate Chao Nian also returned.

But He Qiuming didn't stay at home too much. After all, he was too familiar with this city, and he had too many memories related to Chen Nanshan, so many that He Qiuming had an illusion: It seemed that he just met the child who made his heart beat yesterday. He also went to the school next door to block the children.

Such feelings suffocated him.

But it's not worth staying at home on the National Day, and Liang Wanmu asked him to take Chao Nian out for a walk, so he bought a ticket to Hengshan, and taking advantage of the crowds on the National Day, he took Chao Nian to climb the mountain.

Before boarding the plane, He Qiuming looked at the plane ticket in his hand, thinking that he and Chen Nanshan used to go out to play, because they didn't have much money, the two of them could only take the train for more than ten hours, and every time they got off the train, they were sore and limp. There are now so good.

It is a great pity to be able to share the hardships but not to share the joys.

There were many people on National Day, but He Qiuming didn't line up to buy tickets. Instead, he took Chao Nian and followed the vendors pulling people outside, took a car to Banshan Pavilion, and then climbed up the mountain.

The wind at Nantianmen was very strong, slightly waking He Qiuming awake.

At night they rented a tent and slept on the top of the mountain.He Qiuming didn't rent any more thick quilts, and slept in the thin quilt all night, and was also frozen all night.

At three o'clock in the morning, He Qiuming woke up and couldn't sleep, so he got out of the tent without calling Chao Nian, and climbed up Zhurong Peak by himself.

There was no one there yet.

He Qiuming stood there, looked at the county town at the bottom of the mountain, and smiled with raised lips.

It was only four o'clock when he arrived at Wangritai.He Qiuming didn't choose a seat, just sat on the stairs, wrapped his clothes tightly, looked at the tent below, and saw more and more people around him.

The atmosphere on the top of the mountain was low and the wind was strong. He Qiuming was shivering with his coat wrapped around him. If Chao Nian hadn't come over later with a military coat, He Qiuming might have caught a cold.

At [-]:[-], the sun rises and shines brightly.

Many people around took out their mobile phones to take pictures of this rare scene, and Chao Nian was no exception, but He Qiuming didn't respond at all. He just stared blankly at the sun in front of him, trying to remember it in his heart.

Looking at it, He Qiuming laughed.

After going down the mountain, He Qiuming left Chao Nian alone and went to the temple alone to worship and ask for a peace talisman.

Fu was asking for Chen Nanshan. Even though they had been separated for two years, He Qiuming still did not forget him. Even when he was playing outside and saw some interesting things and characters, he subconsciously wanted to share them with Chen Nanshan.

For example, now, he is asking for a talisman for Chen Nanshan, and he only wants his child to have a smooth and safe life.

Habit is more terrifying than love, love can be temporary, but habit is for life, and Chen Nanshan is the habit that He Qiuming can't get rid of.

In the third year abroad, He Qiuming couldn't resist missing Chen Nanshan after all, and flew back to China a few days before Christmas.

He Qiuming didn't know where Chen Nanshan was now, so he first went back to the city where he had lived for more than ten years.But he didn't go back to his own house, but went to Chen Nanshan's house, but the house changed hands long ago, and the Chen family didn't know where they moved.

He stayed there for two days, and even went back to high school, but after all, he didn't dare to ask the class teacher Chen Nanshan for his contact information.

Two days later, He Qiuming flew to the location of their university.

Calculated by time, Chen Nanshan has graduated.It's just that when the two were still together, they discussed that they would take the postgraduate entrance examination together, so He Qiuming wondered if Chen Nanshan was still studying for postgraduate study.

It was only when he went to Chen Nanshan School, found the major they agreed to study back then, and asked a graduate student in front of the teaching building, that he realized that there was no one named Chen Nanshan here at all.

In other words, Chen Nanshan didn't go to graduate school, and he didn't remember what they had said: work together to go to a better place and live a better life.

He Qiuming sat by the lake where the two used to date for a long time, and didn't get up until it was dark to leave.

The businesses at the gate of the school had already hung up colored lights, and now the lights were shining, very beautiful.It's just such a lively scene, but it didn't warm He Qiuming's heart. He lowered his head and walked forward in a depressed mood, as if the happiness around him had nothing to do with him.

At the end of the road, He Qiuming entered the shop on the left and stood by the Christmas tree in the middle of the shop.

He looked at the Christmas tree with colorful lights, stared at the post-it notes left by the guests who came and went, and then looked at Santa Claus on the side, and suddenly twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled.

It is said that on Christmas day, Santa Claus will give a gift, so, can he bring his children to him again?

He Qiuming didn't know.

He took a post-it note, wrote a few words, and put it in the Christmas tree.Unlike other customers who left messages, He Qiuming didn't write what he wanted at all, and it can even be said that he wrote very simply.It's just that if Chen Nanshan saw this post-it note, he would definitely cry from distress.

He Qiuming wrote: 23-year-old kid, Merry Christmas.

After He Qiuming finished writing this, he left the shop, went straight to the airport, and flew back to school.

Didn't stay longer at this sadly.

What He Qiuming didn't know was that the graduate student he was looking for in front of the teaching building was actually a Chinese-French mixed race. He just came over from a university in France a few days ago to study in this school.

What's more, he didn't know that during the few hours he sat by the lake, the child he was thinking about had just returned to school from where he lived, and was preparing a few days of lectures with his instructor.

When he left a post-it note in the store and left for the airport, he loved thousands of kids day and night, just out of the school building, standing where they used to date and he only left half an hour ago By the lake, looking at the lake, he was lost in thought, and then said in a daze, "Brother, Merry Christmas. And, I miss you so much."

As soon as the wind blows, the words are scattered.

As for the two who didn't meet, they just missed it.

He Qiuming rushed back to school on a late-night plane, Chen Nanshan returned to his deserted residence, one caught up on sleep after getting on the plane, and the other had insomnia all night holding a box containing the lost love.

Either way, it's all about constant affection.

It's admirable, but also a pity.

I'm not afraid of crossing the ocean just to see you, I'm afraid of crossing the ocean and still not seeing you.