The playwright school grass is also pestering me today

He Du nodded at Shen Yu, with a faint smile like a flower in the kaolin.

Shen Yu also greeted him with a smile, without any more eye contact.

When turning on the phone, Shen Yu couldn't help but secretly glanced at the phone, but He Du didn't send a message.

When joining the team in the game, Shen Yu opened the chat box with He Du again. In the past, He Du would always send him meaningless words, such as "~~~", and Shen Yu would reply with a full stop. But this time it still didn't send anything.

This is exactly what Shen Yu expected to keep a little distance from He Du, but he found himself a little lost.

At the beginning of the game, Shen Yu didn't touch the computer for a week, and Shen Yu felt that his level had dropped by two large stages in the first wave of laning trials.

In the first two games, he and Han Mu were pushed to the ground and beaten violently. If they didn't know each other, Shen Yu was sure that she would be reported as an actor.

Although he knew that the opponents were all high-scoring kings, Hai Ge couldn't stand the performance like this. Before the start of the third set, Hai Ge stared at the screen and frowned.

Shen Yu has already lost to self-doubt. Although Brother Hai's behavior is not aimed at him, it still makes him explode in his heart.

He was about to tell Brother Hai to smoke a cigarette, but He Du had already stood up and said, "Take a rest, I'm a little tired."

"Okay." Hai Ge said, "Let's also take a rest and adjust our status."

This day, He Du had class in the evening, so he went back after dinner. A group of strong men in the Normal University team ate takeaways to turn over their records. I didn't even see it myself.

Brother Hai suddenly sighed: "I have an idea."

Everyone raised their heads, eight large and small eyes focused on Brother Hai's face.

"Why don't we...will we still play in teams in the future?" Hai Ge said a bit tangled, "It's true that Brother He's team is very strong, but this one has been beaten so hard that it makes people lose their fighting spirit."

Shen Yu's heart skipped a beat.

If he didn't ask He Du to come to practice with him, he would have lost the only chance to meet him in a legitimate way.

"Ask Shen Yu." Xiao Guang said, "Isn't Shen Yu on good terms with Brother He?"

Shen Yu bit her lower lip, feeling very tangled in her heart.The effect of He Du's sparring practice is very good, but I am really unstable in front of him, and... keeping a distance, isn't it what I want?

"I think it's better to keep it as it is." Just when Shen Yu was about to say that I agree with Brother Hai, Han Mu said, "We need Brother He."

Shen Yu looked over in shock, but Han Mu didn't look at him, and said seriously to Brother Hai: "Isn't it too cowardly not to practice with others if you lose? The team we played with Brother He was very effective. Losing now is better than losing." It’s better to lose in the game.”

Brother Hai sighed again: "You're right, but I'm afraid that if you continue to practice like this, your mentality will be broken."

"I didn't say anything about being stared at by Brother He and being beaten four times." Han Mu said, "Brother Yu, what do you think, do you really want to give up such a hard-earned training partner?"

Shen Yu still lowered her eyes and said nothing, her heart was in a mess.

Regardless of whether He Du's words moved Shen Yu or not, Brother Hai was moved anyway. He resolutely gave up the absurd idea of ​​"not going to practice with He Du again", and happily embraced He Du's thigh instead.

-

"Brother Yu, are you in a bad mood?" Walking on the path of lovers, Han Mu circled around Shen Yu from left to right.

"No." Shen Yu said, and he sighed after speaking, "I don't believe you, right?"

"Yes." Han Mu said, "Your face is on the ground. It's not because you lost all afternoon. We both didn't play well, so you don't have to take it too seriously."

"Of course it's not because of that." Shen Yu sighed again, "I was just thinking, is it really good to find him as a training partner?"

"Who is he?" Han Mu frowned suspiciously, "Oh, He Du, isn't it...why did 'he' get up again, like a girl in bosom/spring."

Shen Yu looked at him and said nothing.

Han Mu looked at Shen Yu's expression and smiled: "Brother Yu, the National Finals is very important to our team, especially to Brother Hai, you can't affect your preparations because of things between the two of you. Of course I know You wouldn't do that either, or you would have resolutely opposed my proposal when I said it just now."

"Yes." Shen Yu bit her lower lip again, "I won't delay the school team for my own affairs, but... well, I don't know what's wrong with me."

Han Mu stared at Shen Yu and hesitated for a while, then put his arms around his shoulders, and the two of them entered the building with such a friendly posture under the suspicious eyes of the dormitory manager.

"Actually, I also want to ask, why did you two become so stiff? Don't you have a good impression of him?" Han Mu asked, "It's fine if you think homosexuality is disgusting, but you obviously..."

He didn't finish his sentence, because Shen Yu's movements suddenly froze.Then he slowly pulled away Han Mu's hand, and took it off his shoulder.

"I don't like him." Shen Yu gritted her teeth and forced herself to stare into Han Mu's surprised eyes, "Even if there is, it's impossible, do you understand?"

Han Mu looked at him and whispered, "I don't understand."

"Homosexuality actually means heterogeneity." Shen Yu pulled Han Mu into the dormitory and closed the door, "Even here, in such an open city, people will still be stared at and laughed at, no matter if they have Malicious, you will feel like a monkey in a zoo. In a small place like my hometown, it is even more different. How many people do you know feel disgusted? Will you break off friendship with you and even stop your son from contacting you because of this? "

Shen Yu thought of her senior who had a good relationship with her—the senior had never come out publicly, but after one of his good friends found out about it, Shen Yu watched that good friend become his stranger.

"I know some people don't care about this because they are confident, independent and strong, but I'm not this kind of person. I've had enough of other people's criticism and I don't want to feel it again." Shen Yu felt a little out of control when he said that, he sneered With a voice, "Do you want to be together if you have a crush? It's so naive."

Han Mu stared at him blankly, Shen Yu suddenly saw his own reflection in Han Mu's pupils, covered in thorns, vitriolic, familiar yet unfamiliar.

He suddenly felt discouraged, took a step back, and leaned against the wall slumped.

"I'm sorry." Han Mu said after a long silence.

"It's me who should say I'm sorry." Shen Yu tilted her head back, and the cold wall once again aroused a deep sense of powerlessness in her heart, "I'm too tempered and shouldn't be harsh on you. I'm sorry... him."

Han Mu came up and hugged Shen Yu, patted him on the shoulder, and finally said softly to him: "It's not easy for everyone."

-

In October, the last period of the National Finals begins.

During the week-long intensive competition, all teams will fight from the top 32 in the country to only four teams remaining to participate in the final in November.

32 into the [-]th at the Suburban Communication University, the venue was already full of spectators.

"When did the college league become so popular?" Han Mu sighed, "Last year, there were only two rows."

"Because sixteen teams compete at the same time this year, and each team has a group of relatives and friends, the venue is filled up in no time." Hai Ge said, looking at the schedule.

"Routine!" Donkey exclaimed, "Who is here in our school?"

"I didn't say hello." Hai Ge said, "I think we should hide our achievements and fame, at least we'll wait until we get to the semi-finals."

Listening to what they said, Shen Yu glanced uncontrollably at the auditorium, wondering if He Du would come.

If it was before, he would have no doubt that He Du would come, but the communication between the two of them has been almost zero in the past few days, and they basically didn't talk when they were training in the Internet cafe. He Du sent a message to cheer for the game, but Shen Yu just replied "Thank you".

He thought that if it was him, it would be impossible to come here in such a humble way.

In the past few days, Shen Yu's emotional state has also been very bad. He always felt that his heart was blown away by the autumn wind and was empty. If he hadn't been supported by the finals, maybe his emotions would collapse.

His eyes swept all the way to the penultimate row, wanting to see He Du, but afraid of seeing him.

Just when Shen Yu got nothing and felt that He Du should have given up, he suddenly saw He Du in the corner, wearing a familiar black suit and sitting on a chair. He was wearing a mask, as if he deliberately didn't want to be noticed, but clearly Jun's eyebrows still made Shen Yu's heart beat wildly.

Liu Yan was also dragged here, and sat next to He Du with a face of reluctance.

He Du's eyes stayed on Shen Yu's body all the time, and when Shen Yu saw him, the eyes of the two were caught off guard.

Shen Yu turned around as if electrocuted, not daring to look any further.

-

At the start of the game, each team had a projection screen. He Du leaned back on the chair and looked up at the screen of the Normal University.

Shen Yu chose Pike, Shen Yu hooked someone in the first-level group, Shen Yu dodged in the line... After that, the direction of this person's movement was not the predicted direction that Shen Yu was used to, and Shen Yu was about to have an accident.

Shen Yu has gained the advantage online, Shen Yu has three kills, Shen Yu is a little bit off this wave...

"Brother He." Liu Yan pushed He Du's shoulder.

"Huh?" He Du turned his face away.

"You two... Is there something awkward about it?" Liu Yan asked.

He Du smiled and said, "Yes."

-

32 into sixteen, sixteen into eight... just passed smoothly, every time He Du was there, and every time Shen Yu didn't dare to look him in the eye, he practiced with him as always, but the interaction with Shen Yu fell to the bottom. At least, the only constant is the greetings that will not be missing every morning and evening.

There were two days before Shen Yu's birthday when he entered the fourth round. Before the start of the game, Brother Hai and the others cheered each other up and said that they would make it to the finals as a birthday present for Brother Yu.In the end, after a hard fight, Normal University won 3-2 with difficulty and advanced to the finals, which also set their best record in history.

"Brother Yu!" Han Mu hugged Shen Yu excitedly, "Let's have dinner together on your birthday!"

"Must." Shen Yu hugged back happily, "Let's eat hot pot!"

"It's all right, just treat yourself!" Brother Hai shouted loudly.

"Brother Yu." Xiao Guang said beside him, "Li Miao heard that you are celebrating your birthday, so she also wanted to join in the fun."

"Who is Li Miao?" Shen Yu was stunned.

Xiaoguang looked at Shen Yu silently, and the atmosphere was awkward for a while.

Han Mu poked Shen Yu once, grinning and mouthing: Miss.

Shen Yu suddenly realized that she was the volunteer girl who asked him for WeChat in the provincial competition a few months ago!We even played games together during the summer vacation!

... In the end, I didn't even remember the name of the family, which is too embarrassing.

Shen Yu cleared her throat in embarrassment: "No problem, everyone knows each other. By the way, Brother Guang, is she your girlfriend?"

Xiaoguang's expression became even more strange: "No, she just asked me to send a message."

The atmosphere became even more awkward for a while.

This is simply the Shura field where Licking Dog talks to the male god of his goddess, but Licking Dog and the male god are good teammates.Shen Yu felt that her scalp was numb with embarrassment, so she hurriedly exchanged a few more casual greetings and fled.

The phone in his trouser pocket vibrated suddenly, and Shen Yu saw that it was He Du.

-He Du: Your birthday is the day after tomorrow, right?Can we meet?

Shen Yu hesitated for a moment, and replied:

Okay, I'll invite the team to have dinner the night after tomorrow, and you can come too.

-He Du: I mean, just the two of us, meet alone.

-He Du: I have a present I want to give you.

Shen Yu held the phone in silence for a long time. In the end, he didn't worry about why he had to meet alone to give gifts, and simply replied "Yes".

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