The playwright school grass is also pestering me today

"Drip drip drip."

He Du sent another message, and Shen Yu came back to his senses.

The phone screen had been frozen into an ice brick in the night wind, and even his fingers were a little stiff.Shen Yu took a picture of the blacked-out screen, and replied without hesitation.

-In no mood.

He thought it would be all right, but He Du replied:

-I don't even miss my good brother, ruthless.

- I miss you too much.

Shen Yu's heart was beating wildly, he didn't understand why, in this place where there was no He Du, not even a trace of He Du's breath or figure, he would feel hopelessly sensitive to this person.

Shen Yu didn't dare to reply anymore, because he had to exert great effort to control his urge to send video or call He Du. At the end of the meal, he didn't even know how it tasted.

At night, Shen Yu dreamed of He Du.

In that casserole restaurant, He Du asked him again, why don't we try the direct one?

Shen Yu in the dream didn't refuse, she smiled and kissed him proactively, He Du held his face, biting his lips, the tip of her tongue affectionately entwined.

Then the scene changed, they were on the east mountain, riding the moonlight, in He Du's embrace, He Du's kiss mixed with sandalwood breath rushed down, their lips and teeth were entwined and lingering.

Shen Yu woke up suddenly.

He didn't dare to open his eyes, he couldn't tell if he was reluctant to leave this dream, or he was afraid to face his own dream. He closed his eyes until he heard Han Mu's familiar snoring sound on the bed next to him, and the sense of reality slowly returned to his body.

It's too much, how can I have such thoughts about my good brother.

Shen Yu recited a few heart sutras silently, and forced herself to fall asleep again.

He didn't expect He Du to come to the dream again.

The dream is the night at Baishui Temple.Clouds obscured the moonlight, and the chirping of insects became very light.The panic after being confessed enveloped Shen Yu's heart just like in reality.

But He Du in the dream was not as restrained as in reality. After bringing Shen Yu into the room, he turned around and pressed down roughly, pressing Shen Yu against the door panel, ribs hitting ribs, and his back embedded in the door panel.

He kissed again involuntarily, without giving Shen Yu any room for hesitation. In reality, Shen Yu would push He Du away, but in the dream he gave up resisting, and instead took the initiative to kiss back.

The breath of sandalwood was like the tide, enveloping Shen Yu greedily and bewilderedly.

They didn't speak a word in the dream, and this was not a scene that needed to be spoken, the burning was out of control, the fall accelerated, and the overwhelming sandalwood breath was dizzy and scorching/hot.

The eyes are lingering, the lips and tongue are kissed, and the fingertips pass by, lingering and lingering, every inch is hot.

Shen Yu woke up again.

His heart was beating frantically and impetuously, and his vision was dark, but at last it was no longer carrying the sandalwood scent that made him distracted.

Then Shen Yu suddenly realized something.

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He glanced sideways at Han Mu, Han Mu was still soundly asleep, Shen Yu didn't dare to hesitate any more, and lightly jumped into the bathroom.

After staying for more than 20 minutes, Shen Yu came out of the toilet. I hope that Mr. Han will not be so sharp-eyed. He found that his underwear hanging on the hanger has been changed...

During this process, emotions also began to emerge in Shen Yu's mind like bubbles in boiling water.

Dreaming about He Du... This thing is already terrifying, and it's still this kind of dream!Hugs and kisses!And the intimate action behind!Shen Yu has only seen it in small H movies!Why is this happening!

What's more frightening than this kind of thing is that because of such a dream, Shen Yu...

It's not that he hasn't had sex/dreams before, but the faces of the objects in the dreams are very vague, and he just stares blankly for a while when he wakes up, and he doesn't feel much.

But this time the dream was filled with the scent of sandalwood, and He Du's face was so clear, not just his face, but all the touch, his embrace, his tongue, his hands...

Why did I, who had never been in close contact with others, dream of such a delicate entanglement with He Du?

Shen Yu was ashamed to think about it again. When he woke up and found that his underwear was wet and sticky, he felt that his body was about to be torn apart.After washing the underwear in the bathroom, he used a towel to forcibly dry the old underwear that had been changed and washed before. The whole process took about 10 to [-] minutes, and his mind was full of how this happened.The smell of sex in the bathroom reminded him all the time how shameful the situation just happened.

And it was because of He Du.

No matter what, Shen Yu couldn't help but put on a shy face, and held up the banner with "good brother" between him and He Du.

This fact shocked Shen Yu even more than having a dream/dream during the internship.

Although he has admitted that he has feelings for He Du beyond ordinary friends, admits that he likes to see him smile, needs him to be by his side, and even...does not resist his touch.

But there is desire/desire for him, and it is so direct that Shen Yu didn't even find an excuse to detour and lay this fact out in front of Shen Yu, and he was at a loss for a while.

The scene in that dream... Looking back, it still makes Shen Yu feel hot, but this kind of hot makes Shen Yu feel disgusted.

Men can like men, but there is something deeper... He never thought about it, even if he didn't think about it much between men and women, his only feeling was that it was awkward and abnormal.

The three words "abnormal" are enough to sentence Shen Yu to death.

If you can no longer use the words of "good brother" to deceive yourself and others, this precarious relationship will only be broken.

Because he couldn't face He Du anymore, let alone face himself who would definitely become "abnormal" and "out of place" in front of He Du.

Shen Yu turned on the phone, and cut He Du's message to "Do Not Disturb" on the screen that dazzled people in the night.

-

Facts have proved that Do Not Disturb is really useful. Although Shen Yu still wanted to check his mobile phone in the second half of the internship, he could force himself to only check He Du’s WeChat box once a day. He Du sent a lot of messages on the first day. For two days, He Du obediently only sent "good morning" and "good night".

Shen Yu thinks this is very good, everything is proceeding logically according to his imagination.But after the internship was over, when everyone got on the bus together, Han Mu sat down next to him, touched his elbow lightly, and asked in a low voice, "Brother Yu, are you in a bad mood these days?"

"Ah? No!" Shen Yu frowned, denying it flatly, "How could you have such a strange idea."

"I can't tell." Han Mu curled the corners of his mouth, and his smile looked very gentle, but Shen Yu was stunned to see that his face was full of thoughts, "I feel that you look unhappy, and your whole body is drooping."

"Get out!" Shen Yu was amused by this description, and wanted to say something witty, but this feeling of happiness was fleeting like sparks, and he didn't bother to speak in the next second.

It was at this moment that he understood what Han Mu said, "You look unhappy", and realized that Shen Yu, who seemed to be unhappy in his subconscious, was really unhappy just like that.

"I should be a little sleepy." Shen Yu forced a smile, "I'll be fine after a while."

"Success." Han Mu said, "It's been more than two hours on the road, let's get some sleep."

The bumps along the way helped sleep well, and Shen Yu slept soundly.When the car stopped, his legs were still weak, but his neck was stiff with pain. He felt Han Mu poking his shoulder beside him: "Get up, Brother Yu!"

"Ah..." Shen Yu snorted, and wiped the corner of his mouth with his hand. He was relieved when he found that there was no drooling, and then Shen Yu suddenly realized that when he was sitting next to Han Mu, even if he was sleeping like a dead pig, he still leaned upright. On the back of the chair, then why with...

Before the name came out of his head, Shen Yu stepped into the ground with his foot, and even made a bang.The sound made Shen Yu so dizzy that when she got out of the car and saw Brother Hai's face in front of her, Shen Yu was so frightened that her hair stood on end.

"What's going on!" Han Mu was obviously shocked, and stared at Brother Hai nervously.

"What can happen if I catch you guys for training." Brother Hai patted Han Mu on the shoulder enthusiastically, "The first round of the national competition will start in half a month, don't be idle."

"When did I end up being idle!" Han Mu wailed, "Brother Hai, you also feel sorry for us! We are poor children who just came out of the mountains. Look at me, Brother Yu, I've been blacked out by two degrees!"

"It's two degrees darker than me, and it's a circle whiter than me." Haige clicked his tongue, "Be obedient, please Haidilao, both of you, after training."

So Han Mu, who was holding high the banner of "I want to go back to sleep" just a second ago, changed his tune in an instant, stood beside Brother Hai, and handed the luggage to the innocent Brother Kun with a cute face.

Shen Yu's face was covered with black lines.

He didn't wake up, was tired, didn't want to fight, and didn't dare to see He Du... Although Brother Hai didn't say if He Du was there, the answer was obvious that He Du must be there. If it were Shen Yu himself, he would definitely be there Will stay there.

Just when Shen Yu was wondering whether to harden his heart and really reject He Du for the first time, Brother Hai came up and put his arms around Shen Yu's shoulders affectionately, and squeezed them both left and right like two cabbages. Yu had no choice but to give up struggling, and was abducted by Brother Hai to the red spot.

"I can't play without peripherals..." When going upstairs to turn on the phone, Shen Yu struggled for the last time.

"Brother Donkey took it for you two." Brother Hai said.

"Why can he enter our dormitory?" Shen Yu was shocked.

"You gave him a spare key before, forgot?" Hai Ge laughed, "That's when you forgot the keyboard and asked him to go back and get it for you."

"Damn." Shen Yu has nothing to say, this is probably a kind of karma.

"My hands are itching to death without you two for the past few days, and I ran to the red dot to wait for you early in the morning." Hai Ge said affectionately, and walked to the door of the dark room, "Brother He, too, early in the morning Here comes BLABLA..."

brother ho.

Shen Yu heard her heart beat violently. That feeling was not joy, or rather, it was not entirely joy.

Brother Hai pushed open the door, He Du stood up, looked over, with a slight smile on his face.His and Shen Yu's eyes met, like a breeze blowing across the ridge, the peaceful and light eyes made Shen Yu tremble.

You must be my doom, he thought.

The author has something to say: The title of today’s chapter is the lyrics~

The fish can't stand it anymore!short before dawn///