The playwright school grass is also pestering me today

Shen Yu looked at the black car in front of him in a daze.

The passenger window of the car was rolled down, Shen Yu looked in through the window, He Du waved to him from the driver's seat, "Hurry up, the car is coming at the back."

He Du stopped next to the bus stop, and Shen Yu didn't dare to delay, so he quickly opened the door and got in, and then He Du kicked the accelerator, and the car started smoothly.

Shen Yu secretly looked at He Du, feeling a bit overwhelmed.

He Du was wearing a pair of very light-colored sunglasses, the frame of which was pressed low on the bridge of the nose, revealing half of his eyes.He was wearing a light gray long-sleeved shirt, the cuff of his left hand was rolled up to his forearm, and a red sandalwood rosary was hung on his wrist.

He Du put a pair of thin and slender hands on the steering wheel, and the whole car looked more expensive.

From Shen Yu's point of view, He Du now feels strange and mature, very fresh, very...attractive.

He cleared his throat: "You can drive?"

He Du hooked his lips: "Is it strange that I know how to drive?"

"It's not very strange." Shen Yu thought for a while and said, "But it's not very strange."

After all, you are just a first-year buddhist student, learning how to drive is quite out of character no matter how you think about it.But you're already driving, so... feel free to.

He Du looked at the front intently: "I used to help the temple transport things, so I quickly took the book after the college entrance examination."

"It means that you have been driving illegally until the end of the test?" Shen Yu grasped Hua's point keenly.

"Hush." ​​He Du smiled, reached out to the car radio, turned the knob, and the soothing music sounded like a dark river, spiraling and climbing between the two of them.

He Du didn't speak, and didn't ask much about Shen Yu's family. He quietly made a pleasing background board. The car drove across the well-lit road, and then drove to the deserted mountain road. The window slowly changed from dusk to night. The dots of lights sometimes float up, like gems in the river.

Twenty minutes later, the car stopped in front of the mountain gate of Baishui Temple, and He Du got out of the car: "Do you want to rest directly? Or should I take you to relax?"

"Where do you go to relax?" Shen Yu asked, he was a little calmer than when he first went out, but he was still very annoyed, the irritable little devil was suppressed in his heart and growled softly, always looking for a source.

"Come with me." He Du said, "Let's get some equipment first."

equipment?Shen Yu was at a loss, but he didn't ask too much, he didn't bother to think now, anyway, following He Du would be fine.

The two walked through Baishui Temple in the dark, and arrived at He Du's room in the backyard. He Du put the bag on the back of the door, handed Shen Yu a trekking stick, and said, "Let's go."

"Going up the mountain?" Shen Yu asked after taking the trekking pole.

"Yes." He Du pulled out a flashlight from the side pocket of his bag and adjusted it, "I'll show you the way."

It was the first time for Shen Yu to experience walking the mountain road at night. If he had to come alone, the whistling wind and the rustling leaves would be a bit permeating. Fortunately, he was following He Du, and He Du's flashlight When the light is on, it makes people feel a little more at ease.

The two walked up the mountain road, passed the Butterfly Spring last time, and climbed for about 10 minutes to reach the top of Dongshan Mountain.

Standing on the highest point of the mountain, one would naturally feel relaxed and happy. Shen Yu looked down the mountain, and the east side of the mountain faced ten thousand hectares of farmland. In the darkness, there was only the road winding like a band of light in the dark.

A gust of wind blew over, Shen Yu shrank his neck, He Du took out his coat from his backpack and handed it over.

"It's this one again." When Shen Yu took it over, she felt a sense of fascination. This coat has been illegally staying in his dormitory for a long time, but it was the first time he wore it.He Du is a little taller than Shen Yu, so the sleeves are a little longer, which can cover half of his fingers.

"Look at the sky." He Du said.

Shen Yu raised his head, and thousands of stars formed a twinkling river, interspersed in the night, blinking at him.

I was a little shocked for a while, a little speechless, but also a little sad, and the sad mood was stagnant in my chest, and I couldn't find the source of it.

"I want to smoke a cigarette." Shen Yu let out a long breath.

"Smoking is not allowed in the mountains." He Du said, and handed over a peeled lollipop, "Eat this."

Shen Yu looked down at the lollipop, and finally took He Du's hand into his mouth, and said vaguely, "Thank you."

Looking up at the sky, the galaxy flows, they seem to know everything, but they can't change anything.

"Would you like to talk about it?" He Du asked, "It's probably not a trivial matter to make you run out of anger."

"Okay." Shen Yu didn't hesitate.

He really needs such an outlet to confide in, this person is and can only be He Du.

Shen Yu looked at the galaxy in the sky, and talked about what he saw tonight, Shen Jingguo's calculations, the woman's ambition, his disappointment and anger... and why he was still holding on to hope, he couldn't understand himself.

Shen Yu spoke in a mess because he was in a bad mood and didn't have any order, but he didn't need to be organized in front of He Du, he just needed to talk, and He Du stood beside him listening, his eyes twinkling like stars in the sky.

Finally, Shen Yu sighed: "I feel that everything is meaningless now, I don't know what to do, what to do, and where to go."

He Du smiled and said: "You have no direction now, I think, although this sounds exaggerated, you may need to have a dream or something."

"What dreams can I have?" Shen Yu sighed, then turned to look at He Du, "What about you? Do you have dreams?"

"Of course." He Du said.

Shen Yu blinked: "Share?"

"Forget it, it's of no reference value." He Du declined with a smile.

Shen Yu thought for a while, and then smiled: "I, I seem to be in a daze all the time, maybe because my parents didn't raise any expectations for me. I never knew what I wanted to do. Everyone else played basketball. I Just follow suit, everyone else plays the league, I follow suit, go with the flow, I even applied for the college entrance examination purely because the Normal University is the best school I can get into.”

"I think in the current situation, you have to know what you want." He Du said, "Then you have to live for yourself, not for them."

Shen Yu smiled again, what He Du said made him... a little hurt.

"I'm a person who doesn't even know the meaning of my existence, how could I know what I want." Shen Yu said.

He Du was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at him.

The look in He Du's eyes made Shen Yu's heart tremble, and he suddenly wanted to talk, so he really did.

"I was like an invisible person at home since I was a child. My classmates would laugh at me and say I was an orphan. At first I tried to please those people and wanted them to treat me better, but then... in the third year of junior high school, there was a Personally, I treat him as a friend and treat him very well, but in the end I found out that he just wanted to see me laugh, and after that I just wanted to forget it, so be it.” Shen Yu said.

"After I went to college, I seemed to be getting better. The people around me were very friendly, and my existence seemed to be valuable, but when I got home, those feelings came back."

"When I heard my dad say I was going to move, I felt as if I had been hit by a hammer. Stars appeared in front of my eyes. I yelled at him, sneering and sarcastic. It would be nice for him to fight back, but he frowned and said that I was not sensible. It's like... I just broke a pencil, I'm obviously so angry, but in his eyes it's still a child's joke."

"Maybe I just don't care, so I understate everything. You know, I often feel that I am a burden. I hate Shen Xia, but calm down and think about it. Objectively speaking, my existence is more meaningless. There's no need, no value, and no one expects it."

The moon is really a wonderful thing, sometimes gentle and sometimes cold, just like now, Shen Yu suddenly felt that the moonlight was so cold that it penetrated into the bone marrow.

"No." He Du said from the side, "You are necessary, you are valuable, and you are expected."

"Really." Shen Yu smiled, "But obviously..."

His words stopped abruptly, and even his breathing stopped suddenly at this moment.

Because he suddenly fell into an embrace, which was tight and warm, with the surging sandalwood breath.

"Please don't think that way." He Du's voice rang in Shen Yu's ears, and his breath brushed against Shen Yu's ears, making Shen Yu's senses all over his body explode.

"I've said long ago that I'm serious about you. As long as I'm still here, and as long as you're willing, your existence will always be meaningful." He Du whispered, speaking very hastily, breathing disorderly in the wind.

Shen Yu didn't speak, because He Du's words and his embrace made Shen Yu blank.

He heard his blood vessels pulsating like a drum beating crazily, a wave of heat surged in his heart, but his fingertips were numb like an electric shock.His head was dizzy for a while because he couldn't supply blood, half of his consciousness was warm and ecstatic in He Du's embrace, and the other half shouted that it shouldn't be like this, it couldn't be like this.

"Do you know what Du means?" He Du hugged Shen Yu tighter, resting his chin on his shoulder, "Du means, to the other side, I came to the world of mortals just to take you to the other side .”

Shen Yu felt that at this moment, she was like a sail shaking in a stormy sea, and He Du's words were like a strong wind sweeping the world, making him fascinated and overwhelmed.

He almost split in He Du's arms.Isn't it good to just sink in the love talk, don't you think so too, why there is still a voice in my mind saying no, this is wrong, you can't like men, you can't make mistakes, you can't continue.

You, too, no, understand, things.

He couldn't ignore the voice.

Shen Yu gritted her teeth, grabbed He Du's arm and tried to push him away. At the same time, she turned her face with difficulty, looked at He Du and shook her head.

He Du also looked at him, but sighed: "I know it's useless to say it, but if I don't say it, it's tantamount to saying it."

"Please don't say..." Shen Yu's voice was trembling, he already understood what was going to happen, in fact, he also knew in his heart that he couldn't stop, how could he still be able to stop.

He Du ignored Shen Yu's movement of pushing him away, tightened his arms again, and hugged Shen Yu face to face, like a swordsman who knew that there was a cliff ahead, but still headed towards the Jedi, he kissed Shen Yu lightly Forehead hair, Shen Yu no longer allowed Shen Yu to stop herself.

"I like you." He Du looked at Shen Yu who buried his head on his shoulder, and declared again, "Shen Yu, I like you."