past events, needless to say

In a blink of an eye, it was summer vacation again, and I didn't go home.Bai Sheng attends class and eats on time every day, but he becomes more and more silent, as if he has become a soulless robot, just executing the input program.

I dare not and don't want to let him here by himself. I originally invited him to my house, but he still needs a part-time job, so there is no way.This summer vacation, I will live with Bai Sheng in their rented house. He works during the day and cooks a lot of delicious home-cooked meals for me when he comes back at night.I don't know how to cook, so it's very convenient for me to eat during the day.I just need to steam some rice at noon, and then put the vegetables on top of the rice and let it suffocate.

During this holiday, Bai Sheng seemed to be more lively. He would teach me how to cook, go shopping with me, chat with me, and let me go home pretending to be strong.The days passed quickly, and the summer vacation was over like this.

School has started, I am a senior, and Bai Sheng is a junior.Every day now, I seem to be able to feel the beauty of the future.This September is very cool, and it has rained twice in the first week of school, and the military trainees are very happy.

I made an appointment with Bai Sheng to eat hot pot in his rented house this weekend, and Bai Sheng decided to return the house.It was drizzling again that day, I came to the door of Bai Sheng's house, and saw a courier bag on the ground, I took it into the house.

Bai Sheng went to prepare the hot pot, I opened the bag and found it was a USB flash drive, curiosity made me open it, and it turned out to be a bed scene between Bai Sheng and his father.Everyone's past is something we cannot choose, change, or delete.

The shock made me close the computer quickly, but the sound was still there, Bai Sheng came over, and I was at a loss for what to do in panic.I chose to lower my head silently, not daring to look at Bai Sheng.

After a while, the sound disappeared, Bai Sheng came to me, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I scared you."

I looked at Bai Sheng, tears streaming down my face like this, "I'm sorry, I..., I'm sorry..."

This time he hugged me, "It's okay, life is like this sometimes. Some things just don't work hard." I hugged Bai Sheng tightly, "It's okay, this is over, it won't happen again Yes, I'll be with you."

This time the hot pot was finished while they were distracted, Bai Sheng said that he wanted to stay another night by himself tonight.I knew he needed to calm down, and I didn't know how to comfort him, so I agreed.

It was raining loudly outside the window, Bai Sheng took an umbrella and walked me to the door, and he hugged me tightly again.It was the first time he spoke to me so seriously: "Thank you, I am very glad to have met you and Qiu Yan. Thank you for not despising me and staying with me all the time; thank you Qiu Yan for choosing to leave and leaving me with happiness. "

These are the last words Bai Sheng said to me, and also the last words he said to the world.I didn't say anything that night, I just escaped and left there, because the tears seemed to be uncontrollable.

Bai Sheng left, I didn't contact Qiu Yan, and I saw Bai Sheng's father again.I originally thought that if I saw this man again, I would definitely slap him, scold him with the dirtiest words, and give him a knife if I could.

In the end, none of these fantasies came true, and I took it as if I didn't know it all, and I took it all as an accident.This man is really sad, after all, Bai Sheng should be his only company.The school told me that this man wanted to see me, wanted to talk to me, and I said no.

It all seemed like it should be over.In my senior year, I chose to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and I want to stay far away from this city.