past events, needless to say

In Bai Sheng's memory.

I didn't know that Bai Sheng's father was such a person. At this moment, I could only apologize to Bai Sheng in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Bai Sheng is really sorry." I know that this "sorry" has no meaning, but I have found There are no words to replace it.

Bai Sheng shook his head lightly, showing a particularly happy expression: "Let me tell you the story between me and Qiu Yan."

Bai Sheng was as happy as a child, and said: "I fell in love with Qiu Yan the first time I saw him. Qiu Yan is very similar to my high school deskmate, so sunny and cheerful. Just looking at him quietly, I will feel good.”

On the first day of the university registration, Bai Sheng was tidying up the bed in the dormitory, and he felt a gaze watching him from behind.This kind of scorching and provocative eyes made Bai Sheng feel uncomfortable like needle pricks all over his body.But when Bai Sheng turned around and found that it was Qiu Yan, he really wanted to tell Qiu Yan: "Can you stop looking at me, with this kind of look."

Bai Sheng never had the courage to say a word to Qiu Yan, he found that Qiu Yan was always very impatient with him.Bai Sheng was afraid that Qiu Yan would hate him, so he kept looking at Qiu Yan secretly, never daring to lean in.Qiu Yan's illness brought them together.

Bai Sheng really loves Qiu Yan too.He tried his best to make himself cheerful in front of Qiu Yan, and he tried his best to integrate into the collective culture of dormitories and classes.I once heard a saying, "True deep love is to transform yourself into his image."

Both of them are working hard, so that they can become the one who loves him the most.But things happened, they just happened, no matter how hard you try, you can't ignore the existence of cracks.Since Qiu Yan doesn't want this beauty to be broken, separation seems to be the best and only choice between them.

I hugged Bai Sheng's waist tightly and told him: "You still have me, I will be there no matter what happens, and I will always be with you. In the future, you will definitely meet someone who loves you deeply. far, let's go together."

I felt the clothes on my shoulders were wet, and Bai Sheng choked up: "I really hate him, I really want to ask him, 'Do you know? Do you know how much I love you? Do you know what I went through? Why don't you listen to my explanation? Why don't you give us a chance?' I really hate him, but I can't bear to hate him, why?"

Bai Cheng was tired from crying and complaining, so he fell asleep on the sofa.I quietly sat beside him, it was pitch black outside the window, thinking about it, I haven't seen the bright moonlight and the sky full of stars for a long time.

Bai Sheng moved back to the dormitory, he didn't quit this room, he also chose to start a new life of his own, he was himself again, that person who doesn't fit in very well and doesn't talk much.

Half a year passed by like this, one day I received an email from Qiu Yan, he sent me a letter and a lot of photos.The photos include his current living environment, his classmates, roommates and girlfriends.In the photo, there was a handsome girl, casually holding Qiu Yan's arm. Qiu Yan had a happy smile on his face, and the girl looked at the camera coldly.

Qiu Yan's letter.

He said, for some reason, he just wanted to tell me that he is very happy and happy now.

He said: "I can't believe that I can love him deeply again, after knowing some things. I don't want to leave after being disappointed. I hope I can remember Bai Sheng well."

He told me that when they both come out of each other, they will find that the world is big and time is still long, and they will understand that life is to move forward.

He no longer misses these good times, but he told me that he will continue to love Bai Sheng deeply.

He said: "There will be no more contact in the future, and I wish us all the best."

I remember someone said that the deeper you love him, the more times you forgive him for hurting you.But why is reality like this?I don't understand?I can't figure it out?I didn't tell Bai Sheng about Qiu Yan's letter.