Dude was originally bent

He asked me loudly: "If I don't contact you, you won't contact me, will you?"

"No...of course not, I thought you must be very busy when you first arrived there, so I don't know if I should bother you..."

"Well, I'm quite busy. I've been working on admissions and contacting the apartment for a while, so I only called you when the place is stable. I still use my QQ, so we can keep in touch through QQ."

"Okay, you have to study hard over there, and you have to change your appearance when you come back."

"Well, Afan, it's really not interesting here. The foreign students from many countries are acting weird. It's better to be in China or you. I really miss you. Do you miss me?" He is not always so ruffian speaking in a tone of voice.

"Thinking...what the hell, let's chat online tonight, I'm in class here!" I tried my best to hide my unrest with rudeness.Although I knew he was just joking, I still followed him, and my heart couldn't help beating violently. Fortunately, it was through the phone, otherwise I really couldn't hide my embarrassment. His face must be blushing.

During the year when Zhang Kechen went abroad, I restrained myself from thinking about him, tried not to go to QQ to avoid him, and occasionally chatted online to talk about school and life trivial matters.

Because he is not by my side, I can quietly think about my relationship with him. I feel that my feelings are dark. I want to try my best to transform my special feeling for him into a pure friendship.I didn't know what to do, so I became more reticent and studied hard. I wanted to be a good student, because a good student would not have such a shameful idea.

I suddenly worked hard to study, and my grades soared. At the end of the semester, I actually got No.3 in my major and won the school's first-class scholarship.The counselors and classmates all looked at me with admiration, and my parents were also very pleased. I was praised by teachers and classmates. Seeing the happy smiles of my parents made me feel that life was much more sunny.I think I must have lost my mind in the shadow of Zhang Kechen before. Without him, I can gradually return to normal.

Time passed quickly, and when I felt that I would be able to slowly get rid of Zhang Kechen's influence on me, he returned to China.

One weekend in the second semester of my junior year, I was alone in the dormitory, so I was bored and sat on the bed looking for a novel to read.At this time, there was a moderate knock on the door. I thought it was Wang Xin or Zhou Lang who came back, so I got out of bed and opened the door.But the moment I opened the door, I was stunned. I saw Zhang Kechen standing at the door with a smile. His hair was longer than before, and his long oblique bangs covered one eyebrow. Split pants, he is handsome again.

I stared at him obsessively, Si Gu could not restrain the throbbing in my heart, as if all the efforts I had made to forget him in the previous year had turned into meaningless bubbles with his gorgeous appearance.

Seeing me standing there blankly, he opened his arms and gave me a tight hug, saying, "I haven't seen a handsome guy in a year, you look silly!"

I pushed him away nervously, and tried to calm down: "It's not interesting to not notify you in advance when you come back, so we can pick you up!"

"Didn't I want to give you a surprise? Besides, I haven't contacted you very much this year, so I made a surprise check to see if you have any new love. Unexpectedly, without me, you are going to be promising. I just saw the post on the main building. It seems that my existence has delayed your studies!" I beat him speechlessly with my fist to tell him to stop making trouble, but I knew it didn't hurt at all, because I didn't feel any pain at all. use force.

Zhang Kechen still lives in the previous dormitory, and still lives alone.After he came back, he also became stronger and taller, and I think he has more flavor than before. I think my love for him has not faded than before, but it has become stronger and stronger.

One night, a few buddies from our two dormitories gathered to Zhang Kechen's dormitory to have a big drink to welcome him.Everyone was happy and drunk, and then those who should go back to the dormitory went back to the dormitory, those who should go to bed went to bed, and those who should go on a date went to find a girlfriend.

The next day, I woke up dimly, feeling something separated me, I opened my eyes and saw Zhang Kechen's magnified face appeared in front of me, and I was lying on his chest.As soon as I moved, he also woke up, rubbed his eyes, and saw me lying in his arms, his eyes suddenly widened, and he froze there too.We just kept such an ambiguous posture and looked at each other quietly for ten seconds.

I hurriedly got up, and found that I had climbed into his bed unconsciously last night. Although nothing happened, seeing his open neckline and chest, and my disheveled clothes, I felt shy and embarrassed.I think my face and neck must have been flushed red.

Zhang Kechen's face was also red, he cleared his throat, and said hoarsely: "Well, I was so drunk yesterday, why did we come here?" Then he looked at me and actually laughed silly.Seeing him smile, I relaxed and laughed too, but afterwards, whenever I recall the scene that morning, I still feel extremely happy.

Later, I asked Zhang Kechen what his plans were when he returned to China, and he said that he was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and he wanted to go to his girlfriend's school.I know that he will leave me after all, although I have long understood that he does not belong to me, but I still can't help but feel lost in my heart.

I originally planned to stay in school for postgraduate study, but since he is no longer here, I don't want to stay in school to add to my sadness, so I should look for a job. Maybe after working, I will change to another environment. After my mentality matures , everything may be on the right track.

During the first semester of our senior year, we were all busy.Because of his excellent grades and experience in student work, Wang Xin stayed in school early to become a counselor for freshmen; Zhang Kechen struggled for love alone in the self-study room of the postgraduate entrance examination; and Zhou Lang and I were also struggling to find a job.Not long after, Zhou Lang signed a contract with a design institute in this city, and then lived a carefree life as a netizen again.

I didn't want to stay in this city, and I didn't want to go to the south. In the end, because of my good overall grades in the past few years, I was lucky enough to sign a contract with a well-known state-owned enterprise to do procurement work, and the city is not far from my hometown.

During that time, as long as there was no class, I would accompany Zhang Kechen to self-study and read books. I thought that since we were going to be separated, I would cherish the time with him as much as possible.Although Zhang Kechen spends his time in the study room every day, I always feel that he seems to be a little absent-minded when studying, and he doesn't communicate with his girlfriend as frequently as before. Even after the phone call, his expression is ugly.I asked him if he had a fight with his girlfriend, but he didn't say anything, just vaguely passed it on.

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