Dude was originally bent

After a while later, that girl proposed to break up with me because she felt that I didn’t like her at all. She said she still liked me but couldn’t bear my indifference to her, saying that there was another person living in my heart, and She is always in a daze when she is together, and sometimes she can't even repeat what she just said.After the breakup, I was not sad, but felt relieved.

When I was with Zhang Kechen, I was energetic in everything I did. I was very efficient when I was studying, I was very happy when I was exercising, and I was even happy when I was eating.But now when I am alone, I feel depressed all day long, and I am absent-minded when I go to self-study and read books. When I have nothing to do, I just sit in the dormitory and stare at the computer in a daze.My roommates all thought that I was caused by a broken relationship, but in fact, only I knew that I was poisoned by Zhang Kechen.

I think I really like Zhang Kechen, I liked him from the first time I saw him, but I was young and ignorant, I didn't know what love is, and I discovered it a little late.After I figured it out, I was very scared. I was afraid that my classmates would look at me with contempt when they learned my secret. I was afraid of seeing the sad and disappointed expressions of my parents. I was even more afraid that Zhang Kechen would hate me.

I want to get Zhang Kechen out of my mind as soon as possible.So I tried to avoid Zhang Kechen as much as possible, I knew very well that he had work and rest time, so I tried to avoid meeting alone as much as possible, and I deliberately arrived late in class and sat down far away from him.But I can't help but observe him secretly, and he is still the same as before, no matter whether he gets close to me or not, it will not affect his study and life in the slightest.

Our boss is the kind of hard-working type who insists on self-study every night.I used to always go to self-study, but now I basically don’t go, I broke up with my girlfriend, and I don’t go with Zhang Kechen. I’m afraid of the feeling of going to self-study alone, and I don’t want to be with other people.And Zhou Lang is a typical nerd, who plays games on the Internet all day long, and is indifferent to others.One day suddenly he was not facing the computer but covered himself in the quilt. I asked him what was the matter, and he said that he had lost love just like me, and that his girlfriend who had been with him for 6 years since junior high school had an affair.I said that since the two brothers were in the same illness, we should quit drinking to relieve our worries, so we bought a case of beer and came back, simmered hot pot, and started to drink in the dormitory.

But who would have thought that this guy was strong on the outside and doing things on the inside, he looked like a big piece, and he was just putting on airs. I didn't do much, and he fell down in less than three bottles.Helping him to the bed and sleeping soundly, the more I think about it, the more I feel that my current state is too aggrieved.Our school was built by the sea, so I simply brought beer to the seaside and poured it myself.

It should be at □□ o’clock at night. Although the moonlight was still bright that night, the seaside was still very dark, and people’s faces could hardly be seen clearly. There were a few sparse camping tents, and there was a couple in the corner every other distance. Grinding between ears and temples.Seeing these individuals in pairs made me feel even more lonely and bored.While drinking, I found Zhang Kechen's shadow everywhere, with mixed feelings in my heart.

Finally, under the anesthesia of alcohol, he sent Zhang Kechen a text message: "I'm drinking at the beach, come and accompany me." Then he fell asleep in a daze.

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, I heard someone call me: "Afan, wake up, the bedroom is closed."

It was Zhang Kechen's voice, I couldn't be more familiar with it, I wanted to open my eyes to look at him as much as possible, but my eyelids were heavy, I tried to make myself stand up, but my body didn't seem to be my own, and I couldn't stand up no matter what.Later, Zhang Kechen felt helpless and hugged me all at once. He hugged me like a princess. Although I was very drunk, I could still feel the warmth of his body.

In fact, at that time, I really wanted time to stop at that moment and make me drunk forever.He reluctantly carried me away from the beach, and then helped me to vomit in a corner.

After the tossing, I became a little sober. When I saw Zhang Kechen, for some reason, I felt a resentment in my heart: "You don't care what I do, just let me die here alone."

Zhang Kechen was also a little annoyed: "Just because of a woman, you made yourself like this. If you like her so much, chase her back! What are you doing with me, I don't care about you!" Then he turned his head and left.

Seeing that he was going to leave, I became anxious for some reason, and shouted at the back of his head: "Zhang Kechen, you bastard, who would do this because of a broken relationship, who likes her, you are an idiot! How dare you leave have a look!"

I looked at his back nervously and angrily, and my temper became more and more irritable.Time stood still like this for a few seconds, and suddenly my legs and feet became weak and I fell to the ground.Zhang Kechen shook his head helplessly, turned around and spent a long time helping me up, squatted halfway in front of me, and said loudly: "Come up, carry you back!"

I obediently lay on his shoulder, feeling his body temperature and pleasant smell, and then fell asleep unknowingly. During this time, I had a dream. In the dream, Zhang Kechen and I were two people. In his arms, he put his hands on my shoulders, and sat quietly on the beach, and the two of us rubbed each other's ears like other lovers...

It was already afternoon when I woke up the next day, and I found myself lying on the bed in the dormitory. I rubbed my painful head and tried to open my eyes. The afternoon sun shone in, making my eyes hurt.I tried my best to recall some fragments of last night, but I couldn't remember how I got back to the dormitory.

Seeing that I woke up, the boss scolded me and Zhou Lang and said: "Look at the bears of you two, no woman is going to die, especially you, San'er, fortunately, Zhang Kechen found you in the middle of the night and carried you back." Come back, or you will fall into the sea and feed the fish!"

I was so thirsty that I climbed out of bed tremblingly, gulped down two large glasses of water, and felt that I had regained a lot of strength, and also felt hungry.So I asked the two of them: "Want to eat? I'm so hungry."

The boss said: "Brother, it's already two o'clock, and there is no food in the cafeteria."

I said, "Okay then, I'll go out and see what else I can eat."

As soon as he left the dormitory door, he almost bumped into Zhang Kechen.He saw me and asked, "You finally woke up, why are you going?"

"Go out to eat, I'm hungry." I replied.

"I ordered porridge and side dishes at noon, and I haven't eaten yet. Let's go to my dormitory when you come together." Without letting me speak, he dragged me to his dormitory.

His dormitory is still so clean and tidy, and it doesn't have the unpleasant smell that usually emanates from boys' dormitories. He is the only one living in the dormitory now.Of the two original roommates, one moved out to live with his girlfriend and rarely came back; the other changed his major and moved to another dormitory.

He pushed me onto his stool, moved another stool and squeezed with me beside the small computer desk, pushed a bowl of light vegetable porridge in front of me, and thoughtfully opened the convenient chopsticks for me Handed it to me and said, "Last night you were so drunk that you vomited out the contents of your stomach. Eat more, or your stomach will be ruined."

I nodded and drank the porridge obediently. He also helped me pick up vegetables from time to time. During the period, he also advised me not to be too sad, cheer up as soon as possible, do a good job of studying, and said that he will always be my good buddy. Brothers are like siblings. Women are like clothes.I just pretended to agree and responded that I was fine.

In this way, the days returned to calm.

The boss has been studying hard, working hard on class construction, and became the vice chairman of the student union of the college; Zhou Lang is immersed in video games and online novels; I got good grades; and I also secretly enjoyed the happiness and pride of getting close to Zhang Kechen, and enjoyed the feeling of this heart-wrenching but unstoppable secret love.

I'm still Zhang Kechen's best friend, I stay in his dormitory from time to time, and sleep in his opposite bed at night, we head to head.After he fell asleep, I turned over and peeked at his vague outline in the night, and closed my eyes to listen to his even breathing.

At the end of the second semester of the sophomore year, the school issued a notice to select a student from each major to send to a foreign university for exchange.The selection criteria is that the top ten students in the final exam scores will take another English test, and only those with the highest English scores will get the opportunity to go abroad this time.The boss waited a long time for the top academics to gear up for this opportunity, but the person who won this honor turned out to be Zhang Kechen.I didn't know that his English was so good. I was very happy for him when I learned that he was leaving, but I felt a little sad in my heart. I was very reluctant to think that he would leave for a year.

I ran up to him as happily as I could, and punched him: "Okay, the real person doesn't show his face, you don't speak or practice, and your English is so good!"

He smiled slightly and said: "When I was young, my parents always hired foreign teachers for me. I got it slowly. Actually, I don't like it very much. This time I have to leave for a year, you have to miss me, don't betray me, if you Secretly get along with others, and see how I deal with you when I come back!"

I knew he was joking with me, but I still felt very warm and smiled shyly: "How come, you will always be my best friend."

A few days before Zhang Kechen left, her girlfriend also rushed back from other places. She is a very beautiful and pure girl.On the day he left, several of our classmates who had a good time sent him to the airport together, and we all bid farewell as happily as possible.Her girlfriend was crying, I think she must love Zhang Kechen very much.Seeing the reluctance of the two of them, I was extremely jealous in my sensitive heart and felt very humble, so I went to the bathroom with an excuse and wiped a few tears secretly.

I only came out when I felt that Zhang Kechen's plane had already taken off.

Wang Xin also said to me: "I fell into the toilet! Why did you come out? Zhang Kechen waited for you for a long time just now, and wants to say goodbye to you!"

I pretended to be nonchalant: "It's okay, my stomach feels a little uncomfortable, life and death, what's the atmosphere, go back and contact online."

When Zhang Kechen first left, I missed him all day long, but I didn't want to take the initiative to contact him.One day, my mobile phone rang suddenly. I picked it up and saw that it was a string of weird numbers. I answered the phone, and I heard the voice that made me dream.

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