The CP I knocked is sweeter than the text I wrote

After that press conference, some sensitive and careful CP fans found that the two people who used to sprinkle sugar in public suddenly avoided talking about each other. In all interviews and activities, the other's name never appeared again , as if they had never known each other.

At the beginning, the fans could comfort themselves that they were trying to avoid suspicion, and they couldn't dance too aggressively to attract the attention of the higher-ups. Both of them are on the rise in their careers, so it's better to be on the safe side.

Later, I found out that they were not trying to avoid suspicion, but really distanced themselves. Not only in public places, but even in private gatherings, there was you without me, me without you.

Until next April, Chu Qiu sang Du Xiwen's new song at the press conference of "Your Melody".

Some fans said that Du Xiwen's new song is his unspeakable concern, otherwise how could his singing be full of desolation and confusion, like weeping like a song.

This song has sung into the hearts of many people. They said that when they listen to this song, they are listening to their own stories.

"I still can't hear it"

"My Heart and Your Answer"

When Du Xiwen saw this video on Weibo, his heart skipped a beat. He didn't dare to hope that after he confessed his love to Chu Qiu with the determination to never see him again, he would still have the chance to hear him mention himself in public. , let alone sing his songs.

But Chu Qiu sang, not only sang, but also mentioned his name.

While watching the video, he was thinking, what was Chu Qiu thinking when he sang this line?

He let Chu Qiu see his sincerity in a suicidal way, but he didn't have the courage to listen to an answer.

No matter what Chu Qiu's answer was, they were destined to each other after all.

At the end of that year, Du Xiwen attended several awards ceremonies with the song "Feast", won several awards, and became a dark horse in the entertainment industry, quickly becoming popular.

And he and Chu Qiu gradually moved further and further apart.

The Starlight Music Festival held at the end of each year can be regarded as a grand and lively star-studded singer event. The most popular and influential singers will be invited to participate. Although its gold content is not as high as OrientalMusic, it still has a certain weight. public recognition of them.

That year's Starlight Music Festival invited a group of very popular singers. Chu Qiu, Du Xiwen, Fang Shengkuo and Mu Qi were all invited, and all of them were invited to attend. CP fans who heard the news all posted on Chaohua Express your excitement and excitement.

Since the release of Chu Qiu's new album, the two haven't been on the same stage for nearly a year. I don't know whether it was intentional or not, they always "miss".If the organizer officially announces this person, the other person will not be present even if there is no announcement that day. There are [-] CP girls in the whole network, and they have long been used to the scum of artist teams who immediately dismantle the team after relying on CP speculation to bring a wave of traffic. Male operator, tell yourself that the brothers are on good terms, but there are too many team dramas.

This time, the two reposted the official Weibo after a day to indicate that they would attend the grand ceremony. Fans were looking forward to some interaction between the two, and it would be best if the organizer could arrange their seats together.

The red carpet ceremony of the Starlight Music Festival officially started at 06 pm. Chu Qiu was the first to step on the red carpet among the four. There were five or six singers between him and Du Xiwen, including Fang Shengkuo and Mu Qi. It was almost 30:[-] when we entered the venue after finishing the red carpet and being interviewed backstage.

Every time there is such a large awards ceremony, the most troublesome thing for the organizers is not the invitation of celebrities, but the seating arrangements in the arena. Which two artists have a bad relationship and cannot sit together? Sitting in the C seat, whoever is speculating on CP recently can cause a wave of enthusiasm... There are too many issues to consider, and the staff who take on this important task have to go bald once a year.

For example, Chu Qiu and Du Xiwen...

Everyone can see how good their relationship was before. The two teams have never fought against each other, and they have never been against each other. If they intend to avoid suspicion, they will not be invited at the same time this time. together?

The staff hesitated again and again, and finally thought of a compromise—put an artist between them.

They didn't dare to put the two together at the risk of being sprayed and fired, but if one of them offered to change positions, it was none of their business.

However the fact is...

At that music festival, the two had zero communication from beginning to end.

At the music festival, Chu Qiu and Du Xiwen won the most popular original song of the year with their new songs "Youth" and "Feast". They were invited by the host to receive the award together. The long-awaited same frame of CP fans finally appeared , everyone rubbed their hands in anticipation, wanting to see their interaction, but what they waited for was just a polite nod from both sides.

After receiving the trophy, Du Xiwen took a step back, made a "please" gesture to Chu Qiu, and politely said "congratulations" to him, with a distant smile on his face, as if Strange greetings when strangers meet for the first time.

Holding the trophy, Du Xiwen stood quietly behind Chu Qiu with drooping eyes. His lowered eyes greedily stared straight at Chu Qiu's slender thighs. Above that was the tall and straight back of the man, dressed in a well-tailored suit. A suit with a pattern, like a majestic mountain towering in front of his eyes.

"I'm very happy that "Youth" can be liked by everyone. Thank you fans for supporting me all the time. Everyone should know that I wrote this song for a very special person..." Chu Qiu paused, After considering his words, Fu continued, "Friend. For some reason, we haven't been in touch for a long time. I don't know how he is doing. Here, I want to use today's stage to say a word to him. "

"As long as you need me, I will definitely be by your side."

Standing behind him, Du Xiwen's eyes trembled slightly. If he hadn't lowered his eyes at this moment, everyone present could have seen his suddenly flushed eye sockets and his tenderness that could not be hidden.

Chu Qiu's voice passed through the microphone, radiated through speakers in all directions, swayed around the venue, and finally fell gently on his heart.

Every single word was an answer to his original confession.

When it was his turn to speak, Chu Qiu rubbed his shoulders and walked to the place where he was standing just now. The moment the cloth was rubbed against him, he felt his heart beat faster, and there was an inexplicable and hopeless expectation in his heart—if Chu Qiu It would be nice to hold him.

But it seems that they are destined to miss a lifetime like the hands that were missed when they first met, and the two passed by lightly.

"Thank you very much for supporting me all the way, thank you for liking the song "Feast", "Du Xiwen said, "The new year is about to start, I hope everyone here can get a complete love and happiness. Happy rest of life, thank you all."

After finishing speaking, Du Xiwen took a step back and stood side by side with Chu Qiu. The two bowed slightly to the applause, like a curtain call after a grand dinner, solemn and solemn.

After the music festival ended, Du Xiwen had a few more interviews, one of which was a live broadcast, filming most of the stars who came to the festival, and the number of viewers in the live broadcast was almost tens of millions.

I don't know if his agent was too busy to meet with each other and helped him go through the interview draft in advance, or the media broke the old-fashioned agreement on their own initiative and mentioned Chu Qiu's name at the end of the interview.

"Many fans are very envious of the friendship between you and Chu Qiu, saying that you wrote songs together, gave each other a platform, and you bought his new album as a gift to fans... and said that every performance you perform on stage is very perfect and very There is a tacit understanding, so I want to ask, is there any chance to see you cooperate again in the future?"

As soon as the manager standing next to him heard Chu Qiu's name, he wanted to come over and ask them to stop the live broadcast, even if it would become an accident and be used as a fuss by someone with a heart.But Du Xiwen waved to him immediately, saying that he could solve it, so he backed away and contacted a lawyer to sue the media.

There was always a slight smile on Du Xiwen's face, with politeness and alienation, he said: "To be honest, I am actually quite envious of those fans. They fell in love with such an excellent singer. I am honored to be with Mr. Chu Qiu Writing songs and singing together is a very memorable and important experience for me, I cherish and appreciate it very much. As for whether we can cooperate again, I think it is better to let nature take its course.”

There are still some words that cannot be said in front of the public, but he buried them silently in his heart.

He envied those fans very much, envied them that they could express their love without any scruples, that they could like that person openly, and maybe... Maybe they could be lucky enough to spend the rest of their lives with him.

Not only those memorable collaboration stages are unforgettable for him, but also every bit of the day and night with Chu Qiu is his precious memory.

After that day, they did not deliberately avoid each other, and when people occasionally mentioned it during activities or interviews, most of them could take it lightly and say a few words of praise to each other with a smile.

Later, Du Xiwen's career skyrocketed, sweeping major award ceremonies, concerts, variety shows, and commercials covered most of his time, and he became a shining star in the entertainment circle.

Chu Qiu's career was also smooth sailing. He held a personal concert and was busy with various activities every day. He lost a lot of weight.

Fans looked at the two people who were shining after they separated, and occasionally expressed emotion in the super chat, the parties were fully awake and heading for a better future, but they had been sinking in their dreams and refused to wake up.

The shadows of the trees outside the window flashed before the eyes, the incandescent lamps hanging at the door of the small shops on both sides turned into blurred light and shadows, and the footsteps of pedestrians on the road hurried through the streets and alleys, everything was constantly regressing in sight.

Chu Qiu was sitting in the car looking out the window in a daze. The radio station in the car was broadcasting an interview. He heard the host ask: "The theme of our program is to bid farewell to the regrets in life. I want to ask... Have you ever encountered anything particularly regrettable in your life?"

"Of course there is. I think everyone will. For example, why didn't you buy a few more houses more than ten years ago? Maybe you can just lie at home and collect rent now."

He was very familiar with the voice coming from the car stereo, and he could imagine the way the man raised his mouth slightly when he said this.

He heard Du Xi say: "For me, the most regrettable thing in my life is that many years ago, I failed to hold the hand that that person stretched out to me."

—causing us to miss it in this life.

Chu Qiu suddenly felt his eyes moist, and warm liquid touched his cheeks, and then tears poured down like torrential rain. He buried his head in his knees and wept silently.

"Hi everyone, it's the first time we meet, my name is Du Xiwen."

If time could be reversed, when Chu Qiu saw Du Xiwen for the first time, he would go up to give him a tight hug, and then say to him, "Hi, I'm Chu Qiu."

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