The CP I knocked is sweeter than the text I wrote

Du Xiwen couldn't tell when he fell in love with Chu Qiu, but by the time he realized it, the love had been so strong that it had penetrated deep into his bones. If someone told him not to like Chu Qiu, it would be like pulling out his bones .

He thought that he should have been in love with Chu Qiu for a long time.

Chu Qiu is a person who is gentle to the bottom of his heart, and a personable gentleman. He will give everyone just the right amount of care, like a stable and friendly big brother, and surround this group of children with tolerance and encouragement.

This group of young people have all been helped by Chu Qiu more or less, and their evaluation of him is that he is considerate, gentle, and personable... Some even say that there should be no girl who does not want to marry Brother Chu Qiu.

Such a person who exudes mature masculine charm all over his body, spends all day with Du Xiwen, and takes good care of him. It can be said that he is considerate, how can one not be tempted.

Starting from the sudden acceleration of the heartbeat when in close contact, it gradually turned into an involuntary desire to get closer, and then later hoped that he would be within the reach of his eyes, and people's hearts gradually became greedy like this.

Du Xiwen remembers that once he and Chu Qiu changed the music score in the practice room. The original song was rock and roll with a strong sense of heavy metal. It was suitable for competitive singing, but it was not their style, so they planned to change the song to use the cello as the music. Lyric songs with main accompaniment instrument.

For the convenience of discussing and filling in music scores, the two people get very close, shoulder to shoulder, head to head, as long as one of them nods slightly, the lips can gently brush across the other's cheek, which is already beyond the normal social distance. close distance.

In the beginning, the two could discuss the arrangement and music without distraction. After all, they are professionals. Once they are completely immersed in the music, they will enter a state of ecstasy. They didn't realize that the distance between them became closer and closer until...

At the end of writing the song, a flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in Du Xiwen's mind, pointing to one of the paragraphs and said excitedly: "I think this should be changed to..."

Du Xiwen liked to look into each other's eyes when he was talking, but he didn't expect them to become zero distance without knowing it. He turned his head while talking, and Chu Qiu, who heard his voice, happened to turn his head at the same time.They were close to each other, but now nose to nose, forehead to forehead, breath blowing against each other's face, like a soft feather brushing across the cheek.

Both of them were stunned. At this time, no matter who it is, they only need to speak a word or a syllable, and the lips of the two can come into intimate contact.

Du Xiwen almost stopped breathing at that moment, and what he saw was Chu Qiu's distinct eyelashes and jet-black eyes, like a huge black hole, about to swallow people into it.

Later, it was Chu Qiu who came back to his senses first. He tried his best to ignore the rapid and intense heartbeat, and stepped back a little bit pretending to be calm. Asked what he hadn't finished talking just now: "How do you want to change?"

"Ah?" Before Du Xiwen fully recovered, a second before Chu Qiu made a move, a dangerous and bold idea suddenly appeared in his mind - he wanted to kiss Chu Qiu.

If Chu Qiu retreated a second later, he might really kiss her.

He longs to kiss the one he loves.

Perhaps it was from then on that he realized that he had developed a different feeling for Chu Qiu, and his heart throbbed differently from when he was with other people.

Chu Qiu considers himself male and likes females, otherwise he would not have married the girl he liked and gave birth to a lovely daughter, but he couldn't explain why he fell in love with Du Xiwen.

He has come into contact with too many people of all kinds. Du Xiwen is not the best-looking person he has ever met, and he is not one of those who catch people's eyes at first sight, but he is the most special one.

When we met for the first time, the boy was nervous and at a loss, but after getting along with him, he found that it turned out to be a ray of warm sunshine that can shine into people's hearts.

When Du Xiwen gets up in the middle of the night and passes by his bed, he will pick up the quilt that fell on the ground for him, and gently tuck the corners of the quilt for him; because he has chronic gastritis, the first thing after getting up every day is to go to the kitchen to help him Make a glass of honey water, and you must stare at him before doing other things after drinking it; and...

When he was about to fall into the "mire", he stood on the shore and held his hand tightly, telling him that our after-sales service should end here.

It was at his new album release conference. He invited Du Xiwen as a guest to sing a lyrical song "Waiting" with him in the album. Before the performance started, they were resting in the backstage. The background is too boring and I want to go out to get some air.

About 10 minutes after they left, An Yu came in hurriedly, waved all the people in the lounge to leave, closed the door, and took a stack of photos on the table in front of him.

"Is it because you don't want to stay in the entertainment circle anymore or you don't want that child to stay any longer?"

"If I hadn't snapped these photos halfway, guess what the Internet will say about you tomorrow?"

"What on earth are you thinking? You just took him home and didn't go out for a whole day. You're afraid that those paparazzi reporters who are the most stalking won't see that you like that kid, right?"

An Yu has been with him for almost ten years, and this is the first time he has spoken to him so harshly.

In fact, there was nothing particularly intimate or excessive in the photos that were taken. Even if they were posted online, it didn’t matter. They could use their relationship, so they stayed at his house for one night to explain.

But the premise is that if they hadn't been so close in front of the camera before, hadn't said something ambiguous like "As long as he needs me, I will show up immediately", and hadn't used a heartfelt song " "Answer" as the closing, then everything will be well explained.

In this circle, you can fire CP, but if you really get involved with the word "homosexuality", whether it is true or not, even if it is just the word "suspected", there is a risk of being banned, even if you are lucky enough not to be Banned, then your career is almost at an end.

In this circle, there has not been a precedent for being exposed as gay and still being successful in it, and he will not be that exception.

"You can get the photo, which means that you have a good relationship with the person who took the photo or the person behind him. You can suppress it." Chu Qiu has always been very rational. , won’t be photographed like this again.”

"I don't want this promise from you. You know what I really mean."

Of course Chu Qiu knew that what An Yu wanted was his words "I will keep a distance from Du Xiwen in the future", but he couldn't say it.

In the entertainment industry, keeping a distance is tantamount to being strangers. Once this sentence is said, it will be difficult for them to have the opportunity to meet again in the future.

"Brother, don't force me." Chu Qiu rubbed his brows and let out a heavy breath.

An Yu said seriously: "You can't ruin the future of the two of you just because of temporary reluctance."

Chu Qiu occasionally pays attention to the public opinion on the Internet. He and Du Xiwen's fans fought on Weibo every day, which made many brands and organizers dare not find them for events at the same time. If they had to choose one of the two, those People will definitely choose him and give up Du Xiwen. He directly or indirectly caused that child to lose a lot of opportunities.

But obviously he wants to give all the opportunities he can give, without reservation.

He knew very well that he couldn't go on like this.

But he couldn't bear it.

"I……"

"Don't tell me that you can quit the entertainment circle for him," An Yu said while sitting on the edge of the table with a serious expression, "Music is everything to you, if you can really let go, then we won't be in the same place now." Here it is."

Yes, music is the other half of his life, and the stage is the home of his soul... But Du Xiwen has unknowingly become the oxygen he depends on for survival.

"I need a little time, you let me think about it."

An Yu didn't force him to ask for an explanation on the spot. He had known Chu Qiu for nearly ten years and knew that he would never make a wrong decision. He was always rational and sober.

Outside the door, Du Xiwen stood there for a long time with a beautifully packaged cake box in his hand.

The assistant, who had been asked by him to get coffee outside the venue, came back five or six minutes later than him. Seeing his master standing at the door looking like he had lost his soul, he walked over and asked, "Xixi, why don't you go in?" ? The cake needs to be put in the refrigerator quickly!"

Du Xiwen came back to his senses all of a sudden, and the moment he looked up, he collected his emotions and expressions, smiled and said: "I'm thinking whether to take the cake in now, or give it to Brother Chu Qiu after the press conference is over." , give him a surprise."

"Alright, then I'll put it in the lounge next door for you!"

"Well, then can you help me go to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of flowers? Anyway, I will be on stage in a while, and I can be here alone."

The assistant didn't doubt Du Xiwen's motives at all, first helped him put the cake in the small refrigerator in the lounge next door, then enthusiastically distributed coffee to everyone, and then hurried out to buy him flowers.

Du Xiwen thought, the song for a while must be sung well, it must be sung perfectly.

This might be the last time he sang on the same stage with Chu Qiu.

The song "Waiting" is Du Xiwen's favorite new song. It is really very fulfilling to be able to use this song as the ending of his acquaintance with Chu Qiu.

After the press conference that day, Du Xiwen entered Chu Qiu's lounge with a bouquet of bright red roses, and wished him a big hit for his new album with a smile, and the press conference was held successfully.

Then he said: "I have a few words I want to say to Brother Chu Qiu alone, can you give us a few minutes alone?"

Hearing this, Chu Qiu felt a little uneasiness in his heart. Is there anything important that must be said now?

Soon there were only the two of them left in the lounge.

Du Xiwen only said three sentences.

The first sentence is, thank you for taking care of me for so long.

The second sentence is that it is said that the CP from "Tomorrow" comes with after-sales service. From the beginning of the show to the present, the one-year after-sales service should also end.

The third sentence is, Brother Chu Qiu, I like you.

Finally, let you understand my mind.

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