that little loneliness

He ranked higher than me in the previous big exam. We were not in the same classroom during the monthly exam. We didn’t look for each other during the break. In fact, I went to look for him, but he seemed to be having fun with others. At that time, he was somewhat confused. It was a little awkward, but I didn't pay much attention to it. I went back to the examination room directly, but he still didn't come to me.

After all the exams, I went back to class. I knew I didn’t do well in the exam, and I was in a bad mood, but he was very happy.

"Tao, how did you do in the exam?" He ran over bouncing,

"No, I didn't pass the exam."

"Then I'll be in the same class with you next time. I didn't pass the exam. I haven't finished my composition, and I haven't written anything after mathematics." He sat down on my desk all of a sudden,

"Are you so happy that you didn't pass the exam?"

"When the sun goes down, I will still climb up tomorrow morning. If my father fails the exam, he will still be the same tomorrow!"

"Fool..." I don't know why, but my mind is inexplicably better. It may be that his mental balance is worse than mine in the exam, or next time, he can be in the same exam room.

"Are you going out to play this week after the exam?" He turned his head and asked me,

"Where are you going?" He stood up,

"Watch a movie!" His eyes were wide open, as if he thought my question was inconceivable,

"Two big men watching a movie?" If I didn't have that little feeling for him, I should have agreed immediately, but I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I'm not careful,

"Why! Didn't you go to the movies with Ah Ruan last time? If you don't want to watch it with me, forget it." He left,

"Stop! Let me lean on for a while." I called him to stop,

He was leaning against the wall, and I rested my forehead on his shoulder, and I could smell the smell of shampoo and laundry detergent.Actually, I wanted to put my arms around his waist, but I was afraid that he would push me away, so I simply leaned my head on his shoulder.

Then, that weekend, we went to a movie.

One boring afternoon, after lunch break, I looked at the timetable in a daze, and suddenly remembered that the physical education class had to measure 1000 meters. For me who sprained my ankle on the weekend, I haven’t recovered enough to run the 1000 meters. From the beginning of the physical education class, I sat on the side.

"Boys run in two groups according to their student numbers, and then girls run another 800 meters." The teacher shouted with a loudspeaker.

The student numbers in our class are arranged according to their surnames. Xiao Chen was assigned to the first group, so we didn't run with him in the first place, so there was nothing to regret.

With a whistle, more than a dozen people began to move forward in groups. He alone ran first at the beginning, and ran to the end. He overtook the last place for three full laps, but it was clearly a full score, and he stopped at the end. Looking back, after a while, he called out:

"Zhao Zetao!!"

The teacher and the girls who were watching were dumbfounded.

"He didn't run, even if he ran, he wouldn't be in your group..." The teacher pointed at me who was sitting beside me, and I was a little at a loss.

That idiot, who had a perfect score, just waited for me to drag it to the pass line.