that little loneliness

"Brother Tao! Hug Xiao Chen!" I don't know how many times I hear this sentence a day.

"How much do you weigh?" Xiao Chen suddenly asked,

"Last physical test was 85kg."

"I'm 79."

"I'm 11 centimeters taller than you."

"What's the matter, it's not like I won't grow." He gave me a blank look, Xiao Chen knocked on my table,

"In the school sports meeting in the afternoon, I ran 1500. I told the teacher to ask you to wait for me at the finish line, and remember to bring me water." At that time, the head teacher said that the students who were afraid of long-distance running would feel uncomfortable, so they asked them to pick their friends and wait at the finish line to deliver water. Help him back to base camp or the infirmary.

"Okay." Of course I readily agreed.

The school sports meeting is basically held in the cold weather. Those with better physique even wear a short-sleeved class uniform and a jacket, but he actually played in short-sleeved shorts that day.

"are not you cold?"

"Wait for you to pass me water, don't pass me cold water, I want warm water."

"know."

Our school's playground is 200 meters long. He had to run seven and a half laps, but when he ran five and a half laps, he stepped on a raised piece of the track and fell. Both knees were broken and his palms were worn out. There was blood oozing, so I couldn’t die, there was a sand pool nearby, and the ground was covered with sand brought out by others from the sand pool, and the knees and palms were stuck in the flesh one by one. When I ran over, he was caught by the next The teacher carried it to the middle court.

"Teacher, he is my classmate, just take me to the infirmary." He told the teacher, and the teacher asked me to take him to the infirmary.

I picked him up, and he wrapped his arms around my neck, looking around, but just happened to be seen by the girls in the class, but at the time, he was afraid that his wound would be infected, so he carried him directly to the infirmary without thinking too much.

"Don't you feel tired?" I put him on the bed in the infirmary,

"I was too anxious just now, I didn't think much about it."

"I was almost done running, but I ran for nothing..." He looked at the injury on his knee,

"It's already very good, 100 meters." The school doctor seemed to have gone to another competition field, not in the infirmary. I went to the cabinet to find some cotton, cotton swabs, medical alcohol, iodine and band-aids.

"Be patient, I'll sterilize you." I moistened the cotton ball with water to clean the sand from his wound,

"Hiss! Itchy and painful..." He frowned, clutching the white sheet tightly, I squatted beside the bed,

"Wash your hands later."

"Row."

"It's going to be sterilized, I will be very light, bear with it." Although I will be very light, I will still blow for fear of his pain,

"Don't... act like I'm a kindergarten kid..."

"You are so thin and small, you look like a child."

"Are you despising me for being short...Is 176 very thin?"

"Compared to me, you see that I hold you is not heavy at all."

Later, the girls in the class often asked me to hug him, and I asked him, "Will you give me a hug?" He would usually smile and say no, or look at me with a smile and then slip away.