that little loneliness

In fact, from many things, I am very clear that I like him,

And my parents also began to wonder if I liked that person named Zhao Zetao, they thought we were too close...

Although he did something out of line, but only that one, and it was when he was unconscious...

Although it is not a disadvantage to me, what does he think?Does he think people like me are disgusting?Will he alienate me because of this?

After all, he is a normal person, and I am the idiot who got stuck in it...

That kiss was just his nostalgia for his ex-girlfriend...

I'm afraid to meet him, afraid that he will find out that I like him, afraid that he will start to isolate me after he finds out...

I tried to tell him several times, but in the end I endured it...

He's so good to me, he's so important to me...

But my family has been speculating about my relationship with him, and even various relatives reminded my parents to take good care of me and be careful to cut off children and grandchildren...

I'm afraid that these words will reach his ears, and I'm afraid that his friends will start to say something bad about him after they know about it. He has helped me so many times, so I should help him too...

So I decided to come out to my family. As I expected, my family took me out of City D immediately after graduation and went to a new city, so the news was cut off.

When I arrived in a new city, I was taken to see a psychiatrist, a psychiatrist, and I was prescribed many medicines, but I never took them, because I knew it was not a disease.

I went to college. On the first day of school, the news that I was gay was spread all over the school, even posted on the bulletin board. I had no accommodation and no friends in college. My classmates avoided me, and the teacher liked to make things difficult for me. , but I survived, and my family gradually accepted my orientation, but after graduating from university, I couldn’t find a job because of this problem...

Later, when I returned to City D, I still ran into walls everywhere.

Accidentally found some gay bars, desperate, started a duck in D City, and met Yu Ziyuan there.

Mr. Yu treated me very well. He let me be myself and let me not be constrained by other people's eyes. My life began to be on the right track, and I gradually gained a firm foothold in the circle.

But at this time, a class reunion disrupted my life... I saw him again, and I still had the familiar throbbing, but he had a successful career, maybe he already had a lover, and even had children... I repeated Tell yourself that Mr. Yu is fine too, don't think about it anymore...

But I didn't expect that he actually asked me out alone, and told me that he liked me... At that time, my inner defense line collapsed. I needed to stop this conversation quickly. I couldn't agree to him. I was afraid that he would think I was dirty, and I was afraid that he would know I decided to leave after my job...

In fact, I often meet him, but they are always behind him, and there are often other people around him, they are close and get along well, I know I shouldn't disturb, but the sting in my heart is more and more obvious. I was actually numb... I started to give up and gradually accepted Mr. Yu.Until the meeting in the amusement park, Mr. Yu and I both understood who the person we really love is...

I know about his scandal, and I also know that it's just a joke, but the moment I received his invitation, I started to feel jealous, and I started to imagine that it would be great if the person who was lucky enough to marry him was me...

I never expected that he would hold my hand and walk down the red carpet of the wedding on the wedding day.

I have been with him for three years, of course I know what he is like, but I still dare not say it out loud, or I caused him to die.

After half a year, I still can't forget that rainy day,

I miss him, miss him very much.I'm going to see him, and bring him what he said that day, what I didn't dare to say.

Zhao Zetao, I love you.

With the crashing of the waves, everything washed away,

Only a piece of letter paper left on the cliff,

prove that the world

they came

have been in love.

The author has something to say:

This article is completely over here!

Does the final ending count as BE or HE?

Although A Tao and Xiao Chen have left, the two of them will meet in another world. Should we be sad or happy for them?

It's the most painful thing in the world to love but not to love...not to mention two people who love each other but hurt each other again and again.