that little loneliness

On the day of the wedding, it was drizzling.

Chen Xin participated in the name of a classmate, and there were indeed many old classmates in the venue.

Zhao Zetao met the newly dressed bride backstage. Normally, the bride and groom could not see each other before the ceremony, but they seemed to be discussing something. The paparazzi could only see the bride smiling at the groom from the window.

The wedding was going on smoothly. The bridesmaids were the bride's sisters, all of whom were from rich families. The best man was of course Ye Mingcheng and the three of them, and the other one was the bride's real lover.

Just as the bride was holding her father's hand and walking towards the groom, the bride put aside her father's hand and grabbed the MC's microphone. Zhao Zetao and Zhang Ruimei walked towards the most important person to them respectively.

Zhang Ruimei took the microphone and apologized to everyone,

"We didn't mean to tease everyone. Now that we're all here, let's finish participating. Today's groom is not Mr. Zhao, but the one next to me. This is the person I really love. If you say it directly, how many people will What about sending blessings? You only care about power and interests in your eyes. Today is full of guests, and I will not speak harshly. After participating in a friendly manner, I will still be friends and help each other in the future."

Zhang Ruimei also completely ignored her father, who was not angry at all, and asked the master of ceremonies to continue the process.

And Zhao Zetao took Chen Xin out of the auditorium, and told him when passing by Yu Ziyuan,

"Zihua likes you very much, you can figure it out yourself."

Chen Xin was driven all the way to a car parked on the side of the road. Zhao Zetao threw him into the co-pilot and got into the main driver himself.

"you……"

"I'm so tired from laughing, can you just sit quietly?"

"..." Zhao Zetao drove the car aimlessly on the road,

"I have nothing with Miss Zhang."

"What about Song Zihua?"

"Yes, but are you and Yu Ziyuan innocent?"

"..."

"You rejected me before, is it because of your job?"

"..."

"You know my character, I don't care about these at all!"

"But I care! I don't want your colleagues, those subordinates, and those friends to treat me like a duck after I'm with you! I don't want to hear someone say that you fell in love with a dirty person!"

"I can apply to be transferred from City D, there are many places we can go, and we can start a new life elsewhere!"

The rain outside gradually increased, and the quarrel between the two in the car became more intense.

"You have no idea why I left after high school! You don't know what I went through in college!"

"That's because you never told me! Have you ever confided in me? No! You moved without saying a word, and you left City D without even leaving me a word. Looking for you everywhere, asking other friends, they can't contact you! What can I do?! What can I know?!"

"Because I like you! I came out to my family. They knew that I was very close to you, even too close. They didn't want me to be with you again! After I was taken away, my family took me to see various Psychiatrist, psychiatrist, it’s easier for you to think I’m walking in style?!”

After hearing this, Zhao Zetao couldn't help but soften his heart.

"College classmates, word spread that I'm gay, do you think I lived comfortably in college?" Chen Xin was already crying,

Zhao Zetao sighed remorsefully, "I'm sorry..."

He turned his head to look at Chen Xin, the teardrops were like this rain, not only could not stop, but more and more.

The sound of a horn brought Zhao Zetao back to reality, but it was too late. He turned the steering wheel to the right and hugged Chen Xin who was next to him tightly before hitting a tree, blocking the debris from the windshield with his body.

I was thrown out heavily and fell on the hood of the car.

Then Zhao Zetao's vision gradually began to blur amidst the sound of rain, Chen Xin's crying and the sound of cars.

When the ambulance and the traffic police arrived at the scene, Chen Xin was rescued by passers-by. The car slammed into a tree on the side of the road. It was all splashed blood, Zhao Zetao was pale and was held in Chen Xin's arms,

"A Tao! A Tao!" Chen Xin cried and looked at the half-dead man in his arms,

"Xiao Chen, I love you." Zhao Zetao was pronounced dead on the spot without saying anything else.

Chen Xin cried heartbreakingly, mixed with the rain, Zhao Zetao's blood continued to mix with the rain from the wound and wet Chen Xin's white suit,

Chen Xin held Zhao Zetao tightly in his arms. He had never felt such heartache before. It was so painful that he seemed to be seriously injured and was about to die. Under Zhao Zetao's protection, he was only wiped out by broken glass.

He looked at the person who saved him in front of him, the person he loved just left him,

He was so close but powerless, that heartache, as if all the dross from the windshield had pierced his heart.

A few days later, at Zhao Zetao's funeral, Chen Xin reluctantly attended, lying on Zhao Zetao's coffin with red eyes. present,

Old classmates don't gossip anymore,

Yu Ziyuan stopped picking things up,

Ye Mingcheng lost his temper.

Everyone just looked at Chen Xin kneeling beside Zhao Zetao's coffin,

Looking at the young man in the black and white photo,

The smile remains.