Goddesses are born

The two had their own thoughts, and the atmosphere was very dull for a while.

After a long stalemate, it was Gu Zhinian who took the initiative to stir up the topic again: "Master is so good at playing games, why don't you play professionally?"

Xie Jin thought of the only bright and colorful computer game interface in children's memory, and also remembered the scene of parents who occasionally came home and pushed open the door to force unplug the network cable.

Xie Jin, who was already in high school at the time, nodded numbly, as she had always done before.I wrote it, I finished it a long time ago.But her parents' attitude towards her was still the same as that of her in elementary school, junior high school, or even kindergarten. When they came home, they would question her homework and academic performance sternly, as if there was nothing else to say except these.

After these routine cross-examinations are over, they will start to talk about how hard they are, how risky they are in business, and Xie Jin must study hard, find a stable job and wait for Barabara.Sometimes it's the father, sometimes it's the mother, and after the routine venting to her, there's nothing else to say.She didn't know her parents, and her parents also didn't know how to get along with their daughter who seemed to have grown up suddenly.

For Xie Jin, these two people who occasionally go home have no emotional connection with her, only the bond of money, which definitely confirms that she is a part of the family.At the same time, for material support, she had to compromise with these two people on some things.For example, listen to the training meekly, for example, read books obediently, and don't think of other ways out.

Her parents' understanding of computer games is still at the level of "spiritual opium" and "Internet addiction", and they know little about new technologies, let alone why "e-sports" is also a dignified profession.

Xie Jin's only playmate since she was a child was the computer, and the nanny always did what she was supposed to do, and didn't do anything extra.When she first came here, she secretly fed Xie Jin a candy, and when Xie Jin was still smiling at her, the father who just came back from a business trip opened the door and called the middle-aged and kind nanny into the study to yell at her. pause.

Little Xie Jin nervously eavesdropped outside the door with sugar in his mouth, and only heard a few words from his father, mixed with incomparable anger, "dirty", "can you take responsibility", and "bold".

The root of the tongue is numb with sugar, and I have forgotten whether it is sweet or not.

Since then, she has never seen the only nanny who was kind to her, and all the nanny who came in had a lifeless face, and the huge house was deserted and empty.The return of the parents will not make it lively, because the two will argue and yell at each other when they are tired. Xie Jin was still trembling at the beginning and opened the door to peek at the two from scolding to destroying things to fighting. Later, he was able to wear earphones, He continued typing on the keyboard numbly, locked the door behind him, and isolated everything from the outside world.

They are already tired of dealing with their own affairs, not to mention understanding what their daughter's specialties and needs are, and understanding new things. It takes too much time, and a businessman's time is money.

These reasons are complicated to say, but in Xie Jin's mouth, it is a simple sentence: "My parents won't let me."

Except for things related to games, she has always been a very obedient child, accustomed to obeying her parents' arrangements and ignoring her own demands.All the depression can be resolved in the game, and the next day after washing her face, she can go to school obediently according to her parents' instructions, and be an obedient and good student, even though she has no interest in those things at all.

She knows that her parents may love her, but she still can't help but classify this love as a simple exchange relationship - she obediently obeys, goes to college, in exchange for the time spent in the game and enough time for her to live. Get smooth and worry-free material support.

Gu Zhinian blinked his eyes, he could already see a little bit of sadness from the words, even though Xie Jin didn't show it.She turned over, lay down on her back, stared at Xie Jin eagerly, put too much pressure on her, and tried to change the subject as easily as possible: "It doesn't matter if you don't play professionally, I heard from my professional friend that you train every day. After sixteen hours, he may not be able to get ahead, it is too hard. ——Of course, he is not as good as Master, and Master is the best."

Xie Jin didn't speak or respond.Gu Zhinian turned his head and saw Lan Youyou's eyes, staring at her blankly, as if out of focus, but his eyes just happened to fall on her.

Xie Jin didn't know how to answer.Apart from games, she knows almost nothing about the outside world, and has a childlike fear.

Gu Zhinian knew in his heart that she shouldn't have told Xie Jin about this, Xie Jin didn't understand.The logically chaotic words that hastily uttered are just trying to cover up the equally not-so-glamorous memories of the past—they came up again with Xie Jin's "parents", like vines, opening their teeth and claws in their hearts.

The pain is stark.

On this night and this month, the moonlight cast a white semicircle on the ground through the screen window, and when he mentioned the string of his parents, Gu Zhinian had too many things accumulated in his heart and was about to move together.Thinking of the previous events, it was difficult for her to calmly speculate on Xie Jin's emotions and offer comfort, and her heart was also in a mess.

Staring at Xie Jin with big eyes and small eyes for a while, Gu Zhinian was filled with old things and couldn't find new words to cheer up the atmosphere.After all, she sighed, thinking, it's not my fault, nights are always sad, not to mention hearing other people's sad words just now.

She tried her best to speak casually and casually, looking at the ceiling that seemed to be glowing with white light in the hazy night, and said, "Hey, Master, your parents don't support your hobbies, and I don't have a mother. We're even, as if It's all miserable."

Xie Jin still didn't speak, after a while, she lifted her quilt, and Gu Zhinian felt a strange movement outside her quilt - Xie Jin hugged her, including the quilt, into her arms.

She opened her eyes slightly in shock, and Xie Jin stared at her almost innocently. Seeing her expression, he tried to convey a sense of comfort from the blue eyes, and the sharp brows slightly lowered. The corners of his eyes were also bent downwards, breaking away from his usual fierce face, which turned out to be a bit cute.

She was a head shorter than Xie Jin, and her face was facing Xie Jin's neck, and Xie Jin untied her hair before going to bed, and the strong lemon fragrance in her hair and neck became stronger and stronger.Gu Zhinian was completely stunned, he never expected Xie Jin to act like this, and Xie Jin had already stretched out his hand across the quilt to stroke her back from top to bottom.

She knew that Gu Zhinian had just said a sad thing, so she was trying to comfort her clumsily.That was the only way Xie Jin knew how to comfort others. When she was five or six years old with that kind middle-aged nanny, she would occasionally enter her room, pat the back of Xie Jin who was in a daze on the bed, and softly coax her to sleep .It was one of the few times when Xie Jin slept soundly and happily, instead of falling into the dreamless abyss without any mental exhaustion because of being so sleepy.

The touch on the back was soft and cautious, Xie Jin hesitantly grasped the strength, if Gu Zhinian hadn't concentrated on feeling it, he would hardly have felt it.But being embraced in such a harmless manner, with the unique fragrance of women and the strong and fresh lemon smell on the tip of his nose, Gu Zhinian couldn't help but bury himself in the neck socket in front of him - his cheek pressed into the warm neck socket At that moment, Xie Jin retracted her arms and hugged her even closer.

Relying on such a gentle and fresh heat source, Gu Zhinian felt such a clumsy and unfamiliar comfort, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, his eye circles became hot, as if he had finally found a harbor.

Like Xie Jin, she couldn't say a lot about things.Many obscure clips flashed before her eyes, most of them had a middle-aged man, drunk, sober, chopsticks smashed, and his smile had a male-specific lewdness and malevolence towards women...

That was the father who should have depended on her for life.

As if fleeing for her life, she buried herself in Xie Jin's neck, her throat constricted, and she felt a physiological nausea.

"Your mother is a bitch..."

"Come on, little wave hoof, what are you thinking? Your father doesn't know. Go get me a glass of water and tell Dad that I love you so much. Dad will give you money to eat delicious food."

"What?! Which bastard's b-raise said it's not good, you drank my blood and ate my flesh to grow up, now that you've grown up, your brain has been pinched by your mother's white girl's b , and now start to rebel against your father?"

"Good girl, let me tell you," the man narrowed his eyes with a smile, and the stubble on his mouth trembled: "Only by learning to please men can you live a good life. The most powerful woman should know how to control men. Father first Teach you, will you live a better life in the future?"

"Yo, I'm still angry and crying. Why do you want to refuse? Little loser, you should say thank you Dad and Dad, I love you so much, you are happy when I am happy, and you will suffer if you are not happy."

That man always has the choking smell of Yellow Crane Tower. Sometimes he is sober and sometimes drunk and dreamy. Sometimes he calls her a good girl, and sometimes he frivolously calls her a little rascal, a little loser, or a little bitch. Called over to instill the life principles of being attached to a man, watching her nod obediently, with a trance-filled smile on her face, from Gu Zhinian's point of view, it was extremely disgusting.

Her mother could no longer bear the beatings, scolding and verbal insults after she was born, and left the house after the divorce. In the mouth of her ex-husband, she was a bitch who left her child and left heartily.

Her father spent more than ten years trying everything to instill in her the concept that her mother is a slut, and asked her to be obedient and respectful to him.It seems that through this method, a new, more obedient, and tailor-made ideal woman will be cultivated from an early age.

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