you are so tempting

"She hugged me and kept calling your name. To be honest, I've never seen her like that..." Lan Ran said, reaching out to pat her head again, feeling dizzy from drinking, and a little unrestrained, "Hey, Why am I telling you this..."

Lan Ran didn't know that Su Moyan and Yu Yao had a specious relationship.

A step back is a friend, a step back is a lover, Yu Yao chose to take a step back, and Su Moyan did not catch up.

Su Moyan listened quietly. While drinking, she imagined Yu Yao calling her name again after being drunk.

Can't imagine, Yu Yao is so calm all the time, how could he let himself get drunk?impossible. .

Or is Yu Yao suffering as much as she does?

Su Moyan's thoughts were in confusion. If Yu Yao couldn't bear to part with her, why didn't she keep her at first, even if there was a little bit, let him feel that it was hope.

Four months ago, Mr. Yu's "reasonable" attitude made Su Moyan feel that there was no possibility between them.

Lan Ran is a literary and artistic creator, coupled with her personal habits, she likes to have a bit of artistic processing and subjective conjecture in her words.

Referred to as "add oil and vinegar".

But that day, Lan Ran did see another side of Yu Yao.

She just finished her trip to South America last month and returned to Ningcheng.

"You are not as tidy as before." As soon as she entered the room, Lan Ran threw her oversized hiking bag on the ground.

"How many days?" Yu Yao just asked lightly.

Seeing Yu Yao, Lan Ran felt that she was more gloomy than usual, even though she was not sunny before.

After Su Moyan left, Yu Yao found that there were more or less traces of her in his house, even if it was not as clean as before, it was because of Su Moyan.She always arranged the pillows on the sofa neatly, but every time Su Moyan came, she would make a mess.

Yu Yao was always accommodating her, and slowly, her living habits changed, the house was a little messy, but there was a smell of fireworks instead.

What Su Mo said was too neat and depressing. She likes to be more casual.

Lan Ran walked into the living room and saw that there were several cigarettes on the coffee table, which were still disassembled. She seemed to have discovered a new world, "When did you start smoking?"

Her sister has been a good girl who has been a three-good student since she was a child. From the day Lan Ran was born, Yu Yao has been her role model, even though it was imposed by her parents.

Lan Ran and Yu Yaonian went to the same high school. In her first year of high school, Yu Yao was in her third year of high school. She was a well-known campus belle goddess. Back then, she was just walking with a few students who smoked. batch.

Yu Yao hates the smell of cigarettes more than most people, Lan Ran knows this very well.

Therefore, Yu Yao's smoking is like a blossoming iron tree in Lan Ran's eyes.

"No."

"You don't smoke to buy so many cigarettes?"

"Other people's." Yu Yao put away those cigarettes and put them back where they belonged, all of which were left by Su Moyan.Yu Yao remembered what she had promised Su Moyan, that as long as she quit smoking for three months, she would go to the beach with her once.

On Christmas Eve, it was three months since Su Moyan quit smoking. She wanted to go to the tropical beach with Yu Yao after she confessed. Su Moyan made a mistake because she was too confident. She never thought that Yu Yao would be so direct He refused her without any chance.

"Other people's?" Lan Ran looked at those women's cigarettes, thoughtfully, the brand was from abroad, not common in China, but she had seen Su Moyan smoke it.Lan Ran was extremely sensitive, "...Su Moyan?"

Yu Yao didn't answer, but when he heard the name, there was a ripple in his heart.What if she insisted on sticking to her reason and keeping Su Moyan's things?

Judging by Yu Yao's reaction, Su Moyan didn't run away.Last time, when Yu Yao was cooking for Su Moyan, Lan Ran felt a little tricky. It was just a joke at the time, but now it seems that the relationship is not so simple.

"Sister—" Lan Ran cleared her throat, raised her eyebrows at Yu Yao, her mouth was like a cannonball, "Finally, 'an old cow eats tender grass', and couldn't help but attack the little girl? Are you together? Already living together?!"

Lan Ran became more and more enthusiastic about her talk, and her gossip heart was restless. Since she was a child, she has never tired of such gossip about Yu Yao.

And Yu Yao's face became more and more serious, "Nonsense."

Back in high school, when she found out that Yu Yao was dating girls, her sister said the same thing.

Yu Yao once had a relationship with a woman, and Lan Rangao immediately discovered that that girl should be her sister's first love. It's hard to imagine that Yu Yao, a female school bully who has always only had eyes for learning, would have puppy love, and the object of puppy love was still a girl. homosexual.

From then on, Yu Yao helped her keep the secret of smoking, and she helped Yu Yao keep the secret of her puppy love. The relationship between the two has been harmonious until now.

Later, Yu Yao still broke up with that girl, and Lan Ran didn't know the reason, nor when they broke up.Although the love on campus is pure and beautiful, it may not be able to go on, after all, at that time, I didn't know how to take responsibility.

Yu Yao's cautiousness in the face of relationships later on must have something to do with that relationship.

That night, for the first time, they sat and drank together. The two sisters hadn't drank together for many years.

Yu Yao drank a lot, which made Lan Ran a little worried about her state.

"Are you in a bad mood, did you drink so much?"

"Are you still traveling and not planning to stop?"

"I have no plans for the time being, just take a step and look at it, think about it... How boring is it to stay in one place all the time?"

Lan Ran's words seemed familiar, and Yu Yao heard Su Moyan say it too.

Yu Yao took a sip of wine, turned the glass in his hand, "Are you all like this?"

"us?"

"People who like to travel." Yu Yao remembered the photo wall in Su Moyan's living room. Su Moyan said that she had lived in 63 cities.

"Some people like stability, some people like excitement, some people can't play in the middle of the game, and some people will keep playing. Everyone is different. How do you ask me to answer?"

Lan Ran is a wine jar, and as a result, Yu Yao drank more than her tonight.

"What happened to you?"

"I'm a little sleepy." Yu Yao sighed lightly, then leaned on the sofa and closed her eyes.

Lan Ran and Yu Yao are completely opposite, Lan Ran can't save any thoughts in her heart, and speaks out, while Yu Yao keeps everything in her heart, always keeping her favor and disgrace, for fear that something will be seen by others.

Yu Yao squinted for a while, and had a short dream.

Su Moyan had been away for more than four months, and she didn't take the initiative to contact her again. Yu Yao tried not to think about some things, but in the dead of night, they came up again by themselves.

Yu Yao's head just slipped on Lan Ran's shoulder, half asleep and half awake, she murmured.

"Muyan...don't go..."

Yu Yao said it very lightly, just once, and it was still a bit vague, but Lan Ran heard it very clearly, she was actually calling Su Moyan's name.

A woman who never allowed herself to be half embarrassed in front of others was drinking and calling other people's names.

Yu Yao liked Su Moyan, and Lan Ran was sure.

Although Lan Ran is happy alone, she has a special hobby, that is, she likes to draw red lines for others.

She knows a lot of people, and she has introduced many people to Yu Yao. There are elites from all walks of life, both men and women. Yu Yao has never seen anyone right.Lan Ran would not be surprised even if a noble and cold woman like her sister died alone.

But what is surprising is that Yu Yao is now attracted by a little girl. It can be seen that no one can tell clearly about feelings, can't they?

His thoughts returned to the present moment. Lan Ran was eating the grilled chicken skewers and didn't continue the topic just now. It seemed a bit inappropriate to talk to Su Moyan.

“Grilled Chicken Meatballs are good.”

"Hmm..." Su Moyan hadn't gotten out of the topic just now.

"How long do you intend to stay in Osaka?"

Su Moyan was silent, it wasn't a spacious izakaya, there were people coming and going, mixed with the voice of ordering in Japanese.

"Silence?" Lan Ran took out a pack of cigarettes from her bag. She went to South America, and when she came back, everyone around her became sentimental.

Su Moyan was quiet for a long time before saying, "I like her."

Lan Ran was holding the cigarette case in her hand, digesting what Su Mo said. This she was obviously referring to the "Yu Yao" just mentioned.

"You said... Yu Yao?"

Su Moyan nodded and repeated: "I like her."

Lan Ran carefully reasoned, "You like her, and you still come to Japan?"

Su Moyan took a breath, "She rejected me."

"why?"

"I don't know." Su Moyan was even more confused after hearing what Lan Ran said tonight, "If she has me in her heart, why didn't she keep me..."

These words were spoken by Su Moyan for the first time.

Lan Ran knew Yu Yao too well. Yu Yao had an outer layer of ice and an inner layer of fire, but the ice was too thick to be melted by fire.

On the surface, she made others think that she didn't care, but when she was half drunk and said "don't go", Lan Ran smiled helplessly, this is something Yu Yao can do.

"Son," Lan Ran suddenly became serious about Su Mo's words, "She's right not to keep you. If you can't even understand this, it's normal for her to reject you."

Lan Ran felt that Su Moyan didn't know Yu Yao well enough. After all, he was a little younger, and many things were full of vigor. How could Yu Yao accept it easily.

"That's all I've said, think about it for yourself." Lan Ran didn't say any more to Su Moyan. She thought it was impossible for Yu Yao and Su Moyan to get together even if they liked each other. It is a good thing that Yu Yao is too clear about what he wants.

If Lan Ran falls in love, she will definitely not look for her sister's character, who is not emotional, romantic, and tired.

"Do you smoke?"

Looking at the slender cigarette, Su Moyan thought about the past between her and Yu Yao, would they still have a chance to go to the beach together?She has not smoked for more than half a year.

Yu Yao promised her too many things, went to the beach together, acted as a model for her, and cooked her a meal every week... Now, none of them have come true.

Su Moyan hesitated for a while, "...Forget it."

"Quit smoking?"

"Stop if you can."

"Alright."

Lan Ran stayed in Osaka for two days, said goodbye to Su Moyan, and then left for Nara.

Su Moyan has been thinking about what Lan Ran said these days: If you can't even understand this, it's normal for her to reject you.

The sunshine in April was just right, Su Moyan was sitting in the corridor, flipping through a magazine, the strawberry beside her was playfully playing with toys, and the cone was nestled in her arms, lazily enjoying the sunshine.

This is Su Moyan's ideal life. If he meets someone to spend the rest of his life with, raises two cats, and has his own small yard and flower garden, the two of them can travel together, or stay at home on weekends and waste time together time.

Su Moyan doesn't know Yu Yao well enough, in fact, Yu Yao doesn't know Su Moyan well enough either.

Yu Yao thought that Su Moyan yearned for the same freedom as Lan Ran, and liked the high sky and the sea, but Su Moyan traveled because of the loneliness in her heart. She kept walking, but she didn't meet anyone who could make her stop.

At ten o'clock in the morning, Xuezi came to see her, and the two were invited to have dinner at Mr. Fujiwara's house together.

Mr. Fujiwara is the president of the magazine, and he is also very interested in Chinese culture. His wife happens to be a Japanese Chinese, so in private, Su Moyan often attends the gatherings of Fujiwara's family.

Accompanying Su Moyan and Xuezi were two young writers.

The gathering at Mr. Fujiwara's house this time was mainly to discuss the magazine's special issue of the cherry blossom season, with the theme of cherry blossoms and love.The scenes were shot in Tokyo, Osaka, Fukuoka and Hokkaido, four places, and four love stories related to cherry blossoms.

"A love story in Osaka, can I interview the president and the president's wife? Please!" A writer put forward his thoughts.

"The story between the president and the president's wife is more romantic than on TV," Xuezi told Su Moyan.

Su Moyan looked at the two in front of him, their temples were stained with hoarfrost, and they were still holding hands. The most beautiful love is nothing more than this.

Speaking of the past, Mr. Fujiwara is still fond of talking about it.

Mr. Fujiwara was a famous backpacker in Japan when he was young. He once traveled across China on foot and caused quite a stir. "...It was the seventh time I confessed my love, and my wife accepted me."

Seven times, Su Moyan couldn't help admiring his perseverance.

"...I didn't think about marrying him at the beginning. I didn't agree with many ideas. He had nothing at that time and liked to run around the world. I didn't feel safe, so I dared to agree." Mrs. Fujiwara has been a primary school teacher for decades, She pursues stability more than romance and surprises.

"How many times did Mr. Fujiwara confess his love for you?" the writer asked while recording the conversation.

"The first time." When Mrs. Fujiwara recalled this past, there was still a sweet smile on her cheeks, "I was tempted the first time."

"Since you're tempted, why didn't you tell Mr. Fujiwara what you think at first? Mr. Fujiwara will understand."

"Because traveling is something he likes," Mrs. Fujiwara explained with a smile, "He likes to walk, how can I tie him down."

Su Moyan listened to Mrs. Fujiwara's words, and remembered what Lan Ran had said to her. She stared blankly at the tea bag in the teacup.

Su Moyan didn't hear what they were talking about afterwards, she was just thinking about her own thoughts, would Yu Yao really get drunk and call her name?

Lan Ran said, "It's right if she doesn't keep you."

Yu Yao, is that so?

"Moyan, don't the dim sum suit your appetite?" Mrs. Fujiwara saw Su Moyan in a daze, so she asked Su Moyan in Chinese. She hadn't spoken for a long time, and she was a little stiff.

"Your craftsmanship is very good, I like it very much." Su Moyan finally came back to his senses.

When she got home, she sent Yu Yao a WeChat message. This was the first time she took the initiative to send a message to Yu Yao after she came to Japan.

A picture of cherry blossoms, which she took in Osaka Castle Park a few days ago.

——[Little Fairy: The cherry blossoms are blooming, don’t they look good?]

It was dark in Osaka, and Ning Cheng was just shrouded in night.

Yu Yao sat on a chair on the balcony, made a cup of coffee, and continued busy with work.

The light on the balcony next door was on, and a new resident had moved in. At first, Yu Yao always had the illusion that it was Su Moyan.

The phone screen lights up and the message appears.

Yu Yao picked up the phone, and it was Su Moyan.

After more than four months, Su Moyan took the initiative to contact her.

Staring at the photo and the sentence, Yu Yao stared at it for 3 minutes, and several minutes later, she replied to Su Moyan.

——【Veteran cadre: Yes】

Thousands of kilometers away, Su Moyan looked at her reply, feeling bitter and missing, with an indescribable feeling in his heart.However, Mr. Yu's chat is really the original recipe, with the same taste.

Cherish words like gold.

Su Moyan held strawberries and cones in his arms, and took a photo of Yu Yao casually.

——[Little Fairy: My cat is called Cone on the left and Strawberry on the right]

Yu Yao clicked on the photo. In the photo, Su Mo was sitting on the floor with her long bare legs crossed together. She couldn't help saying that she was only wearing so little in April.

She seems to have lost weight again.

Su Moyan's news is updated almost every day, and Yu Yao will watch it without leaving any traces, but Su Moyan never posts his own photos.

Yu Yao knows which kitten is called Strawberry, which kitten is called Cone, and where Su Moyan has been. Yu Yao knows all of these. Su Moyan's current living conditions are very suitable for her. She is living a happy life, right?

ten minutes later.

——【Veteran cadre: Be careful of catching a cold】

In this way, Su Moyan started to keep in touch with Yu Yao, and tried to calm down for four months, but whenever she heard any trouble about Yu Yao, she still missed it.

Su Moyan still didn't want to give up on Yu Yao, and even thought of returning to China.

Lan Ran stayed in Japan for a week and returned to Ningcheng. She went to meet Yu Yao, and the first thing she said when they met was, "I met Su Moyan in Osaka."

Yu Yao poured Lan Ran a glass of water, with an "indifferent" look, "She's fine."

Lan Ran thought, let's see how long you can bear it.

"It's pretty good," Lan Ran took the water glass and took a sip of water. "I work as a photographer in a magazine, raise two cats, and have a Japanese girlfriend. She looks good. Do you want to see the photos?"