you are so tempting

"Let's take it slow, shall we?"

"Su Moyan, don't you understand me?"

She still had a cold expression on her face, and she spoke with boredom and impatience.She pushed herself away, and Su Moyan's feet were empty. Looking down, there was a bottomless black abyss.

Fall, wake up.

Su Moyan opened her eyes suddenly, leaning her back against the head of the bed, and fell asleep at some point, feeling dizzy, she held her forehead and wiped the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, it was a little wet.

The room was very quiet, only the ticking of the wall clock. Looking at the time, it was five o'clock in the afternoon, and she slept for almost two hours.

At five thirty, Su Moyan stood in front of her house for a long time before knocking on the door.

"Here we come." Yu Yao loosened his hair lazily and opened the door.

"Of course Cengfan comes early."

"Tomorrow... what time is the flight?" Yu Yao turned around and asked Su Moyan.

Su Moyan entered the room, "Ten in the morning."

"Have you packed your luggage?" Yu Yao still turned his back to her, and Su Moyan loved to be forgetful.

It was like a dream, except that in the next second, Su Moyan didn't hold her hand, let alone forcefully kiss her. The reality is different from the dream after all.

"It's packed, I don't have much stuff."

"Sit down, I'll cook."

Su Moyan rolled up his sleeves, "Let me help you."

They chatted normally, as before, as if nothing happened on Christmas Eve.

In the kitchen, Su Moyan helped Yu Yao clean the ingredients, and now she can even order simple knife skills, which Yu Yao taught her.

"Is it cold in Osaka?"

"Fortunately."

"It's jet lag."

"An hour soon."

Yu Yao talked a little more than usual tonight, but they were all trivial matters.

Every time Yu Yao spoke, Su Moyan's heart sank, and as soon as she finished speaking, Su Moyan's heart sank again.

Yu Yao is a terribly rational woman, she has her own obsessions, Su Moyan thinks that she has no ability to change President Yu's mind, she has reached this point, she will no longer stalk Yu Yao.

We are all adults, we should respect each other's choice, since Yu Yao has no intention of her, why force him.

Going to Japan may be right.She needs a change of environment, a change of mood.Time will give her the answer, maybe after a year and a half, she will feel that she is very hypocritical today, and her feelings for Yu Yao are just impulsive?

Two people, five dishes, all Su Moyan likes to eat.

"Cheers." Su Moyan raised the wine glass in his hand and touched Yu Yao.

Yu Yao raised his glass, "Cheers."

"It's delicious." Su Mo said that the food was delicious, but he couldn't taste it. "You can really consider cooking."

"Still poor-mouthed."

After dinner, before leaving.

Su Moyan smiled and said to Yu Yao, "Can I hug you again?"

"...Mmm." Yu Yao responded.

The two hugged each other lightly, neither exerting any force.All along, Su Moyan felt warm and sweet when he hugged her, but tonight, there was only indescribable bitterness left.

But no matter what, Su Moyan didn't regret meeting Yu Yao again, even if Yu Yao rejected her.

She can only keep so many scenery along the way in her memory. She is sad because she thought Yu Yao was the one who accompanied her to see the scenery, but in the end she found that Yu Yao was just a scenery in her journey.

The next day, Yu Yao sat at the desk in the vice president's office.

"Silence..."

"Mr. Yu, what's the matter?" Secretary Yao heard this, and hurried forward, still wondering, when did Mr. Yu's memory become so bad? Su Moyan had already resigned, and Yu Yao called Su Moyan's name was called three times.

The little secretary only dared to complain in her heart, not in front of Yu Yao.

"It's nothing..." Yu Yao realized that he had called the wrong name again.

"Ah."

"what time is it now?"

"09:30."

"You go out first."

At 09:30, she should be ready to board the plane. Yu Yao took her mobile phone, stared at the string of phone numbers Su Moyan had on the screen, swipe her fingers restlessly on the desk, and still dialed...

Until the moment before boarding the plane, Su Moyan clutched her phone tightly, expecting something, she was subconsciously waiting for a message or a call from Yu Yao, although it was unlikely.

Life is not a TV series, so there are so many scenes of snatching marriages at weddings and chasing people at the airport.

But just before boarding the plane, Su Moyan's cell phone vibrated. She couldn't believe it was Yu Yao calling, but the caller ID showed it was indeed Yu Yao. Su Moyan's heart was pounding, even though only Bai a fraction of hope.

"Have you boarded the plane yet?" This was Yu Yao's first sentence.

"No."

Su Moyan hoped that her next sentence would be... stay.

There was silence on the other end of the phone for several seconds, which seemed extraordinarily long under such an atmosphere.

"...Take good care of yourself." Yu Yao bit her lower lip, she looked at the desk where Su Moyan used to sit in the office, which was now empty, "I still have a meeting, and the journey is smooth."

I want her to drink less alcohol, continue to quit smoking, don't stay up late, take sleeping pills if she can, don't kick the quilt at night, have three meals on time, keep a medicine box at home, don't do things rashly, learn to protect yourself , don’t go to dangerous places, don’t do dangerous things anymore... All of this, Yu Yao just said “Take care of yourself”.

Still only this sentence, Su Moyan shook the phone, "Well, I'm leaving."

"Ah."

Nothing else, Su Moyan hung up the phone and turned off the phone directly.

Yu Yao didn't keep her, probably because she didn't like her enough, Su Moyan felt sad, this hazy relationship all this time was all due to her own wishful thinking.

She remembered what Mingman often said, that unilateral initiative is destined to be fruitless. Mingman, who was a solo mother, had a history of unrequited love for nine years. This is a valuable experience she summed up by trying her own way.

Ming Fatty has failed for nine years and has become more and more courageous. What does it matter if she only failed once?Su Moyan comforted herself like this, but when she closed her eyes, her mind was full of Yu Yao's face again.

Su Moyan flew to Japan at the end of December, and she and Yu Yao met again on Christmas Eve of the second year.

It took almost 360 five days respectively.

But if it wasn't for the year they separated, Su Moyan would not understand Yu Yao's feelings for her, nor would he understand Yu Yao's worries.

In the first month of coming to Osaka, Su Moyan slept less than four hours a day and had to rely on sleeping pills. When Xuezi met, she often talked about her.

Xuezi is a photographer Su Moyan knew before, and she is well-known in Osaka. Although she is almost 30 years old, she still has cute short hair and treats people kindly. Su Moyan came to Japan this time thanks to her help.

Su Moyan sat cross-legged on the ground, sorting out old photos, most of which were of her and her mother, and pulled out a stack of photos from the folder of the album, scattered on the floor, more than twenty photos, all of which were Yu Yao.

When she printed the photos, she made two copies, one for Yu Yao and one for herself.

"Wow, so beautiful, are you a friend?" Seeing Yu Yao's photo, Xuezi greatly appreciated it.

Su Moyan picked up her favorite profile photo, and kept her words in her throat for a long time, "The person I have a crush on."

"Didn't you confess? You are very worthy."

"Confession, she rejected me."

"That's no regret." Xuezi was very open-minded, and patted Su Moyan on the shoulder.

Having said that, Su Moyan always felt that she picked up the twenty or so photos, folded them up, and carefully put them into the album.

After coming to Osaka, Su Mo asked whether to delete Yu Yao's contact information, but in the end she didn't.

It’s just that Yu Yao is no longer her top chat, but Su Moyan is still so bored every day that she finds her in the list, and then silently browses her circle of friends. Su Moyan knows that this is a “bad habit”, but he just can’t help it .

Yu Yao doesn't post much, there are only a few posts a year, and he gets to the bottom of it in one click.

When she came to Japan, there were only four chat records with Yu Yao:

——[Veteran cadre: Are you here yet? 】

——[Little Fairy: Arrived]

——【Veteran cadre: Rest early】

——[Little Fairy: You too]

Then it's gone, if Su Moyan doesn't take the initiative to find something to say, there will be nothing to talk between them.

Su Moyan tried to numb himself to work or other things.

Although she works in a magazine, Su Moyan is considered a semi-freelance photographer with relatively free time. She usually needs to travel and take pictures during her work, which is simply a kind of enjoyment for her.

In her spare time, she just stays in her room writing travel notes, sorting out her mother's old manuscripts, and has already contacted a domestic publishing house for publication, which will be published next year.

Also, the cat in Xuezi’s family gave birth to a litter of kittens, and she raised two of them. The yellow and white ones are called Strawberry, and the pure white ones are called Cone. Basking in the sun in the yard, petting cats.

But even so, Su Moyan would still think of Yu Yao.

I would think "if only she was around".

Just when Su Moyan was planning to let time slowly dilute her feelings, another turning point appeared. She was destined to be entangled with Yu Yao.

In April, when the cherry blossoms were in full bloom, Lan Ran came to Osaka, and she went to find Su Moyan.

Su Moyan was a free tour guide for her during the day, and found a local izakaya at night, and the two drank and chatted together.

The topic was chatting and chatting, and it came to Yu Yao.

"Mo Yan, what's your relationship with Yu Yao?" Lan Ran blushed and glanced at Su Moyan.

Accustomed to listening to Japanese, when the word "Yu Yao" rang in his ears, Su Moyan clenched the wine glass in his hand.

"She is my boss and told you so."

"Do you know that she likes you? That Mensao has always liked you..." Lan Ran wanted to say it for Yu Yao a long time ago, and her sister was not too bored.

Su Moyan looked at Lan Ran, still repeating what she said just now in his mind, and soon, Su Moyan regained his composure, "Sister Ran, you must be joking."

"You don't know?" Lan Ran seemed a little drunk, her voice fluttered, and she continued to gossip, "I drank with her last month, she hugged me when she was drunk, and kept calling your name... I thought you were together It's..."

Su Moyan listened with mixed feelings in his heart.

The author has something to say: the second update, celebrating the collection of 7k.

Are these two chapters exciting?I bet you can't guess the plot behind (doge)