Mr. Xu's Sunny Boy

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"I have always been unhappy. If he left because of me, then I would rather not be cured of this disease; if he didn't leave because of me, then I dragged him down. Brother Xu has always been smarter than me, and There is never a shortage of people to like, but I have always been a drag on him. If this continues, I may not be able to control him in the future. I can't fall in love with another person, but I can't stand Brother Xu in my life. The memory slowly fades away.

Xu Zhidu might live well without me, but I can't live without Xu Zhidu.I kept telling myself that he said he would come back, but now I can't lie to myself.

I know this winter will be over soon, but what about next year?What about in the future?How can I get through the winter without Xu Zhidu.

I can't stand it anymore, I just hope he can live well.I hope he is doing well.

That's it. "

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Xu Zhidu sat on the ground in a daze, until the cigarette butt in his hand burned his hand before he suddenly came back to his senses.The soot fell finely on his trouser legs.Holding the notebook in his hand, tears streaming down his face.

He went into the bathroom and took a shower, washing himself clean from the inside out.

Xu Zhidu stood under the shower and was distracted. He hadn't slept all night, and dreamed as soon as he closed his eyes. In the dream, he saw Ling Yang in a knitted sweater running towards him with a smile. There were small dimples on his cheeks, and his smile was clean and beautiful. , I also smiled and opened my arms to hold him in my arms.

But in a blink of an eye, he saw Ling Yang covered in water again, asking him why he abandoned himself with a mournful face.

He wanted to hug him tightly, but Ling Yang passed through him, ran to the distant river, and sank to the bottom of the water.

He felt that he had made a mistake in the first place.He wants Ling Yang to live well, but now it seems that this decision is nothing more than torture.

He is still staying in the apartment where he lived with Ling Yang back then.

When it was getting dark, Xu Zhidu's cell phone rang, and when he checked the caller ID, it was Xiao Nan.

"Hello?" Xu Zhidu touched a cigarette and lit it for himself, "What's wrong?"

"Xu...Xu Zhidu..." Xiao Nan's tone was unsteady, "...Xiaoyue...Xiaoyue died..."

Xu Zhidu was stunned, "...Ling Yue?"

"What should I do?" Xiao Nan on the other end of the phone kept crying, "Obviously...you were fine yesterday..."

After a long while, Xiao Nan seemed to realize suddenly, "You...come over tomorrow."

"it is good."

It was only later that Xu Zhidu heard people say that Ling Yue seemed to have lost her memory in the last few days. She didn't know anyone except Xiao Nan. In the end... never woke up again.

It snowed again in the middle of the night, and it seemed that there was a lot of snow this year. He almost stood on the balcony and watched the snow overnight.The snow outside has not stopped, and Xu Zhidu's mind has become a little more clear-headed.

Since leaving Ling Yang, the most he can feel is the pain of helplessness. Before he came back, he divorced Bai Qin, and the company he founded with Ling Yang was sold to others long ago.

In the days without Ling Yang, he thought more than once of the scene when Ling Yang sent him to the airport that day, remembering the tight hug Ling Yang gave him at that time, Xu Zhidu fancied that if he hadn't left at that time, he would have Wouldn't everything be different?

No one can tell him.

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