Crush Diary

58.

Regarding my appearance, I was actually quite dissatisfied with my appearance before.

I am too delicate and small in appearance, so I can't scare people at all.I am obviously a year away from becoming an adult, but I still look as weak and deceitful as a child.

I always hoped that I could be more vicious, so that I could be more calm when those people bullied me.

But now, I'm suddenly very glad that I didn't really have a ferocious face.

...that way, I wouldn't hear him call me cute.

But then again...

Is it really good to describe a boy as cute...?

Could it be that he wants to say that I am too motherly...?

I don't think I'm a mother. I usually exercise well. Although I don't have as good-looking muscles as Li Ranxing, I still have abdominal muscles. Maybe I'm a little thinner. Although I'm tall, I'm thinner than ordinary people.

After much deliberation, I finally took what Li Ranxing said just now as a compliment.

Although it is not so suitable for a boy, but cute is cute, if he likes it.

59.

Li Ranxing said that if he wanted to teach me how to shoot, he would teach me how to shoot. He was not sloppy at all.

I didn't expect to have such an intersection with him. I was always absent-minded during practice.

What did he teach? I was dizzy from learning it. At one moment, he said I was cute, and at another moment, others said that he would go abroad in the future, and that he had a childhood sweetheart girlfriend.

Li Ranxing taught me all afternoon, and I finally managed to score a goal.

Seeing my "talent" Li Ranxing finally couldn't laugh or cry.

He asked me: "Why do you like basketball?"

I knew he was talking about what happened last time, so I pouted my lower lip, pretending to answer him frankly: "I see you played very well."

He raised his eyebrows, "Just because of this?"

"Ah."

I'm actually a little apprehensive, afraid that saying this is too ambiguous.

But I noticed he wasn't pursing his lips. He's probably in a good mood now.

Did I make him feel better?

I'm a little happier.

60.

The lunch break was coming to an end soon, and I walked back with him.

I suddenly thought of the basketball he put on me.

"That one, give it to you."

Li Ranxing smiled, "If you like basketball, play it."

In fact, I have been looking for opportunities to give him, and I also want to take the opportunity to say a few words to him, but he hasn't come to the basketball court for a long time, so I haven't found an opportunity, so I only mentioned it to him now.

A basketball is of course nothing to Li Ranxing, but I don't like to take other people's things for nothing, but if I want to refuse Li Ranxing to give me a basketball, I can't do it.

God knows how much I love that basketball.

That was the first gift Li Ranxing gave me.

It might just be an old ball to him, but it really means a lot to me.

I made up my mind to give him a present on his birthday.

61.

We chatted for a while on the way, and I saw that Li Ranxing never explained where his bad mood came from at noon. He didn't want to say that I naturally wouldn't ask.

My trip at noon today was worth the money, but I never forgot what others said.

How can I ask him directly.

So I pretended to say casually: "Where do you want to go to university? I see that many people choose to go abroad. What do you think?"

When I asked, I was trembling with nervousness, but fortunately Li Ranxing didn't notice.

He thought for a while and said, "I haven't thought about it, let's see what happens."

As soon as this sentence came out, my mood brightened instantly.

I actually thought from the beginning that what those girls said might not be true, it might be rumors, but when I thought of this possibility, I lost my sense of proportion and panicked.

Probably because I subconsciously knew that it was impossible for the two of us, and I had already thought about this result.

I didn't ask him again if he really had a childhood sweetheart girlfriend, and if he would get married when he was old.

In any case, Li Ranxing's words are enough to prove that what I just heard is just a rumor.

He has no plans to go abroad, at least not yet. If he really has a girlfriend abroad, most people will choose to go abroad to accompany his girlfriend in college, right?So... Li Ranxing should not have that so-called girlfriend...

In an instant, my mood was brighter than the noon sun, and I was almost about to laugh out loud in front of him, but I still held back.

I just suppressed a grin in front of him.

"Thank you for teaching me how to play."

Before leaving, I asked him, "Can I... can I still find you?"

Li Ranxing raised his eyebrows and nodded.

62.

Of course, that's what I said, but in fact, I never met Li Ranxing alone again.

I am getting busier and busier. I am busy with my high school studies, and I have less and less time to go to the tennis club.

I failed to become a basketball master, and that ball was well treasured by me in the end.