Crush Diary

22.

The atmosphere became a little ambiguous for a while.

Wang Zifan looked at him for a while, hesitantly wondering if he was being too sentimental.

After so many years, what did he mean when he mentioned that blue ball...

That ball was of course well kept by him.

He thought of this man's behavior towards him these days, but he felt weird no matter how he thought about it.

23.

Invite him to dinner, invite him to play ball together, and chat with him sometimes.And now I suddenly asked about the ball...

Wang Zifan hasn't been in any relationship for so many years, so he is really confused about the current situation.

24.

But he always remembered that embarrassment, and wanted to say something several times, but he still didn't say anything in the end.

25.

Wang Zifan glanced at the gray scarf that was put aside.

He pursed his lips.

26.

"What ball?"

Wang Zifan decided to play dumb.

Sure enough, after hearing his words, Li Ranxing just glanced at him and didn't say anything else.

Along the way, Wang Zifan peeked at Li Ranxing several times, only to see that he did not respond to these words.

Wang Zifan couldn't help feeling a little bit lost again.

27.

Today is the weekend, and Wang Zifan has a vacation, but Li Ranxing must be busy with a lot of things just after returning to China. His phone kept ringing along the way, and finally Li Ranxing turned off the phone directly, and it was quiet.

"You don't need to accompany me if you are very busy." Wang Zifan said, "You must have a lot of things to do when you return home."

"Nothing important."

Seeing what Li Ranxing said, he couldn't say anything more.

28.

The two of them wandered around the mall somehow.

There is a counter in the mall dedicated to buying that kind of basketball.

Li Ranxing went up and talked to the salesperson for a long time before finding out the original model of basketball.

It's just not in stock, it needs to be ordered, and it will arrive in a few days.

29.

"what are you doing?"

Li Ranxing glanced at Wang Zifan and said, "Since you forgot, I'll give you another one."

30.

At this point, Wang Zifan couldn't bear it anymore.

"What the hell do you mean?"

Li Ranxing seemed to be waiting for his words.

He turned back and stopped.

"I was very immature before and missed a lot."

Like that basketball.

He did notice at that time that there was a guy who was always looking at the basketball court from the tennis court across the way.

At that time, he hadn't realized what was in his heart, and he had never realized what he liked, but just relying on those inexplicable feelings, he wanted to give him that ball, and wanted to help him rescue.

Of course he knew that he didn't like basketball, and he had secretly seen him practicing basketball alone.

Later that day when he was in a bad mood and went to play on the basketball court and ran into him, he wanted to tease him out of some kind of thought.

He played really badly.

Then he started teaching smoothly.

At that time, he realized that his blushing and awkward look was a bit cute.

How can a man be cute?

But Wang Zifan can do it.

On his birthday, he actually wanted to ask him to join him, but he was afraid that those people would be insignificant at that time, and he would be embarrassed to stay there.

He doesn't seem to like this kind of party very much, he is always alone.

He'd seen him be at a loss when he was with too many people.

Just think about it.

It was only later that I found out that the idiot went around the restaurant entrance for a few hours.

Wang Zifan was ridiculed by those people, and Li Ranxing lost his temper because of it. He himself felt baffled by the temper, but when he thought of the appearance of that person in the hospital, he felt more and more angry.

He is a little angry with others, but even more angry with himself.

At that time, some friends around him were already saying that he had become a little strange.

The feeling of youth is always hazy.

He probably had a good impression of him at that time, but he was too immature and never thought about his sexuality.

But his father's derailment left an irreparable scar on his heart, which was the shadow that shrouded his entire high school years.He did have a period of extremely childish dislike of homosexuality.

That's why he finally rejected that person's confession in a hurtful tone.

"Mr. Wang, I have thought about it. I have a good impression of you since high school. This meeting, I found that my affection for you is clearer. I have considered all aspects, and we are very suitable."

Li Ranxing stretched out his hand.

"I like you, would you still like to try with me?"

31.

It was many years ago.

Wang Zifan wanted to grab these hands and pull himself out of the quagmire, but later he found that no one could really save him.

Only himself.

It turned out that the hero he waited for when he was a child was none other than himself.

The happy ending he was looking forward to will finally appear.

He will also be part of a group where everyone lives a happy and happy life.

The so-called love should be equal.

After so many years, he understands that the humble love at the beginning will not bear fruit, it is not how you treat others, others must respond.

At the beginning, Li Ranxing's heart, which was so small and low in the dust, could not bear fruit.

Because that is not a truly beautiful love.

But now, he has passed the most difficult period in his life, he has found a career that he is willing to devote his life to, his grandmother is still in good health, and the shadow of the Wang family has gradually dissipated.

He is only 27 years old, just the right age, and there is just such a suitable person, why not give it a try?

32.

Wang Zifan put his hand in Li Ranxing's.

33.

Then, maybe it will be like in the fairy tale book when I was a child, the prince and princess lived a happy life ever since.

The author has something to say: it's over.bow.

There is no plot in this short article, it’s just rambling every day, thank you very much for everyone who read this

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