you hit me in the eye

--Lin Zhan, where are you?

--Are you there?

Lin Zhan didn't come to school all morning.Shen Kai stared at the phone in a daze, feeling empty in his heart.

What's going on, he didn't reply when I sent him a message, and he didn't come to class, so he disappeared?

"Shen Kai, come out." Lao Yu beckoned at the door, and brought Shen Kai to the office before speaking, "Do you know about Lin Zhan?"

"What's wrong?" Shen Kai's heart skipped a beat, Lin Zhan, what's the matter?

"I think you have a good relationship with him, and you are at the same table. If you have time, you can go to his house to see it. Your peers are more effective than me." Lao Yu talked nonchalantly.

"What are you talking about!" Shen Kai asked impatiently, "I don't know what happened to him at all."

"That's it... His mother called him this morning to ask him for a week's leave. His parents seem to be getting a divorce..." Before Lao Yu finished speaking, Shen Kai cursed softly before turning his head and walking out go.

"Hey, Shen Kai! Where are you going!" Lao Yu shouted from the window.

"Caring for your classmates!" Shen Kai ran out of the school gate without turning his head.

You Lin Zhan, you didn't tell me that such a big thing happened, I'll see if I find you, I won't beat you to death!

Shen Kai was cursing and cursing, but his heart was extremely anxious.

I took a taxi directly and went to Lin Zhan's house.

"Kaikai?" Lin Zhan's mother opened the door.

"A...Auntie," Shen Kai panted, took a moment to speak, "Auntie, where's Lin Zhan?"

"Zhan Zhan, in the room." Seeing Shen Kai panting heavily, Lin Zhan's mother must have been anxious along the way, "Come in quickly, it's winter, it's cold."

"Auntie, what's the matter?" Shen Kai took off his shoes, walked in, and said softly, "Leader, let me come and take a look."

"Kai Kai, don't worry about your lord's business. It's fine. But I asked Lin Zhan for leave, not mainly because of our business. He has a fever." Lin Zhan's mother frowned and said softly, "Yesterday After we told him about our decision, he went out not long after, but when he came back from the rain at night, he might be freezing, and now he is taking medicine and sleeping in his room."

"Then..." Shen Kai stood hesitantly in the living room, although he really wanted to go in and see Lin Zhan, but he was very awkward in front of Lin Zhan's mother.

"Go in and have a look at him. He must be happy if you see him." Lin Zhan's mother smiled and picked up the small bag, "Kaikai, let's have dinner here tonight. I'll go shopping."

"Auntie..." Before Shen Kai could refuse, Lin Zhan's mother smiled and opened the door and left.

It seems that the auntie is in a good mood and has not been affected by the divorce.

Shen Kai gently pushed open Lin Zhan's door, the windows and doors were closed tightly, the curtains were drawn tightly, the room was so dark that people couldn't tell the difference between day and night.

"Lin Zhan?" Shen Kai stretched out his hand, and put the back of his hand against Lin Zhan's forehead. Fortunately, it wasn't very hot.

"En?" Lin Zhan responded softly, opened his eyes slightly, a little surprised, "Shen Kai?"

"Woke you up?" Shen Kai held Lin Zhan's hand distressedly, "Why didn't you tell me what happened? Did you go out in the rain alone? You are too Qiongyao."

"I..." Lin Zhan propped up his arms, sat up, looked at Shen Kai, and spoke for a long time, "I'm sorry for bringing you here."

"Sorry for what?" Shen Kaixu punched Lin Zhan, and muttered, "I'm sick, but you're still sorry for me, you're so heartless."

"..." Lin Zhan didn't speak again, just lowered his head and coughed twice.

Shen Kai squeezed his palm, afraid that he would be sad, and afraid that he would think too much, and didn't know how to comfort him, so he wanted to be with Lin Zhan.

"Shen Kai, have you read it?" Lin Zhan suddenly trembled and said in a muffled voice, "Many people are discussing us on the campus network. Talk about us."

"The campus internet is full of stalkers! Look what they are doing!" Shen Kai interrupted Lin Zhan excitedly, picked up his cell phone and cursed in a rough voice, "I don't know how to study hard, so I just said this at that moment , I will talk about that later, I think they are idle. After a while, there will be new gossip, who cares about us, why are you talking about them!"

"I don't want to talk to you!" Lin Zhan roared suddenly, let go of Shen Kai tremblingly, then lowered his voice again, with a hoarse throat, "But, I can hear and see, and I don't care about what they say. I don’t even care about everyone’s opinions. However, I can’t care less about what they think of you! You are different from me, you are well protected, you have never done anything wrong, just because I came, so you are also Watched. It shouldn't be like this, I just want to bring you joy and lightness, but if it's because of me, because I make you feel that every day is so bad and so hard..."

"It's not difficult for me, I'm happy. I'll be happy when you're by my side. Really." Shen Kai tried to make Lin Zhan look at him, but couldn't think of anything, just kept interrupting and repeating the words. sentence.

Lin Zhan closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He restrained himself and tried to look as calm as possible, but just like that, Shen Kai froze in place, looking straight at him.

After a long time, Shen Kai gently held Lin Zhan's hand and shook him as if praying, "Brother Zhan..."

"Let's...let's break up." Lin Zhan didn't dare to look directly at Shen Kai, lowered his head, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and gritted his teeth to force out these words.

"What?" The voice was very soft, and Shen Kai felt that he had heard it wrong.

"What did you say? Are you feverish and confused!" Shen Kai suddenly yelled at him, grabbing his collar, trembling all over, "You, say one more thing."

"I..." Lin Zhan gritted his teeth, his eyes were red, and he just shook off Shen Kai's hand.

"Don't say it, don't say it." Shen Kai stepped back suddenly, with a trembling voice, and said word by word, "Lin Zhan, as long as you say it, I will listen, but if I listen, I won't turn back."

"..." Lin Zhan didn't speak, Shen Kai left without looking back.

For a long, long time, Lin Zhan stuffed himself under the quilt. It was not until Shen Kai left that Lin Zhan couldn't help crying. The room was very quiet, only his muffled crying was left, as quiet as if that person Never been here.

That sentence, I won't look back, Lin Zhan was scared, but in fact, he was scared when he broke up and said it.My whole body, my whole heart tensed up and hurt.

However, he also forgot to tell Shen Kai that the last thing he wants to hear and see is other people's pointing at Shen Kai.

He didn't want those ugly words and ugly actions to happen to Shen Kai.

The author has something to say: I wipe.