hold you in my arms tonight

Jiang Xun made the most difficult and painful decision in his life. He loves Xie Yuan, but he can't give up a life indirectly. As soon as he has the thought of giving up, the pain screaming from his soul makes him tremble.

Jiang Xun said, "Xie Yuan, let's break up."

Xie Yuan really didn't know what to do. He stumbled to his feet and went over to pull Jiang Xun with a flattering tone: "Jiang Xun, let's go home first, shall we?"

Xie Yuan dragged Jiang Xun away, both of them lost their minds, and walked from the coffee shop to the parking lot.

The two got into the car, and Jiang Xun got into the co-pilot.

When the car arrived at Jiang Xun's teacher's apartment, Jiang Xun walked ahead silently, and Xie Yuan hurriedly followed.

Jiang Xun opened the door, and he went straight into the bedroom, and after a while, he packed all of Xie Yuan's belongings into the suitcase, and dragged it to the living room.

Xie Yuan was frightened by Jiang Xun's actions. He looked at the suitcase and begged, "Jiang Xun, please don't do this."

Jiang Xun sat on the sofa dejectedly, unable to say a word.

Xie Yuan stood in front of him, looking down at him, and he asked sadly: "Jiang Xun, are you planning to give up on me because of an inexplicable child?"

Jiang Xun still didn't speak.

Xie Yuan was furious, and blurted out: "Isn't it just a child? Isn't it all right if you get rid of it?"

Jiang Xun suddenly raised his eyes and looked directly at him. He said very seriously: "Anyone can say it, that is a child, anyone can say it, just do it if you do it. But I can't, Xie Yuan, you know Is it? I can't! I'm from Chong'an."

"What?" Xie Yuan didn't understand.

Jiang Xun closed his eyes and said, "I climbed out of the corpse mountain in Chong'an City. My parents, my older brothers and sisters all died by my side. In the earthquake, I heard enough stories that my life was in jeopardy." Calling for help and crying, I value life too much, not to mention that it is your child, Xie Yuan! I have no way to watch An Xiaoqian kill the child, I have no way..."

Jiang Xun was already in tears when he said this, and he said with tears: "Xie Yuan, I really can't do it...that's my instinct, I can't go against my instinct..."

Xie Yuan couldn't understand, he really couldn't understand, he couldn't understand that he was not as good as an unborn child in Jiang Xun's heart.

"Then you don't care about my life?" Xie Yuan asked him, "An Xiaoqian forced me to marry her, do you want me to marry her too?"

Jiang Xun lowered his head and said, "Very good, you are a good match, isn't Nanshan Yun District your perfect match?"

"A good match?"

Xie Yuan laughed back angrily. In the next second, he directly kicked the short couple in front of Jiang Xun, and grabbed Jiang Xun's shoulder almost madly, "If you say another word that matches, I will kill you and commit suicide."

"Then you do it," Jiang Xun said, "I have no objection."

"Jiang Xun!"

Jiang Xun didn't know what was wrong with him, his heart was already numb with pain.

This is Xie Yuan, this is his Xie Yuan, he doesn't know why he is like this.

But he can't help it.

Both of them were exhausted and sat on the sofas on both sides to confront each other.

Jiang Xun poured himself a glass of water, and when he held the glass, he realized how his hands were shaking.

Jiang Xun said, "Xie Yuan, let's go."

"I beg you, let's go, go back to the cloud area."

"we broke up."

"From now on, don't worry about me."

As he talked, Jiang Xun didn't know whether he was trying to gouge Xie Yuan's heart, or his own.

Jiang Xun said: "Xie Yuan, listen, if something happens between you and An Xiaoqian's child, then I will never see you again in this life. You can figure it out yourself."

"Are you threatening me?" Xie Yuan didn't know what to say, "An Xiaoqian has a rival in love like you, she really burned her life. How can there be someone like you in the world?"

"Yes, it's a threat," Jiang Xun said, "Anyway, I put the words here, and you can do whatever you want."

Xie Yuan stood up, he picked up the coat on the sofa, and pulled the suitcase in the living room.

Before leaving, he said: "If this is what you want, as you wish."

There was a bang, the sound of Xie Yuan slamming the door shut.

After he left, Jiang Xun couldn't hold it anymore, he fell on the sofa, curled up together, tears crawled all over his face.

Jiang Xun took several days off. He was really in a bad condition and couldn't teach the students, so he had to hire other teachers to take over.

He stays in the apartment every day and doesn't even want to come out.

During this period, Xie Yuan made many phone calls, but Jiang Xun didn't answer any of them.

A week later, he finally packed up and went to school. Seeing him like this, the teacher of the teaching and research team couldn't help but ask, "Mr. Jiang, are you...broken in love?"

Jiang Xun was originally silent, but now he is even more unwilling to speak.

A few days passed in a daze, and it wasn't long, but Jiang Xun felt that it was even more difficult than the years when Xie Yuan went abroad.

He didn't know why he had a bad cold, and every day he walked in a vain way.

Another week later, Ren Cheng found him. He blocked the gate of Yunzhi Middle School and waited for Jiang Xun for a whole day.

Jiang Xun intentionally avoided everything related to Xie Yuan, and when he saw Ren Cheng, he took a detour without thinking, but was still chased by Ren Cheng.

"Jiang Xun," Ren Cheng said, "have you really decided to give up your relationship with Xie Yuan?"

Jiang Xun lowered his head and did not speak.

Ren Cheng said: "During this period, Xie Yuan's life...is not very good. The An family wanted to force Xie Yuan to marry An Xiaoqian, but a few days ago, Chairman Xie passed away."

"What?" Jiang Xun thought of the old man who was sometimes dignified and sometimes kind.

Jiang Xun came to his senses, he hadn't answered Xie Yuan's call for a while, so Xie Yuan had contacted him before.It's just that he didn't answer his phone and refused to see him.

"Chairman Xie has passed away," Ren Cheng said, "Because of this, the matter between Xie Yuan and An Xiaoqian has been pushed back and forth, so it may take a long time for a real resolution. I originally suggested that Xie Yuan and An Xiaoqian The child was dealt with, but Xie Yuan refused, he wanted this child. So, you should know An Xiaoqian's conditions."

Of course Jiang Xun knew: "She wants Xie Yuan to marry her."

Ren Cheng nodded: "That's exactly the case. This matter was announced, and everyone in the Yun District already knew about it. A few days ago, Chairman Xie's funeral was over. It is unlikely to get married at this time, but An Jia asked for an engagement first."

Jiang Xun was not feeling well. He and Mr. Xie actually didn't have a deep relationship, but he knew that Mr. Xie was the closest person to Xie Yuan.

When the person closest to him left, Jiang Xun wanted so much to be by Xie Yuan's side and face it with him.But they quarreled too hard before, when Xie Yuan was so sad, he didn't even answer his phone.

Ren Cheng said: "Jiang Xun, I came to you to tell you that if you still love Xie Yuan before everything is irreparable, don't give up."

How could I not love him?

The words were already on his lips, Jiang Xun swallowed them back abruptly.

He said, "Brother Ren, please call him...Jie Miao."

"Don't you regret it?" Ren Cheng confirmed for the last time.

Jiang Xun said: "I don't regret it."

Ren Cheng shook his head in disappointment, he sighed, and said: "Xie Yuan is in the hospital now, he is too busy these days, busy dealing with Mr. Xie's funeral, busy working with Mr. Xie to stabilize Huanyu's stock price , I finally passed out due to overwork in the early hours of yesterday, do you want to go and see him?"

Jiang Xun's fingers holding the book turned pale, and he shook his head: "I still have classes."

Ren Cheng had no choice but to leave.

When Ren Cheng returned to the hospital, Xie Yuan hadn't woken up yet. He was lying on the hospital bed with a pale complexion and was infusing nutrients.

Xie Qing came to accompany him, although he didn't know anything, when he saw Ren Cheng coming in, he quickly asked, "What did he say?"

Ren Cheng shrugged, expressing failure.

Xie Qing sighed: "Why is the dog Xie Yuan so pitiful? An Xiaoqian obviously has ulterior motives. Is Jiang Xun a fool? Really!"

Xie Yuan opened his eyes at this moment, Xie Qing quickly changed his words: "I am a fool, and I am the fool."

Ren Cheng said: "Vice President Xie should take a good rest, you can't ruin your body like this in the future."

Xie Yuan closed his eyes and rested his mind, he didn't even have the strength to speak at this moment.

Xie Qing was actually not feeling well.

Mr. Xie loved Xie Yuan the most during his lifetime, and Xie Yuan was undoubtedly the saddest when he passed away.And because of Mr. Xie's death, Huanyu Group's stock price fluctuated greatly. Competitors took the opportunity to rob business. Xie Yuan didn't even have a sad time, so he worked overtime every day and all night with Xie Huaisheng to stabilize the situation.

At this time, there is still An Jia who is afraid that the world will not be chaotic, wishing to infiltrate the world in the form of marriage, forcing the engagement and announcing it to the world.

Xie Huaisheng lived directly in the company during this time, and Xie Yuan also worked day and night.

Xie Qing really wanted to do something for Huanyu and Grandpa like them, but he was really not as smart as Xie Yuan.

"Dog Xie Yuan," Xie Qing said, "Get well soon, and I won't call you Dog Xie Yuan from now on."

Xie Qing said earnestly: "Get better soon, don't hate me so much, I'm not that bad, you can teach me about things in the company, I also want to help dad, help me help you."

Xie Yuan opened his eyes and looked at him without saying anything.

"Anyway, you should have a good rest."

Xie Yuan's health is actually fine, but everyone wanted to take this opportunity to let him rest for one more day, so they were not in a hurry to let him out of the hospital.

In the evening, both Ren Cheng and Xie Qing went back.

The corridors of the hospital are very quiet.

Jiang Xun followed Ren Cheng secretly to find out which ward Xie Yuan was in. He stood outside the door and looked at Xie Yuan on the hospital bed through the gap in the door.

Obviously not long after, Xie Yuan has lost a lot of weight.

Jiang Xun stood there for a long time, when a patrolling nurse came over to ask him, although the voice was not loud, it still disturbed Xie Yuan in the ward.

Jiang Xun hid outside the door and signaled the nurse not to speak.

After a long time, the corridor returned to calm.