hold you in my arms tonight

Jiang Xun turned his back and wiped his face. His emotions rarely fluctuated so much. When he saw those photos, he really wanted to tear An Xiaoqian's heart apart.

Xie Yuan was at a loss, he could only say: "Jiang Xun, you have to trust me."

Jiang Xun was silent for a long time, then he turned around and said after calming down: "I believe you, I know it's not that simple."

Xie Yuan seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, the big rock was finally removed, and he felt a sense of loss of strength.He hugged Jiang Xun tightly, and said excitedly, "Thank you, you can trust me."

"I've said it before, I don't even believe in myself, I only believe in you in the whole world," Jiang Xun looked into his eyes, "So Xie Yuan, you can't let me lose."

Xie Yuan promised: "I won't let you lose."

The document bag in Jiang Xun's hand was a hot potato, Xie Yuan wanted to go to An Xiaoqian to clarify it in person, but Jiang Xun objected.

"I went to find her in person," Jiang Xun said, "After all, everything was sent home, isn't it just for me to see?"

"I'll go with you," Xie Yuan said.

"No, I'll go talk to her alone."

The next day, Xie Yuan drove Jiang Xun to the parking lot of the Medical University Hospital. He stayed in the car, and Jiang Xun entered the hospital alone.

"Call me if you need anything."

Jiang Xun nodded, and went straight into the gate of the hospital. After asking the staff at the nurse's station, he found the internal medicine inpatient department where An Xiaoqian was.

Standing at the elevator door, Jiang Xun saw An Xiaoqian who was rounding the room with a group of doctors and nurses in the corridor. He was very disturbed and called out to her.

"Doctor An, let's talk."

An Xiaoqian had expected it when she saw Jiang Xun. She closed the medical record in her hand, handed it to the nurse next to her, and then walked towards Jiang Xun.

"Let me treat Mr. Jiang to a cup of coffee."

Jiang Xun said: "There's no reason to invite a lady to treat guests. Let me invite Miss An, this way."

In the coffee shop on the front street downstairs of the special district hospital, An Xiaoqian gently stirred the unsweetened coffee, and looked at Jiang Xun nonchalantly.

He is good-looking, but not as good as her, and she is still a man. After thinking about it for many years, she still can't figure it out. Why would Xie Yuan choose him instead of herself?

Jiang Xun put the document bag on the table and asked, "May I ask what Miss An meant by sending this to my home?"

An Xiaoqian smiled generously and said, "Give it to Xie Yuan as a souvenir."

"But Xie Yuan doesn't want this commemoration."

"How do you know he doesn't want it?"

Jiang Xun narrated a fact: "My meaning represents Xie Yuan's meaning."

An Xiaoqian's expression turned strange for a moment, she looked out the window unnaturally, and said softly, "You're really confident."

An Xiaoqian asked: "Are you so generous? Xie Yuan and I have already reached this point, so you don't want to say anything?"

"I'm not generous," Jiang Xun said, "Before that, I even wanted to kill Miss An. But I believe Xie Yuan, if he said he was unconscious, then everything is not his fault."

"Unconscious?" An Xiaoqian sneered, "Why isn't it drunk and sexual?"

"Isn't Miss An the clearest?"

"I know, it's Xie Yuan who doesn't know."

Jiang Xun picked up the file bag, stood up, and said, "I just hope that this matter is over. I don't want to see any more photos, and I don't want to see Miss An again."

Jiang Xun walked a few steps, An Xiaoqian was still sitting with her head down drinking coffee, she said in a low voice: "I'm sorry that there is no way to end here, Jiang Xun, I'm pregnant."

As soon as these words came out, Jiang Xun froze in place.

He felt a bit of a headache, it was the kind of piercing pain that made him have to lean on the sofa at the next table to keep standing.

Jiang Xun turned his head mechanically, and walked in front of An Xiaoqian. He doubted his ears, and he was sure again: "What did you say?"

An Xiaoqian smiled softly, her eyes sparkled, she said: "I doubt it, Xie Yuan is going to have a baby soon, are you happy?"

Jiang Xun was bumped by a passerby who was passing by, and he couldn't stand still. He knocked over his coffee cup and stained his shirt sleeves.

An Xiaoqian took out a tissue and handed it to him, then took out a document from her bag and put it in front of Jiang Xun.

Jiang Xun picked it up and looked at it. It was the pregnancy certificate from the hospital.

"It's been more than three months," An Xiaoqian said, "my stomach is still not very visible, but I can still feel him in my stomach."

Jiang Xun sat back dully and asked her, "What do you want?"

An Xiaoqian said: "There are two choices. If Xie Yuan wants this child, we will get married. If he doesn't want this child, I will destroy it myself."

"Get rid of it?" Jiang Xun's head hurt even more when he heard these two words.

That is a life.

That is Xie Yuan's child.

An Xiaoqian was very satisfied with Jiang Xun's reaction, she said: "The choice of whether or not this child will stay is not with me, but with you and Xie Yuan. If you quit, I will marry Xie Yuan, and he will survive. Or, Jiang Xun , we killed him together."

Jiang Xun, let's kill him together.

An Xiaoqian watched Jiang Xun's face turn pale, and she continued: "Jiang Xun, he's just a child, I don't care much about it myself. We can kill him together, it's a life, and [-] Just like the tens of thousands of martyrs in the Chong'an earthquake in [-]."

Jiang Xun suddenly raised his head and looked at her in disbelief.

An Xiaoqian found out Jiang Xun's details. He was one of the few people who survived the Chong'an earthquake.

Her college major is psychology. Those who have experienced disasters and witnessed the loss of tens of thousands of lives have a different awe for life than ordinary people.

An Xiaoqian said: "If Xie Yuan chooses you, it doesn't matter. Jiang Xun, I can wish you happiness. It is his fate that my child does not have the chance to come to this world."

Jiang Xun felt like a fish in the shoal, and his breathing was stinging. Looking at An Xiaoqian's gentle and decent appearance, he felt that he was really not decent enough.

He looked at An Xiaoqian's abdomen, and he knew that a new life was conceived there.Many years ago, during the earthquake in Chong'an, the female volunteer told him, Xiaoxun, life is hope.

Let him decide a new life?

No, Jiang Xun couldn't do it, he didn't dare, he was afraid that he would hear countless cries from distant cities in his life.

An Xiaoqian got up first and said goodbye to Jiang Xun.

Jiang Xun froze in place, he heard a voice, he seemed to lose after all.

It has nothing to do with Xie Yuan, but this game is a dead game.

Xie Yuan waited in the car for a long time but did not get Jiang Xun. He called Jiang Xun, but no one answered.

He began to feel a little restless, got out of the car and searched one by one.

He found Jiang Xun in the coffee shop.

He saw the distraught Jiang Xun outside the window, and ran in at a faster speed, not knowing how to speak for a while.

Xie Yuan took a tissue, wiped the stains on Jiang Xun's sleeves, and asked him, "Jiang Xun, what's wrong?"

Jiang Xun slowly put his gaze on Xie Yuan, he looked into his eyes, and his heart gradually sank.

"Jiang Xun, can you speak well?" Xie Yuan had never seen Jiang Xun like this before, he was a little anxious, "What happened? What did An Xiaoqian say?"

"An Xiaoqian, she's pregnant."

Xie Yuan couldn't believe it: "What?"

Jiang Xun raised his hand and slapped him, grabbed his neckline and asked him: "Aren't you unconscious? Didn't she trick you on purpose? Then why is she pregnant? Ah? Xie Yuan, tell me, how did she pregnant?"

Xie Yuan was stunned. He was at a loss for Jiang Xun's questioning. He could only hold Jiang Xun's hand and said incoherently: "Jiang Xun, I don't know...how can I...I really don't know anything... "

Jiang Xun believed in Xie Yuan, even at this point he still believed in Xie Yuan, if Xie Yuan said he didn't know, then he wouldn't lie to him.

But the pregnancy certificate on the table is also true.

"Jiang Xun, I'll go find her," Xie Yuan said in a panic, "I'll talk to her, let's find out!"

Jiang Xun pushed Xie Yuan away, and he yelled: "Isn't it clear enough? Xie Yuan, look for yourself!"

Jiang Xun laid out the photos in the file bag one by one, and put the pregnancy diagnosis certificate in front of Xie Yuan, pointing to him one by one, and said, "Have you understood it? Have you seen it clearly?"

Jiang Xun was angry and powerless, flipping through the photos one by one, and finally got so angry that he smashed the medical certificate on Xie Yuan's face.

He said: "You can see clearly, the photo is real, and the medical certificate is also real!"

Xie Yuan approached Jiang Xun again, he held Jiang Xun's hand tightly, and said: "Jiang Xun, I... I will talk to her, I will make it up to her, I will give her everything, beat the child, we will treat this matter as nothing It happened, okay?"

Snapped!

Jiang Xun's eyes were red. The slap just now took almost all his strength. After slowly lowering his hand, blood oozed from the corner of Xie Yuan's mouth.

"Xie Yuan!" Jiang Xun yelled out the name, "That's your child, that's a life, do you want to hit it if you say it?"

Xie Yuan looked at him and asked hoarsely, "Otherwise, what do you want me to do?"

What should he do?

What can he do?

Jiang Xun also wanted to know what to do so that he would not collapse so much.

There was no one in the cafe, but the waiter came over and she asked, "Sir, do you need help?"

"Get lost!" Xie Yuan cursed uncontrollably.

The waiter was frightened. Seeing that the clothes on Xie Yuan were all expensive, she didn't dare to offend her, so she had to leave as if nothing happened.

After a stalemate for a long time, time passed bit by bit, Jiang Xun was finally discouraged, and he said in a voice almost desperate: "Xie Yuan, let's... separate."

Xie Yuan suspected that he had auditory hallucinations.

Jiang Xun said: "Let's separate, it's different from five years ago, this time, let's break up. You go and take your responsibilities, marry An Xiaoqian, and from now on...be a good father."

When Jiang Xun talked about breaking up, his voice trembled.

"Jiang Xun, let's not make a joke, okay?" Xie Yuan held Jiang Xun's hand and coaxed him, "This joke is not funny at all, I just pretend I didn't hear it, and let's forget about it, okay?"

"Jiang Xun, how can we break up?"

"Jiang Xun, you can't do this, you can't ignore my life..."

"How can...break up?"

"impossible……"