hold you in my arms tonight

Xie Yuan was in class in the classroom, a little absent-minded. When asked by the professor, he thought for a while before answering.

"Don't be distracted," said the professor.

Xie Yuan sat down, and Wei Jun next to him asked him: "What's wrong with you?"

Xie Yuan said: "My grandfather wants me to work in Huanyu, he doesn't really want me to study medicine."

Wei Jun laughed and said, "You are the trouble of the rich second generation! But yes, your grandfather wants you to inherit the family business, who made your younger brother really disappoint!"

Xie Yuan was annoyed at the thought, Wei Jun said again: "Do you know how you can do what you like?"

"How?" Xie Yuan asked.

Wei Jun smiled knowingly: "Unless that Second Young Master Xie comes with a carp to beat the salted fish back."

In Xie Yuan's mind, the image of Xie's family falling from the second floor of the hotel in order to chase girls appeared, and he felt that this idea was really unrealistic.

After class, Xie Yuan walked out of the classroom, and Jiang Xun was already waiting for him at the door of the classroom.

Wei Jun said, "Your child bride-in-law is here."

Jiang Xun has been immune to hearing these words for many years, and greeted Wei Jun politely.

Xie Yuan hooked Jiang Xun's neck and left.He has grown tall again in the past few years, and now Gao Jiangxun is half a head taller, and he is extremely conspicuous in the crowd.

"Aren't you going to Huanyu today?"

"I don't want to go."

Jiang Xun stopped asking, and said, "Then let's go eat delicious food."

The restaurant was chosen by Jiang Xun. It is a self-service hot pot restaurant, but it is very well decorated and has a European and American style.In short, it still looks nondescript, but the hygiene is very good.

"Grandpa Xie still wants you to work?" Jiang Xun asked while eating.

Xie Yuan nodded: "I still want to be a doctor."

"You decide for yourself," Jiang Xun said, "Anyway, if you are a doctor, I will be a teacher. If you are a rich man, I will still be a teacher. I will accompany you no matter what you do."

Xie Yuan felt a little relieved, and said, "Jiang Xun is better."

Jiang Xun lowered his head to eat, but he didn't say anything.Jiang Xun is actually not good at all, he just likes you too much.

After eating a meal for more than half an hour, Xie Yuan and Jiang Xun paid the bill and left.

There are many sidewalks in the university town, Xie Yuan and Jiang Xun mixed in the crowd to cross the road, some cars did not give way to pedestrians, Xie Yuan pulled Jiang Xun to the other side.

The two smiled tacitly, and Xie Yuan held Jiang Xun's hand just like that. After walking a few steps, he saw An Xiaoqian on the other side of the road.

An Xiaoqian just came out of the medical university, and when she walked to the first intersection, she saw Xie Yuan and Jiang Xun.

Before she could speak, she saw Xie Yuan pulling Jiang Xun to the other side, and the two held hands and looked at each other and smiled.

Her heart skipped a beat, with some indescribable emotions.

Xie Yuan and Jiang Xun let go, came over to say hello to An Xiaoqian, and then left.

An Xiaoqian turned around and watched them walk away. In her mind, she began to carefully recall every detail of the relationship between Xie Yuan and Jiang Xun, and then she came up with a thought that was a little scary.

An Xiaoqian struggled for several days, her mind was full of things about Xie Yuan and Jiang Xun, which made her mentally and physically exhausted.

An Xiaoqian struggled for a long time before contacting Meng Yan, and asked her on the phone: "I... suspect that Xie Yuan and Jiang Xun are gay."

Meng Yan exclaimed, "Why do you..."

"So, is that so?"

"Are they a couple?"

"Xie Yuan doesn't like me..."

"Is he... gay?"

When An Xiaoqian said this, her voice was already crying.Meng Yan couldn't bear to hear that, but she didn't know how to comfort her.

"I don't know anything," Meng Yan said, "I don't know anything, so stop thinking about it."

After hanging up Meng Yan's phone call, An Xiaoqian was still in a mess, and she still had a little fantasy.

Xie Yuan met An Xiaoqian at the entrance of the clinical department building. She was haggard a lot, and she looked a little pale with a rare bare face.

"Let's talk, Xie Yuan."

Xie Yuan wanted to refuse, but just as he was about to speak, An Xiaoqian spoke again weakly: "Let's talk, there are some things about you and Jiang Xun, you have to let me understand."

Xie Yuan didn't say any more, and he and An Xiaoqian came to the bench beside the artificial lake on campus.

An Xiaoqian asked bluntly, "Are you gay?"

"No," Xie Yuan said, "I don't like men."

An Xiaoqian's heart jumped suddenly, and hope was rekindled.

But then, Xie Yuan said: "I only like Jiang Xun, that's all."

"Is there a difference?" An Xiaoqian had the urge to cry, but her pride didn't allow it. She just asked him, "Compared with Jiang Xun, isn't it that I am better and more suitable for you?"

"You are fine," Xie Yuan said, "but you are not Jiang Xun. You are better than him in everything, and you are not him."

An Xiaoqian turned her back, wiped away her tears, then turned her head and asked Xie Yuan with red eyes: "Do you remember how many times you have rejected me?"

"Since I was young, I have never been rejected by anyone," An Xiaoqian said, "Only you have rejected me several times without showing mercy. Xie Yuan, do you think I won't be sad?"

Xie Yuan sneered: "Does it have anything to do with me?"

It wasn't until Xie Yuan disappeared that An Xiaoqian burst into tears. She was extremely wronged and sad, but it had nothing to do with Xie Yuan.

She looked at the direction Xie Yuan was going away, and muttered to herself: "Then... let's all be sad together."

In this way, it has something to do with him, doesn't it?

In May, Xie Qing from country Y called Zhou Wan several times in a row, crying to Zhou Wan about the shattering life abroad. He couldn't integrate into the environment, was discriminated against and bullied, and he wanted to return to his country.

Zhou Wan asked Xie Huaisheng to discuss it, but was rejected.I went to Mr. Xie to cry and complained, but was also rejected.

She didn't dare to answer Xie Qing's calls anymore, and she didn't dare to listen to Xie Qing's life abroad.All she can do is stay in the villa in Yun District and be the glamorous wife of the Xie family.

When Xie Yuan went back, Zhou Wan was wiping tears in the living room, she told Xie Huaisheng that Xie Qing was rejected for returning to China, and now she was sad, seeing Xie Yuan coming in, she hated her even more.

Xie Yuan planned to go straight upstairs, but Zhou Wan said, "Eldest young master, are you just so intolerable for your younger brother? You must get him abroad to be happy?"

Xie Yuan had no choice but to sit on the sofa with his long legs, poured himself a cup of coffee, and said, "Aunt Zhou is really joking, Xie Qing's going abroad is the intention of grandpa and father, what does it have to do with me?"

Zhou Wan wiped away her tears with a handkerchief, and looked at Xie Yuan: "You didn't come back, Xie Qing is fine, as soon as you came back, he was sent abroad."

Xie Yuan smiled and said, "That's really a coincidence."

Zhou Wan was so angry with him that she clenched the handkerchief in her hand and said bitterly, "Yes, what a coincidence!"

Xie Yuan put down his coffee cup and was about to go upstairs, but after walking a few steps, he heard Zhou Wan behind him say: "What's even more coincidental, when you were living a hard life in Liucheng, your mother was also in Liucheng. "

"What?" Xie Yuan stopped and turned back to ask, "Isn't there no news about her?"

Zhou Wan sneered: "She has been in Liucheng all these years. Your father couldn't find you, but he was very good at finding her."

"What do you mean?"

"Means nothing."

Xie Yuan was about to leave when Zhou Wan said abruptly: "Xie Yuan, as a stepmother, I feel sorry for you."

Xie Yuan lost his patience, strode up to her, and asked coldly, "What exactly do you want to say?"

Zhou Wan said: "You don't really think it's so difficult for the Xie family to find someone, do you? Your grandfather is very anxious, but unfortunately he believed in your father and asked your father to look for him. Your father has been looking for it for more than ten years."

Xie Yuan didn't bother to chat with her meaningfully, he actually had an idea in his mind, he should find someone who could give him the answer.

Xie Huaisheng is in the study on the second floor, this is the first time Xie Yuan has entered this study.

When Xie Huaisheng looked up and saw that it was Xie Yuan, he was a little surprised, but soon calmed down, lowered his head to process the documents, and asked him, "Is there something wrong?"

"Aunt Zhou said that my mother is in Liucheng now," Xie Yuan said, "She also said that you deliberately...don't look for me."

Xie Huaisheng stopped what he was doing, with a very indifferent expression on his face, and asked slowly: "So?"

Xie Yuan casually pulled a chair and sat down. In front of Xie Huaisheng, he spoke out the voice in his heart: "I remember when I was young, my mother didn't like me and she treated me very coldly, but at that time, you treated me... It's very good. I got lost, you didn't look for me, I came back, you seem... not happy, does it have something to do with my mother?"

Xie Huaisheng leaned against the back of the chair, without any emotional ups and downs in his eyes, he asked: "Does this make any sense to you?"

Xie Yuan nodded: "Yes."

Xie Huaisheng lit a cigarette, took a puff leisurely, and then slowly brought his thoughts back to many years ago.

Many years ago, Song Yin was a dancer in an art troupe. She was beautiful and gentle. Xie Huaisheng almost fell in love at first sight, and then began to pursue her.In the end, the love between the rich and the beautiful is a well-told story, and they got together without any suspense.

They had sweet times for several years, loving and supporting each other.Song Yin married Xie Huaisheng and became the envy of all the women in the imperial capital.Later, when she became pregnant, she resigned from the art troupe and became a full-time wife.

When Song Yin gave birth to Xie Yuan, everything changed.

The woman who was originally so outstanding and dazzling that everyone paled began to change. She gained more than 30 catties due to pregnancy, and she still couldn't recover after giving birth. Neither are satisfied.

Xie Huaisheng loved this woman so much, he almost pushed aside all his work to stay with her, endured all her temper, and accompanied her to lose weight little by little and get better little by little.

But Song Yin has changed too much, and she is also very dissatisfied with Xie Huaisheng. At first, she picked on Xie Huaisheng, but later it turned into a quarrel between the husband and wife.Xie Huaisheng and Song Yin fought and smashed things almost every day during the years when little Xie Yuan didn't remember anything.

Song Yin's temperament changed drastically, and finally Xie Huaisheng's tenderness and patience were exhausted.