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A week after that day, although Gu Chengan was still at home, he never slept in the bedroom again.

At first Lu Youxi thought it would be bad if he caught a cold, so he just waited without saying anything, but three or four days passed.I feel better, but people still haven't come back.

Even though they were all in the same space, Gu Cheng'an unexpectedly worked a lot of overtime.Even at one or two o'clock in the evening, when he got up and saw that the study room was still on and asked, the other party just smiled and said, "I've been a little busy with work recently, and I really can't finish things."

Lu Youxi roughly guessed that the other party needed space to think about it, so she didn't ask, but she still should eat and sleep, and wait when she should.

It was after 8 o'clock in the evening, and the lights were still on in the office at the back of the company. When Si Jin knocked on the door and came in, he was sitting at his desk, as if concentrating on his work.Si Jin looked at it and said sarcastically, "So hardworking, why are you still working overtime at this hour? You are almost fine, so what are you hiding?"

"What is hiding?" Gu Cheng'an didn't answer directly.

Seeing that he was too lazy to continue talking to him, Si Jin just nodded and said, "Okay, then Mr. Gu, come on." Then he closed the door again.He simply felt that apart from his merits in work, other aspects of this person were simply rotten.

Gu Cheng'an looked at the report screen in front of him, and there was no urgent work to be done, but he didn't know how to face the other party when he went back.

The better Lu Youxi treats him, the more guilty he feels.And this kind of guilt finally turned into pain and counterattacked to himself.

He closed his eyes and leaned on the sofa. After a while, he decided to go downstairs.

Downstairs in the office building area, not so much today, different from the tranquility of the past, where a couple of men and women could be heard arguing from a distance away.

The girl said angrily: "Break up, you men don't say anything anyway, you think you are responsible, is this your responsibility?" Instead, she slapped the other party back, and then wanted to leave, but was grabbed by the man Wrist, stop it.

The applause attracted a lot of people who just got off work to look over, only to see that the man picked up the things the girl dropped down helplessly, and then looked at him, as if he was going to explain something.

This conversation naturally reached Gu Cheng'an's ears, but he didn't hear the follow-up, and the car he called stopped in front of him in a timely manner.

Because the car had a problem and was reported to be repaired, he couldn't go home with Lu Youxi in the past two days. Fortunately, although the two of them no longer went in and out together, they still sent text messages to each other to inform each other of their whereabouts.But today, obviously Lu Youxi said that he would be back early, but when he got home, he unexpectedly found that he was not at home.He searched around the house but couldn't find it, so he thought about calling someone, but just so happened, the door clicked and the lock rang, and the person who was waiting came back.

The other party's face was full of exhaustion, but he still smiled slightly at him, and asked him without any displeasure, "You're back, have you eaten yet?"

Seeing Lu Youxi like this, Gu Cheng'an finally made up his mind about the matter that he had been struggling with for a week.

But before that, he decided to go to Manshi first.

On this day, Gu Chengan went to get the car ahead of time and sent Lu Youxi to the coffee shop before driving on the highway.The way to go was smooth all the way, and I didn't even catch the usual crowded morning rush hour.

Uncle Cao was the first person he was going to meet.

When I arrived at the community, signs were beginning to be placed outside the door of the store.Seeing people coming, Cao Shuben planned to shout: "Welcome."

But when he saw clearly that it was him, he smiled again and said directly: "Isn't this Xiao Lu's friend? Come in quickly." Then he beckoned him to come in.

Although it was getting late at the moment, but luckily before anyone entered the shop, Uncle Cao asked him kindly: "Are you still busy recently? How is Xiao Lu?"

Gu Chengan replied, "Everything is fine", and then asked, "Uncle Cao, there is something that I can talk to you about?"

"About Xiao Lu?" Uncle Cao rolled his eyes when he heard that.

"Yeah." Everyone said that, and Gu Cheng'an also said without any concealment: "I... I actually came to see you, because I wanted to know what he was like when he was studying in the city?"

After hearing this, Uncle Cao smiled and supported his waist, went to close the door first, and then sat down again.

"Do you think Xiao Lu is too tempered to say anything?" Uncle Cao asked him.

Gu Chengan nodded when he heard the words, and then heard him say: "Hey, speaking of it, you are the first friend he brought to the store, he has lived with me for two years, and I have never met him with any friends. "

"Two years?" This time inevitably surprised Gu Cheng'an.

"Yeah, two years." Uncle Cao sighed after hearing this, "At that time, I just wrote a job offer, including food and lodging, so when he came, I saw that the young man was thin and thin, and he had meals and drinks. I didn’t think much about the experience of working in a store, so I was recruited.”

After speaking, Uncle Cao raised his jaw towards the second floor and said, "Then, he will live in that room on the second floor."

"He, I didn't feel it when he came here. He is also very warm when he entertains guests, but he is not very talkative in private. If he asks, he can't answer a few words."

Uncle Cao smiled, lowered his head and thought for a while, then sighed and continued: "At that time, I thought he was a dropout who came from the whole city, and it was only later that I heard that he wanted to take the college entrance examination, so I found out about him. Just a high school senior."

"During the first year, hiss... I remember that he seemed to find the school next door by himself, and for some reason, he made it clear to the dean, and let him hang up. At that time, the school next door was a gangster. In school, he doesn’t go to class, so he finds time to work in the shop while reviewing. But how much review time can there be, working all day is exhausting enough, what else is there to learn.”

"I didn't know what was going on in his family at the time. The child was fine, why was no one taking care of him? You can ask, he just said that someone in the family was sick and didn't want to be a burden. In the end, he just did it here. While reviewing, the result failed the exam.”

"Ah?" Uncle Cao seemed to have thought of something suddenly, and quickly added: "It's not that I didn't pass the exam. I heard from Shanshan that it seems that I went to some undergraduate course, but the tuition fee was too high so I didn't go."

"After that, I heard that he was going to repeat his studies. I thought, a good student, such a delay is not a problem, so I told him, 'Then don't work part-time in the shop, you live in the house first. , it’s the thing to study hard.” But at that time, he listened to it as if he couldn’t do it, saying that he couldn’t ask for it for nothing, and if he couldn’t, he would move out, so I had no choice. I had to tell him, “Then you give Shanshan tutoring, I will count your wages." He is so talented, he agreed."

"So he repeated the exam for a year and passed the exam in the second year?" Gu Cheng'an asked.

Uncle Cao couldn't help but be pleased and said, "Yes, he did well in the exam. The school next door said that there has never been a student with such a high score in the exam, and he is the first."

"Then what happened afterwards? Do you know anything else?" Gu Chengan asked again.

After the words fell, Uncle Cao suddenly sighed deeply for some reason, his face darkened, and said: "Later, he went to study in Jiangcheng. I thought it was good for the kid to go out and work by himself." It's not a big problem to bear my own tuition fees. But I can't remember whether it was his sophomore or junior year. I got sick unexpectedly. It's not serious, but Shanshan still called him Then, he came back again."

"How do you say that time... I feel strange when I mention it. A child who is about half a year old doesn't know where he got so much money. But that time, we had no other choice. It was really Xiao Lu who gave the money. He said Repay me." Uncle Cao put his hand on his lap and clenched it into a fist, "I told him to pay him back the money later, but he didn't want it either."

Seeing Uncle Cao shaking his head slightly, he sighed in disapproval: "This kid is not easy." A little bottom.

If he were to tell the truth, he would not want to understand Lu Youxi's past in this way.If two people can get along well, they don't need to face the current situation, and after a long time, it's okay to really let go.

But now, I can only deal with him in this way.Because if this part of the past hurts Lu Youxi and is a part that he doesn't want to remember, then he can only ask him, instead of waiting for the other party to accept it and then speak it out.

For a moment, both of them seemed to be lost in thought, and the whole restaurant was quiet for a while, until Uncle Cao suddenly said, "Hey, it's lunch time, you stay? Shall I make you two dishes?"

Gu Cheng'an quickly declined and said: "No, don't bother you, I have some other places to go."

Although Uncle Cao looked at it with regret, he also knew that they had come to Manshi this time, and they probably had other purposes.It's just that Gu Cheng'an finally asked Uncle Cao: "You want him, did you leave anything?"

Only then did Uncle Cao point him to the second floor, and brought out a cardboard box full of books and notebooks, and let him take it away without hesitation.

Gu Cheng'an thanked Uncle Cao again and again, and Uncle Cao also smiled and asked him to take care of Lu Youxi.

After leaving the community, Gu Cheng'an bought a bouquet of flowers at the same shop along the road, and then drove along the road he walked the last time to the middle of the mountain in the suburbs to visit another person.

When entering the cemetery, the old lady in charge still greeted him with such a smile: "Here we are."

He answered with others, and then walked up the mountain according to his memory.Most of the tombstones on the mountain were similar, and he couldn't tell which row it was, so he could only walk back and forth twice, seeing Lu Minling's name engraved on the tombstone, and then stopped.

When I accompanied Lu Youxi last time, I couldn't say anything to him.But I didn't expect that this time, it was just one person.

Gu Cheng'an took out the prepared tissues and cleaned the front and back of the tombstone, then placed the bouquet in front of the tombstone, bowed deeply, and then slowly opened his mouth: "Although I never thought of visiting in this way. You, but now I have nothing to do."

He turned to the tombstone and said alone: ​​"I know our feelings are a little different from others, but you are his mother, no matter what, I still hope to get your forgiveness."

"I hurt a lot back then, and those were all my faults, but now that we have met, I still hope to get along well with him. We have a lot of problems, but Youxi is really good. If you can see, I hope you bless us"

"Bless us to cross this hurdle and go on for a long time."

The author says:

Don't worry, the next chapter will talk about it.I also have a lot to say, and I am actually quite anxious.

I saw that it was mentioned why Xiao Gu and Xiao Lu refused to talk about it. In fact, I have talked about it a lot before, and I will talk about what I think about it tomorrow.

It’s just about the question of confession, let me really mention one thing, in my understanding, I think that in reality, men and women will have conflicts when they fall in love because of the fact that “men don’t say what they think”, let alone two men talking about each other. In love.

So meeting a boy who is cute and willing to communicate about everything is really a treasure!