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Although there were many emergency patients, the efficiency was very high, especially Lu Youxi, who had common symptoms, was prescribed a prescription and hung up water within half an hour after registration, and sat in the injection room.

Si Jin leaned on the chair under the TV and didn't speak to Lu Youxi.It wasn't until halfway through the beating that the person raised his head slightly and the temperature on his face subsided, so he bought a bottle of water from nowhere and handed it to him.

Lu Youxi took it, unscrewed it, and took a sip. Feeling that his hoarse voice finally felt better, he looked at Si Jin, thanked him, and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you today."

Seeing him speak, Si Jin simply sat down on the seat next to him, "Thank you, no need, I'm helping him too."

"It's you," Si Jin looked at him, "What are you going to do? Judging by your current situation, it doesn't look like you can get along well."

"Do you want to separate?" Si Jin asked very directly.

Lu Youxi lowered his eyes and was silent for a moment. He didn't answer this question, but slowly said: "Today, I didn't do it on purpose."

He said: "It's not that I don't want to come with him on purpose, it's just that I... I have a hurdle in my heart that I can't get over. Now I can't accept this for the time being, and I will resist subconsciously, you know?"

Lu Youxi rolled up her legs and rested her head slightly on her knees.This matter has probably been held back for a long time, and finally found someone to confide in, so it was rare to confess, "I also want to move forward, but I can't do it, what can I do?"

Si Jin laughed lowly when he heard this, and didn't answer, but tilted his head as if trying to stretch his muscles, and then looked over again.The face of the person next to him, who was resting on his knees, was still a little pale, and his hair was wetly stuck to his forehead, making him look very weak.

Feeling sorry for Lu Youxi is one aspect, but on the other hand, from his third party's point of view, this matter is not entirely Gu Cheng'an's problem.

Lu Youxi looked at him, the hanging needle in his hand hurt a little, and after waiting for a while when no one spoke, he said, "Si Jin, it's not that I don't want to move forward. I have lived together for the past few months. I don't think there's something wrong."

"But Gu Chengan..." Lu Youxi paused for two seconds, took a deep breath and said, "If he doesn't want to say something himself, I can't force him to say it, do you understand?"

"He always seems to think that he hides it very well, but people's reactions are all from the heart. I see it all in my eyes, so I don't feel uncomfortable at all? But it's uncomfortable, even if I guessed him What are you thinking, he doesn't have the courage to bear the consequences of his choice, so I will?" When Lu Youxi said it, her face was full of helplessness.

"What's more, I don't know what he is thinking at all, what he cares about. I only know that in my heart, it is really up to me to confess this matter, and I cannot force him to choose."

Yes, what would Gu Chengan think if he opened his mouth.It is unavoidable to feel that I have thoughts about him. Words are the sharp edge of wounds. The words spoken may pass in that second, but who can prevent people from not thinking too much, or keeping such suspicions in their hearts Woolen cloth.

Moreover, how would he completely expose himself to the other party?In his heart, those things are the past and pain.

Facing Si Jin's words, Lu Youxi thought that he was not hiding anything.He also couldn't explain why, this kind of words could obviously be communicated with friends, but in front of important people, he couldn't say a word.

"In the final analysis, whoever lacks everyone can still live a good life, but it hurts, it really hurts." He couldn't help but bury his head between his knees until there was darkness in front of him, and then said in a muffled voice: "I I really don’t want any more changes in this matter.”

"Then aren't you deceiving yourself?" Si Jin laughed out loud, "Obviously knowing that there is a problem, but you must maintain it like this, as if you think you can pass it if you close your eyes and don't look at it. He doesn't believe you, and you don't believe him."

Hearing this, Lu Youxi raised his head abruptly, and even frowned the moment he spoke: "Si Jin, it's not that I don't believe him..." He wanted to explain, but in the middle of the sentence, he suddenly felt that such words Really too powerless.

Si Jin stared at the other party's hesitant expression, and said involuntarily: "Forget it, I shouldn't talk about it. But, Youxi, if you decide to move forward, don't run away from these possible problems. What hurts you, if you really want to live with him well, you will have to overcome it sooner or later, right?"

Lu Youxi looked at the other party's faint expression, but couldn't say a word.

He heard the other party tell him: "It's like you said that you didn't think much about the past events before. After all, you didn't accept this matter in your heart, but you simply got out of the environment, so you seem to forget. Now. As a result, random things are picked out now, and you feel that those things are torturing you, but they are not tormenting him?"

"Of course, I didn't say this to defend him or anything. You said that you don't want to choose for him. I can understand. Then wait for him to figure it out. It's okay." Si Jin became more serious, "It's just, As a friend of the two of you, I hope you will make it clear earlier."

After hearing this, Lu Youxi fell silent.

In fact, in this matter, fundamentally speaking, he can understand Gu Chengan's actions. They are all evading and trying to maintain such a small balance.If today's incident hadn't happened, perhaps it would be fine when he gradually got used to the state of Gu Cheng'an by his side, or when the nightmare disappeared.

Unfortunately, sometimes things come without warning and are force majeure.

When the needle was hit on Lu Youxi's wrist, the drip rate could only be pushed very slowly. Although the three bottles of water were not too much, it took more than 2 hours.When she came out, Lu Youxi's hands were a little cold.Fortunately, after all the tossing and turning, the sky outside began to get brighter, and although the rain hadn't stopped, it also turned a lot smaller.

The two came out of the emergency building, and before they stepped into the parking lot, a person rushed up to greet them.

Lu Youxi didn't pay attention at first, but when he heard Si Jin say hello, he raised his eyes to see the person coming.But seeing this made him suddenly startled.The other party's hair was a little wet, and he didn't know when he came here, and how long he had been waiting here.

When Si Jin saw him, he seemed to have expected it, and didn't react at all.Seeing people approaching, he couldn't help yawning slightly, and confessed: "I won't go to the company tomorrow, you can watch over there, the doctor said he still needs to hang the needle for two days, when the time comes I will Then go directly to your house to pick him up."

Hearing this, Gu Cheng'an didn't object, he nodded a little, and then said to humanity: "Thank you."

Si Jin didn't take it seriously when he heard it. Instead, he patted Lu Youxi on the shoulder and continued to tell him, "Take him back first. The doctor told him that it's been cold these days, and you should keep warm." After finishing speaking, he turned his head and explained to Lu Youxi, "I'll call you when I go."

After hearing this, Lu Youxi nodded.Then Si Jin left.

The car drove all the way home, the two of them didn't talk much, when they got downstairs, Gu Cheng'an asked him to go up first, Lu Youxi seemed to have a sudden reaction, and quickly took the other's hand and asked: "Then where are you going? "

Seeing the other party's a little nervous look, Gu Cheng'an was relieved for a while. He squeezed the other party's palm with his backhand as usual, and then said to the other party in a gentle voice: "It's okay, I'll buy you some breakfast. It's all ordered, eat it before eating." sleep."

It's still cold outside, so Lu Youxi can feel it naturally.After hearing his explanation, although he was still a little worried, he still went into the apartment building.

After Gu Cheng'an waited for the people to leave, he lit a cigarette but did not move.It wasn't until he saw the elevator between the corridors, showing the number of his own floor, that he finished his cigarette quickly and walked out again.

When he came back, Gu Cheng'an's body was covered with heavy moisture.Rao even took off his coat, but when Lu Youxi approached, he still didn't feel a little cold.

The breakfast was laid out and divided into two sides on the dining table as usual, but they didn't know if they were tired or something, so the two of them didn't talk much.

This kind of silence made Lu Youxi feel somewhat flustered. He couldn't help but think of the conversation with Si Jin, hesitated for a while, and said, "Last night..."

But just after waiting for him to say two words, Gu Chengan seemed to be okay, and suddenly comforted him: "It's okay, I know."

"Know what?" Lu Youxi looked up suddenly.

There was no smile in Gu Cheng'an's eyes, but he still smiled and said, "I know you didn't do it on purpose."

This is true, after all, during this period of time, he has seen Lu Youxi's appearance.He is also clear about his acceptance, but it doesn't mean that he won't think too much or be suspicious.

Just like those three hours, the three hours of waiting outside the hospital alone, Gu Chengan felt uncomfortable, but he still couldn't help wondering whether Lu Youxi's reaction was because of him.Although he didn't know what happened in the past eight years, if he was the only one who couldn't take him to the hospital, it could only be because of that reason.

It was that year when he was forced to leave, leaving Lu Youxi alone in the hospital.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but sneer, because if this is the case, what can be done, how can the past make him disappear?impossible.

After eating, it was only less than 5 o'clock. Although it was dawn, it was really not time to go to work.Gu Cheng'an watched the person get into bed, then pursed his lips slightly, poured a glass of water for him, and planned to leave the bedroom.

Unexpectedly, the other party suddenly grabbed my hand holding the cup and said softly, "Lie down for a while, it's not time for work yet."

Hearing that everyone said that, although Gu Chengan hesitated for a while, he didn't object.The quilt was very warm, and the person who posted it was not afraid of the chill on his body.

Listening to the other party's steady heartbeat, Lu Youxi couldn't help but feel relieved, and fell into a deep sleep.

However, what he didn't expect was that from this day on for the next week, he couldn't hear the heartbeat again.The 'silence' of the two was like a wall, finally separating each other on both sides.