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Logically speaking, this is not the case, Lu Youxi thought.

Shouldn't it be that he came to Si Jin to apologize, and then explained the matter clearly, and then went home to eat and sleep with Gu Cheng'an, and went to school tomorrow.But why, it is like this now, what went wrong.

The place where the hand can touch is full of sharp broken objects, and the fingertips also have long cuts horizontally. The warm liquid slowly flows down from the top of the head along the forehead, and then slightly seeps into the eyes along the corners of the eyes.

He felt that the things in front of him seemed a little blurry, everything seemed to be dyed with a strange color, changing in various shapes, and the person in front of him seemed to be looking at him motionlessly, why did he look at him like this?

He was puzzled, opened his mouth and called out, "Si Jin."

A person's voice echoed in his head, and it sounded like himself again.

Yes, how could I forget, Si Jin is the same.How could he make two mistakes on the same thing, how could he take the other party's kindness to him as capital again and again, forgetting that the other party is also a person with temper and needs again and again.

It's all his fault.

The siren of the ambulance rang at the door of a bar in the suburbs in the evening when the street lights had just been turned on.The spectators stood around the bar and shouted loudly. The bartenders apologized to the guests who went out, and quickly sealed the private rooms on the second floor for cleaning.

The distance from the hospital to the bar was not too far, but when they arrived at the hospital, the person on the bed frame was still comatose due to trauma to the head.

Time is like quicksand, seeping down bit by bit visible to the naked eye.

Gu Cheng'an did not expect to receive a call from Si Jin one day. After hearing the word "hospital", he felt as if his head had been hit hard, and he was stunned. Wait for the place and rush to the hospital.

When he arrived, Lu Youxi was still receiving wound treatment in the emergency room.

Si Jin, who was outside the door, was completely sober because of the scene just now. He lowered his head and sat on the bench outside with his hands clasped.

Thinking back to the scene just now over and over in his mind, he didn't know what happened to him, he just remembered that when he thought that Lu Youxi would no longer obediently listen to him and go with him, an unspeakable anger rose to his chest , Immediately afterwards, I felt that my brain was blank, and I moved my hands according to my emotions.Impulse occupied his brain, and even the sound of objects colliding could not reach his ears in time. He felt that the things in front of him seemed to be spinning all the time, being turned upside down, until he saw the bright red color slipping from the other person's face, and then he stopped. He was aware of his actions after knowing it.

Obviously, it had been more than two years since such emotions were out of control, how could such a thing happen again, he couldn't help frowning.

Although private hospitals still have a lot fewer people than public hospitals, there are still people being sent to the emergency department, and the entrance of the emergency room is not very noisy.

Gu Cheng'an stood at the door for a while, and finally walked to the bench next to Si Jin and sat down.

The two people sitting here didn't say a word, the silence was like a magnetic field, isolating them from the outside world.

I don't know how long it took before the silence was broken.Si Jin's cell phone rang, and he took it out of his pocket to pick it up, but unexpectedly saw the dried blood stains on his hands, and he couldn't help being stunned again.It wasn't until a while later that the other party called for the second time that he came to his senses, looked at the notification of the incoming call, and slowly raised his hand to answer it.

Si Jin shouted, "Brother."

The voice of the person on the other side was calm, but he also asked straightforwardly: "Did you go to the hospital for that child?"

Si Jin frowned, lowered his eyes and whispered, but did not deny: "Yes."

"You are really too," the other person scolded, without going around the corner, and asked directly: "Do you still want to take him away?"

The person on the other end of the phone sighed, leaned back on the back of the chair, looked sideways at the direction of the consulting room for a while, and then said, "No more."

Immediately afterwards, he turned to the other side and said, "Brother, lend me some money."

The person on the other side laughed lightly after hearing it, "Money is a trivial matter, so what about your deal with Dad, isn't it a loss?"

"It doesn't matter." Si Jin said without hesitation.

"It's up to you, I'll just set the schedule here." The person on the other side replied, "You don't have to procrastinate and mess around in the country, and it's easier to explain when you go back there earlier."

After hearing this, Si Jin just responded with a "hmm", and then hung up the phone in his hand.

Now the silence was restored again, Gu Cheng'an touched the cigarette case in his pocket and felt his throat itch, but looking at the closed door in the emergency room, after much deliberation, he gave up the idea of ​​going out to smoke.

He heard Si Jin hang up the phone, and after a while, he spoke to him.

Si Jin asked, "Don't you want to take revenge on me?"

Hearing this, Gu Cheng'an turned his head to look at Si Jin for a moment, then suddenly chuckled, and after a while, he put his expression down again, and then took a deep breath and said, "How do you take revenge? Do you want to beat you up?"

Si Jin scratched the messy hair on his forehead irritably, and without looking at the other party with his head down, he just replied, "Anything is fine."

Yes, whatever is fine, at least he will feel more comfortable in his heart.

Unexpectedly, Gu Chengan leaned back in his chair, thought for a while and said back to him: "If you want to seek psychological comfort so much, I will not let you succeed. Guilt is much more punishing than punching." Alright."

"When you started, at least for a moment, you felt happy, didn't you?" Gu Cheng'an's tone was not asking him, but stating: "It's like when I knew you were going to take him to the United States, I saw him again. When I was beaten, I thought the same for a moment."

Hearing this, Si Jin couldn't help frowning.

He remembered that when they were in the same class in the first year of high school, someone once said that he and Gu Cheng'an felt somewhat similar.It used to sound boring, but now that I think about it, it might be right, especially when it comes to the person I like.

If, if he had realized earlier that his feelings for Lu Youxi were not the same as those he had for those people before, would the two of them be able to go to the United States together in peace now?

It's a pity that nothing is assumed.

He heard Gu Cheng settle down, and continued: "Even after that, because of you, I quarreled with him and had a cold war. I think it was the thing I wanted him to do most at that time, which was to let him go to you Speak clearly, but now I sit here and regret it."

Gu Cheng'an looked up at the ceiling and said, "If you know the result is like this, then don't talk about it, what can you do?"

After listening, Si Jin looked sideways at the people next to him and thought for a moment, but finally said nothing.

Lu Youxi was dealt with and transferred to the general ward around ten o'clock in the evening.Si Jin found a relationship to go through the hospitalization procedures, while Gu Cheng'an stayed at the door to listen to the doctor's instructions.

After everything was over, the two returned to the same place to guard.

Since the two of Si and Gu met each other, they probably never imagined that one day, the two of them would just sit together on the bench outside the ward, peacefully coexisting with each other.And this kind of peaceful coexistence is based on hurting the same person you like.

Whether this should be ridiculous or sad, Si Jin couldn't figure it out.

It's just that he knows that things should come to an end here.

Lu Youxi woke up the next morning, during the doctor's rounds.

When the nurse who was with him came out to inform them, the two hearts that had been suspended all the time fell to the ground.Gu Cheng'an got up without much hesitation and walked in, but Si Jin stood at the door and watched the scene through the gap, but he still didn't have the courage to step in.

What can you say when you go in?Apologize?

Seeing the half-stopped footsteps, Gu Cheng'an looked at the person at the door for a few seconds, and finally walked around him without saying anything.

The person lying on the hospital bed was wrapped in gauze in several places, some places were still slightly tinged with blood, and there were still dried blood scabs on the fingertips and some fine spots.

Lu Youxi's eyes blinked in a directionless way, and his face was as pale as a doll.The doctor asked him a few words, and he seemed to hear it, but he didn't seem to hear anything. After a while, he said a few words in a soft voice, and fell asleep again not long after.

Gu Cheng'an couldn't help but asked worriedly: "What's the matter with him?"

I saw the doctor draw a few strokes in the notebook with a pen, and said to him: "It's all good, just a slight concussion. It is estimated that there will be headache, dizziness, nausea and other symptoms in the past few days. Sleepiness is sometimes used to relieve these discomforts. , so everything is still normal, it’s enough to recover.”

After hearing this, Gu Chengan felt relieved, and wrote them down one by one in his heart.

When he came out again, he briefly explained to Si Jin what the doctor said.

Si Jin nodded after listening, and said to him while holding the phone: "Then you stay with him, I'm leaving first, and I probably won't come here again."

Hearing this, Gu Cheng'an was startled for a moment, and instantly understood what he meant, and couldn't help asking him: "Do you really not want to wait until he wakes up and say something before leaving?"

The other party looked at him, lowered his eyes and thought for a while, and finally only replied, "Forget it, there is no point in apologizing."

After Si Jin left, Gu Chengan was the only one left in the ward.

Lu Youxi also fell into a deep sleep for the next few hours and did not wake up again.After thinking about it, Gu Cheng'an went downstairs, went out the door, touched a cigarette, and smoked it in the smoking area outside.

The nicotine entered his lungs, and his emotions were slightly relieved.

It has to be said that since he received the call yesterday, his emotions have been raised there.It's not that he never thought about finding Si Jin to settle this matter, but seeing Si Jin's attitude, he seemed to have been slapped in the face, and felt that he was no better than Si Jin.

I always think that the other party deserves it, but in the end it's me who deserves it.

He looked at the ground and sighed, smoked three or four cigarettes in a row, and didn't stop until he saw that the cigarette case was empty.

Seeing the lunch boxes in the hands of family members coming and going, the hunger from not having eaten for more than ten hours finally subsided.He raised his eyes to look in the direction of the ward, guessing that Lu Youxi was still asleep, so he immediately made a decision and went to the snack bar outside.

Most of the restaurants near the hospital catered to patients and their family members. Gu Chengan stood there and looked at the menu, and asked for a noodle meal, and also a white porridge to take away.

On the way back, he looked at his phone and vaguely felt that it was too quiet recently.But he didn't expect to bump into whatever he wanted, just as he got out of the elevator and looked up at the ward, he saw a person who shouldn't be here was about to open the door and enter.

He quickly stopped the person outside, frowned and asked the other person: "Why are you here?"