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It was as if a beam of light was suddenly shone into the long darkness, and Lu Youxi's heart was suddenly lit up.

He even wondered if he heard it wrong, and couldn't help twisting the back of his hand again. After confirming that he was in pain, he slowly raised his head and looked at the other party.

He couldn't speak for a while, he just felt that the emotion that had been blocked in his heart was like a wide channel opened up by the barrier lake, so he found the correct exit and evacuated along it.

Lu Youxi looked at the other person's eyes staring at his collarbone, felt the friction brought by his fingers, and asked after a while, "Are you, did you forgive me?"

The hand on the shoulder and neck paused, and then it was put down after a few seconds.Gu Cheng'an lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then replied in a low voice: "No."

In a word, Lu Youxi's heart was seized again in an instant, until he heard the other party say again: "Although it's not, but I won't ignore you anymore, let you alone like this."

Gu Cheng'an sighed, this kind of life is torture for Lu Youxi, isn't it for him?only……

He raised his head, looked directly into the eyes of the person on the bed, and continued: "Until this problem is resolved, I can't say that I don't forgive you. I don't know what thoughts you have made these decisions, but you can't ask me I fully understand your approach, because I can't bear anyone standing between us like this, whether it's Si Jin, or anyone else in the future."

"I know," Lu Youxi paused, and then repeated: "I know, I'll make it clear to Si Jin."

After finishing speaking, he quickly added: "This time I really won't lie to you again, no matter what the final result is, I will tell you well."

Gu Cheng'an stared into Lu Youxi's eyes for a long time, and finally nodded slightly as a sign of agreement.

Seeing him like this, Lu Youxi felt a little more relaxed.He also knew in his heart that what he said was discounted by Gu Cheng'an, but no matter what, as long as he didn't ignore him, everything would develop in a good direction.

The two finally ate together at the same dining table after many days, and watched TV together on the sofa for a while after the meal.

It's just that although the two seem to have returned to normal, Lu Youxi always feels that there is still a distance between them, and he clearly knows that his heart is extremely eager to eliminate such a distance. .

So at night, after the two of them lay in bed, Lu Youxi, who hadn't dared to lean over these days, took the initiative to get into the other's bed, and pulled the other's arm to hug him.

At first, Gu Cheng'an seemed to have some concerns, but he is a young man after all, how can he stand up to the person he likes to keep digging in like this.

He felt the other party's lips lightly brushing against his neck, touching the skin softly, causing a slight throbbing.Gradually, it changed from being kissed and pecked by others to taking the initiative.He frowned slightly and pressed his hands to his sides, looked at the slightly flushed face of the other person, and kissed him after a long absence.

The breaths of the two overlapped, and Lu Youxi could not restrain himself from accepting each other's enthusiasm, and the words Xie Yi mentioned rushed into his brain at this moment.Now he only has Gu Cheng'an alone, so what's wrong with him?Taking advantage of the space where the two of them were breathing slightly, he somehow managed to get those words out of his mouth.

He asked, "Do you want me?"

As soon as these words came out, the distracting thoughts were dispelled in an instant, even Gu Cheng'an couldn't stop himself from turning red.

Although the two tossed until midnight, it was rare for Lu Youxi to have a good night's sleep.

I originally thought that I might have back pain the next day, but after waking up, I moved a bit, but I didn't feel anything strange.He recalled how Gu Cheng'an resisted the urge to take his time yesterday, so he couldn't help turning his head to look at the person who was still sleeping on the side, and slightly bent the corners of his mouth.

It's a rare weekend without going to school, so Lu Youxi got under the quilt without thinking too much.

Going back to sleep after this sleep, she fell asleep until the afternoon. When she woke up, Lu Youxi felt as if she had returned to a few months ago.

In late April, the weather has started to warm up slowly.

The two finally got along peacefully at home, so they dragged out the winter and summer clothes from the chest and changed them together.Everything that should be washed and cleaned has been completed.

The things in the house that were originally placed separately were put together and arranged into columns. Looking at the somewhat brand-new home, Lu Youxi's heart became clearer.

He looked at himself in the mirror with a slight red mark on his neck, and smiled unconsciously.But looking at his slightly longer hair, he couldn't help thinking about those things, and couldn't help sighing, as long as the problem in front of him was solved now, it would be great.

On Monday, Lu Youxi went to Class [-] again. He didn't expect too much, but he didn't expect that the pointer of luck finally turned to him. Before he went upstairs, he met that 'Miss Xiaohui'.

When Lu Youxi saw someone, he directly stepped forward to say hello, "Miss Xiaohui?"

When the person on the other side heard him yelling like that, he turned his head and laughed, "What Miss Hui? Don't follow them. My name is Liang Hui, and I'm in the same grade. Don't call me sister."

"Well, good," Lu Youxi smiled sheepishly and continued, "Can I ask you a favor?"

"What's wrong?" Liang Hui asked.

"Can I trouble you to contact Si Jin for me, I'm looking for him, um, something happened." Lu Youxi said.

Liang Hui seemed to have thought of something, looked at him for two seconds, then picked up the phone and agreed: "Sure, you are from the third class, right? After I ask him, I will message you back."

After listening, Lu Youxi quickly thanked her.

Liang Hui was also very fast. Before school was over at night, he entrusted a boy in the same class to bring Lu Youxi a note with the time and place written on it.

Lu Youxi took a look and found that the time was the same day, so when school was over, she explained to Gu Cheng'an in advance, and said, "Go back first, I'll go to Si Jin to clarify and go home."

After Gu Chengan listened, he paused for two seconds before opening his mouth again: "Don't you need me to accompany you?"

"No need, I'll take care of my own affairs." Lu Youxi held the note in her hand, thought for a while and said.

He wasn't afraid that Gu Cheng'an would be waiting below, it was just that he would be able to solve this problem with less psychological pressure.And as he said, this problem is indeed between him and Si Jin, and it is up to them to solve it.

After hearing his firm answer, Gu Cheng'an finally didn't object any more. He just accompanied him to the school gate and saw him leave before turning around and walking home.

The address written on the note was a bit unfamiliar to Lu Youxi. Si Jin had never brought him here before, and he would not go this way himself.

After he got on the bus, he reached out and touched the unopened box in his schoolbag to calm himself down, and then he looked at the surrounding scenery and went to his destination.

The place I arrived looked like a high-end bar, a certain distance from the downtown area.There were quite a few people coming in and out, but they could be identified at a glance, most of them were not children of Lu Youxi's age.

He couldn't stop being suspicious, but he couldn't, so he could only walk in like this.

The door of the box on the second floor is half glass, and Lu Youxi was slightly relieved when he saw the people sitting inside through the glass.

The interior is black as a whole. One side of the wall is a solid-color square glass wine cabinet, while the other side is a sofa and a TV standing in the middle.

Si Jin leaned against the back of the sofa with a glass of wine in one hand, and the phone in the other hand, staring at the phone with narrowed eyes.

When he saw the person at the door pushing the door and coming in, he put his phone on the coffee table and beckoned for him to come over.

Seeing the other party's gesture, Lu Youxi couldn't help clenching the hand holding the schoolbag twice.He felt that today's Si Jin was completely different from the past, but for some reason he felt a little familiar.It's just that I don't know if this is an illusion caused by the fact that there are only two people here, or the tension caused by something in my heart.

With a smile on his face, Si Jin took his hand and sat down, then picked up another wine glass, shook the bottle and poured half a glass.

Lu Youxi looked at the bottle that had bottomed out, and opened his mouth anxiously, "Si Jin."

Si Jin held the wine glass and rubbed the rim twice with his fingertips, then handed it to Lu Youxi with such a smile, and said, "Try it? This wine is relatively rare."

Hearing what he said, Lu Youxi, although doubtful in her heart, still took it and took a sip.But the strong wine entered his throat and burned down his throat to his heart, and he frowned immediately.

This is so unlike Si Jin, what happened, he couldn't help thinking.After more than a year and a half of getting along, Si Jin knew that he didn't like these things, especially after seeing his reaction after tasting it for the first time, Si Jin never let him drink such a strong thing again.

He reached out to put down the wine glass, but he didn't want to hear the voice of the person next to him say indifferently: "Did I ask you to put it down?"

The hand holding the cup paused for an instant, and he instantly remembered that he had heard such a tone before, so he looked over in panic.

I saw that Si Jin's expression remained the same as before, without any change.However, at the next moment, with such an expression, he opened his mouth again: "Shouldn't you have something to talk to me about? For example, go to America with me, or..."

His voice suddenly turned cold: "You and the person surnamed Gu."

He got it.

Lu Youxi's eyes widened suddenly, and then he stood up in horror.He looked over with unbelievable eyes, and saw Si Jin playing with the mobile phone in his hand, and a video was playing on the screen.

It was him and Gu Chengan at the carport, and Gu Chengan kissed him lightly on the video.

Looking at the intimate interaction in the video, he instantly remembered when it happened.But, what happened to this video, who took it?When did Si Jin know?He doesn't know.

I saw that Si Jin's face gradually turned cold, and his eyes seemed to be tinged with a little cruelty.

"Lu Youxi, I didn't treat you badly. If I'm not wrong, you were with him before I came back, right?" He said.

After finishing speaking, he got up again and raised his hand as before, caressing Lu Youxi's side face, and continued: "You are not timid now, just let me spoil you, you really take yourself too seriously, don't you? I originally thought that you were a little different from them. Now it seems that they are all the same. "

The hand that slid down the cheek grabbed Lu Youxi's collar.Seeing Lu Youxi's expression full of fear that he had never seen in front of him, Si Jin suddenly felt extremely disgusted.

Anger, irritability, and alcohol frantically stimulate the brain in this moment, and everything seems to be out of control.He just pushed the person out, then turned around and picked up the wine bottle behind him, and smashed it down hard in front of his eyes.