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Song Sihan's birthday is on October [-]st.

Before college, her birthdays were very simple, a cream cake, a table of specialty dishes, and the whole family slumped on the sofa watching TV for a while after eating, which was perfect.

As for such a foreign event as a birthday party, she has never done it before.She has been studying in a private school and intends to make friends with classmates from good families. As a result, her friends have high vision, and they may not be able to appreciate her hospitality, and it is unnecessary to swell their faces to pretend to be fat.And every year at this time is a holiday, everyone is immersed in the beautiful atmosphere of the holiday, and the slack brain is unwilling to remember such trivial things as a classmate's birthday.

Not to mention Song Sihan’s three roommates, two locals who go home after the holidays, and one who lives far away but is a backpacking enthusiast. town.Therefore, the university was twice eleven, and the dormitory was empty.

I don't want to go back to Jingzhou either.Song Zhongdao's dinner was indispensable, and Chen Yuqiao didn't have time to spare. Half of his old classmates were abroad, so going back to Jingzhou wasn't the same as being at school?Simply stay in Cheongju to save the trouble of flying back and forth.

Song Sihan likes to be lively, but he doesn't like to join in the fun.She is usually very busy, she can be seen everywhere, and she can play with any new gadgets, but if no one is looking for her, she will not feel bored in the dormitory all day by herself.She especially didn't want to join in the excitement of the holidays, and she didn't have to see the words "large population" with her own eyes.

So Song Sihan's birthday always passed without being salty or dull.

This year is different.

October [-] happened to be a Saturday, and after class on Friday afternoon, the two local roommates disappeared.On Saturday morning, Song Sihan sent away the last roommate who was going to visit the beauty of the ancient town. Sitting in the extremely quiet dormitory, he finished writing a thousand-character essay in two hours. It was not ten o’clock yet, so he considered whether to wait In a while, I will contact Cheng Ji in advance.

Cheng Ji did not go home during the holidays.After Song Sihan found out about it a week ago, he asked her if she had no plans on Eleventh, so he asked her to go to Xiaofenzhu Video Game City to have a good day.

After delivering sunscreen to Cheng Ji the night before the military training, Song Sihan was busy with student work, and apart from sending a text message every other day or two, the two met only once, and had supper in the cafeteria.Now that the military training is over and the long vacation is coming, neither of them will return to Jingzhou, so naturally they should see each other again.

Song Sihan never forgot to take care of Cheng Ji.This was her unilateral decision at the beginning, but every time she sent a text message, Cheng Ji replied quickly, briefly but without perfunctory, and Song Sihan felt that she and Cheng Ji had reached a tacit agreement on this aspect.

Welcome to the new year at the beginning of school, giving sunscreen, and supper in the cafeteria. These three times were not too long chats and in-depth meetings. In addition to the usual text messages, Song Sihan observed Cheng Ji's character from these: introverted, slow, very Be polite and don't make unsolicited requests.

In general, it seems that I can't adapt to college life a bit.

For the freshmen who have finally finished the high-pressure exam sprint, spent the summer vacation without homework, traveled all the way to a strange place, and even traveled thousands of kilometers from north to south, it is simply impossible for them not to be able to quickly adapt to college life. common situation.

However, at a time when everyone else has not yet adapted to this transition and has not yet discovered the difference between college and high school, if you can clear your mind and take a step ahead, you may lead every step in the future.

This time I asked Cheng Ji out to play, firstly, I really wanted to take Cheng Ji to have fun and relax, and secondly, Song Sihan wanted to observe Cheng Ji's character at a closer distance, so as to enhance understanding, so as to determine what to do in the future Give her any help.

Thinking in his head, Song Sihan called Cheng Ji when it was five minutes before ten o'clock: "Are you ready?"

"Well, all right."

Song Sihan laughed: "Then why didn't you come to me earlier? Let's go, see you at the east gate."

Gather at the east gate and walk to the subway station. After six stops, you will arrive at the shopping mall where Xiaofenzhu Video Game City is located.

The grade of this shopping mall is much higher than that near the school, and the price is of course more expensive. Song Sihan doesn't know how much Cheng Ji's monthly pocket money is, but judging by Cheng Ji's low-key dress and personality, he probably has little interest in shopping.

Cheng Ji didn't have any objections, and basically she nodded at whatever Song Sihan asked, and Song Sihan took her to a pedestrian street near the shopping mall based on his own feelings.

There is a creative store in the pedestrian street, with simple decoration, books and stationery are sold on the first floor, and some interesting small objects are sold on the second floor.Song Sihan asked: "Go in and have a look?"

Cheng Ji nodded.

The two first strolled around the stationery area on the first floor. Song Sihan chose a small peach seal. Seeing that Cheng Ji hadn't taken anything for a long time, he smiled and said, "Aren't you going to pick me a present for my birthday?"

Cheng Ji thought for a while, then lowered his head to look at those small seals.

Song Sihan didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "...I'm just kidding, let's go."

It's a little early for lunch now, so I'm here, so I just went to the second floor and walked around.Song Sihan was very interested in these gadgets, and looked at them one by one, but didn't buy anything. Cheng Ji bought a ceramic little black cat ornament instead.

Song Sihan was still vigilant in his heart, afraid that Cheng Ji would take what he just said seriously and prepare to give it to himself. When he saw Cheng Ji holding the lying little black cat in his palm and looking carefully in front of him, the corners of his mouth curled up, it seemed that he was sincere. If you like it, you will know that you are being passionate.

At twelve o'clock, the two went to the restaurant in the mall for dinner.

Song Sihan made a reservation for a seat by the window, and Cheng Ji didn't have any comments when ordering, but after ordering Cheng Ji mentioned the AA system, Song Sihan refused: "Whether there is you or not, I will find a better restaurant to eat. Let me invite you, and you can invite me back to school."

Cheng Ji didn't speak anymore.

The restaurant was slow to serve food, but several dishes were served together. Song Sihan ordered all four dishes at once. She picked up her mobile phone to take pictures and sent them to Song Zhongdao and Chen Yuqiao, and then told Cheng Ji to eat quickly.

Many people like to chat while eating, thinking that this can shorten the distance faster, and Song Sihan is obviously not one of them.She doesn't talk much when eating, she is very quiet, and Cheng Ji is the same.

However, Cheng Ji is also very quiet at other times.

Song Sihan made up his mind to chat with Cheng Ji more in the video game city in the afternoon.

The Little Pink Pig Video Game City is on the first floor, with a large area, spacious and bright, and a full range of game consoles.The clean and tidy tiles reflect the colorful light tubes on the ceiling, and the colorfully decorated game consoles send a lively and friendly call to the people who come.Students, office workers, aunts and uncles... This is a playground for children of all ages.

Before I reached the door, I could vaguely hear talking, laughing and game music sound effects inside.The rich sound will not make people feel chaotic and noisy. On the contrary, after approaching, the smiles on the faces of the people inside will make people want to join the excitement immediately.

Song Sihan asked: "Have you played before?"

Cheng Ji shook her head, with a trace of timidity hidden in curiosity, carefully looking at this place she was completely unfamiliar with.

"Let's go, let's change the game currency first." Song Sihan saw that she didn't reject it, so he couldn't help smiling, and felt that the decision to bring her here was very correct.

The dance machines and jazz drums are empty, and the seats for racing cars and motorcycles are not filled.Because Cheng Ji was here for the first time, Song Sihan wanted to let her get used to the atmosphere here first, so he took her to... grab the dolls.

This operation is the simplest, and you can learn it as soon as you learn it. It doesn't matter even if Cheng Ji has never played any games since he was a child.

Song Sihan also changed the game currency by himself. The reason was "it's your first time here, so I'll take you to get familiar with it first, and then I'll change each one next time."

After distributing a handful of game coins to Cheng Ji, the two stood in front of two adjacent claw machines, ready to start.

Song Sihan said: "We will change the game when we catch the doll. Whoever catches the doll first will decide what to play next. Okay, let's start!"

When she said this, she was serious, and Cheng Ji's expression became serious.As soon as the words fell, the hands of the two fell on the joystick at the same time.

Five seconds later—

The mechanical claw held a little white cat doll with pink bows on its head and neck, and released it precisely above the exit.

Song Sihan: "..."

Cheng Ji bent down and took out the naive little white cat, his eyes were bent.

Song Sihan couldn't believe it and said, "This is your first time grabbing a doll?!"

Cheng Ji: "Yes. I will play this next time."

"Great luck." Song Sihan murmured, and then concentrated on grabbing the second time.

1 minutes later--

Cheng Ji smiled and took out the second little white cat.

It seems that Cheng Ji has already felt the fun of the video game city.But Song Sihan still wanted to say that the claw machine she played didn't seem to be like this.

After Cheng Ji harvested four little white cats, Song Sihan finally caught a blue dolphin.

Cheng Ji was satisfied, and took the initiative to say: "Let's play with another one?"

Song Sihan thought for a while and asked, "Can you play basketball?"

Cheng Ji: "No."

Song Sihan: "I seldom play. The shooting machine is very simple, just throw it casually. Three wins in five games, Bibi?"

Cheng Ji has no objection.

End of five innings: Song Sihan two, Cheng Ji wins.

Song Sihan took a breath and wanted to say something, but without saying anything, he gave a thumbs up to Cheng Ji, whose eyes were full of excitement.

Fortunately, Song Sihan later won the speed motorcycle and fishing games, so his self-confidence would not be hit too badly.After playing for more than an hour, the number of people in the video game city gradually increased, and the two ordered a glass of juice each to sit and rest.

Seeing that Cheng Ji was in good condition, Song Sihan took the opportunity to bring up today's topic and asked, "Have you joined the club yet?"

"Participated in the school photography association."

Song Sihan was a little surprised: "Do you like photography? Do you have a camera? No, I'll borrow a SLR for you."

Cheng Ji shook his head: "Thank you, no need. I'll borrow it from my roommate."

Song Sihan then asked: "How is getting along with your roommate? Is there any friction?"

"No, the roommates are all very good." Cheng Ji said, "We had a dinner in the dormitory before the holiday."

Song Sihan was a little relieved, and said: "I am very familiar with the head of your study department, and I have greeted her. There is no special care, but if you feel unwell someday or have other things, don't be cautious, just tell her, Let her adjust your work assignments for you, no problem."

Cheng Ji bowed his head and said, "Thank you."

As soon as she lowered her head, Qi Liuhai covered her eyes again, unable to see her expression.

Song Sihan was a little worried again. According to her observation, although Cheng Ji was introverted, she didn't hate socializing, but this habit of being shy and not talking at every turn really needed to be changed, and she was easy to be bullied.

A long way to go.

After planning for Cheng Ji in his mind for a while, Song Sihan finally said: "Study hard, listen to the class carefully, review carefully, grade points are very important. Make a career plan for yourself, review it after a while, revise and compare, Gradually, I know which direction I want to develop in the future..."

As he spoke, Song Sihan suddenly found that his tone was exactly the same as that of the counselor.

Fearing that Cheng Ji would be rebellious, Song Sihan turned back to the tone of an enthusiastic senior, and asked with a smile: "If you need help, you can tell me. Even if I can't help, I can also ask others for you."

Although what she said was true, when she said it, she felt that Cheng Ji would not ask her for help, and Cheng Ji's attitude towards her had never been particularly close.

But as soon as she finished speaking, Cheng Ji looked up at her hesitantly, and asked, "Can you recommend some part-time jobs for me, senior sister?"

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☆, present perfect tense (3)

There are very few people who think about doing part-time jobs when they first enter college.

Most of the freshmen are still trying to adapt and integrate into the university atmosphere, get acquainted with their classmates and seniors, or plunge into countless entertainment methods to make up for what they haven't been able to enjoy in the past ten years.

There are many courses and activities in the freshman year, and if you fill up the free time with part-time jobs, you will really have no personal time.

Song Sihan felt... Cheng Ji should not be short of money.The Cheng family's Huayue Company is developing steadily, as can be seen from Song Zhongdao's increasingly smug face.It stands to reason that it is impossible for the Cheng family to deduct Cheng Ji's tuition and living expenses, so how much?There is a little leakage between the fingers.

But Song Sihan didn't ask anything.

She found several part-time jobs through the relationship with the Student Union's Outreach Department. After screening, she recommended them to Cheng Ji, who decided to take two jobs.

One is a part-time job on weekends, the salary is relatively high, and the work content is relatively easy. The person in charge is a senior who graduated from the same school. I will contact you in advance every week to confirm whether I will come on weekends, one day or two days.Song Sihan knew the senior, and asked the senior to take care of Cheng Ji, and the senior also agreed, as long as Cheng Ji didn't make too many mistakes in his work, this part-time job can be kept until Cheng Ji voluntarily gives up.

The other time is more relaxed, sorting out the data and making a form to submit online, which can be done in the dormitory.This year, the second-level computer test has not yet been taken, and Cheng Ji has no relevant certificates. Song Sihan went to her dormitory to watch her operate, and made sure that she got the part-time job smoothly.

Cheng Ji is even busier.

Song Sihan hadn't seen her for half a month.

Autumn in Cheongju is very aggressive, getting a little bit colder every day.One afternoon in mid-November, after attending the lecture, Song Sihan blew all the way back to the dormitory and sat there, spinning a pen on his slightly stiff fingers, slightly lost in thought.

The pen she took out to take notes was a birthday present from Cheng Ji.That day they went to Xiaofenzhu video game city, and when they returned to the downstairs of the dormitory at night, Cheng Ji took out a gift from the schoolbag that had been carried all day.

Before seeing the rectangular box wrapped in floral wrapping paper and tied with a small flower, Song Sihan once thought he had no gift.She didn't care if Cheng Ji gave her something or not. The gift was just a formality. Cheng Ji played with her for a day, and she was happy enough.

However, she had a gift, and it was carefully prepared.

When the feeling of surprise slowly passed, the mood calmed down, and she reached out to accept the gift with a smile, leaving a touch of emotion in Song Sihan's heart.

I can't tell if it was because of this touch, but she always paid attention to Cheng Ji involuntarily afterwards, and somehow thought of Cheng Ji more and more times, and gradually developed a good impression.

Cheng Ji's reserved character, his text messages that are always answered within seconds, and his seldom smiling smile seem to be very ordinary, but they especially attract her attention and stir her mood.Cheng Ji is like a quiet glass bottle, which makes a short and pleasant sound when it is knocked. When she is invisible, she is worried about being bumped by others. When she sees her, she wants to protect her with both hands.

For next month's CET-[-] and CET-[-] exams, Cheng Ji was doing questions in the library when he was not in class during the day.The last time we met, Song Sihan helped her find review materials, borrowed them and gave them to her. Afterwards, Cheng Ji happily wandered in the ocean of study, obviously taking these two exams very seriously.

Song Sihan has recently realized that Cheng Jida has been in a hurry since he entered the school. Whether it is doing part-time jobs to make money, or studying for exams, he is always rushing as if someone is chasing him.

Of course, love of learning is an excellent quality, and being active in making money is also very pragmatic. Song Sihan has nothing to persuade. On the contrary, if Cheng Ji only cares about playing every day, Song Sihan needs to persuade Cheng Ji as a senior sister. Cheng Ji works so hard, she This senior has almost no room for development.

Song Sihan has Cheng Ji's class schedule, but Cheng Ji has no class at this time.She sent a text message to ask, and it turned out that Cheng Ji was in the library.It's not easy to hit the time once, she didn't hesitate to go out with a notebook and a pen.

Generally, one to half a month before the exam, the seats in the library start to be in short supply.There are still plenty of seats in the library.Cheng Ji sat at the end of the long table near the window, bowed his head and was doing a problem, with a schoolbag on the empty chair beside him.When Song Sihan saw her, the vague urgency in his heart faded away, he found a book from the bookshelf, and walked behind Cheng Ji.

At this time Cheng Ji hadn't noticed her coming.

Seeing that she was serious, Song Sihan didn't want to disturb her, so he stood behind her and watched her do an English cloze.After finishing all the small questions, Cheng Ji turned around and saw Song Sihan.

"Sister." Cheng Ji lowered his voice slightly hoarse.

Song Sihan nodded, waited for her to remove the bag, sat down and said, "Go ahead, leave me alone."

The corners of Cheng Ji's mouth changed slightly, giving her a smile that could only be captured by a slow-motion playback on a high-definition screen, and she lowered her head again.

Song Sihan also opened the book, his eyes were empty, and he recalled Cheng Ji's eyes frame by frame in his mind.Just now, her attention was not on the corner of Cheng Ji's mouth, but on her eyes, which is undoubtedly quite reasonable, because Cheng Ji's eyes are too big, and she will naturally pay attention to those eyes when she looks at them.

It seems that the lower eyelid has been pushed up slightly, and the two lying silkworms under the eyes have shown a little prototype, which should be a smile.

Cheng Ji has a shallow silkworm under his eyes, which is not very obvious.But Cheng Ji didn't smile often, and those two lying silkworms appeared even less.Song Sihan thought it would look better if she smiled a little wider and her eyes were bent, but she was too embarrassed to say that, and only thought that it would be great if she could make her smile more.

I stayed in the library with Cheng Ji for two hours. Originally, Song Sihan didn't intend to read books, but under the influence of Cheng Ji, he also read some books.At dinner time, the two went to the restaurant to eat together.

After leaving the library, Song Sihan realized that Cheng Ji's voice was hoarse when he was talking.

"It may be a sign of a cold." Song Sihan's tone revealed a little worry.

Cheng Ji: "Our minister has a cold, and I may be infected."

"You should rest more. The weather is cold and you don't need to blow the wind." Song Sihan looked at her coat, "You should also wear more clothes. Do you have a sweater?"

"Yes." Cheng Ji replied obediently, "I will wear it tomorrow."

Song Sihan was satisfied, and couldn't help but say a few words: "You are only a freshman, so you don't need to work so hard. The professional grades are in the top ten percent, and it is enough to get excellent in the second and fourth grades." What he said when he encouraged Cheng Ji was quite different.

After hearing this, Cheng Ji was silent for a moment, and then murmured in a hoarse voice: "I want to..."

As soon as possible, she didn't finish.She lowered her head, and Song Sihan couldn't see her expression clearly again.However, Song Sihan seemed to understand something vaguely, so he didn't try to persuade him.

The wind passed between the two of them coldly, and Song Sihan walked a little closer to Cheng Ji.

Song Sihan's heart vibrated very slightly, in keeping with the beat of the heartbeat, as if it was deliberately hidden so that it would be difficult to detect.When I found out, I already had this person in my heart.

I like it from good to good, but it's just a few meetings.

This year's Christmas Eve happened to be Saturday, the sky was lightly snowed, and the night was a bit cold.After Cheng Ji finished her part-time job and returned to school by car, Song Sihan waited for her at the station with an umbrella.The snow in the south is very wet, sometimes like rain.

Saying goodbye to the alumni who went to part-time jobs together, the two of them held the same umbrella and walked slowly until no one else passed by.

The snow fell on the dark blue floor tiles and melted in an instant, and the two pairs of feet took coordinated steps and printed on each brick.Cheng Ji always said little, and Song Sihan was just as silent this night. The unusual atmosphere enveloped the people under the umbrella, making them a world of anxiety.

Finally Song Sihan suppressed the tension in her heart, and she said, "Cheng Ji, I like you. Do you feel it?"

Cheng Ji lowered his head, and it took a long time before he said a word: "Yes."

Song Sihan exhaled, only to realize that she had been afraid to breathe loudly, and she asked, "What about you, how do you feel about me?"

While waiting, Song Sihan kept trying to control his pounding heartbeat, fearing that the sound of his heartbeat would overwhelm Cheng Ji's answer.

Cheng Ji replied in a very low voice, "Well, me too."

Song Sihan heard the sound of Xiaoxue falling on the umbrella again.

From the station to the dormitory building, Song Sihan held her hand first, and that was how the first love began.

Song Sihan has never been in love, because he has never liked anyone.Her idea of ​​love is very simple, if you like it, you have to fight for it, if you like each other, then you should be together.

To be honest, before confessing her love, she was not entirely sure whether Cheng Ji had any intentions for her in that regard.She can vaguely feel that Cheng Ji's attitude towards her is slightly different from that of others. Cheng Ji always responds to her text messages in seconds, and she never shirks when she meets Cheng Ji. , Cheng Ji also accepted all without objection.

But Cheng Ji was undoubtedly lacking in response, perhaps because of his personality, Cheng Ji treated her with a cold attitude, several times Song Sihan thought that her coldness was aimed at himself, but this thought flashed by, like an illusion, Song Sihan didn't take it seriously.

Fortunately, Cheng Ji agreed, proving that she is not self-indulgent.

This started to happen naturally, and in Song Sihan's view, it was perfect.She doesn't have any worries about the future, as long as both of them don't change their minds, first love can last forever.

It was the first time for both of them to fall in love. At first, while adapting to their identities as lovers, they approached each other with restraints, and tried hard to learn the complicated and profound course of love, but they just kept going around outside the door.

It wasn't until Song Sihan returned to Jingzhou for the New Year during the winter vacation, and Cheng Ji stayed at school, and separated the two places for nearly a month, missing and maturing their relationship.

Cheng Ji hasn't changed much after falling in love.

She seldom says "like" and doesn't say "I love you". Sometimes she will replace it with a shy look, and Song Sihan will let her go.Sometimes when Song Sihan was narrow-minded and forced her to speak out, she blushed and bumped her forehead on Song Sihan's shoulder, asking Song Sihan to forgive her.

"When will you be more enthusiastic?" Song Sihan often asked her with a helpless smile, but she was never really angry because of this. There is distress, and after falling in love, it becomes indulgence.

So Cheng Ji never changed, shy, passive, reticent, even reserved in bed, and his voice was soft.

The only time when Cheng Ji's emotions were exposed was a few months before Song Sihan graduated from senior year.

Song Sihan found a job locally in Cheongju. Because she often worked overtime, she rented a house next to the company. On weekends, she took Cheng Ji to a nice restaurant she found for dinner. If Cheng Ji was not free, she would go to school to see Cheng Ji.

They meet once a week, and if they are not free, they only meet once in two or three weeks.When Cheng Ji suddenly lost his temper when they met, Song Sihan just wanted to coax her quickly, and don't break up unhappy. After all, coaxing in text messages and phone calls is separated by a layer, which will plant the seeds of instability.

But if you coax it once or twice, there will be another time.Sending text messages and making phone calls often quarreled because of some minor issues. Song Sihan was very busy with work, and when contacting Cheng Ji, he was often out of energy. Cheng Ji seemed to find fault on purpose. After a few times, Song Sihan finally realized the difference There is a big problem in the relationship, and I want to talk to Cheng Ji, but the conversation will turn into a new round of quarrels.

In the past, Cheng Ji's urgency was only used for studying and making money. In the days before they broke up, her urgency was all used for Song Sihan.Song Sihan couldn't get used to this sudden change. She gradually felt oppressed and irritable in this relationship, and she didn't want to continue the frequent disputes without seeing the end. She could only think that this relationship might come to this point. the end.

On the night of graduation, Song Sihan asked Cheng Ji to come out for a walk after dinner.

Song Sihan drank a little wine, she can drink well, and was very sober when she saw Cheng Ji.

But thinking about this day later, Song Sihan only remembered that he said the breakup.Everything else is blurred.

The author has something to say: Thanks for the comments and the nutrient solution!This is the version of Song Sihan's first love, and Cheng Ji's impression is another version.After switching to Cheng Ji’s perspective, there will also be memories of elementary school and college, but everyone can rest assured that the content will definitely not be repeated. Even if the same plot is written, the emphasis will definitely be different.The next chapter is back to the present continuous tense!See you tomorrow~

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☆, present continuous tense (3)

They have been together for a year and a half.Cheng Ji's hair has changed from short hair at the ears to medium-length hair, and Song Sihan's hairstyle has hardly changed, and has always been refreshingly short.

Song Sihan was looking for a job in Qingzhou because of Cheng Ji. When the two broke up, Song Sihan didn't want to stay in this meaningless place, so he quickly resigned and returned to Jingzhou to join Huayue Company.

And then five years.They have no contact with each other and are forgotten in the vast crowd.

Song Sihan thought he had forgotten.Meeting Cheng Ji by accident this time, the memories that surfaced one after another told her that she had not completely forgotten this person, this not-so-perfect first love.

Huayue has no related business to cooperate with Cheng Ji's company recently. Song Sihan kept Cheng Ji's business card properly and did not plan to contact him.

Not in the mood.Not in the mood for anything unplanned.After all, he is a person who has just lost love.

Song Yan's car was hit, and the other party took out insurance, and Song Yan was dizzy with the damage, negotiation, maintenance and other matters.Song Sihan didn't expect her to accompany him to relieve boredom. If he really wanted to sit and chat together, it would probably mean that the two sides would complain to each other. Thinking about that scene, people would shy away.

After wandering like a ghost for a few days, Guan Mingming's promise was fulfilled.

On Saturday afternoon, Song Sihan came to the street cafe where they used to come.Guan Mingming likes to sit by the window. Song Sihan walked through the glass window and saw Guan Mingming's back with his head bowed.

Two years of relationship, even if it ends, there will always be some tenderness in my heart.Song Sihan pushed open the door, walked to Guan Mingming's desk, pulled out a chair and sat down.

"You're here." Guan Mingming raised his head and smiled at her.

"Yeah." Song Sihan looked at her, her face was covered by makeup, only a little thinner could be seen.Guan Mingming is not having a good time these days.

Guan Mingming ordered a piece of cheesecake, put down his fork after taking a bite, and obviously had no appetite.

Song Sihan didn't move the fork, and called out: "Sister Mingming." That's what Song Sihan called her when they first met.

Guan Mingming knew that this was signaling for herself to speak, so she sighed.

"Sister Mingming." Song Sihan could see that she was wandering in the last place, but Song Sihan didn't plan to return without success when we met today, "Your things have been moved away, it should be difficult for us to see each other again in the future, this may be the last conversation, you Are you really unwilling to talk to me? Let’s talk about it, and we both don’t have any regrets in our hearts, okay?”

Guan Mingming nodded, but he still looked hesitant, not knowing what to say.

Song Sihan said: "You always have to give me a reason why you broke up suddenly."

Guan Mingming nodded again, his eyes fixed, his expression relaxed, and he said slowly: "You think it's sudden. For me, it's a decision made with reason after being dominated by emotion for a long time. We are not suitable."

"We have been very good in the past two years, what is not suitable now?"

"Yeah, it's been two years." Guan Mingming suddenly looked far away, paused for a long time, looked at Song Sihan and said, "After two years, I finally figured out that you will not change for me. No matter how hard I try, you will still Just like you two years ago, nothing has changed, I'm really tired."

Song Sihan was stunned. It was the first time she heard these words from Guan Mingming: "What hard work? No, what do you want me to change?"

Guan Mingming: "I want you to value me and care about me."

Song Sihan asked: "Didn't I do it?"

Guan Mingming lightly clenched his hands on the table and met her gaze: "I want you to pay more attention and care more."

Song Sihan felt at a loss: "You never said that."

"If you cared enough about me, you should have found out a long time ago. How can I say these words myself?" Guan Mingming asked.

Song Sihan thought for a while, then asked: "Because I didn't see what you were thinking, so you didn't say it? Is this a punishment for me? If you already thought this was a problem, why didn't you communicate with me? We are in In love, both of us should hope that this relationship will get better and better, shouldn't we?"

Guan Mingming leaned back against the back of the chair, and slipped his hands from the table to the leather bag on his knees: "Really, you hope that this relationship will get better and better? Then have you done anything for this goal?"

"I don't think there is any problem with our relationship, just like before, I think it's very good, as long as it keeps going?" Song Sihan said.

"Because you only care about yourself." Guan Mingming said, "There are obviously problems. What will we do in five years, and what will we do in ten years? Have you considered our future? Your eyes are only on the present, only on yourself , you just need to be happy, have you thought about what I want?"

"what would you like?"

"What do I want? I've said so much, don't you understand? I want a sense of security. Because you don't care about me enough, you don't care about me enough, you don't care what I'm anxious about, you don't care at all, and you don't look for a solution , will only tell me not to worry, everything is fine, but in my eyes these are not good, there are loopholes everywhere. How far do you think we can go if I don't mention breaking up?"

Song Sihan was speechless, she thought she could go forever.

Guan Mingming's accusation reminded her that in June and July this year, Guan Mingming was very anxious.June 26th is Guan Mingming's 32nd birthday. Song Sihan thought she was worried about her age, so she tried to comfort her many times. She was careful not to touch Nilin every day, tried some romantic tricks, and finally passed that time peacefully.

It turns out that Guan Mingming has been dissatisfied with her since then, and what Guan Mingming is worried about is not only age, but also the future.These pipes obviously didn't say a word.

Song Sihan understood the meaning of "there are loopholes everywhere", everything is fine in her eyes, but nothing is good in Guan Mingming's eyes.

"Aren't you happy with me?" Song Sihan finally came to his senses.

Guan Mingming has complicated eyes.After a moment of silence, she said: "When two people are together, happiness is not enough."

"Really." Song Sihan murmured.

Guan Mingming softened his tone and said, "So separation is good for both of us. Since you won't change for me, I don't have any hope, lest I become a resentful couple in the future."

After hearing this, Song Sihan was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly looked at her and asked, "Sister Mingming, have you changed anything for me?"

Guan Mingming was startled.

Song Sihan: "You have made a lot of efforts, where is it? Why can't I see it? Since when did you expect me to change? Did you stay with me with the goal of changing me?"

"No." Guan Mingming said immediately.

"Does that mean that after you found out that we were not suitable, you felt that the only solution was to change me?"

Guan Mingming did not refute.

Song Sihan was silent after that, she thought she had to look at the past two years with a different perspective, the happiness in her eyes might not be happiness in Guan Mingming's eyes.It turned out that this wasn't a sudden breakup. To put it bluntly, it was a long-planned breakup.

It's so sad, Song Sihan thought quietly, it's even sadder now than when Guan Mingming proposed to break up.

"I still don't know what I did wrong." After a while, Song Sihan said, "Before today, I thought we were happy together, maybe I was too slow. As you said, I didn't pay enough attention to you."

She took a deep breath and forcibly cheered up: "Anyway, I still thank you and feel sorry for not making you as happy as I am in these two years."

After waiting for a while, she found that Guan Mingming didn't intend to answer, so she asked, "Sister Mingming, do you have any requests?"

Guan Mingming glanced at her with guilt in his eyes, cheered up a little, and replied, "No."

"That's it." Song Sihan smiled, "Let's leave it at that."

Although Mingming has unfinished feelings, there is really nothing to say, only one sentence remains: "Goodbye."

"Goodbye."

Song Sihan got up and left the coffee shop, passed the glass window again, without looking sideways.

While waiting for the red light at the intersection, the indifference on her face disappeared, and the powerlessness pulled the corners of her mouth down, making her unable to make a smile, as if she was crying expressionlessly, but no tears flowed.

She walked slowly back to the apartment and sat on the sofa.The house was as empty as her mood.The nostalgia for another person who used to live here flew out through the French windows of the balcony and dissipated in the lonely autumn evening in Jingzhou.

Slowly, she slipped down and lay on her side, her eyes resting on the coffee table, thinking about what she did wrong, her brain stopped and turned and didn't cooperate, which made her more tired.I worked overtime late last night and fell asleep without realizing it.

When Song Sihan was woken up by the phone, his heart was palpitating, his head was buzzing, and he answered it quickly without looking at the name: "Hello?" Then he remembered to see who it was, before he took the phone away from his ear, he heard a call from inside. With a brisk voice, Song Sihan laughed helplessly.

"Hello! Song Sihan, I'm at the Paris airport and I'm going back to China tomorrow. Do you miss me? I'll send you the flight number in a moment. Pick me up at noon tomorrow. I'll go to your place to sleep. Let's go have a good night together!"

Song Sihan rubbed his forehead and sat up: "Don't you have a driver at home? Wait, where are you going to sleep?"

"Oh, I don't want to go home. As soon as I get home, I'm told about getting married. I'm so annoyed. It's agreed. I'll pick me up at the international exit tomorrow at noon. It's best to take me to have a good meal first. I miss the ones you found." It's a small restaurant!"

Song Sihan was speechless. Miss Lou's ability to talk to herself was still unrivaled after not seeing her for a month, so she agreed: "Okay, see you at the airport tomorrow."

"Okay, don't complain, I brought you a gift, I hope you like it! Don't talk about it, I'll go to the duty-free shop at the airport, love you so much!"

"..."

The phone hung up.Song Sihan was hesitating to speak to the off-screen mobile phone.The last time I called at the end of the phone call, I still used a long "me me da", but this time it suddenly escalated to "me chirp me chirp", I was caught off guard, and it was weird.

It was ten o'clock in the evening, and she slept for four hours. Although she was still a little sleepy, her stomach couldn't bear it anymore. After thinking about it, she took her wallet and went downstairs to find a night snack shop.I still have to live a broken relationship. I didn’t eat well all day today, and I can only eat a bowl of hot wonton or noodle soup at night.

Strolling home after supper, I almost digested it, so I took a shower and went to bed. I slept soundly this time, and woke up feeling comfortable physically and mentally.

Lou Jingxian's flight arrived at 12:30 noon, and Song Sihan arrived at the airport at [-]:[-] noon. She was originally standing behind the crowd, but the people in front gradually received relatives and friends to leave, and Song Sihan moved to the first row behind the guardrail.

After changing three standing postures, Song Sihan finally saw Lou Jingxian pushing the luggage cart with hands plus = one = one = zero = eight = one = seven = nine = five = one, with two huge suitcases and a boarding case on it. After waving, he took the trolley and said, "Did the customs not detain you for buying so many things?"

"You don't even want a present after it's deducted." Lou Jingxian is used to long-distance flights. She slept back home and put on her makeup before landing. She looked radiant. "I'm so hungry, where can I have lunch?"

"I booked a tea restaurant, not far from my home, let's go after putting our luggage."

"Very good." Lou Jingxian was satisfied, and she thought about it and asked, "Sister Mingming, do you want to eat together?"

"No, we broke up."

"what?"

"separated."

"what?"

"..."

"Break up?!" Lou Jingxian exclaimed, "Haven't you been together for two years?"

"Yeah, that's why I'm so sad, you stop poking my wound."

"Oh oh,