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Chapter 60 Wanzi Fanwai.
, the layout is compact, suitable for one person or two people.
The door of the master bedroom is facing a corridor more than three meters long. The bathroom is on the left, the kitchen is connected to the front, and the second bedroom is on the right.The doors of the bathroom and the second bedroom are all in the aisle, and the doors of the master bedroom and the second bedroom are particularly close.Song Sihan stopped in a daze for a while, then reached out and opened the door of the second bedroom.
Thick dark gray floor-to-ceiling blackout curtains cut out the light, making the room appear dark and lonely.
Several cardboard boxes were neatly arranged in a row next to the wall on the wooden floor. Walking through the gap between the cardboard boxes and the end of the bed, Song Sihan came to the window and "swished" and opened the curtains.
The morning light rushed in instantly, and Song Sihan narrowed his eyes when he saw the dust floating in the air.
Opening the window for ventilation, she turned her head to look at the small but inexplicably empty room filled with cardboard boxes. She felt a little tight in her chest, took a few breaths, stopped staying here, turned and walked to the living room.
I forgot to close the curtains last night, the living room is bright and bright.
Song Sihan prefers to stay in brightly lit places, she bypassed the coffee table and sat on the sofa, finally feeling somewhat comfortable.The sense of loss brought to her by the overly quiet house was gradually dispelled by the warm sunshine.
September [-]th, solar terms: Bailu.
Song Sihan returned to her first Saturday morning single.
At 08:30, Guan Mingming called and agreed to move the luggage in half an hour.Song Sihan listened to the other party's business-like tone, everything he wanted to say was stuck in his throat, and he agreed in a muffled voice.
It wasn't until I hung up the phone that my stomach felt empty, and I was so hungry that I felt a burning sensation.Thinking of working overtime last night, having no appetite, only eating half of the takeaway, and now unknowingly sitting in the living room for more than ten minutes, looking completely frustrated, Song Sihan frowned, feeling even more irritable.
Last Sunday, after an ordinary quarrel, Guan Mingming, sitting where she is now, proposed the breakup wearily and calmly.
They have been together for two years and have lived together for a year and a half.Guan Mingming is four years older than her, mature and intelligent.At the beginning, she took the initiative to pursue her. Although there were some quarrels in the past two years, those were not irreconcilable contradictions. She always thought that their relationship was very stable. She never expected that one day Guan Mingming would be so decisive for this relationship. Draw a rest.
After so many days, Song Sihan still couldn't accept it.Before Guan Mingming proposed to break up, there was no warning, and there was no conversation between them related to this topic. For Song Sihan, everything happened too suddenly.
When the doorbell rang, Song Sihan had already changed and was cutting freshly made sandwiches in the kitchen.She put down the knife and went to open the door. Seeing that there was no moving company behind Guan Mingming, before she had time to think, she heard Guan Mingming explain: "The moving company's traffic is stuck, and it will be there in about 10 minutes."
She let the door open, took out the pair of slippers that Guan Mingming was wearing a few days ago from the shoe cabinet, and asked, "Why don't you open the door yourself?"
Guan Mingming changed into slippers, took out a key from his handbag and put it on the shoe cabinet and said, "I'll give it back to you, I won't need it later."
Song Sihan opened his mouth, but had nothing to say.
Guan Mingming glanced down and said, "You have breakfast first."
Song Sihan looked down and found a sesame seed on the toast on the back of his hand.
Her neck was heavy, and once she lowered it, she didn't raise it again. She didn't want to face Guan Mingming again. Today's Guan Mingming is the same as the previous few days, refusing all communication for no reason.She went back to the kitchen, poured milk into a cup and heated it in the microwave, cut open a sandwich at the same time, washed her hands, held the plate in one hand and the cup in the other, walked to the kitchen door, and was stung by the key on the shoe cabinet.
The open dining room is opposite to the closed kitchen, which are on the left and right sides of the entrance door of the apartment.
Earlier, there was a table for six people in the dining room, and Song Sihan took off his shoes on the floor mat when he went home.After Guan Mingming moved in, the two of them didn't have enough shoes, so they went to a furniture store and chose a dining table for four, and made room for a small shoe cabinet next to the wall at the entrance.
Song Sihan stopped looking at the familiar shoe cabinet, walked to the dining table and sat down, eating breakfast absently.
No matter how angry they were in the past, the two always kept a bottom line and would not say the word breakup impulsively.The moment she heard Guan Mingming say "break up" that day, she felt angry at first, and then she calmed down as if someone had poured a basin of ice water on her mind.This is not angry words, not a proposal, but a decision.
At that time, Song Sihan's mind was blank and she was at a loss. She didn't ask "why", but she believed that Guan Mingming knew that she was asking, but Guan Mingming didn't answer.
On Mondays and Tuesdays, Guan Mingming asked his aunt to clean her house, which had been vacant for a year and a half, pack her luggage when she came back from get off work, and lived in the second bedroom at night.Went on a temporary business trip on Wednesday and returned to Jingzhou on Friday. Guan Mingming lived in his own house that had been cleaned that night.
This vigorous breakup was full of invisible violence, which made Song Sihan helpless. She tried to communicate with Guan Mingming and asked the reason for the breakup, but Guan Mingming was very decisive and completely ignored it.For a whole week, she was in a state of being extremely depressed and unable to vent.
Now seeing Guan Mingming again, the feeling of suffocation and grievance gradually subsided, and she finally calmed down from the irreversible fact of the breakup, and began to feel disheartened.
Guan Mingming was on the balcony, with his back to her, leaning against the fence, looking at Qiushi Park in front of him.
The location of this house is excellent. Although it is not in the most prosperous area of Jingzhou City, it is adjacent to the commercial center of Qiushi District and has a superb view of Qiushi Park. It only takes 10 minutes to walk to the office building where Song Sihan works, and there are two subways downstairs Fortunately, Song Zhongdao bought it early.
Guan Mingming's house is a one-bedroom house, not too small, enough for two people.At the beginning, they chose to live together in Song Sihan's house, mostly because it was close to the company, and a small part because of Qiushi Park.Guan Mingming likes to look at trees and flowers, but the green area of the community he lives in is very poor, and it has just reached the uniform standard.
The set of tables and chairs on the balcony was also wiped clean after Guan Mingming moved in.
Song Sihan looked at Guan Mingming's back, and didn't look away until she was about to turn around, but when she returned to the living room, Song Sihan looked up at her again.
Guan Mingming avoids his gaze and sits down on the sofa with his head still turned outward.
Song Sihan said, "Let's talk."
At this moment, the doorbell rang, and Guan Mingming and Song Sihan's eyes met.
From her eyes, Song Sihan saw relaxation.
Her attitude suddenly became more relaxed than the previous few days. Before Song Sihan got up to open the door, she said: "Okay, in a few days, wait until my house is finished."
Song Sihan nodded: "I'll wait for you."
The movers put on shoe covers at the door, entered neatly, and removed the things Guan Mingming had left behind.But the house is still full of traces of another person's life.
Guan Mingming left completely and will not come back.
In Song Sihan's case, it was not thorough enough.The feeling of not being able to get up or down is always there, like choking on a piece of pastry in her throat. She couldn't help swallowing and trying to swallow it down, but it was useless. The promised "talk".
This is not the first time she has lost a relationship, but it is the most uncomfortable one among the several breakups she has experienced.In the past, no matter whether she wanted to break up or the other party wanted to break up, there was always a process of communication.
Guan Mingming is more mature than her, don't you understand this truth?
Song Sihan was really puzzled.She didn't cheat, and she believed that Guan Mingming didn't either, so the reason for the breakup was only between the two of them.Since it is an internal problem, why can't it be resolved internally?Why do you have to choose to forcibly break through from the outside, rather make the situation ugly, and resolutely kill her by surprise?
If Guan Mingming has any opinions on her, he can say it clearly. She, Song Sihan, is not the kind of person who pesters her endlessly. On the contrary, she is quite able to accept the reality. Guan Mingming should understand this.If Guan Mingming feels unhappy with her and doesn't want to continue with her, as long as Guan Mingming makes it clear, she is willing to let go to make it easier for both of them.
What is the reason?
Song Sihan recalled their quarrel last Sunday.The reason was that she made a reservation for a candlelight dinner on Saturday as compensation for missing the date on the second anniversary. That restaurant was difficult to make a reservation, and she had to rely on Song Zhongdao's relationship to get a seat.Guan Mingming agreed to go to the appointment when she made the reservation, and confirmed it on Friday, but on Saturday afternoon, Guan Mingming temporarily canceled the plan due to overtime work.
This situation is normal, and Guan Mingming cannot be blamed. Although Song Sihan felt very sorry in his heart, he also expressed his understanding.It was just that when Song Zhongdao asked her how the date was the next day, she remembered the candlelight dinner, and couldn't help but feel depressed, and complained to Guan Mingming: "I didn't finish it yesterday. I don't know when the next candlelight dinner will be."
Just a complaint.
Guan Mingming's expression changed immediately, his slender eyebrows were tightly frowned, his eyes were stern, and old accounts were being turned over with a clatter of noise. His words were as sharp and tough as a bristle brush with wild boar bristles, which wiped off a layer of Song Sihan's face, and made her face full of blushes. Blushing and speechless.
Song Sihan knew that it was her fault this time. Even the candlelight dinner was to make up for the missed appointment on the previous anniversary. Guan Mingming has a sensitive personality, and she must not be in a good mood if she didn't eat yesterday. She shouldn't complain, so she sincerely apologized.
Guan Mingming refused to accept it, and continued to turn over old accounts, detailing Song Sihan's past negligence, blaming every sentence.
Then they quarreled, and then the two of them got tired of arguing, Guan Mingming sat on the sofa, she boiled a pot of hot water in the dining room, went to the kitchen and took two cups, poured two cups of water and let the two of them cool off. Emotions, wait until the water becomes warm and then chat calmly.
Amidst the silence, the tense atmosphere in the living room slowly relaxed with the hot air from the mouth of the cup. Before the hot water became warm, Guan Mingming's voice sounded: "Song Sihan, let's break up."
At that moment, it was the end.
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☆, present continuous tense (2)
Staying alone at home for two days on the weekend without going anywhere, Song Sihan's emotions slowly settled, and he admitted the fact of breaking up in his heart.
Her ability to accept has always been very good. Anger, unwillingness, and grievances... are just temporary, and once the heart is settled, these things will soon subside.After all, feelings are just a part of life, and the rest of life goes on.
Now, Song Sihan's state is no longer anxious, and she no longer has that attachment to the reason why she was dumped.She was waiting for the future conversation that Guan Mingming promised, and she just wanted to let this two-year-long relationship, the longest love she had ever experienced, be able to rest in peace.
On Monday morning, Song Sihan walked to work as usual.
Both her and Guan Mingming's companies are located in the commercial center of Qiushi District, but they are not in the same office building.In the past, they usually went out together some time in advance, and went their separate ways at different intersections, rarely being seen by colleagues.
Both of them have come out to their family and friends, but they didn't give any special explanation to their colleagues in the company. If someone with sharp eyes sees it and asks a question or two out of curiosity, although they don't answer directly, they won't deliberately deny it.
In the company, there is one person who clearly knows Song Sihan's sexual orientation, Song Yan from the legal department.
Three years ago, Song Yan came to Huayue for an interview. When it ended, it happened to be noon, so she went to wait for a table at a famous restaurant in the adjacent shopping mall. It happened that Song Sihan was alone, so the two shared a table.While waiting for the meal, the two had a friendly discussion on whether the several Internet celebrity restaurants in Jingzhou City were worthy of their names, and they concentrated on tasting their respective meals after they were served.
After the interview was successful, Song Yan entered the company and met Song Sihan again. They both felt that they were destined, and the relationship became close.
At that time, Song Sihan was still an ordinary employee. Two years ago, she was promoted to the first team leader of the marketing department. She got along well with her boss and got along well with her subordinates. Except for the fact that the second team leader didn't like her because of potential competition, she was like a fish in water in the marketing department. The popularity is too good to say.
During the lunch break, Song Yan went to the marketing department to look for her, and everyone else was surprised and smiled at Song Yan.
The marketing manager has a big office, and the two team leaders each have a small office.Song Yan pushed the glass door in and asked, "Is there a takeaway?"
"I ordered, one tomato beef udon, one Japanese curry udon, two hot spring eggs."
"Hot spring eggs are better than others." Song Yan clapped her hands and sat down opposite Song Sihan, "Let me tell you, Xiao Mao in our department has been green. He caught his girlfriend shopping with another man on his arm yesterday."
Song Sihan is a little interested in gossip: "Oh? Is there a fight?"
Song Yan shook her head: "What are you doing? He stood there in a daze on the spot, but his girlfriend reacted quickly. She took her new partner and ran away. She even sent a WeChat message asking Xiaomao to express her things to her. Xiaomao cleaned up all night. I came to work this morning with two big dark circles under my eyes. Our manager saw him and cried as soon as he asked a question. We tried hard to persuade him."
Song Sihan nodded, a little bit embarrassed, he had seen that little Mao before, he was very cheerful and liked to joke, but he was a little short, I heard from Song Yan that his girlfriend disliked him very much, so he didn't like to go shopping with him.
Song Yan sighed: "This woman is so cruel, she doesn't even pack her luggage by herself, she just bullies the little hairy man to be honest."
"Yes." Song Sihan lowered his head and fiddled with the signature pen in his hand, and said calmly, "You should clean up your own things by yourself."
Song Yan heard her tone seemed a little subtle, and after taking a closer look at her, she realized that her face was a little more haggard than usual today, and she didn't look energetic.
"..." Song Yan had a premonition.
After thinking about it, she carefully asked, "Are you still fighting with sister Mingming?"
Song Sihan raised the corner of his mouth slightly, feeling a bit of a smirk: "We're split."
Song Yan took a deep breath, stared, unable to speak.
At this time, Xiaoju from Song Sihan's team knocked on the door with a takeaway in one hand and said, "Leader, I'll go to the front desk to get the takeaway. It just so happens that your delivery boy delivered it, so I'll bring it over for you."
Song Sihan's smile immediately expanded to cover his entire face, and he said kindly, "Thank you."
Xiaoju put the bag on the desk, smiled and greeted Song Yan before going out.
Song Sihan took out the takeaway and said, "Xiaojuren is pretty good."
Song Yan knew that she didn't want to talk about Guan Mingming's affairs for the time being, so she followed the conversation and said, "That's good, that's the surname, Xiaoju, it sounds like you're being cute."
Song Sihan: "It's fine to call her by her full name."
Song Yan said: "Ju An, it looks like 'juan' when you read it quickly, and it's cute too."
Song Sihan smiled and stopped talking.Song Yan is one year younger than her, and she is 27 this year. Her family is urging her to find a partner, and Song Yan is willing to talk about it, but she just doesn't feel it.Ju An is one year younger than Song Yan. She has a good personality and is reliable in her work. She has good looks and is 1.8 meters tall.But Song Yan felt that his face was too tender to complement her youthful beauty.
After eating the takeaway and throwing away the trash, Song Yan became concerned about Song Sihan's relationship issues again.
"What are you doing now?"
Song Sihan said: "Her things have already been moved."
Song Yan sighed when she heard the words, there was really no room for redemption.
She wanted to comfort Song Sihan, but seeing Song Sihan's plain expression, she didn't know how to persuade him.Based on her understanding over the past few years, she felt that she didn't need to be comforted and enlightened. Song Sihan could figure it out by himself, and it would be more useful to accompany her to do something to distract her attention.
Thinking of this, she asked: "Want to drink in the evening and relax today?"
"Just drink on Monday?" Song Sihan laughed, thought for a while, but didn't refuse, "Okay, I'll contact you after get off work."
"Speaking of which, it's been a long time since I went to Lala Bar with you last time. I'm embarrassed to go alone, and I still think about it." Song Yan showed nostalgia, "If there is a chance, let's go and enjoy it again? "
"Give me a fart." Song Sihan couldn't laugh or cry, and even yelled at her several times.
The lunch break was almost over, and Song Yan sat for a while before going back to her department.
Song Sihan's work efficiency is very high. After finishing his work in the afternoon, he looked at the time, and there was still half an hour before get off work.
The marketing department of Huayue Electric Co., Ltd. is divided into two groups, one group is responsible for marketing, and the other group is responsible for sales management, each performing its duties.Relatively speaking, the working hours of a group are a little looser, so it is not difficult for Song Sihan to find an excuse to leave work early.She talked to the manager, staggered the rush hour, and left the office building with her bag.
On the way, I sent a message to Song Yan, asking her to pick me up at the intersection. Song Sihan felt the gentle breeze blowing on his face in the evening, and felt itchy and lazy. He walked more and more slowly, and finally arrived at the intersection like a stroll.
This is an intersection, the horizontal and vertical roads are not very wide, the traffic volume is small, and temporary parking is available on the side of the road, so people often get on the car from here.
Looking at the time, it may take more than ten minutes. Song Sihan stood by a green flower bed in the back, lowered his head and played with the phone for a while, feeling a little sore in the neck, locked the phone and lowered his arms, raised his head and stretched for a while, and re- Look straight ahead.
Just when the traffic lights were changing, Song Sihan turned his head and looked at the sidewalk on the left where traffic was allowed.Pedestrians piled up on the opposite side walked towards this side, men and women, impatient, dejected, careless, smiling...
Suddenly, Song Sihan's eyes fixed on a certain point in the crowd.
The other party's eyebrows were stretched, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, he was wearing a white shirt and light-colored jeans, and a pair of white sneakers exuded vitality, fresh and ordinary.As the other party approached, the sense of familiarity became stronger, and Song Sihan's heart thumped.She stared at that person, surprised to meet here, but soon she remembered the glimpse a few days ago, and sure enough, she was right, that glance was the omen of today.
The other party also seemed to feel her attention, looked over, and the eyes of the two intertwined for a moment, and they didn't move away.
After hesitating for a moment, Song Sihan waved his hand and smiled.
The other party reacted a little slower, smiled and waved to her.
"Cheng Ji." The long-lost name leaked between his lips and teeth, and Song Sihan read it in a low voice, as if confirming something.
The familiar yet unfamiliar person walked towards her across the zebra crossing.
The hairstyle has changed, and the long hair with bangs has become shoulder-length, and the length is a few centimeters shorter. Minus the cuteness, the whole face is exposed, looking capable.The flesh on the cheeks has also disappeared, and the face looks smaller and more refined.
"Long time no see." Cheng Ji came to Song Sihan.
Song Sihan nodded and said, "Long time no see."
It's been five years.
"Have you returned to Jingzhou?" Song Sihan asked.
"Yes." Cheng Ji didn't talk much, and asked, "Do you work nearby?"
Song Sihan suddenly felt a little hard to speak, so he just let out a "huh".
Cheng Ji didn't avoid it, and asked, "Are you in Huayue?"
Song Sihan nodded.
Cheng Ji smiled, and seemed to be very interested in her affairs: "Which aspect of work, can you tell me?"
Song Sihan: "Marketing promotion."
Cheng Ji's eyes lit up, he took out a business card from his shoulder bag, and handed it to her with both hands: "Shall I exchange business cards? We have cooperated with many well-known domestic companies for event promotion, and we have rich experience in mutual promotion through the media. , you can take a look at the successful cases on our website, if you are interested, please feel free to contact me.”
Song Sihan: "..."
Song Sihan put the phone in his pocket, took the business card with both hands and looked at it——Miji Culture Co., Ltd., Cheng Ji, manager.
She smiled: "Aren't you asking about my position?"
Cheng Ji: "Our company's development prospects are as bright as your career development prospects."
"Thank you." Song Sihan handed her his business card and said involuntarily, "You have changed a lot."
From the confident and calm tone when speaking, from the bright and firm eyes when they met, Song Sihan felt that in the five years since they were separated, Cheng Ji was like a butterfly breaking out of a cocoon, completely reborn.
Even though Cheng Ji still has something she is familiar with, the person in front of her can no longer be seen with the eyes of the past.
When Cheng Ji heard this, he turned back from the work mode and said, "You are different, more restrained than before."
Song Sihan heard the full euphemism from that small but not negligible pause.
She was a little breathless, two years of love ended suddenly, how could she be sunny?I can't even put it on.Cheng Ji didn't know her special situation, and probably thought she was depressed by life and looked depressed.
Just as he was considering whether to explain, Song Sihan's cell phone rang and Song Yan called.She said "excuse me" to Cheng Ji, and turned sideways to connect.
I thought Song Yan was going to remind her to wait on the side of the road, but as soon as the phone was connected, Song Yan's angry and guilty voice came out: "Sihan, my car was scratched! I'm so mad, in the parking lot It can also be scratched, how blind is this man?! The man left a note, I have already called him, and he is coming now. I didn't expect such a thing to happen. I'm sorry, I'm afraid I won't be able to go today .”
Song Sihan comforted: "Since he left the phone number, he should be willing to negotiate. Do you need me to help you?"
"No, you can go home earlier and rest, let's go next time."
"Okay, come to me if you need anything, see you tomorrow."
Cheng Ji waited for her to hang up, smiled and said, "Then I'll go first, goodbye."
"Goodbye." Saying goodbye flatly, Song Sihan also had nothing else to say.
Going home alone, turning on the lights in the living room, turning on the lights in the kitchen and dining room, still can't dispel the feeling of emptiness.Song Sihan sat on the sofa for a while, then slowly lay down.
She has a car and parks it in the underground garage of the community, but she doesn't want to drive out.She didn't even want to make dinner.
If I had known earlier, I would have bought something outside and came back to eat... Forget it, let's order takeaway.
After eating the takeaway, cheering up to finish the necessary housework, and taking a hot bath to relieve fatigue, Song Sihan had nothing to do, so he went to bed early at 09:30, couldn't fall asleep and started playing with his mobile phone.
The mobile phone is a sharp weapon to kill time, even if she is distracted, she still plays until past ten o'clock without knowing it.She didn't put down her phone until her eyes were sore. She originally wanted to cultivate drowsiness, but a few fragments of memories floated in her mind.
How did she and Cheng Ji break up?
I can't remember--
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☆, present perfect tense (1)
When they met this time, Song Sihan said that Cheng Ji had changed a lot. In fact, her own appearance was also very different from when they broke up five years ago.
When Song Sihan graduated from elementary school, the relationship between Song Zhongdao and his boss Cheng Xian was already very stable.Using the friendship between Song Sihan and Cheng Yifu as a breakthrough, Song Zhongdao broke into Cheng Xian's social circle. After getting along for a while, Cheng Xian felt a little closeness in his heart. After seeing Song Zhongdao's outstanding work ability and communication skills, he gradually paid attention to him. stand up.
During this process, Song Zhongdao smelled the gunpowder between the two brothers of the Cheng family early on, and stood decisively on Cheng Xian's side.
On Cheng Xian's fight for the position of Huayue Company's heir, Song Zhongdao followed Cheng Xian's footsteps closely, and was the most steadfast help and the most loyal friend.
In fact, Song Zhongdao proposed to transfer her to a public school at the level of Song Sihan's small promotion.
He could tell that Song Sihan didn't really like Cheng Yifu and the rich second and rich third generations around her. Every time he thought back to his original decision, he always felt that he owed his daughter and couldn't let her enjoy a carefree childhood.However, when he asked about his daughter's wishes, Song Sihan insisted on going to a private school.
Long before being asked, Song Sihan made a decision.
Since she has been diligently running errands for the teachers for three years, the teachers will not refuse her occasional requests.She asked the teacher very carefully. Private junior high schools and high schools have a lot of scholarships every semester, and according to her grades, she should be able to get the first-class scholarship, so that the tuition fees will not become a burden on the family, and she can also Maintain the interpersonal relationship you have established with those delicate daughters.
Song Sihan and Cheng Yifu have been classmates for three years in elementary school, three years in junior high school, and two and a half years in high school—Cheng Yifu did not take the college entrance examination, but applied for a foreign university.
This time, Song Zhongdao's attitude hardened when it came to the choice of college entrance examination volunteers.The majesty and strength that comes with the promotion of the position is one reason, and the other reason is that he sincerely hopes that his daughter can be free for a few years.
So Song Sihan came to Qingzhou, a water town far in the south of the Yangtze River.
There is humid air here, Cheongju University, which ranks among the top five in the country, and the freedom that Song Zhongdao hopes she can feel at a flowery age.
Song Sihan did not live up to his old father's expectations at all.As soon as she entered the university, she quickly let go of herself, joined clubs, entered the student union, held picnics, traveled and held parties, and she never lost everything.
She has short hair, looks pretty and handsome, treats people generously, attracts people easily, and there is never a shortage of cute smiling sisters around her.
In the third year of junior high school, Song Sihan became the vice chairman of the student union of the college.The chairman is a boy who is serious and a bit machismo. He shoulders the hard work without complaining. Song Sihan has strong communication skills and has no pressure to play tricks with the teachers. The work assignment between the two has been very clear since the beginning of school.
This summer was very hot. It was September and the temperature had not yet dropped. Song Sihan sat in the air-conditioned office, chatted happily with two sophomore girls, and waited for the freshmen to enter information.
After sitting for a whole morning, Song Sihan felt a little bored, and in the afternoon, he called the chairman who was sweating outside to have a rest, and planned to go to the academy welcome point to see the Bainen elementary school girls who had not been destroyed by military training.
The minister who organized the orientation saw her coming, greeted her with a smile, let her sit down, and brought her water to drink.
Song Sihan unscrewed the bottle cap and took a sip, then asked, "Are there any pretty girls?"
"Yes." The minister said, "I saw three beautiful ones this morning. It's not bad to have two juniors, more than 1.8 meters in length."
Song Sihan had no interest in his juniors, so he rolled his eyes and saw a handsome junior approaching, elbowing the minister: "How about that?" The minister happily went to greet the new students.
A pair of eyes were a little scattershot, searching through the vastness of freshmen, and suddenly lit up.
Song Sihan screwed on the bottle cap and looked over carefully.
It was a girl with ear-length short hair, who seemed not accompanied by her parents, and walked here with a suitcase in one hand.The girl's complexion is very fair, without oily shine, and she is very refreshing and clean under the hot afternoon sun. Her face is not a little restless. Her eyes are big, round, black and clear, which is the most eye-catching part of the whole face. Her appearance doubled directly.
Seeing a junior who was eager to strike up a conversation, Song Sihan quickly got up and walked over to him, showing a kind smile: "Hi, classmate, are you a freshman from the School of Economics?"
The elementary school girl was stunned, as if she was not used to such enthusiasm, after a quick glance at her, she fixed her gaze on her chin, and replied in a low voice: "Yes."
Song Sihan asked again: "Are you here alone?"
Elementary school girl: "Yes."
Song Sihan smiled and said, "Don't worry, you just need to follow the procedures for registration. It's very simple. I came alone when I enrolled. Did you bring the notice?"
Elementary school girl: "Bring it."
"Okay, come with me." Song Sihan saw that she was obedient all the time, thought she was cute, and looked at her admiringly.The primary school girl didn't look up, she didn't know if she didn't notice her gaze, or she just came to the university and was nervous and embarrassed to make eye contact with people.
Arriving at the place where the freshman admission guide was collected, the elementary school girl took out the admission notice from her backpack. Song Sihan glanced at it, couldn't help but froze for a moment, and read out the name on it: "Cheng Ji?"
Hearing the obvious question in her voice, the elementary school girl turned her head and looked over, expressing with her eyes: Is there a problem?
Cheng Ji, this familiar name...
Song Sihan's thoughts moved, and he stared blankly at the pair of black eyes in front of him, they gradually overlapped with the pair of innocent eyes deep in his mind.
"You are Cheng Ji?" Song Sihan was slightly shocked.A tsunami of memories she thought she had long since forgotten flooded her brain—making her regret the step she had taken a few minutes ago.
The girl on the opposite side also stared at her in a daze for a moment, her eyes gradually deepened, her expression tensed, and she said softly, "Song Sihan."
... She didn't expect that Cheng Ji would remember her name.
She never formally introduced her name to her.
"Trouble...?" came a polite urging from behind.
Song Sihan came back to his senses, suppressed the turbulent emotions in his heart, and left the crowd with Cheng Ji first.
The two walked through the check-in process in silence.Song Sihan thought to himself that the relationship between them was a bit awkward, do you want to exchange greetings?But they only met a few times ten years ago, and that experience, without thinking about it, must be a part that Cheng Ji doesn't want to recall.
But they did call each other's name, at least they were old acquaintances.
One person, one hand, carrying the full set of bedding that they bought at the school just now, they walked silently to Cheng Ji's dormitory.
The dormitory is a four-person room with a bed and a table. One of the beds is covered with bedding, but no one is there. It seems that he went to visit the campus with his parents, and Cheng Ji was the second to come.
Putting down the heavy quilt, Song Sihan finally thought about what to say: qún: [-] "I am the vice chairman of the student union of our college this year, please write down my phone number, if there is anything you don't understand , If you encounter any trouble, you can find me."
Although the acquaintance ten years ago was not pleasant, it has been too long, maybe Cheng Ji doesn't care anymore.
Since the two had a little friendship, Song Sihan felt that it was his responsibility to cover up the new school girl.
Speaking of which, this was the first person Song Sihan met in school who he knew from the past.She went to a private high school, and in the second half of the third year of high school, more than half of the classroom seats were empty, and those were students who were going abroad.More than half of the students who took the college entrance examination chose a local university in Jingzhou, and the rest had only one classmate who came to Qingzhou, and she was not in the same school as her. Over the past two years, they had developed their circle of friends and had little contact with each other.
Cheng Ji took out his mobile phone and dialed the number reported by Song Sihan. Hearing the phone ringing in Song Sihan's trouser pocket, he hung up the call and said the first sentence after recognizing each other: "Thank you."
"You're welcome, it should be." Song Sihan has successfully completed the task, but she hesitated for a moment, and then came up with a few instructions, "I recommend the Cantonese-style roast meat window on the second floor of the second canteen for the rice set meal; I recommend the one at the corner on the first floor of the third canteen for pasta. Window; a cafeteria is the closest to the teaching building, and there are many types of breakfast.”
Cheng Ji said thank you again.
Wechat is not very popular at the moment, Song Sihan has his own account, thinking that Cheng Ji might not have one, so he didn't ask, and finally said: "If I think of something again, I will send you a text message. I'm leaving."
Cheng Ji nodded and sent her to the door of the bedroom: "Goodbye."
Back home Song Sihan was not in the mood to greet the new year, the cat went into the air-conditioned office and didn't come out all afternoon.
After two days of registration, the freshmen got acquainted with the campus through the activities organized by the college, and then the military training began.The class ended on Friday morning, and Song Sihan received a notice to check the first day of military training with the counselor tomorrow morning, and suddenly remembered Cheng Jibai's face, and sent a text message——
[Have you bought sunscreen and after-sun repair mask? 】
Cheng Ji - [Not yet. 】
Song Sihan replied recommending a cosmetics store across the road from the east gate of the school, and asked her to quote her card number for a discount. Halfway through typing, she got up and took the membership card in her wallet to check the card number.
The roommate asked: "Hey, there is no class in the afternoon, do you want to go shopping?"
Song Sihan took out his membership card and asked casually, "Where should I go shopping?"
Roommate: "East Gate?"
Song Sihan paused, thinking what a coincidence, inserted the membership card back and said, "Okay, I happen to buy some sunscreen."
Then delete a few lines in the dialog box, and rewrite a short one——
[I'll give you a set, are you in the dormitory at night? 】
After waiting for a long time without a reply, seeing that her roommate had already started changing clothes, Song Sihan packed her bag and went out with her roommate.
Before entering the cosmetics store, Song Sihan glanced at his phone again, and Cheng Ji replied five minutes later——
[Thank you, I'll be here tonight. 】
Song Sihan put away her mobile phone, took a basket at the door of the store, and put in a set of sunscreen of the brand she usually used. The texture was moist and not sticky. Thinking about the amount used during military training, she took an extra set and bought a mask. A box of hydrating masks and a jar of repairing masks.
My roommate bought two mascaras, and when she saw what she had bought at the checkout, she asked, "Give it away?"
Song Sihan: "Well, a school girl, we knew each other before."
The roommate said with a smile: "I care about my school girls all day long, why don't you be more friendly to our rooms?"
Song Sihan also smiled: "Is it bad for you? When did you go shopping and told me not to go?"
"Tch." The roommate gave her a blank look, "This year will be difficult, and you have to be busy as the president of the student union."
"Vice." Song Sihan emphasized, "It's easier than regular, and there's definitely time for shopping."
After shopping for cosmetics, I went to the clothing store. My roommate found a long skirt, ate a bowl of maocai, and went home satisfied.
Back in the dormitory, it was already dark, Song Sihan picked some snacks from his storage box and put it in a plastic bag, and took the paper bag containing sunscreen and mask to find Cheng Ji.
She still remembered Cheng Ji's dormitory number, she went upstairs and knocked on the door, and seeing that Cheng Ji was the only one, she asked, "Aren't your roommates here?"
Cheng Ji: "I've all gone to reunite with my high school classmates."
Song Sihan handed the paper bag to Cheng Ji, the snacks in the plastic bag were distributed on four tables, moved a chair and sat down: "Where are your high school classmates?"
Cheng Ji hesitated.
Song Sihan guessed that the students who passed the exam did not have a good relationship with her, so she changed the topic: "Have you received the new recruiting flyer for the College Student Union? Have you signed up?"
Cheng Ji sat opposite her, with his hands on his knees cautiously, and his head slightly lowered, as if answering the teacher's question: "I signed up for the study department."
Song Sihan joked: "You love learning so much?"
After asking, Cheng Ji nodded seriously.
"..." Song Sihan continued dryly, "Uh, pretty good, knowledge is power."
Cheng Ji curled his lips, as if he was amused.
From the thin gap between the two pink lips, Song Sihan saw her white teeth.Her head was still hanging slightly, and her face was covered by thin eyebrow-level bangs and slightly inward-turned hair ends, giving her a reserved feeling, and her eyes were also reserved and did not meet people.
The time-diluted figure in Song Sihan's mind gradually merged with the shy and timid girl in front of him.
The influence exerted on Song Sihan in the past ten years was quickly peeled off. In front of Cheng Ji, she seemed to have changed back to her ten-year-old self, regaining her desire to protect.Song Sihan thought to herself, since she has no acquaintances to meet with, let me play this role.
"Cheng Ji," Song Sihan called out a little seriously, met her raised gaze, smiled slightly, and added a sentence that was missing on the day of welcoming the new year, "Welcome."
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The door of the master bedroom is facing a corridor more than three meters long. The bathroom is on the left, the kitchen is connected to the front, and the second bedroom is on the right.The doors of the bathroom and the second bedroom are all in the aisle, and the doors of the master bedroom and the second bedroom are particularly close.Song Sihan stopped in a daze for a while, then reached out and opened the door of the second bedroom.
Thick dark gray floor-to-ceiling blackout curtains cut out the light, making the room appear dark and lonely.
Several cardboard boxes were neatly arranged in a row next to the wall on the wooden floor. Walking through the gap between the cardboard boxes and the end of the bed, Song Sihan came to the window and "swished" and opened the curtains.
The morning light rushed in instantly, and Song Sihan narrowed his eyes when he saw the dust floating in the air.
Opening the window for ventilation, she turned her head to look at the small but inexplicably empty room filled with cardboard boxes. She felt a little tight in her chest, took a few breaths, stopped staying here, turned and walked to the living room.
I forgot to close the curtains last night, the living room is bright and bright.
Song Sihan prefers to stay in brightly lit places, she bypassed the coffee table and sat on the sofa, finally feeling somewhat comfortable.The sense of loss brought to her by the overly quiet house was gradually dispelled by the warm sunshine.
September [-]th, solar terms: Bailu.
Song Sihan returned to her first Saturday morning single.
At 08:30, Guan Mingming called and agreed to move the luggage in half an hour.Song Sihan listened to the other party's business-like tone, everything he wanted to say was stuck in his throat, and he agreed in a muffled voice.
It wasn't until I hung up the phone that my stomach felt empty, and I was so hungry that I felt a burning sensation.Thinking of working overtime last night, having no appetite, only eating half of the takeaway, and now unknowingly sitting in the living room for more than ten minutes, looking completely frustrated, Song Sihan frowned, feeling even more irritable.
Last Sunday, after an ordinary quarrel, Guan Mingming, sitting where she is now, proposed the breakup wearily and calmly.
They have been together for two years and have lived together for a year and a half.Guan Mingming is four years older than her, mature and intelligent.At the beginning, she took the initiative to pursue her. Although there were some quarrels in the past two years, those were not irreconcilable contradictions. She always thought that their relationship was very stable. She never expected that one day Guan Mingming would be so decisive for this relationship. Draw a rest.
After so many days, Song Sihan still couldn't accept it.Before Guan Mingming proposed to break up, there was no warning, and there was no conversation between them related to this topic. For Song Sihan, everything happened too suddenly.
When the doorbell rang, Song Sihan had already changed and was cutting freshly made sandwiches in the kitchen.She put down the knife and went to open the door. Seeing that there was no moving company behind Guan Mingming, before she had time to think, she heard Guan Mingming explain: "The moving company's traffic is stuck, and it will be there in about 10 minutes."
She let the door open, took out the pair of slippers that Guan Mingming was wearing a few days ago from the shoe cabinet, and asked, "Why don't you open the door yourself?"
Guan Mingming changed into slippers, took out a key from his handbag and put it on the shoe cabinet and said, "I'll give it back to you, I won't need it later."
Song Sihan opened his mouth, but had nothing to say.
Guan Mingming glanced down and said, "You have breakfast first."
Song Sihan looked down and found a sesame seed on the toast on the back of his hand.
Her neck was heavy, and once she lowered it, she didn't raise it again. She didn't want to face Guan Mingming again. Today's Guan Mingming is the same as the previous few days, refusing all communication for no reason.She went back to the kitchen, poured milk into a cup and heated it in the microwave, cut open a sandwich at the same time, washed her hands, held the plate in one hand and the cup in the other, walked to the kitchen door, and was stung by the key on the shoe cabinet.
The open dining room is opposite to the closed kitchen, which are on the left and right sides of the entrance door of the apartment.
Earlier, there was a table for six people in the dining room, and Song Sihan took off his shoes on the floor mat when he went home.After Guan Mingming moved in, the two of them didn't have enough shoes, so they went to a furniture store and chose a dining table for four, and made room for a small shoe cabinet next to the wall at the entrance.
Song Sihan stopped looking at the familiar shoe cabinet, walked to the dining table and sat down, eating breakfast absently.
No matter how angry they were in the past, the two always kept a bottom line and would not say the word breakup impulsively.The moment she heard Guan Mingming say "break up" that day, she felt angry at first, and then she calmed down as if someone had poured a basin of ice water on her mind.This is not angry words, not a proposal, but a decision.
At that time, Song Sihan's mind was blank and she was at a loss. She didn't ask "why", but she believed that Guan Mingming knew that she was asking, but Guan Mingming didn't answer.
On Mondays and Tuesdays, Guan Mingming asked his aunt to clean her house, which had been vacant for a year and a half, pack her luggage when she came back from get off work, and lived in the second bedroom at night.Went on a temporary business trip on Wednesday and returned to Jingzhou on Friday. Guan Mingming lived in his own house that had been cleaned that night.
This vigorous breakup was full of invisible violence, which made Song Sihan helpless. She tried to communicate with Guan Mingming and asked the reason for the breakup, but Guan Mingming was very decisive and completely ignored it.For a whole week, she was in a state of being extremely depressed and unable to vent.
Now seeing Guan Mingming again, the feeling of suffocation and grievance gradually subsided, and she finally calmed down from the irreversible fact of the breakup, and began to feel disheartened.
Guan Mingming was on the balcony, with his back to her, leaning against the fence, looking at Qiushi Park in front of him.
The location of this house is excellent. Although it is not in the most prosperous area of Jingzhou City, it is adjacent to the commercial center of Qiushi District and has a superb view of Qiushi Park. It only takes 10 minutes to walk to the office building where Song Sihan works, and there are two subways downstairs Fortunately, Song Zhongdao bought it early.
Guan Mingming's house is a one-bedroom house, not too small, enough for two people.At the beginning, they chose to live together in Song Sihan's house, mostly because it was close to the company, and a small part because of Qiushi Park.Guan Mingming likes to look at trees and flowers, but the green area of the community he lives in is very poor, and it has just reached the uniform standard.
The set of tables and chairs on the balcony was also wiped clean after Guan Mingming moved in.
Song Sihan looked at Guan Mingming's back, and didn't look away until she was about to turn around, but when she returned to the living room, Song Sihan looked up at her again.
Guan Mingming avoids his gaze and sits down on the sofa with his head still turned outward.
Song Sihan said, "Let's talk."
At this moment, the doorbell rang, and Guan Mingming and Song Sihan's eyes met.
From her eyes, Song Sihan saw relaxation.
Her attitude suddenly became more relaxed than the previous few days. Before Song Sihan got up to open the door, she said: "Okay, in a few days, wait until my house is finished."
Song Sihan nodded: "I'll wait for you."
The movers put on shoe covers at the door, entered neatly, and removed the things Guan Mingming had left behind.But the house is still full of traces of another person's life.
Guan Mingming left completely and will not come back.
In Song Sihan's case, it was not thorough enough.The feeling of not being able to get up or down is always there, like choking on a piece of pastry in her throat. She couldn't help swallowing and trying to swallow it down, but it was useless. The promised "talk".
This is not the first time she has lost a relationship, but it is the most uncomfortable one among the several breakups she has experienced.In the past, no matter whether she wanted to break up or the other party wanted to break up, there was always a process of communication.
Guan Mingming is more mature than her, don't you understand this truth?
Song Sihan was really puzzled.She didn't cheat, and she believed that Guan Mingming didn't either, so the reason for the breakup was only between the two of them.Since it is an internal problem, why can't it be resolved internally?Why do you have to choose to forcibly break through from the outside, rather make the situation ugly, and resolutely kill her by surprise?
If Guan Mingming has any opinions on her, he can say it clearly. She, Song Sihan, is not the kind of person who pesters her endlessly. On the contrary, she is quite able to accept the reality. Guan Mingming should understand this.If Guan Mingming feels unhappy with her and doesn't want to continue with her, as long as Guan Mingming makes it clear, she is willing to let go to make it easier for both of them.
What is the reason?
Song Sihan recalled their quarrel last Sunday.The reason was that she made a reservation for a candlelight dinner on Saturday as compensation for missing the date on the second anniversary. That restaurant was difficult to make a reservation, and she had to rely on Song Zhongdao's relationship to get a seat.Guan Mingming agreed to go to the appointment when she made the reservation, and confirmed it on Friday, but on Saturday afternoon, Guan Mingming temporarily canceled the plan due to overtime work.
This situation is normal, and Guan Mingming cannot be blamed. Although Song Sihan felt very sorry in his heart, he also expressed his understanding.It was just that when Song Zhongdao asked her how the date was the next day, she remembered the candlelight dinner, and couldn't help but feel depressed, and complained to Guan Mingming: "I didn't finish it yesterday. I don't know when the next candlelight dinner will be."
Just a complaint.
Guan Mingming's expression changed immediately, his slender eyebrows were tightly frowned, his eyes were stern, and old accounts were being turned over with a clatter of noise. His words were as sharp and tough as a bristle brush with wild boar bristles, which wiped off a layer of Song Sihan's face, and made her face full of blushes. Blushing and speechless.
Song Sihan knew that it was her fault this time. Even the candlelight dinner was to make up for the missed appointment on the previous anniversary. Guan Mingming has a sensitive personality, and she must not be in a good mood if she didn't eat yesterday. She shouldn't complain, so she sincerely apologized.
Guan Mingming refused to accept it, and continued to turn over old accounts, detailing Song Sihan's past negligence, blaming every sentence.
Then they quarreled, and then the two of them got tired of arguing, Guan Mingming sat on the sofa, she boiled a pot of hot water in the dining room, went to the kitchen and took two cups, poured two cups of water and let the two of them cool off. Emotions, wait until the water becomes warm and then chat calmly.
Amidst the silence, the tense atmosphere in the living room slowly relaxed with the hot air from the mouth of the cup. Before the hot water became warm, Guan Mingming's voice sounded: "Song Sihan, let's break up."
At that moment, it was the end.
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☆, present continuous tense (2)
Staying alone at home for two days on the weekend without going anywhere, Song Sihan's emotions slowly settled, and he admitted the fact of breaking up in his heart.
Her ability to accept has always been very good. Anger, unwillingness, and grievances... are just temporary, and once the heart is settled, these things will soon subside.After all, feelings are just a part of life, and the rest of life goes on.
Now, Song Sihan's state is no longer anxious, and she no longer has that attachment to the reason why she was dumped.She was waiting for the future conversation that Guan Mingming promised, and she just wanted to let this two-year-long relationship, the longest love she had ever experienced, be able to rest in peace.
On Monday morning, Song Sihan walked to work as usual.
Both her and Guan Mingming's companies are located in the commercial center of Qiushi District, but they are not in the same office building.In the past, they usually went out together some time in advance, and went their separate ways at different intersections, rarely being seen by colleagues.
Both of them have come out to their family and friends, but they didn't give any special explanation to their colleagues in the company. If someone with sharp eyes sees it and asks a question or two out of curiosity, although they don't answer directly, they won't deliberately deny it.
In the company, there is one person who clearly knows Song Sihan's sexual orientation, Song Yan from the legal department.
Three years ago, Song Yan came to Huayue for an interview. When it ended, it happened to be noon, so she went to wait for a table at a famous restaurant in the adjacent shopping mall. It happened that Song Sihan was alone, so the two shared a table.While waiting for the meal, the two had a friendly discussion on whether the several Internet celebrity restaurants in Jingzhou City were worthy of their names, and they concentrated on tasting their respective meals after they were served.
After the interview was successful, Song Yan entered the company and met Song Sihan again. They both felt that they were destined, and the relationship became close.
At that time, Song Sihan was still an ordinary employee. Two years ago, she was promoted to the first team leader of the marketing department. She got along well with her boss and got along well with her subordinates. Except for the fact that the second team leader didn't like her because of potential competition, she was like a fish in water in the marketing department. The popularity is too good to say.
During the lunch break, Song Yan went to the marketing department to look for her, and everyone else was surprised and smiled at Song Yan.
The marketing manager has a big office, and the two team leaders each have a small office.Song Yan pushed the glass door in and asked, "Is there a takeaway?"
"I ordered, one tomato beef udon, one Japanese curry udon, two hot spring eggs."
"Hot spring eggs are better than others." Song Yan clapped her hands and sat down opposite Song Sihan, "Let me tell you, Xiao Mao in our department has been green. He caught his girlfriend shopping with another man on his arm yesterday."
Song Sihan is a little interested in gossip: "Oh? Is there a fight?"
Song Yan shook her head: "What are you doing? He stood there in a daze on the spot, but his girlfriend reacted quickly. She took her new partner and ran away. She even sent a WeChat message asking Xiaomao to express her things to her. Xiaomao cleaned up all night. I came to work this morning with two big dark circles under my eyes. Our manager saw him and cried as soon as he asked a question. We tried hard to persuade him."
Song Sihan nodded, a little bit embarrassed, he had seen that little Mao before, he was very cheerful and liked to joke, but he was a little short, I heard from Song Yan that his girlfriend disliked him very much, so he didn't like to go shopping with him.
Song Yan sighed: "This woman is so cruel, she doesn't even pack her luggage by herself, she just bullies the little hairy man to be honest."
"Yes." Song Sihan lowered his head and fiddled with the signature pen in his hand, and said calmly, "You should clean up your own things by yourself."
Song Yan heard her tone seemed a little subtle, and after taking a closer look at her, she realized that her face was a little more haggard than usual today, and she didn't look energetic.
"..." Song Yan had a premonition.
After thinking about it, she carefully asked, "Are you still fighting with sister Mingming?"
Song Sihan raised the corner of his mouth slightly, feeling a bit of a smirk: "We're split."
Song Yan took a deep breath, stared, unable to speak.
At this time, Xiaoju from Song Sihan's team knocked on the door with a takeaway in one hand and said, "Leader, I'll go to the front desk to get the takeaway. It just so happens that your delivery boy delivered it, so I'll bring it over for you."
Song Sihan's smile immediately expanded to cover his entire face, and he said kindly, "Thank you."
Xiaoju put the bag on the desk, smiled and greeted Song Yan before going out.
Song Sihan took out the takeaway and said, "Xiaojuren is pretty good."
Song Yan knew that she didn't want to talk about Guan Mingming's affairs for the time being, so she followed the conversation and said, "That's good, that's the surname, Xiaoju, it sounds like you're being cute."
Song Sihan: "It's fine to call her by her full name."
Song Yan said: "Ju An, it looks like 'juan' when you read it quickly, and it's cute too."
Song Sihan smiled and stopped talking.Song Yan is one year younger than her, and she is 27 this year. Her family is urging her to find a partner, and Song Yan is willing to talk about it, but she just doesn't feel it.Ju An is one year younger than Song Yan. She has a good personality and is reliable in her work. She has good looks and is 1.8 meters tall.But Song Yan felt that his face was too tender to complement her youthful beauty.
After eating the takeaway and throwing away the trash, Song Yan became concerned about Song Sihan's relationship issues again.
"What are you doing now?"
Song Sihan said: "Her things have already been moved."
Song Yan sighed when she heard the words, there was really no room for redemption.
She wanted to comfort Song Sihan, but seeing Song Sihan's plain expression, she didn't know how to persuade him.Based on her understanding over the past few years, she felt that she didn't need to be comforted and enlightened. Song Sihan could figure it out by himself, and it would be more useful to accompany her to do something to distract her attention.
Thinking of this, she asked: "Want to drink in the evening and relax today?"
"Just drink on Monday?" Song Sihan laughed, thought for a while, but didn't refuse, "Okay, I'll contact you after get off work."
"Speaking of which, it's been a long time since I went to Lala Bar with you last time. I'm embarrassed to go alone, and I still think about it." Song Yan showed nostalgia, "If there is a chance, let's go and enjoy it again? "
"Give me a fart." Song Sihan couldn't laugh or cry, and even yelled at her several times.
The lunch break was almost over, and Song Yan sat for a while before going back to her department.
Song Sihan's work efficiency is very high. After finishing his work in the afternoon, he looked at the time, and there was still half an hour before get off work.
The marketing department of Huayue Electric Co., Ltd. is divided into two groups, one group is responsible for marketing, and the other group is responsible for sales management, each performing its duties.Relatively speaking, the working hours of a group are a little looser, so it is not difficult for Song Sihan to find an excuse to leave work early.She talked to the manager, staggered the rush hour, and left the office building with her bag.
On the way, I sent a message to Song Yan, asking her to pick me up at the intersection. Song Sihan felt the gentle breeze blowing on his face in the evening, and felt itchy and lazy. He walked more and more slowly, and finally arrived at the intersection like a stroll.
This is an intersection, the horizontal and vertical roads are not very wide, the traffic volume is small, and temporary parking is available on the side of the road, so people often get on the car from here.
Looking at the time, it may take more than ten minutes. Song Sihan stood by a green flower bed in the back, lowered his head and played with the phone for a while, feeling a little sore in the neck, locked the phone and lowered his arms, raised his head and stretched for a while, and re- Look straight ahead.
Just when the traffic lights were changing, Song Sihan turned his head and looked at the sidewalk on the left where traffic was allowed.Pedestrians piled up on the opposite side walked towards this side, men and women, impatient, dejected, careless, smiling...
Suddenly, Song Sihan's eyes fixed on a certain point in the crowd.
The other party's eyebrows were stretched, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, he was wearing a white shirt and light-colored jeans, and a pair of white sneakers exuded vitality, fresh and ordinary.As the other party approached, the sense of familiarity became stronger, and Song Sihan's heart thumped.She stared at that person, surprised to meet here, but soon she remembered the glimpse a few days ago, and sure enough, she was right, that glance was the omen of today.
The other party also seemed to feel her attention, looked over, and the eyes of the two intertwined for a moment, and they didn't move away.
After hesitating for a moment, Song Sihan waved his hand and smiled.
The other party reacted a little slower, smiled and waved to her.
"Cheng Ji." The long-lost name leaked between his lips and teeth, and Song Sihan read it in a low voice, as if confirming something.
The familiar yet unfamiliar person walked towards her across the zebra crossing.
The hairstyle has changed, and the long hair with bangs has become shoulder-length, and the length is a few centimeters shorter. Minus the cuteness, the whole face is exposed, looking capable.The flesh on the cheeks has also disappeared, and the face looks smaller and more refined.
"Long time no see." Cheng Ji came to Song Sihan.
Song Sihan nodded and said, "Long time no see."
It's been five years.
"Have you returned to Jingzhou?" Song Sihan asked.
"Yes." Cheng Ji didn't talk much, and asked, "Do you work nearby?"
Song Sihan suddenly felt a little hard to speak, so he just let out a "huh".
Cheng Ji didn't avoid it, and asked, "Are you in Huayue?"
Song Sihan nodded.
Cheng Ji smiled, and seemed to be very interested in her affairs: "Which aspect of work, can you tell me?"
Song Sihan: "Marketing promotion."
Cheng Ji's eyes lit up, he took out a business card from his shoulder bag, and handed it to her with both hands: "Shall I exchange business cards? We have cooperated with many well-known domestic companies for event promotion, and we have rich experience in mutual promotion through the media. , you can take a look at the successful cases on our website, if you are interested, please feel free to contact me.”
Song Sihan: "..."
Song Sihan put the phone in his pocket, took the business card with both hands and looked at it——Miji Culture Co., Ltd., Cheng Ji, manager.
She smiled: "Aren't you asking about my position?"
Cheng Ji: "Our company's development prospects are as bright as your career development prospects."
"Thank you." Song Sihan handed her his business card and said involuntarily, "You have changed a lot."
From the confident and calm tone when speaking, from the bright and firm eyes when they met, Song Sihan felt that in the five years since they were separated, Cheng Ji was like a butterfly breaking out of a cocoon, completely reborn.
Even though Cheng Ji still has something she is familiar with, the person in front of her can no longer be seen with the eyes of the past.
When Cheng Ji heard this, he turned back from the work mode and said, "You are different, more restrained than before."
Song Sihan heard the full euphemism from that small but not negligible pause.
She was a little breathless, two years of love ended suddenly, how could she be sunny?I can't even put it on.Cheng Ji didn't know her special situation, and probably thought she was depressed by life and looked depressed.
Just as he was considering whether to explain, Song Sihan's cell phone rang and Song Yan called.She said "excuse me" to Cheng Ji, and turned sideways to connect.
I thought Song Yan was going to remind her to wait on the side of the road, but as soon as the phone was connected, Song Yan's angry and guilty voice came out: "Sihan, my car was scratched! I'm so mad, in the parking lot It can also be scratched, how blind is this man?! The man left a note, I have already called him, and he is coming now. I didn't expect such a thing to happen. I'm sorry, I'm afraid I won't be able to go today .”
Song Sihan comforted: "Since he left the phone number, he should be willing to negotiate. Do you need me to help you?"
"No, you can go home earlier and rest, let's go next time."
"Okay, come to me if you need anything, see you tomorrow."
Cheng Ji waited for her to hang up, smiled and said, "Then I'll go first, goodbye."
"Goodbye." Saying goodbye flatly, Song Sihan also had nothing else to say.
Going home alone, turning on the lights in the living room, turning on the lights in the kitchen and dining room, still can't dispel the feeling of emptiness.Song Sihan sat on the sofa for a while, then slowly lay down.
She has a car and parks it in the underground garage of the community, but she doesn't want to drive out.She didn't even want to make dinner.
If I had known earlier, I would have bought something outside and came back to eat... Forget it, let's order takeaway.
After eating the takeaway, cheering up to finish the necessary housework, and taking a hot bath to relieve fatigue, Song Sihan had nothing to do, so he went to bed early at 09:30, couldn't fall asleep and started playing with his mobile phone.
The mobile phone is a sharp weapon to kill time, even if she is distracted, she still plays until past ten o'clock without knowing it.She didn't put down her phone until her eyes were sore. She originally wanted to cultivate drowsiness, but a few fragments of memories floated in her mind.
How did she and Cheng Ji break up?
I can't remember--
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☆, present perfect tense (1)
When they met this time, Song Sihan said that Cheng Ji had changed a lot. In fact, her own appearance was also very different from when they broke up five years ago.
When Song Sihan graduated from elementary school, the relationship between Song Zhongdao and his boss Cheng Xian was already very stable.Using the friendship between Song Sihan and Cheng Yifu as a breakthrough, Song Zhongdao broke into Cheng Xian's social circle. After getting along for a while, Cheng Xian felt a little closeness in his heart. After seeing Song Zhongdao's outstanding work ability and communication skills, he gradually paid attention to him. stand up.
During this process, Song Zhongdao smelled the gunpowder between the two brothers of the Cheng family early on, and stood decisively on Cheng Xian's side.
On Cheng Xian's fight for the position of Huayue Company's heir, Song Zhongdao followed Cheng Xian's footsteps closely, and was the most steadfast help and the most loyal friend.
In fact, Song Zhongdao proposed to transfer her to a public school at the level of Song Sihan's small promotion.
He could tell that Song Sihan didn't really like Cheng Yifu and the rich second and rich third generations around her. Every time he thought back to his original decision, he always felt that he owed his daughter and couldn't let her enjoy a carefree childhood.However, when he asked about his daughter's wishes, Song Sihan insisted on going to a private school.
Long before being asked, Song Sihan made a decision.
Since she has been diligently running errands for the teachers for three years, the teachers will not refuse her occasional requests.She asked the teacher very carefully. Private junior high schools and high schools have a lot of scholarships every semester, and according to her grades, she should be able to get the first-class scholarship, so that the tuition fees will not become a burden on the family, and she can also Maintain the interpersonal relationship you have established with those delicate daughters.
Song Sihan and Cheng Yifu have been classmates for three years in elementary school, three years in junior high school, and two and a half years in high school—Cheng Yifu did not take the college entrance examination, but applied for a foreign university.
This time, Song Zhongdao's attitude hardened when it came to the choice of college entrance examination volunteers.The majesty and strength that comes with the promotion of the position is one reason, and the other reason is that he sincerely hopes that his daughter can be free for a few years.
So Song Sihan came to Qingzhou, a water town far in the south of the Yangtze River.
There is humid air here, Cheongju University, which ranks among the top five in the country, and the freedom that Song Zhongdao hopes she can feel at a flowery age.
Song Sihan did not live up to his old father's expectations at all.As soon as she entered the university, she quickly let go of herself, joined clubs, entered the student union, held picnics, traveled and held parties, and she never lost everything.
She has short hair, looks pretty and handsome, treats people generously, attracts people easily, and there is never a shortage of cute smiling sisters around her.
In the third year of junior high school, Song Sihan became the vice chairman of the student union of the college.The chairman is a boy who is serious and a bit machismo. He shoulders the hard work without complaining. Song Sihan has strong communication skills and has no pressure to play tricks with the teachers. The work assignment between the two has been very clear since the beginning of school.
This summer was very hot. It was September and the temperature had not yet dropped. Song Sihan sat in the air-conditioned office, chatted happily with two sophomore girls, and waited for the freshmen to enter information.
After sitting for a whole morning, Song Sihan felt a little bored, and in the afternoon, he called the chairman who was sweating outside to have a rest, and planned to go to the academy welcome point to see the Bainen elementary school girls who had not been destroyed by military training.
The minister who organized the orientation saw her coming, greeted her with a smile, let her sit down, and brought her water to drink.
Song Sihan unscrewed the bottle cap and took a sip, then asked, "Are there any pretty girls?"
"Yes." The minister said, "I saw three beautiful ones this morning. It's not bad to have two juniors, more than 1.8 meters in length."
Song Sihan had no interest in his juniors, so he rolled his eyes and saw a handsome junior approaching, elbowing the minister: "How about that?" The minister happily went to greet the new students.
A pair of eyes were a little scattershot, searching through the vastness of freshmen, and suddenly lit up.
Song Sihan screwed on the bottle cap and looked over carefully.
It was a girl with ear-length short hair, who seemed not accompanied by her parents, and walked here with a suitcase in one hand.The girl's complexion is very fair, without oily shine, and she is very refreshing and clean under the hot afternoon sun. Her face is not a little restless. Her eyes are big, round, black and clear, which is the most eye-catching part of the whole face. Her appearance doubled directly.
Seeing a junior who was eager to strike up a conversation, Song Sihan quickly got up and walked over to him, showing a kind smile: "Hi, classmate, are you a freshman from the School of Economics?"
The elementary school girl was stunned, as if she was not used to such enthusiasm, after a quick glance at her, she fixed her gaze on her chin, and replied in a low voice: "Yes."
Song Sihan asked again: "Are you here alone?"
Elementary school girl: "Yes."
Song Sihan smiled and said, "Don't worry, you just need to follow the procedures for registration. It's very simple. I came alone when I enrolled. Did you bring the notice?"
Elementary school girl: "Bring it."
"Okay, come with me." Song Sihan saw that she was obedient all the time, thought she was cute, and looked at her admiringly.The primary school girl didn't look up, she didn't know if she didn't notice her gaze, or she just came to the university and was nervous and embarrassed to make eye contact with people.
Arriving at the place where the freshman admission guide was collected, the elementary school girl took out the admission notice from her backpack. Song Sihan glanced at it, couldn't help but froze for a moment, and read out the name on it: "Cheng Ji?"
Hearing the obvious question in her voice, the elementary school girl turned her head and looked over, expressing with her eyes: Is there a problem?
Cheng Ji, this familiar name...
Song Sihan's thoughts moved, and he stared blankly at the pair of black eyes in front of him, they gradually overlapped with the pair of innocent eyes deep in his mind.
"You are Cheng Ji?" Song Sihan was slightly shocked.A tsunami of memories she thought she had long since forgotten flooded her brain—making her regret the step she had taken a few minutes ago.
The girl on the opposite side also stared at her in a daze for a moment, her eyes gradually deepened, her expression tensed, and she said softly, "Song Sihan."
... She didn't expect that Cheng Ji would remember her name.
She never formally introduced her name to her.
"Trouble...?" came a polite urging from behind.
Song Sihan came back to his senses, suppressed the turbulent emotions in his heart, and left the crowd with Cheng Ji first.
The two walked through the check-in process in silence.Song Sihan thought to himself that the relationship between them was a bit awkward, do you want to exchange greetings?But they only met a few times ten years ago, and that experience, without thinking about it, must be a part that Cheng Ji doesn't want to recall.
But they did call each other's name, at least they were old acquaintances.
One person, one hand, carrying the full set of bedding that they bought at the school just now, they walked silently to Cheng Ji's dormitory.
The dormitory is a four-person room with a bed and a table. One of the beds is covered with bedding, but no one is there. It seems that he went to visit the campus with his parents, and Cheng Ji was the second to come.
Putting down the heavy quilt, Song Sihan finally thought about what to say: qún: [-] "I am the vice chairman of the student union of our college this year, please write down my phone number, if there is anything you don't understand , If you encounter any trouble, you can find me."
Although the acquaintance ten years ago was not pleasant, it has been too long, maybe Cheng Ji doesn't care anymore.
Since the two had a little friendship, Song Sihan felt that it was his responsibility to cover up the new school girl.
Speaking of which, this was the first person Song Sihan met in school who he knew from the past.She went to a private high school, and in the second half of the third year of high school, more than half of the classroom seats were empty, and those were students who were going abroad.More than half of the students who took the college entrance examination chose a local university in Jingzhou, and the rest had only one classmate who came to Qingzhou, and she was not in the same school as her. Over the past two years, they had developed their circle of friends and had little contact with each other.
Cheng Ji took out his mobile phone and dialed the number reported by Song Sihan. Hearing the phone ringing in Song Sihan's trouser pocket, he hung up the call and said the first sentence after recognizing each other: "Thank you."
"You're welcome, it should be." Song Sihan has successfully completed the task, but she hesitated for a moment, and then came up with a few instructions, "I recommend the Cantonese-style roast meat window on the second floor of the second canteen for the rice set meal; I recommend the one at the corner on the first floor of the third canteen for pasta. Window; a cafeteria is the closest to the teaching building, and there are many types of breakfast.”
Cheng Ji said thank you again.
Wechat is not very popular at the moment, Song Sihan has his own account, thinking that Cheng Ji might not have one, so he didn't ask, and finally said: "If I think of something again, I will send you a text message. I'm leaving."
Cheng Ji nodded and sent her to the door of the bedroom: "Goodbye."
Back home Song Sihan was not in the mood to greet the new year, the cat went into the air-conditioned office and didn't come out all afternoon.
After two days of registration, the freshmen got acquainted with the campus through the activities organized by the college, and then the military training began.The class ended on Friday morning, and Song Sihan received a notice to check the first day of military training with the counselor tomorrow morning, and suddenly remembered Cheng Jibai's face, and sent a text message——
[Have you bought sunscreen and after-sun repair mask? 】
Cheng Ji - [Not yet. 】
Song Sihan replied recommending a cosmetics store across the road from the east gate of the school, and asked her to quote her card number for a discount. Halfway through typing, she got up and took the membership card in her wallet to check the card number.
The roommate asked: "Hey, there is no class in the afternoon, do you want to go shopping?"
Song Sihan took out his membership card and asked casually, "Where should I go shopping?"
Roommate: "East Gate?"
Song Sihan paused, thinking what a coincidence, inserted the membership card back and said, "Okay, I happen to buy some sunscreen."
Then delete a few lines in the dialog box, and rewrite a short one——
[I'll give you a set, are you in the dormitory at night? 】
After waiting for a long time without a reply, seeing that her roommate had already started changing clothes, Song Sihan packed her bag and went out with her roommate.
Before entering the cosmetics store, Song Sihan glanced at his phone again, and Cheng Ji replied five minutes later——
[Thank you, I'll be here tonight. 】
Song Sihan put away her mobile phone, took a basket at the door of the store, and put in a set of sunscreen of the brand she usually used. The texture was moist and not sticky. Thinking about the amount used during military training, she took an extra set and bought a mask. A box of hydrating masks and a jar of repairing masks.
My roommate bought two mascaras, and when she saw what she had bought at the checkout, she asked, "Give it away?"
Song Sihan: "Well, a school girl, we knew each other before."
The roommate said with a smile: "I care about my school girls all day long, why don't you be more friendly to our rooms?"
Song Sihan also smiled: "Is it bad for you? When did you go shopping and told me not to go?"
"Tch." The roommate gave her a blank look, "This year will be difficult, and you have to be busy as the president of the student union."
"Vice." Song Sihan emphasized, "It's easier than regular, and there's definitely time for shopping."
After shopping for cosmetics, I went to the clothing store. My roommate found a long skirt, ate a bowl of maocai, and went home satisfied.
Back in the dormitory, it was already dark, Song Sihan picked some snacks from his storage box and put it in a plastic bag, and took the paper bag containing sunscreen and mask to find Cheng Ji.
She still remembered Cheng Ji's dormitory number, she went upstairs and knocked on the door, and seeing that Cheng Ji was the only one, she asked, "Aren't your roommates here?"
Cheng Ji: "I've all gone to reunite with my high school classmates."
Song Sihan handed the paper bag to Cheng Ji, the snacks in the plastic bag were distributed on four tables, moved a chair and sat down: "Where are your high school classmates?"
Cheng Ji hesitated.
Song Sihan guessed that the students who passed the exam did not have a good relationship with her, so she changed the topic: "Have you received the new recruiting flyer for the College Student Union? Have you signed up?"
Cheng Ji sat opposite her, with his hands on his knees cautiously, and his head slightly lowered, as if answering the teacher's question: "I signed up for the study department."
Song Sihan joked: "You love learning so much?"
After asking, Cheng Ji nodded seriously.
"..." Song Sihan continued dryly, "Uh, pretty good, knowledge is power."
Cheng Ji curled his lips, as if he was amused.
From the thin gap between the two pink lips, Song Sihan saw her white teeth.Her head was still hanging slightly, and her face was covered by thin eyebrow-level bangs and slightly inward-turned hair ends, giving her a reserved feeling, and her eyes were also reserved and did not meet people.
The time-diluted figure in Song Sihan's mind gradually merged with the shy and timid girl in front of him.
The influence exerted on Song Sihan in the past ten years was quickly peeled off. In front of Cheng Ji, she seemed to have changed back to her ten-year-old self, regaining her desire to protect.Song Sihan thought to herself, since she has no acquaintances to meet with, let me play this role.
"Cheng Ji," Song Sihan called out a little seriously, met her raised gaze, smiled slightly, and added a sentence that was missing on the day of welcoming the new year, "Welcome."
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