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☆, present perfect tense (5)

Cheng Ji rarely said "like" to Song Sihan, and almost never said "I love you".Although she really likes and really loves Song Sihan.

She takes Song Sihan as the standard, reflects herself, and feels that her likes and loves are all self-interested thoughts.She said it many times in her heart, but she felt that she couldn't say it when she came to her mouth, so she had to use a complicated look instead.Sometimes Song Sihan joked and coerced her, saying that she would feel blocked from her chest to her throat, holding back until the capillaries in her face dilated, and finally slammed her forehead on Song Sihan's shoulder in an evasive way.

Song Sihan asked several times: "When will you be more enthusiastic?"

She couldn't answer the question.Although Song Sihan would not be angry about this, she still owed her something.She is very happy with Song Sihan, so happy that sometimes it makes her confused. Is it true that the 18 years of life that no one cares about before meeting Song Sihan is fake?But the confusion is always very short, and it can't hide the anxiety in her heart. She knows that the happiness now will end one day, because she can't go on like this forever.

She couldn't stay under Song Sihan's warm wings with peace of mind.

Cheng Ji knew very early on that the only person she can really rely on is herself, and it must be herself.She is too greedy for Song Sihan's tender care, too reluctant to let go of the firefly that finally appeared in her life, so she ignores the problem between the two of them time and time again: before she really understands "who am I", She couldn't show her sincerity to Song Sihan, there was always a layer between them.

She firmly believes that only by cutting off the past can she begin to grow.If she wants to find herself, she must fully use her own strength to gain a foothold in this world, and put her own roots into the ground. She has her own position before she can understand who she is.

These are things she couldn't do when she was with Song Sihan.Beside Song Sihan, she would be involuntarily lazy. She seemed to be working very hard, but she was just like a spinning top, winding forward.

Until the winter vacation of Song Sihan's senior year, he once talked about returning to work in Jingzhou after graduation.Song Sihan said that her family asked about her plans, and she wanted to communicate with Cheng Ji.Cheng Ji shied away and said that it was still early, she was only a sophomore, so think about it again.Song Sihan didn't seem to be in a hurry, and agreed without hesitation.

At that time, Cheng Ji thought that he would never return to Jingzhou.However, Song Sihan's home is in Jingzhou, and his ideal job is in Jingzhou. Song Sihan always has to leave.From then on, Cheng Ji woke up from the dream.

After returning from the winter vacation, Song Sihan found an internship in Qingzhou, as if she really wanted to wait for her to think it over.The time for their meeting was set on the weekend, and because Song Sihan was busy, he had less contact with her.Cheng Ji had more time to think alone, and she was worried when Song Sihan couldn't see her.It cannot be delayed any longer.

Cheng Ji understands Song Sihan because Song Sihan is extremely relaxed in love and has no reservations.More than a year is enough for Cheng Ji to understand her temper, her likes and dislikes, her bottom line, and her concept of love.In other words, she knows what to do to keep her relationship with Song Sihan safe and sound, and she also knows what to do to make Song Sihan choose to break up.

Song Sihan doesn't understand her because she has always concealed part of her true thoughts.Song Sihan believed her completely, believed that she would speak out if she had difficulties, and believed that she did not say anything because they were equally happy.

There is no longer any delay, there are still three months before Song Sihan officially graduates, this is the critical point.An alarm sounded in Cheng Ji's heart, and she made up her mind.

The next time they met, Cheng Ji lost his temper with Song Sihan like never before.The first time she lost her temper, Cheng Ji was very unskilled. She got fifty points out of one hundred at most, but this was already the result of her full exertion.She really lacks relevant experience, because when she is with Song Sihan, they don't quarrel at all.

The two of them are people who don't like to argue. If a small conflict occurs in their daily relationship, it is often just the beginning. Song Sihan immediately backs down, and she immediately becomes quiet, and the conflict disappears invisible.

Unsurprisingly, the fifty-point conflict was covered by Song Si.It's a pity that Song Sihan didn't expect this to be a turn-based quarrel. Cheng Ji's skills have been improved through practice, and she has shown more and more aggressiveness towards Song Sihan. How could Song Sihan, who is blindly tolerant, be her opponent.

The three-month quarrel was a painful ordeal for both.The difference is that Cheng Ji always knew what happened. Every time she looked at Song Sihan's dazed, distressed and exhausted expression, her heart would feel a pain of being clenched. She hated her deliberate hurt behavior, but next time she would still Forcefully dismantle Song Sihan's patience.

If there is another way, she doesn't want this.But the word "break up" cannot come out of her mouth, the details of their love are vivid in her memory, she has no reason to break up with Song Sihan suddenly.Song Sihan is a person who likes to use communication to solve problems, and he will definitely want to get together with her.But Cheng Ji doesn't want to get together and get separated. She hopes that they will never contact each other again, and that Song Sihan will forget her soon.

Killing Song Sihan's liking through frequent quarrels, letting Song Sihan convince himself that this relationship cannot be sustained, and then breaking up "naturally" is the way Cheng Ji thinks will hurt Song Sihan the least.When Song Sihan decides to break up, he will soon forget her, never take the initiative to think of her again, and mark this memory as sealed, and put it in a far corner.Three months is just right.

The development of things did not exceed Cheng Ji's expectations.Song Sihan called her on the night of her official graduation and asked her to come out for a walk. When Cheng Ji went downstairs, she had a premonition that this day was the day they broke up.

When they met, the two greeted each other flatly, as if the past quarrel had never happened.Song Sihan drank a little wine that day, with a little alcohol smell when he breathed, and the warm wind of the summer night, gently fluttering in Cheng Ji's whole world.Her spirit was tense, waiting for the sentence to end, and her body was very relaxed, because knowing that this was the last time they met, she subconsciously enjoyed the last time with every pore.

The road outside the school was very long, and they were very quiet, walking for a long time without talking.Cheng Ji was reluctant to find Song Sihan, maybe it was the journey they walked together that reminded Song Sihan of their good old days.Cheng Ji lowered her head, she told herself not to think about it, just feel the present.

After walking a long way, the campus was left behind by two people. At an intersection, Song Sihan said, "Go back."

Cheng Ji said, "OK."

They walked to the school along the same road, and Cheng Ji's hand beside him unconsciously held it lightly.Song Sihan said: "We had quarreled many times during this time, and if you refused to say the reason, I won't ask. I think it might be that you don't like me anymore, and I can accept it."

Cheng Ji didn't speak.

"I got my graduation certificate today, and four years of university are over for me. When I came to Cheongju University, I didn't expect to meet you. I don't know what you think, I like you every day for these two years, I don't regret being with you."

Cheng Ji still didn't speak.

"But the two of us have been very unhappy these past few months. Maybe something has become inappropriate for us. I haven't found the reason. I don't want to drag this relationship any longer. Do you have any ideas?"

Cheng Ji shook his head.

Song Sihan was also silent for a long time, and asked in a low voice: "Then shall we break up?"

"it is good."

This section of the road has not yet been completed, they continued to walk forward without a word, and the end point was downstairs in Cheng Ji's bedroom.The last time they faced each other, Cheng Ji looked up at Song Sihan's face and said "goodbye".

Finally lost asylum.Lost light, lost warmth, lost Song Sihan.

Cheng Ji also doesn't regret being with Song Sihan, but he doesn't regret today's ending either.She only felt deep guilt towards Song Sihan, and for a long time after the breakup, she regretted that she couldn't say "I'm sorry" to Song Sihan that day.However, there is no perfect farewell in the world, and regret is just a kind of sustenance.

I can't remember how many times I cried, how many times I woke up and found that the pillow was wet, no matter how many places collapsed in my heart, she was still fine on the surface.The disappearance of baby fat also happened during this period. After she lost weight, her cheeks never rounded again.

She got what she wanted, and grew into the image of herself she imagined when she first walked into the school, struggling on her own.In order to grow up, I resolutely smashed everything that would make me weak. In the end, I really no longer fear, no longer feel lonely, and have a strong heart.

Three years later, she overturned her decision to leave Jingzhou, and set foot on the land of Jingzhou again from south to north for a wider development space.

She met Song Sihan again.This time, her world is no longer a boundless darkness, and she can emit enough light to illuminate the way forward.However, today, when she was eroded by the decaying atmosphere of the Fan family, Song Sihan once again became her firefly without hesitation.

Five years later, Cheng Ji still didn't say "I'm sorry", but Song Sihan had said it to her several times.

In the waiting hall, Cheng Ji, who finished talking about his mental journey, looked at Song Sihan quietly.Five years ago, she felt that the three words "sorry" were too pale and tasteless, so she didn't say it. Now she finally said it: "I'm sorry, the breakup is my fault alone."

Song Sihan, who had heard the whole truth, calmed down at this moment, but shook her head and said: "You are not wrong. The breakup is because it is not suitable. I did not do it well. I only saw the harmony on the surface and did not find the deep contradiction. You broke up first. The decision was correct."

"..." Cheng Ji felt that Song Sihan was brainwashing her.

Why did she say so much in an all-round way, is it all for nothing?Even her deliberate quarrel to force Song Sihan to break up has become a wise decision in Song Sihan's mouth?Cheng Ji was really at a loss, and felt that Song Sihan seemed to have overcorrected in admitting his mistakes.

"Okay." Cheng Ji really had nothing to say, and turned back to the previous topic, "You should know after listening to this, I am not what you remembered in college."

Song Sihan was silent for a moment, then asked: "Do you still think my university is very gentle and kind?"

Cheng Ji: "Yes." Song Sihan didn't have any reversal plot here.

Song Sihan said: "After listening to this, I will look at you again, and I think you seem to be shining."

Cheng Ji was inexplicably ashamed: "That's just a metaphor."

Song Sihan didn't refute, and continued: "But I still think you were very cute at that time. You were strong, unyielding, never give up, but you were also very cute."

Cheng Ji: "..."

Song Sihan: "..."

The two people who wore thick filters when they first fell in love are now looking at each other.

The author has something to say: Cheng Ji and Sihan: It's all the filter's fault!

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☆, present continuous tense (21)

Because no one can convince anyone, Cheng Ji and Song Sihan chose not to pursue each other on the issue of "university impression", silently forgetting it.

At noon, the two of them only ate the plane meal, and now they are a little hungry, and after finishing their conversation, they ate a light meal at the tea restaurant at the airport.

Cheng Ji ordered a set meal for one person, and put down the tableware after eating about two-thirds of it. Song Sihan looked at her plate and asked, "Your appetite is so small now?"

"Well, the university is still developing, and there is no need to eat too much when the growth stops." Cheng Ji replied.She felt incredible in her heart, because of a sense of indebtedness when they broke up, she originally didn't want to have any interaction with Song Sihan, and now they are sitting together to discuss appetite.After she confessed her past thoughts frankly, facing Song Sihan, she had no worries and felt that getting along like this was not bad.

Song Sihan said: "You are too thin."

Cheng Ji smiled and said, "It's still healthy, don't worry."

Song Sihan nodded and continued to finish his set meal.It was nearly two hours before boarding the plane. They returned to the place where they chatted before. The place was still very empty. The two took out their laptops and mobile phones to work. The company was already off work. revolutionary friendship.

During the period, Mi Ping sent a message to ask, Cheng Ji replied that he was at the airport, and then received a call from Mi Ping.Mi Ping first asked about her grandmother, and when she learned that her grandmother had passed away, she said a few words such as "Condolences, don't be too sad", and then asked her how she was feeling.Cheng Ji's mood was relatively stable, and he replied that he was fine and could go to work normally tomorrow. In order to avoid Mi Ping's over-concern, he quickly hung up the phone.

She hung up on this side, and Song Sihan also called on the other side, and said, "Xiaoju." Cheng Ji knew who the other party was, and thought of Song Yan and Lou Jingxian by the way.If Song Sihan is added to the shopping next time, she should not feel uncomfortable.

The plane took off at nine o'clock and arrived at the airport in Jingzhou at eleven o'clock at night. They had trouble getting home, so they each booked a car, so they split up and reported to each other that they were safe when they got home.Cheng Ji checked the time before putting down his phone, it was [-]:[-].A new day has arrived.

In the early morning of this day, there was a lot of wind outside, which made the windows humming all the time. Cheng Ji didn't sleep well, and got up earlier than usual.

When Cheng Ji got to the office, Mi Ping knocked Cheng Ji into the office next door and sat opposite Mi Ping.

Mi Ping looked at her face and asked, "Did you not rest last night?"

Cheng Ji: "It's okay, I lost a little sleep, just make up for it at noon."

Mi Ping persuaded her: "Yesterday you were busy all day, you can take a rest this morning, the recent work is not too urgent, and other colleagues and I can help you share some of it."

Cheng Ji smiled lightly: "No need, I can do my job well."

Mi Ping smiled and said, "Are you worried about other people's ability to work? In fact, you can give me some work in the field of human relations. I can also show that we value some big customers if I contact them personally."

Cheng Ji felt that there was something in her words, and asked, "What big client?"

Mi Ping: "For example, Huayue Electric Appliances. Yesterday was the first day of work after the New Year's Day holiday. Many things have changed in the new year. At this time, we should contact the other party to enhance our relationship. If there is any news, if we know it first, it will be better than others. The company has more advantages, what do you think?"

Cheng Ji frowned and asked, "Did you contact Huayue yesterday?" Song Sihan never said that he received a call from Miji Culture.

Mi Ping: "That's right. I was going to call Manager Song, but the call was transferred. The team leader said that Manager Song had already arrived at the company in the morning, so he took a day off and left. I think it's a coincidence."

Hearing this, Cheng Ji's face completely sank.She lowered her head and took a few deep breaths, thinking that Mi Ping didn't understand the inside story, so she couldn't vent her anger, but this matter itself had violated the boundary between them.

Cheng Ji first asked: "I am the manager. When Song Sihan was the team leader, it was normal for me to discuss cooperation with her. Now she is the manager, but we knew each other before, and it is reasonable to continue to communicate. I was solely responsible for Huayue's last case. , you are not in charge of business, why did you contact the other party without even asking me?"

Without giving Mi Ping time to answer, Cheng Ji went on to say: "We talked about it before. Since the work is assigned to me, I will be in charge. You should tell me before you participate. Is it because my past relationship with Song Sihan made you feel uncomfortable?" Do you think I am not competent for these jobs? Let me ask you, since we cooperated with Huayue, including my absence yesterday, what work have I missed? What reason do you have to question me?"

Cheng Ji spoke very fast, pressing every step of the way. Mi Ping didn't dare to get angry, and argued: "I didn't question you, I just wanted to help you reduce the burden."

"From the point of view of the purpose, you are not. From the point of view of the result, it has no effect." Cheng Ji said mercilessly, "Mi Ping, we have cooperated for more than four years, and I have asked you to 'distinguish between public and private' many times, and work will always be put on hold." In front of personal feelings, have you promised me yet?"

"Yes, I promised..."

"Answer me now, did you contact Song Sihan because of personal feelings?"

Mi Ping bit her lip in embarrassment, still trying to explain herself.

Cheng Ji was very disappointed, Mi Ping still couldn't realize the seriousness of the problem.This company was founded by them together, and she has worked so hard for countless days and nights here, and she has a clear conscience in her work.Although Mi Ping is the general manager and one level higher than her, they have already reached an agreement that Mi Ping cannot interfere with her work at will.It's a matter of respect and trust.

"You're right. Song Sihan was with me yesterday. But Mr. Mi, does this matter have something to do with work? It's work time now, I hope you only ask me about work. You contact Huayue without saying hello. I won't bring it up again, I hope you will respect me in the future. May I go back to the office?"

Mi Ping choked for a while, but still didn't apologize to her, and said in a low voice, "Yes."

Cheng Ji returned to the office, pressed this matter to ignore it, and deal with work first.In the afternoon, she made an appointment with a client. During the lunch break, she wanted to sleep for a while, but now she couldn't, so she called Song Sihan.

Song Sihan didn't know about this yet.Yesterday, Song Sihan locked the office door before leaving to prevent Cheng Yifu from flipping through documents, and set up call forwarding on the office landline to avoid missing work. She really did not expect that Miji Culture would take the initiative to contact Huayue for such an operation.

Not long after, Song Sihan got out of Cheng Yifu's words and called Cheng Ji back.

Hearing Song Sihan's deep voice, Cheng Ji guessed the result.Song Sihan: "Cheng Yifu already knows that you work at Miji. But don't worry, she will be very busy during this time." The last sentence is a reassuring tone.

"Thank you." Cheng Ji said, "I just want to be prepared, and it doesn't matter if she asks me." This is the truth, and now she is not afraid of Cheng Yifu.But Song Sihan definitely won't listen to it, there is nothing Cheng Ji can do about it.

After ten days, there was no news from Cheng Yifu, probably being held down by Song Sihan again.

As for Mi Ping, she probably realized the seriousness of this small conflict from her attitude, and she really made a distinction between public and private, each doing her own work at work, and not knocking on the partition to tell her to gossip, and changing methods after get off work. Coax her.Cheng Ji has always been lukewarm, and she very much hopes that Mi Ping will meet some new friends, and spend the extra energy on others, instead of testing her here and there.But not only did Mi Ping not do what she thought, after a while of entanglement, she suddenly became enlightened.

Wednesday, January [-]th, Cheng Ji's birthday.

One day, Mi Ping asked her to pet the cat after get off work, but Cheng Ji cautiously refused.Unexpectedly, less than half an hour after she got home, Mi Ping came to the door with the cake and the cat.

"Why do you..." Cheng Ji looked down at the cake, "Come in."

Mi Ping put the cake and the box into the refrigerator.Cheng Ji's refrigerator is very empty, and the counter next to it is clean and tidy. Because the utilization rate is not high, the kitchen space is cramped but not crowded.She took Hei Hei out of the cat bag first, and let Hei Hei get acquainted with the environment a little bit.Heihei had come here a few times before, and it called out to Cheng Ji a few times, Cheng Ji took it over and said to Mi Ping, "Sit down."

The two sat on the sofa and stroked the cat, and it was a little warm when they were not talking.Cheng Ji's thighs were warmed by black and white, and his mood relaxed, and he looked a little smiling.

Mi Ping said, "Didn't you have dinner? I saw that you have eggs and vegetables in the refrigerator. Shall I make some to eat with you?"

"It's not worth making. There are also heated and ready-to-eat ones inside, which saves trouble. I'll just eat those." Cheng Ji stopped, and Hei Hei pawed twice, and she continued to say, "Hei Hei also wants to go home for dinner. Cut it in a while After the cake, you'd better go home and eat it."

Cheng Ji looked up at Mi Ping.Mi Ping made a special trip to celebrate her birthday today, and she was grateful in her heart, but there was no need for more.

Mi Ping stroked the black and white tails as if nothing had happened: "Okay. We'll share the cake later."

Seeing black and white being masturbated to death, Mi Ping brought a cushion from the window sill.This mat was used by Hei Hei before, and after Hei Hei upgraded the cat litter, Mi Ping sent it over to prepare Hei Hei to lie on it later.Cheng Ji put down the cat, and the two of them washed their hands. Mi Ping carried the cake to the coffee table. When it was unpacked, it was a two-pound chocolate truffle cake. It didn't look big, but the two of them definitely couldn't finish it all at once.

Mi Ping handed the cake knife: "Happy birthday."

"Thank you." Cheng Ji smiled and cut off two small pieces, and said, "I'll put half of the rest on a plate, and you take the other half home to eat?"

Mi Ping didn't answer, Cheng Ji turned his head and found that she was looking at him steadily.

Cheng Ji said calmly: "You can take them all or keep them all."

Mi Ping took a piece of cake that was too good and said, "This cake needs to be refrigerated, so keep it with you."

Cheng Ji stood up holding the cake plate: "Okay, I'll put it in the refrigerator first."

When she returned to the sofa, Mi Ping had recovered and said with a smile, "Let's eat together."

While eating the cake, Mi Ping apologized for what happened before, and Cheng Ji said that it was over and there was no need to mention it again, and the atmosphere was harmonious for a while.

After eating, Cheng Ji threw away the used tableware and teased black and white with his fingers.Mi Ping brewed her emotions for a while, and said solemnly: "Cheng Ji, we have known each other for five years. You came here from Qingzhou with me, and survived the ups and downs. I have thought clearly these days. My attitude towards you has not been serious enough, so you don't believe my intentions. Cheng Ji, I am serious this time, I like you and want to be with you. "

Cheng Ji's finger was bitten softly by Hei Hei and then let go.If you escape the first day of the junior high school, you can't escape the fifteenth day.She lightly pressed the cat's head, turned to Mi Ping and asked, "I'm following you?"

The phone screen on the coffee table suddenly lit up, and the phone vibrated and rang, attracting the two of them to look at the three words on it: Song Sihan.

Mi Ping also asked back, "Song Sihan?"

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Cheng Ji: A yellow card warning.

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☆, present continuous tense (22)

The two looked at each other to decide who would ask first.

When the ringing stopped, Cheng Ji won: "It is a decision made by me and you, the two of us, to discuss and develop in Jingzhou. The company has subscribed more capital than you and I have less, which is also the result of our discussion. It is because the division of primary and secondary is conducive to division Responsibility and improving efficiency. You are in charge of the operation and I am in charge of the business, so you are the general manager and I am the manager. We agreed at the beginning that the development of the company should be decided by two people, and we will work together to make the company bigger and stronger. Are these the original words?

"My workload is heavy, I do it voluntarily, for my own sake and for the development of the company. The value I create for the company exceeds my income. In exchange, I ask you not to intervene in my specific work, but I will definitely do it Be transparent and open. I have done everything I promise. In the past two years, I have rarely commented on your decision-making. I thought that even if the two of us have unequal contributions and positions, you at least admit that this company is jointly owned by you and me. .What do you mean 'I follow you' and where do you put me?"

Mi Ping explained: "I just made a slip of the tongue, absolutely not negating your contribution to the company."

Cheng Ji: "I hope you can think about it again, do you think about me and this company differently now than before?"

Mi Ping reassured: "Absolutely not, you believe me."

Cheng Ji doesn't believe her.But the words were already beyond words, and she only hoped that Mi Ping would think about what she said after returning home.

Mi Ping's first official confession ended without a problem. She was not quite reconciled, and knowing that it would never be successful to repeat it now, she was silent for a moment, and asked, "Why didn't the note you gave Song Sihan be 'Huayue Electrical Appliances Song Sihan'?"

As soon as she finished speaking, Cheng Ji's cell phone vibrated again, and there was a WeChat message written on the lit screen.Afraid that it was work, Cheng Ji opened it and read it, and the note showed "Song Sihan of Huayue Electric".

Mi Ping endured the embarrassment and asked, "Why not 'Manager Song of Huayue Electrical Appliances'."

Cheng Ji glanced at her speechlessly.Song Sihan only sent a birthday greeting. She replied with the word "thank you", put down her phone and said to Mi Ping, "There is a reason why I liked her. There is also a reason why I didn't like you. The two of us are not suitable for being together. Couples, don't waste each other's time."

Mi Ping never expected that the other party's refusal was more straightforward than his own confession, and suddenly he seemed to be a little out of breath.She was stunned for a while, and she had so many thoughts in her mind, and finally she gave it up, and said, "Why are we not suitable? Who else can bear your temper except me? You can count who you have been with since we met. More time than me? None. I am the person who knows you best, I understand you best, and I can tolerate you the most."

Hearing the word "tolerance", Cheng Ji couldn't help blinking twice, and Mi Ping said to her tolerance, and used two "most"?Does Song Sihan want to use three "most"?

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Mi Ping felt guilty, "What did I say wrong?"

"Either sentence is correct." Cheng Ji said, "I also want to ask you, how much is your like worth? Every time I have a free window, I come to test my attitude. When I meet someone I like more, I will fall in love with you. When you say that my personality is not suitable for them, is this what you like? I can't see how much you value me, so I don't need to pay attention to your likes. "

"I know that I didn't do well in some places in the past, but I'm here to show you my attitude. I've already figured it out. The person I really like is you."

"Really like it? Were you not 'true' likes in all the love affairs in the past?" Cheng Ji wanted to laugh when he heard it.

Mi Ping was tongue-tied and said vaguely, "Don't distort my meaning."

"Okay. I understand what you mean. In the past, your vacancy period was too short for you to find out that you really like me, not just flirting with me as a toy. That's why we have known each other for so long. Today you just Realize that I'm a serious woo, don't you? Haven't you ever thought about how I feel about you?"

Mi Ping's lips were tightly closed, and she stopped talking.

"That's right, you are my friend who has been with me for the longest time, and you can tolerate my temper very well. We have basically the same views on the direction of the company's development, so I cherish you as a friend and partner. Not only you are tolerating me, but I am also I have endured you many times. You don’t take my private affairs as private matters, and you don’t take my refusal as a refusal. You think about it seriously, we realize now, which sentence or behavior of mine shows or implies that I am willing to develop beyond friendship with you relationship? Is there, Mi Ping?"

Mi Ping's complexion became darker and darker, and his eyes lowered.

I don't know if Black and White has also noticed the tense and unpleasant atmosphere between the two humans. They haven't made a fuss for a long time, and lie obediently on the mat.Cheng Ji touched it and said softly, "It's all right, don't be afraid."

She raised her head and said to Mi Ping, "Thank you for coming to celebrate my birthday today. Hei Hei is going to be hungry in a while, why don't you take him home for dinner?"

Mi Ping gave a "hmm" without moving, her lips opened and closed as if she wanted to say something else.

Cheng Ji: "Nothing has changed, we are still friends."

Mi Ping nodded, got up silently to pack the cat bag, and left with black and white.Cheng Ji sent her out, closed the door and came back, took off the black and white cushions and put them in the washing machine, cleaned the black and white hairs, cleaned the coffee table, and then sat down to think about Mi Ping's affairs.

Rejection doesn't mean the matter is completely over, she didn't change anything, she just gave Mi Ping a promise, telling Mi Ping that she wouldn't try to alienate her.But what Mi Ping thinks is not up to her. Based on what she knows about Mi Ping, Mi Ping will be awkward for at least a week.

When Mi Ping found her next partner, Cheng Ji couldn't help but think of this. It was obviously a problem between her and Mi Ping, but because of their inseparable relationship at work, they had to rely on another person to solve it.This feeling of inadequacy is really bad.

On Thursday and Friday, Mi Ping reduced her contact with her, especially eye contact, and her speech was much shorter.After getting off work on Friday, Mi Ping not only didn't ask her about her weekend arrangements, but also didn't remind her to watch black and white. The last time this happened was more than half a year ago when Mi Ping didn't break up.

Cheng Ji enjoyed the long-lost freedom, and she happily agreed to Lou Jingxian's invitation to go shopping on Sunday.

This time it was Song Yanxuan shopping mall, she brought Lou Jingxian, Song Sihan and Cheng Ji to a low-end department store.This is a boxy, old-fashioned shopping mall with no modern design from the outside to the inside. The shops on each floor are close together, the aisles are narrow, and the vision is very limited.Although it is not as casual and comfortable as the shopping experience in high-end shopping malls, because there are so many shops, you can still shop for a long time.

Song Yan used to come here often, and after getting acquainted with Lou Jingxian, she always made appointments for activities together. She tasted the feeling of spending money like blood, joy and bitterness, and now she finally returned to the life of a poor girl.Lou Jingxian is not picky, and she is also very happy to buy here.

Cheng Ji and Song Sihan also bought some co-use items @加@君羊@一@一@零@八@一@秘@九@五@一. There are several bags.

They came to a Hunan restaurant with a good reputation. Song Yan strongly recommended it. Judging from the comprehensive score of the APP, this restaurant is indeed the best restaurant in the mall.

As usual, it was Lou Jingxian's treat. She ordered a few recommended dishes in the store, all of which were spicy dishes. Song Yan added a dish of cured meat in a stone pot, a dish of shredded sweet potato, and Song Sihan added a dish of fried okra. Cheng Ji thought the dish was delicious. The amount may not be enough for four people, and a bowl of rice is added.

Before the food was served, the four of them were decent, and exchanged gossip with the positive spirit of urban girls. Cheng Ji also told about a client to make up the number.

They weren't too defensive when the cold dish pepper chicken was served, their noses were sweating slightly after eating, and Lou Jingxian even praised that it was delicious.When the bullfrog legs covered with red peppers came up, they felt something was wrong when they were looking for the frog legs in the sea of ​​red peppers.Immediately afterwards, the dry-pot organic cauliflower that was not as spicy as cauliflower came. The fish head with double peppers did not hide how spicy it was. The four of them ate with runny noses and tears. Sweet potatoes and okra are all CD-ROMs, but there are some recommended dishes left.

The meal was hot and hot, and when Lou Jingxian left the restaurant, she was a little dizzy from the heat, and they sat down in the dessert shop.

"Wow, Yang Zhi Ganlu is so delicious." Lou Jingxian was so moved that she shed tears.

Song Yan looked guilty: "I was wrong, I didn't know you can't eat spicy food so much."

After eating a portion of poplar nectar, Lou Jingxian wanted to go to the bathroom, but Song Yan took the initiative to accompany her to make up for her mistake, leaving Cheng Ji and Song Sihan behind.

Song Sihan said: "To sign the contract tomorrow, you can choose a place, it doesn't matter where the contract is signed."

A collaboration for a new line of vacuum cleaners has been finalized.Cheng Ji said: "It's at the Sanshan Coffee Bar downstairs in Huayue. I'll make an appointment with the manager of Runcheng Agency tomorrow. It's convenient to walk there."

"Guan Mingming?" Song Sihan asked in surprise.

"Yes." Cheng Ji looked at Song Sihan and smiled slightly.

Song Sihan also smiled: "You know? Actually, when we met in September, I just broke up."

Cheng Ji said: "Manager Guan seems to have a good personality."

"Yeah, she is very polite to people she doesn't know well. If she cooperates a few times and gets acquainted with her, her attitude will be gentler, so it's easy to maintain long-term cooperation." Song Sihan said a few words and smiled, " It's kind of like you in that regard."

"What?" Cheng Ji was surprised, wondering if Song Sihan had added a filter, she said, "A friend I know very well said that the more I was in front of people close to me, the worse my temper became. I spent more time with her than I did. grow up with you."

"Is this person joking with you? You are not a cowardly person." Song Sihan didn't take it seriously, "It's normal for a person to show his true temperament in front of those close to him. How can you just say that you are in a bad mood? Not to mention when you are in a good mood? You will only show a gentle side in front of people close to you, but you are only polite in front of unfamiliar people, and it is easy to tell the difference."

Cheng Ji forgot to speak, and she didn't know what she should say.She even felt that the person Song Sihan was talking about was not herself at all, and no one had ever used the word gentle to describe her.No, Song Sihan did. When they were still together, Song Sihan did say so.

Cheng Ji wondered if Song Sihan had his own way of looking at people?Song Sihan saw herself not only differently from her own impression, but also from Mi Ping's impression of her.

"What about me now?" she asked.

"You are now in the middle of being polite and gentle. After all, you and I have not met for a long time, and you are not familiar enough with them. You are relatively slow."

Cheng Ji lowered his head and stirred the dessert with a spoon, concealing his inner uneasiness.

The author has something to say: Thanks for the comments and nutrient solution!I saw Mi Ping called Xiaomi in the comments hahahaha suddenly cute.See you tomorrow~

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☆, present continuous tense (23)

Song Yan and Lou Jingxian came back from the bathroom and stood by the wall diagonally opposite the dessert shop to look at the two people sitting together in the shop, and didn't have the heart to go in and disturb them.

Lou Jingxian: "What are they talking about? Why do they look so harmonious?"

Song Yan hadn't studied lip language before, so she guessed: "Maybe it's reminiscing about the old days."

Lou Jingxian: "Will they really be a couple? We judged that their attributes collide, is it wrong?"

Song Yan was not sure: "Maybe Cheng Ji is not Gong."

Lou Jingxian: "Don't you think Cheng Ji has great potential? I look forward to her unleashing her aggressiveness and conquering me."

Song Yan: "Song Sihan is also very aggressive, I hope she will pamper me tenderly, and I will lean in her arms as a little bird."

The two looked at each other, trembled in unison, and were silent for a moment.

Song Yan: "Isn't there a saying that: when two attacks meet, one must suffer. Let's take a look at it slowly. We will see the attack and receiving over time." Lou Jingxian nodded thoughtfully.The two looked at each other again, sparks flew darkly, and each supported Ji Lao's platform.

In the store, Cheng Ji and Song Sihan were chatting, and if they felt something, they looked back and saw two partners who had gone to the bathroom for a long time standing diagonally opposite, staring peacefully among the crowd.

Cheng Ji asked Song Sihan: "Has their relationship always been so good? It's really rare."

Song Sihan also took a look: "I don't know, I was busy a while ago and didn't come out with them."

The two people looking at each other over there also realized that they had been exposed, so they returned to their positions and joined the group chat.Lou Jingxian asked, "What were you talking about just now?"

Song Sihan: "I'm talking about event planning, Huayue's new series of vacuum cleaners..."

The sisters suddenly felt dull and closed their ears.

After eating dessert, several people survived the power of Hunan cuisine, and walked around another floor before disbanding.Lou Jingxian looked for her driver, Song Yan went directly to the ground, and Song Sihan and Cheng Ji took the elevator downstairs.Song Sihan asked: "Should I still take the subway? I came by car, shall I see you off?"

Cheng Ji: "No, the subway is more