Chihuahua

The second girlfriend broke up, and the relationship lasted for five months.After founding Miji Culture, both Cheng Ji and Mi Ping went back to the hard days when they started their business last time, but this time they have experience and cases, and they have gained a firm foothold in the huge Jingzhou in only half a year.A year after arriving in Jingzhou, Cheng Ji began his third love affair, this time a little longer than the last time, six months, and broke up at the beginning of this year during the Chinese New Year.

During the years when she and Mi Ping worked side by side, Mi Ping also had several romances.Whenever Mi Ping returned to being single, she would send signals to her vaguely, but Cheng Jiquan turned a blind eye to it.This time, both of them have been single for more than half a year. Recently, Mi Ping's temptations have become more and more excessive.Cheng Ji never considered Mi Ping. Mi Ping is a good work partner and maybe a good love partner, but never both at the same time.

Cheng Ji lost his temper once, and Mi Ping remained peaceful for two consecutive days, and did not try to ask her out on Christmas Eve or Christmas.

On Christmas night, when Cheng Ji returned home from overtime work, trees were also decorated in the community, and small plastic light bulbs flickered to illuminate the road, making it difficult to see clearly.When Cheng Ji went downstairs, he suddenly saw a figure wandering around. He subconsciously clenched his bag tightly, ready to swing it at any time.

Because it was winter, the clothes were relatively thick, and the other party was still wearing a coat and hat, so it was impossible to tell whether it was a man or a woman.The man walked a few steps, turned around and saw her, and took off his hat, revealing a familiar face, with the same chestnut wavy short perm hair as in the past.The other party called her name: "Cheng Ji."

"Is there something wrong?" Cheng Ji didn't plan to go upstairs for the time being.She hasn't seen Yan Jiu since they broke up in February.

"Merry Christmas." When Yan Jiu approached, Cheng Ji noticed a flat gift box in her hand.

Cheng Ji: "Thank you, take it back. Is there anything else?"

Yan Jiu wanted to grab her hand, but Cheng Ji avoided it, so the two stood very close.Yan Jiu was a little shorter than her, raised his face to look at her, and said aggrievedly: "Cheng Ji, I was wrong, I really can't forget you, can we make up?"

Cheng Ji was a little surprised: "Ten months have passed."

"I know, I...but I still like you." Yan Jiu's tone was a little anxious, and when he paused, his eyes quickly lowered and then raised, as if he was guilty.Cheng Ji guessed that she might have tried other things during the ten months.I don't mind this, but Cheng Ji doesn't like to look back and just wants to move forward.

"Sorry, it's impossible for us, you go back." Cheng Ji refused without hesitation.

"Cheng Ji," Yan Jiu grabbed her hand again, but still failed, and eagerly assured her, "I swear, I will never force you again. I really wanted to take you to see my parents at that time , I also want to know your family and your parents too much. I like you so much! Really, if you can’t accept it, I can change it! I have made up my mind, and you can do whatever you want in the future How about it, okay? Just trust me this time."

The expression on Cheng Ji's face faded little by little, and he said indifferently: "No matter how sincere you promise and how determined you are, I will not believe it. We are over a long time ago. I don't want to get back together. You can go."

Yan Jiu grabbed her hand for the third time, his eyes were terrified, this time he caught her, but Cheng Ji's eyes didn't have the slightest warmth from before.Yan Jiu cried suddenly, and finally realized that this relationship could not be saved, she took a step forward and put her forehead on Cheng Ji's shoulder and sobbed for a while, Cheng Ji raised his hand and put it down again, without pushing it away.

When her tears stopped, she looked up at Cheng Ji with little hope, and found that Cheng Ji still showed no sign of changing her mind.Sadly, she let go of Cheng Ji's hand, and pushed the gift box into Cheng Ji's hand, but Cheng Ji refused to accept it, so she had to leave with her shoulders drooping in frustration, sobbing slowly.

Cheng Ji thought that she didn't bring a bag, and was about to stop her when she touched the tissue with her hand, when she saw Yan Jiu take out a pack of tissue from his pocket and blow his nose.

No problem.Cheng Ji turned and went upstairs.

This time Cheng Ji let out a breath, but he couldn't recover so quickly.In fact, the relationship she hopes is long-term and stable, but it is a pity that the first love can be called long-term, and the next two loves are very short-lived.Yan Jiu has some minor flaws in her character, she is willing to accept them all, but she is eager to establish the relationship in front of both parents, because she refuses to mention her family, she thinks she is insincere, angry and emotional, hinting that if she does not speak, she will be Breaking up... She couldn't bear it.

Cheng Ji admits her responsibility. Her personality is not good, and it is weird in the eyes of others not to mention the past.But those things in the past, how she came to this step of being alone, she didn't want to tell others until she was completely ready.

That period of past was dishonorable and full of depression. She needed to draw enough energy to protect herself from a relationship of mutual trust, so that she would not be defeated in the narrative, and then she would speak out.This will be a long process, five or six months, a year or two, is not enough to give her a sense of trust.

She has a hard time giving credit.After all, she didn't have anyone she could trust before, and there was no truth in front of her eyes.And when she knew the truth, she only saw selfishness.

Now Cheng Ji rarely recalls the past, but today she recalled it again.

The author has something to say: Mi Ping: I am happy when Cheng Ji is angry.

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☆、Past perfect tense (9)

The pajamas and headbands were thrown away, and after Cheng Xian intervened, there was no more "chihuahua games".

Cheng Yifu restrained herself for a while, and traveled abroad with Cheng Xian and Gan Yue during the summer vacation. After returning, she paid more attention to manners and etiquette, as if she regarded herself as a real princess.Because she didn't receive any punishment, she didn't take it as a warning, and after about a month or two, she reverted to her old ways.When she ordered Cheng Ji to do something again, Cheng Ji refused.

When she refused, Cheng Ji was nervous. She kept telling herself to be brave and look Cheng Yifu firmly in the eyes.Cheng Yifu didn't expect that she would refuse, and was very angry, but she didn't lose her temper with her or complain to her father.After all, what happened last time had some effect, and Cheng Yifu could no longer do whatever she wanted.

With the first time, Cheng Ji is not so worried about the consequences for the second and third times.I don't know if Cheng Yifu has found something more interesting in school after she entered the fifth grade, and she is no longer so keen on teasing her, and her attitude towards her is sometimes even called polite. Her life is easier.

This is a new beginning. Song Sihan's eyes laid a foundation of confidence for her. Cheng Yifu's relaxation gave her room to regain her confidence. She slowly tried to make friends with her classmates, and her personality changed quietly. Still very little, ordinary communication can be done.After a semester, her relationship with her deskmate and front and rear desks has improved, and her smiles have also increased.This year's birthday is still without cake and celebration, but she is having a good time.

During the winter vacation, one day Cheng Ji suddenly found that something was missing in her room. She rummaged through it to confirm that it was really lost, and asked the servant, but the servant said that she hadn't seen anyone coming.Impulsively, she knocked on Cheng Eve's door to reason.When the door opened, Cheng Ji saw his fairy tale book was thrown on the ground, the cover was cut out, and the doll was also cut out.

Cheng Ji said angrily: "How can you take my things?"

Cheng Yifu smiled and said, "I need it for homework in my handicraft class. I was reluctant to cut up my own books and dolls, so I used yours."

Cheng Ji accused her: "You are stealing! You didn't get my consent at all!"

Cheng Yifu has no shame: "I can use it if I want, these are also my things, why do I need your consent?"

Cheng Ji was furious: "This is the book I read, the doll I played with, it's in my room, why do you say it's yours?"

Cheng Yifu raised her delicate eyebrows, and said in distress, "What should I do? I didn't want to tell you this secret. If you continue to make trouble like this, don't blame me."

"Making trouble for no reason? You stole my things and broke them. You obviously did something wrong. Why are you so unreasonable?" Cheng Ji's eyes widened. All of a sudden, she recalled the memories, and she said with a tense expression, "You can't bully me! Even if Dad likes you, Auntie protects you, and others ignore you, you can't do whatever you want. Everyone is equal. Yes, I will not allow you to bully me like this again! Get out of the way! I will take my things!"

"Where are your things here?" Cheng Yifu was unmoved, "Everything on the west side of Cheng's house belongs to me, mom and dad belong to me, and all the books in your room are mine. Mom won't let me tell Yours, but judging by your reaction today, if you don't know your identity, it's impossible for you to recognize the situation."

Cheng Ji stared at her, his breathing became rapid, and there was a hint of fear in his eyes.She heard something from Cheng Yifu's words, but it was very vague. She couldn't guess the truth, but only felt the danger in advance.

Cheng Yifu smiled and said: "In this family, it is impossible for you and me to be equal, because you are not my father's child. Only I am my father's only daughter, so everything here belongs to me. You, just borrow A guest who lives in Cheng’s house. I’m willing to be polite to guests as you please. The premise is that guests must understand that they must obey the master’s arrangement when they live in this house. Now I’m going to close the door to do manual work, so you can go back to your room ’” She closed the door.

The guests.

These two words echoed repeatedly in Cheng Ji's mind.The new beginning is over.

There is no need to verify it. Looking back at the treatment she received in the Cheng family, it is actually obvious that no one has ever accepted her. She does not belong here, but is just a borrowed guest.Cheng Ji covered his head and thought about who he was and where he came from.These questions were so profound that she couldn't make any progress in thinking hard, and soon returned to the dull look of the past.

Cheng Yifu really treated her as a guest, gentle and polite, and stopped bullying her.There is no need to do anything extra, Cheng Ji's confidence has already shattered her.

It took many years for Cheng Ji to come up with one of the answers—she was leaving the Cheng family.She made up her mind, no matter where she went, she would first leave this home that did not belong to her.

After Cheng Yifu went abroad to study, the west side of Cheng's house became much deserted.Cheng Ji goes to school on time every day and eats on time. Apart from that, she doesn't leave her room and works hard. Her grades in the second and third years of high school have improved by leaps and bounds.She performed very steadily during the college entrance examination. When she returned to Cheng's house, she studied online every day until she received the admission letter from Cheongju University.

Qingzhou is so far away from Jingzhou City.And her mother's home is in the Jiangnan area.

Cheng Ji called the servant and asked the servant to go upstairs and ask Gan Yue if he could meet. One minute later, the servant went downstairs to answer, and Gan Yue asked her to go up.Cheng Ji stepped on the unfamiliar stairs and walked into the bedrooms of Cheng Xian and Gan Yue.Gan Yue sat on the head of the bed, covered with a quilt.Her skin is abnormally fair, and since she seldom goes out, she doesn't have the opportunity to bask in the sun. She always seems to be in a bad mood. She gets tired after talking for a long time, and often rests in the bedroom.

Gan Yue looked at Cheng Ji with a smile: "Is there something wrong?"

Standing by the bed, Cheng Ji said, "I have received an admission letter from Cheongju University. I have decided to leave here and will not come back again."

Gan Yue said softly: "No one wants to drive you away, you can live here forever."

"I've already decided." Cheng Ji said, "I have two requests before I leave. I want to see the room where my mother lived, and I want the contact information and address of my mother's home. Can you agree?" ?”

Gan Yue agreed.That room was already empty, and Cheng Ji didn't find any trace.A few days later, the servant delivered an address and a savings card.

Cheng Ji didn't bring her card with her when she left. She deposited the red envelopes that her uncles gave her every year on a new card and left with a suitcase of luggage.She took very little with her, just some clothes and documents, and the rest she planned to buy again after she left.

She was full of hope when she left. There was no one or anything in Cheng's villa that she missed.She pinned her hopes on the far and wide south.Mom's home is her starting station, where she may find answers to other questions.

Cheng Ji bought a direct sleeper ticket, boarded the train at night, and arrived at the station the next morning.She was not used to the shaking of the train, and she slept restlessly all night. After getting up early to wash up early the next morning, Cheng Ji sat by the window of the train and looked out, smiling.The ever-changing scenery outside is her new path in life.From the building to the countryside, when approaching the destination, the sky outside the car was clear, and the white clouds seemed to appear in the sky out of thin air, the colors were contrasting and comfortable.Her face was close to the window, as if feeling the warm breeze blowing on her face, her mood was peaceful and joyful.

Before she left, Gan Yue persuaded Cheng Xian to contact the Fan family. Naturally, she couldn't know what agreement the two parties had reached. In short, when Gan Yue asked his servant to send the address, he told her that the arrangement had been made.In addition to the address, Gan Yue also gave her a number. Before getting on the bus, she sent the train number to the other party. After getting off the bus, she successfully found the driver who came to pick up the station from Fan's family.

She was looking forward to it and nervous, and after confirming the address with the driver, she didn't ask any more questions.The driver was less talkative than her. He drove up to a hill on the outskirts of the city, drove up under the shade of lush trees, entered the gate and passed a section of internal road, and finally stopped at the gate of the villa before saying to her: "Here, the suitcase will be later." sent to the room."

When Cheng Ji drove the door, there was an old woman in plain clothes smiling at her outside the villa door.As she walked over with a shy smile, she couldn't help but look at the old lady curiously.

"Miss Cheng Ji, right?" the old woman said kindly, "I am your grandmother's servant, you can call me Granny Li. I will take you to see your grandmother."

Cheng Ji said: "You can just call me by my name. Please, Granny Li."

Granny Li smiled and led her into the living room without answering.

When the car drove to the villa, she had already seen the magnificent scale, and she felt the luxury of the villa intuitively when walking in the open and empty living room.Cheng Ji walked into a new environment, he couldn't help being a little bit tied up, trying not to squint.She followed Granny Li to the second floor, passed several closed doors, and stopped outside a room.Granny Li knocked on the door and said, "Miss Cheng Ji is here."

"Here you come? Come in quickly." A voice from the door said.Granny Li pushed open the door and beckoned Cheng Ji to go in.

This is a study room. Grandma has soft eyes, her hair is coiled up, and she is wearing plain clothes with a book scent, sitting on a chair and waiting for her.

Cheng Ji was very timid, and walked over cautiously, stood in front of the chair, and called out the unfamiliar name: "Grandma."

"Hey, Cheng Ji." Grandma stretched out her hand, "Are you tired from the car ride?"

Although not used to contacting others, Cheng Ji gently put his hand on it: "I'm not tired."

Grandma took her a step closer: "Let me take a good look at you." Then, grandma raised her head and looked at her face carefully.

Cheng Ji bent down a little, and saw that grandma's hair was half black and half white, which looked like an elegant gray overall.They look for the same person in each other's faces.

Grandma's eyes slowly turned red, and she smiled gratifiedly: "Mengmeng must be very happy to see that you have grown up so much."

Cheng Ji's mother's name is Fan Meng.She had no impression of her mother, and when she heard what grandma said, she immediately believed it.Grandma understands mother, this must be true.

They met for the first time in 18 years, and they were very unfamiliar with each other, but both of them intentionally shortened the distance, and the usual greetings also brought a bit of warmth.After chatting for a while, Granny Li knocked on the door to remind: "Madam, lunch is about to be ready."

"Yes, go and take a rest and ask Granny Li to take you to the room. There are things your mother used before. You can take a look after dinner." Grandma said.

"I see, I'll take a good look at it. Then I'll go first, grandma." Cheng Ji exited the study and followed Granny Li to the side of the second floor. Granny Li introduced that it was Fan Meng's room, which had been cleaned in advance.The suitcase stood by the wall, and Cheng Ji didn't care about it, nor was she in a hurry to look through her mother's old things. Sitting next to the single bed, she felt that the situation was weird.

The Fan family had at least a grandfather, a grandmother, and three uncles. It was her first time visiting the house, and today was still Saturday. She didn't have to visit her grandfather or the uncles she was a little familiar with. She only saw her grandmother.And what about the others, waiting to show her all at once at lunch?Regarding her arrival, what do the rest of the Fan family think?In the end, what did the Cheng family and the Fan family communicate with?

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☆、Past perfect tense (10)

In the dining room of the Fan family, there is a large round table that can seat more than a dozen people, and there is a turntable on the table.

One of the chairs differed from the other twelve in that it had a taller back and was more elaborately carved.

Cheng Ji didn't know the total population of Fan's family. According to the number of chairs, it should be thirteen people.The kitchen was serving food, and Granny Li, who took her downstairs, opened the sixth chair on the right side of the round table high chair. If the high chair is the first, then she is sitting in one of the two positions at the end.She was about to sit down, when she saw two young men and a little girl walking back and forth, because she didn't know how to address them, Cheng Ji didn't speak, they nodded to each other, and then sat down.

A man aged about 26 sat in the fourth place on the left hand side of the high chair, and a man aged 22 or [-] sat in the fifth place, with a chair between him and Cheng Ji.The seven or eight-year-old girl sat on Cheng Ji's left, looked at her curiously, and asked, "Sister, are you the new visitor?"

Cheng Ji was slightly taken aback, the newcomer was right, but—does the Fan family treat her as a guest?She nodded slightly as an answer.

The little girl seemed to want to show her kindness: "When my sister comes back, I will sit where you are now."

Cheng Ji smiled. At this time, she had no other ideas about the seating.

After the dishes were served, others arrived.Cheng Ji looked over, and it was the uncle, the second uncle and their wives who came, and then two more came, the uncle and a woman who looked less than 30 years old, and they seemed to be husband and wife.Cheng Ji stood up and greeted them. The three uncles responded flatly and filled the three positions on the left hand side of the high chair according to their order.The three aunts vacated the first seat on the right hand side of the high chair and sat down one by one.

The little aunt's seat is next to the little girl.The little girl asked: "Mom, I'm young, should I change seats with my sister?"

The little aunt replied: "No, you sit down and don't talk, be good."

Ten dishes were arranged, and grandpa and grandma came.Cheng Ji stood up again to say hello. Grandma smiled at her and sat down next to the high chair. Grandpa ignored him and sat on the high chair as expected.

Grandpa ordered: "Let's serve dinner."

Cheng Ji knew that there were only these people.On her right is an empty seat, and on her left is my uncle's daughter. No one has spoken to her except this little girl.Cheng Ji suddenly understood something, and connected several clues. Grandma Li greeted her alone, only seeing grandma, sitting at the bottom seat at this strict dining table, the little girl asked her if she was a guest, and the little aunt said no Changing seats, other people treated her very coldly...

She now knows what the Fan family thinks about her arrival: they are not welcome, they don't care, and they don't belong to the Fan family.

Cheng Ji's smile stayed on his face for a long time, turning into a mask.She couldn't help but smile, she was afraid that she would accidentally show a disappointed and embarrassed expression.

Before she came, her expectations for Fan's family gradually sank, and the pressure in her heart made her breathless, and her breathing became difficult.She comforted herself from the bottom of her heart, at least this was not the worst situation she had imagined, it was just ignorance, she had already seen the clues in her uncles.

The lunch was very silent, no one talked at the table, and even the little girl, who was at a lively age, kept quiet from beginning to end.

After the meal, Cheng Ji returned to the room, she put aside her personal emotions and thought quietly.

Here, there is a vague sense of déjà vu of the old society.Grandpa is the absolute master, he says what he says, and he pays great attention to the priority and inferiority.The attitude of the rest of the Fan family is actually an extension of her grandfather's attitude, and the person who dislikes her the most is her grandfather.Grandma has a part of freedom, she can let the servants welcome her to the study, but even if she sees everything at the dinner table, she cannot have a single opinion.

Cheng Ji could see clearly that the Fan family would not give her any affection, except for her grandmother who cared a little for Aiwujiu, others would not pay attention to her.She still wants to stay here, and she also wants to understand the mother who gave her life but failed to participate in her growth.Now it seems that she can only ask the content from her grandmother's mouth.

After thinking this through, Cheng Ji began to look through.Mother's old things are stored in a camphor wood box, which is very old, at least decades old, and it still looks solid and dignified.Cheng Ji opened the box, and the things were neatly arranged, as if they were packed and ready to move.She reached out to touch the top layer, but she didn't know the connection between these things and her mother, so she just took them out to have a look, and then put them aside properly, waiting to be put back to their original state.

She found a photo album, with two neat and delicate characters written on the title page - "Fan Meng".Cheng Ji's fingers gently slid around the two words, took a deep breath, and opened the photo album.

The first photo shows Fan Meng in his seventeen or eighteen years old, standing at the gate of the university with his hands folded and smiling.This is a color photo from more than 20 years ago. From today's perspective, the resolution is very low, but it was very precious at the time.Its color has faded a lot, but it can still be seen that Fan Meng's face was very beautiful back then, like a lotus in clear water.

Cheng Ji lowered his neck to look. Fan Meng's appearance seemed to be somewhat similar to that of his grandmother.She took out the mirror to look at herself, and then looked at the photos, and found that both of them had big eyes, hers being a little bigger than Fan Meng's.Cheng Ji put down the mirror and continued to look through the photos. Most of Fan Meng's backgrounds were in the campus. In the photos, Fan Meng smiled without showing his teeth, and he looked like a lady.

This photo album is very thin, and it seems that it only records a year or two. Even though Cheng Ji read it carefully, he quickly finished it.Since there is no emotional connection between her and Fan Meng, it is difficult for her to feel close and touched when looking at the photos. Instead, she feels a sense of isolation in time and space.

Putting down the photo album, she continued to look at the old things in the camphor box until Granny Li came to invite her.

In the same study room where we met before lunch, there was a chair opposite grandma, and Cheng Ji sat down and looked at grandma.

Grandma looked kindly and asked, "Do you have something to ask grandma about your mother when you come here?"

Cheng Ji nodded, and asked a question first: "Has my mother lived here?"

Grandma sighed: "When Mengmeng got married, the house was still being renovated, and we all lived in the old house. The room you live in is reserved for her, and the camphor wood box is my dowry box. The things in it are mine and me. She packed it together."

Cheng Ji: "I'm not a child of the Cheng family, am I?"

Pain appeared in the grandmother's eyes, and she replied, "Yes, you are not a child of the Cheng family."

"Then who is my biological father?" This is the answer Cheng Ji wants to find here.Cheng Xian is not her father, so whose child is she?Why have you lived in Cheng's house for so many years?

Grandma frowned and said: "It's a despicable man. He took advantage of your mother's innocence and kindness to trick your mother into doing that! He is a shameless bastard. He killed your mother!" Grandma's emotions He became more and more excited, the resentment in the last sentence was undisguised, and his expression became fierce.

Cheng Ji's heart sank, and when grandma calmed down, she asked softly, "Has my mother been violated?"

Grandma hesitated for a moment, then repeated: "He tricked your mother. Mengmeng was such an obedient child, it was because of him that Mengmeng violated the education I gave her for so many years."

Cheng Ji: "Then who is he and what is his relationship with my mother?"

Grandma was silent for a long time, then sighed, "They are college classmates."

Cheng Ji asked step by step, and finally got an incomplete story. 40 years ago, the Fan family and the Cheng family had nothing to do with each other in the south and the north. They just seized the opportunity of the country's rapid economic development and quickly accumulated capital. In just a dozen years, they became well-known enterprises in both the north and the south. Frequent contacts.

In order to jointly fight against other companies of the same type that are developing and rising, the Fan family and the Cheng family decided to form a stable cooperative relationship, and Fan Meng, who was in college, became the bond between the two.

At that time, Fan Meng had a lover, who was a young man full of passion and ideals. She knew very well that the Fan family would not allow her to be with her lover, so she did not tell her family.Knowing that he was engaged, Fan Meng rebelled against his parents for the first time.The Fan family checked the so-called love partner, who was from a humble background and was not worth mentioning. Father Fan ordered Fan Meng to break up, but Fan Meng stubbornly refused to listen. He forced Fan Meng to stay at home until he got married the next year.

Fan's family thought that Fan Meng had broken up with that male student, but no one thought that he would quietly follow him to Jingzhou, and even entered Fan's house as a servant.

Cheng Ji felt a little weak when he heard it. It turned out that she was the result of an affair.But why can she continue to stay in the Cheng family after her mother's death?

Grandma has a troubled look on her face.Cheng Ji then changed the question: "What's going on with Gan Yue and Cheng Yifu?"

Hearing these two names, grandma showed disgust at first, then laughed happily, and said: "Even if Mengmeng leaves, she is Cheng Xian's original partner. Xu Xian will always bow her head in front of the main room, and a woman like Gan Yue will beat her to death." What kind of calculations would I not know? Think that if you enter Cheng’s house, you can be a tyrant? Since she has no intermediary and gave birth to a bastard, and no one taught her how to behave, I will teach her for her parents.”

Cheng Ji thought, am I also a bastard in your heart?

Grandma didn't notice it, and said in a contemptuous tone: "She is smart. She knows that she is too low to enter the Cheng family. She dare not tell Cheng Xian when she is pregnant. She only told Cheng Xian when she was born quietly. Who would have thought that Cheng Xian is already engaged. She is so blessed." After giving birth, she was weak and left early. This shameless woman wanted to sneak in. Isn't this a slap in the face of the Fan family? I am Mengmeng's mother, and I must help her out. Mengmeng is not decent For the funeral, Gan Yue also don't want a wedding, I won't let her go back to her mother's house like Mengmeng! She can only live in Cheng's house in the name of Fan's daughter, and stay in the house for me for the rest of her life!"

Yes, outsiders only know that Cheng Xian has a wife and a daughter. Maybe many people think that Fan Meng is not dead, and Cheng Xian and Fan Meng's daughter is Cheng Yifu.

what about me?Cheng Ji looked down at her hands, her ten fingers seemed to be taken out of consciousness, cold and numb.Ridiculous, really ridiculous.There is not a single normal person in the Cheng family and the Fan family.What is Fan Meng?Even if Fan Meng died, he would still be Cheng Jiaming's wife.What is she?It's true that Gan Yue can't go out, can't socialize, and is trapped in the house all day and is mentally weak, but she is also at Cheng's house, and no one cares how Gan Yue will retaliate against her.

"Grandma, do you hate my father and me too?" Cheng Ji asked in a low voice.

Grandma froze for a moment, calmed down, and looked at her silently.Looking at it, tears welled up in those eyes.Cheng Ji knew that she was not feeling sorry for herself, but just saw another person through herself.But do you really love your daughter?Cheng Ji really wanted to ask her a question at that time.

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☆, present continuous tense (18)

During the days when Cheng Ji stayed in Fan's house, she never asked that sentence, because she didn't know what love was at that time.

Every day she talks to her grandma, asks out some fragments of the past, and tries to piece together the complete truth——

Fan Meng was six months pregnant. Cheng Xian found out about Fan Meng's affair and asked for an abortion, but Fan Meng refused to do so.Because of the 50.00% possibility, Fan Meng kept the child in his womb for the time being. The Cheng family blocked the news and did not notify the Fan family.After the child was born, the Cheng family secretly conducted a paternity test, and the results clearly showed that Cheng Ji and Cheng Xian were not related, so they called the Fan family.

Cheng Ji's grandfather took his eldest son and daughter-in-law to Jingzhou in person. He wanted to take the baby away, but Fan Meng frantically protected him, begging Cheng Xian's father, the real master of the Cheng family.In the end, the two families reached an agreement that the Fan family would take Cheng Ji away after Fan Meng became pregnant with his second child and his mood stabilized.

In front of the Fan family who came from afar, Cheng Xian revealed the fact that he had an illegitimate daughter.Fan Meng just made a mistake, and the Fan family had no choice but to swallow the loss.

The Fan family has returned to the south, and Fan Meng and Cheng Xian are still husband and wife, but Cheng Xian no longer has sex with his wife, so naturally there will be no children.Until Fan Meng died in depression, Cheng Ji was not taken back to Fan's house.At that time, both of them wanted to continue to cooperate, but without the reason of Fan Meng, in their eyes, the cooperation between the two seemed to be out of order.

The old man of the Cheng family pointed out: This child was born in the Cheng family. The child is here, and our relationship is here.The old man of the Fan family also thought it was a good idea.Cheng Ji's position was thus arranged.

For an apparently decent reason, the Cheng and Fan families did something that made an illegitimate daughter a symbol of friendship between the two families, which is really unimaginable.Cheng Ji felt nauseous when he heard these inside stories. What the two family members want is cooperation, only benefits, and perhaps some inexplicable "face".It's unbelievable how high a level they cover their ears and steal their ears and whitewash the peace.

Less than half a year after Fan Meng's death, Cheng Xian asked for a remarriage to Gan Yue, the biological mother of his illegitimate daughter before marriage.Although Cheng and Fan's family no longer had a substantial relationship by marriage, the existence of Gan Yue and Cheng Yifu provoked the face of the Fan family, and the Fan family was naturally dissatisfied.The Cheng family also disdains Gan Yue's identity and style, but Cheng Xian's will is very firm, and because the Cheng family first did not allow him to divorce, and then ignored his wishes to keep Cheng Ji, the Cheng family had a sense of indebtedness to him, so they felt a little guilty. hesitate.At this time, grandma came up with an idea, which came to the hearts of the two families. They thought that no one would lose.

On a snowy day in February, Gan Yue and Cheng Yifu walked into Cheng's house silently.Gan Yue got the status of Cheng Xian's wife, and since then she has to stay behind closed doors, losing her identity.Cheng Yifu became the only eldest daughter of the Cheng family. She and Cheng Ji were the nominal granddaughter of the Fan family and the granddaughter of the Fan family by blood, becoming the tacit common next generation of the Cheng and Fan families.

Every new year, the Fan family sends someone to Jingzhou to pay New Year's greetings. The purpose is not to check Cheng Ji's living conditions, but to negotiate cooperation for the next year.It was inconvenient and unnecessary for the Fan family to express any concern for her, as long as she played a small role.

Cheng Ji was in a gloomy mood, every absurd decision was hidden in the exchange of interests, the Fan family did not take her away, there was no reason for this.She has no feelings for the Fan family, and the indifference of her uncles makes her unable to trust the Fan family, let alone take it as a sustenance.But it still made her feel palpitations and nausea to figure out how she was used by the two parties.Not knowing "who am I and where I come from" became a protection instead, eliminating the process of overthrowing the original cognition, so that she would not be too shocked.

While looking for clues from grandma's narration and filling in the past, Cheng Ji was also observing the Fan family.

When she came here, she only met Granny Li, two kitchen servants, two cleaning servants, and a driver.There may be other servants here, out of her sight, but even if there are a few more, such a number is still not commensurate with the area of ​​the villa and the population of the Fan family.

Not enough staff; lawns not tended on time; cracks in wood not repaired in more than one place on stair banisters.Everywhere inside and outside, the damaged or old places are evidence that the Fan family's villa has not been maintained for at least a few years.

As for the things she noticed the first time she came here, it was impossible for so many people in the Fan family to not see them living here every day.So the truth is, the Fan family is used to it.

The Fan family should have been extremely wealthy and valued enjoyment, so they bought a hill, built roads, and built such a magnificent villa decades ago when land management was not strict.The area of ​​Cheng's villa is also much smaller than here.But Cheng Ji has lived in Cheng's family for more than ten years, and what she has seen and heard has given her the ability to discern wealth.Judging from the ingredients for three meals a day, the Fan family is far less wealthy than the Cheng family.

The Fan family was indeed very strong in the south in the past, but now it is far from what it was before, and its strength may continue to weaken.

The Cheng family is developing better and better, but the Fan family is gradually declining. The balance is tilted. The Cheng family no longer cares about the Fan family, and the Fan family can only rely on others.Without common interests, the relationship between the Cheng family and the Fan family naturally became weaker and weaker.Cheng Ji was forgotten, the Fan family didn't want her, and the Cheng family was not short of food, they just wanted to support her with kindness.

On the last day of staying at Fan's house, Cheng Ji met her grandfather, a stubborn and cold-blooded old man who was related to her.

After seeing this side, Cheng Ji has nothing to worry about anymore.She knew where she came from and where she was going.She stood up again from the quagmire. From now on, she is a person without relatives. She wants to completely cut off the past, walk out of her own path, and find out who she is.The Fan family is already behind her, and Cheongju University will be where she starts.

Sunny check-in day.

Someone called out her name.

This person has connected another thread between her past and present, and this thread pulls her, preventing her from taking the steps that truly belong to her.

This man gave her lots and lots of love.

In the end, this person was given up by her.

Cheng Ji woke up suddenly, and the lamps on the ceiling gradually became clear in her eyes.She blinked a few times and sat up straight with her back off the sofa.Why did you think of Song Sihan?

In high school, because she was immersed in her studies, she couldn't speak a few words with her classmates, and her relationship was mediocre. Even if other classmates passed the exam, they would not look for her.When she came to Cheongju University, she really thought she could get rid of the past.As a result, Song Sihan recognized her, and she was really not happy at the time.

Originally thinking that Song Sihan, as the vice chairman of the student union, must be very busy, so he would not contact her again if he left his mobile phone number, but he guessed wrong again, and Song Sihan actually wanted to give her a set of sunscreen and after-sun repair.

"..." After more than seven years, Cheng Ji still feels complicated when he thinks about this period.

Realizing that it was impossible for Song Sihan to ignore her, Cheng Ji, a freshman, could only accept his fate.I have to admit that Song Sihan is a senior who can take care of others and has various functions. Before she knew it, she and Song Sihan became more and more familiar, and even fell in love.