Crown

Everyone can see Yunxi's helplessness in a trance.He couldn't get out of the fog of being alone, and the aunt wiped away her tears, but she didn't dare to sigh too much.

Clean up one of the unused rooms on the first floor, and let Yunxi chat with the doctor.Twice a week, the frequency is not high, just chatting, Yunxi said little, and the doctor is very patient.After waiting for a month, the counseling was stopped, some medicine was prescribed, and the family was asked to pay attention to diet.

Yunxi is indeed better, even if Fu Wenyuan is not around, he is still willing to hug his dog and talk to his aunt.But others will not work.

After stopping the psychological counseling, Fu Wenyuan went to the clinic as required.A small four-story building with walls painted light pink, hidden under the shadow of mottled trees. Just after noon, he drove by himself and almost missed the main entrance.

Because the doctor mentioned several important problems of Yunxi: he doesn’t want to go out, he has no plans for the future, such as never thinking about going back to study, and his ears are all left over, which requires the cooperation of “family members”.

The doctor obviously had great expectations for Yunxi, the guardian, and he had a lot of tasks to explain. After talking about each item one by one, it was already in decline.

Fu Wenyuan drove back again, picking up his aunt who was going to the hospital for a physical examination.

Auntie was waiting for him by the side of the road. Before she could sit still in the car, she hurriedly asked, "Sir, what did the doctor say?"

Fu Wenyuan turned the steering wheel and backed up the car, and said all he could say: "The diet is light. Don't take him near places with water for the time being. If you have the opportunity to take him out, but ask for his consent. Talk to each other often. He doesn't want to go back. Study, review with him when you have time, and tell him the disadvantages of dropping out of school. When he gets better, he has to slowly guide him to face the matter of falling into the water, recall the details, and learn to talk."

The aunt said: "...It's the same as what I told me at home."

Fu Wenyuan said "hmm".

If it is the same, there is no need to ask the guardian to go again.

After chatting for a while, the doctor asked, "Do you know Fu Yunxi's sexual orientation?"

Fu Wenyuan paused, and said, "I don't understand."

Whether Yunxi likes men or women, Fu Wenyuan really can't say.He was too young to start a sex life just because Fu Wenyuan wanted it.If it goes with the flow and Yunxi is allowed to make a subjective choice at the right time, Fu Wenyuan is not sure whether the other party is a man or a woman.

"You haven't talked about this issue...it's normal." The doctor was not surprised. "He was very shy and vigilant. He didn't tell me much, and he didn't answer the questions. But from certain psychological images Look, Fu Yunxi seems to have some kind of fear and resistance to sex... I discovered this by accident. I don't know if it has anything to do with his stress disorder. And because I learned before that he has a boyfriend, so I Wondering if his resistance to sex was gender-specific, caused by some substantive event, or just a flaw in his self-perception development growing up?"

Yunxi's fear and resistance to sex?He is obviously very proactive.

Fu Wenyuan said: "But he behaves very normally. Judging from the details of getting along, I don't think he resists intimacy." Fu Wenyuan's expression did not change. On paper, the 'boyfriend' he mentioned was me."

The doctor gave a short ah and didn't express any opinion on their relationship. He just smiled gently and said, "Then I have to say, he really likes his 'boyfriend' very much. He loves him very much. It can almost be said to be... full-body dependence. So I hesitated before, whether to ask his boyfriend about this matter, but in the end it was because it was not easy to get past the guardian, but I didn't expect..."

After a while, he still insisted: "But people's subconscious is the true reflection of the heart. Sometimes, behavior can lie. Not only can you deceive others, but you can also deceive yourself. He will choose whichever he thinks is safe. So if there is a sexual life, I still suggest that as the other half, you might as well observe it during the process. Find abnormalities and solve them. After all, this is also a hidden danger for future life.”

"He is talented, his grades are so good, and the future possibilities are unlimited. It is a pity if he is trapped in a corner of mental disorders like this."

After several conferences and even small meetings, Fu Wenyuan ushered in a relatively free time.His regular schedule also played a lot in easing Yunxi's anxiety. At least the waiting was no longer endless. It was [-]:[-] at the earliest and [-]:[-] at the latest. Fu Wenyuan should be home by now.

The time they spent together was also unprecedentedly long. Fu Wenyuan chatted with Yunxi about a day's life at a fixed time as the doctor ordered.

From the whole period of time to the specific details, what happened, what are you like, who is around you, and what are the people around you, ask little by little.

Yunxi really wanted to answer his question well, Fu Wenyuan could feel it.

A few days ago, the two talked about lunch and cleaning the room successively. He worked very hard, but in the end he tried his best, but he could only tell what he ate and what time he cleaned the room. It was my aunt who cleaned it, and then nothing.

But after Yunxi mastered the rules, it was much easier to deal with it.There were Jiang Cuocuo and his aunt on the dining table. Jiang Cuocuo ate noodles and auntie ate rice. Fu Wenyuan asked again: "Where is your puppy?" On the bed, he looked up and waited for Fu Wenyuan to test him as if asking for a reward, and answered with bent eyes: "The puppy is next to my stool."

As the autumn wind gradually picked up, Yunxi finally stopped being helpless like an abandoned puppy. He made a lot of efforts, because Fu Wenyuan wanted him to do so.Slowly, I found a sense of security again in this house, and the gaze focused on Fu Wenyuan can also be distributed to the surroundings.

Jiang Cuocuo went home, and Yunxi no longer secretly complained to Fu Wenyuan at night that he couldn't see the cartoon he wanted to watch. Instead, he missed the little fat man.

He will miss others. The doctor who made the return visit said that this is a very good phenomenon.

They make love, many times.

Fu Wenyuan finally discovered the problem.

Yunxi is the same obsessive person, she leans on him, hugs him and begs for a kiss, even if her eyes are red from crying, she still clings to him, lying on her stomach, kneeling on her side, whatever.

But the kid has no pleasure.The genitals that Fu Wenyuan doesn't pay much attention to are usually drooping.When making love, Yunxi felt great psychological satisfaction, but she really didn't feel any physical pleasure.

Yunxi was interrogated by him in an extremely shameful posture.

Fu Wenyuan moved his hand very slowly, from the soft nipple to Yunxi's leg. As soon as his knuckles touched his, Yunxi suddenly bowed down, groaned unbearably, begging him not to come directly. , Weeping and crying for pain again.

But obviously no matter how rough Fu Wenyuan penetrated, he seldom complained of pain.

"How painful is it?" Fu Wenyuan hugged and suppressed him from behind, holding his genitals, and said in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, I will treat the pain for you."

At eight o'clock in the evening of a very ordinary day, my aunt was tinkering with the new oven in the kitchen. Yunxi and Fu Wenyuan upstairs came out of the bathroom. Yunxi sat on the bed with her back straight, waiting for Fu Wenyuan to start the day's chat.

But Fu Wenyuan put down the sleeves that he had rolled up while blow-drying his hair, and said he was going to the study.

Yunxi jumped out of bed and said, "I'll go too."

"The study is a place to read, what are you going to do?"

Yunxi moved closer to him and said, "I... read a book."

Fu Wenyuan looked down at him.

Yunxi has made it clear many times that she doesn't want to go to school anymore, doesn't want to find a job, and reading is not good.

He is not in a trance now, and already knows how wrong it is to say that.Fu Wenyuan looked at him, and he also looked at Fu Wenyuan, just begging for mercy.

Fu Wenyuan opened the door and said, "Come as soon as you read."

The small talk phase is over, and at the same time every day, it is replaced by learning recovery.

At the beginning, Yunxi's concentration was not good, and the progress was slow some time ago.The further you go, the better your condition will be. You don't need Fu Wenyuan to watch him the whole time, and you can finish a summary exercise.

After checking the topic and opening a new chapter, next to the formula marked in red, a line of neat small characters came into view: it is too cold, my heart hurts, and I cough.miss mr.

Yunxi was startled, her ears blushed, and she turned her head to look at Fu Wenyuan furtively.

He was shy, with unhidden love in his eyes.

Fu Wenyuan's gaze also fell on that line, and after a long time, he breathed a sigh of relief.

Yunxi was wearing a new sweater that his aunt knitted for him. This time, the aunt didn't discuss it with him, and used watermelon red wool.His eyes gradually stopped dodging, and he pursed his lips slightly, looking at Fu Wenyuan with particularly agile eyes.

"He really likes his boyfriend." Fu Wenyuan remembered this sentence.

They have been getting along very close for nearly five months, and love still hasn't come to Fu Wenyuan's peaceful heart.He still has a passionate desire for Yunxi, and when he stretches out his arms to reveal his waist, his lower abdomen will twitch.Just no love.

Most people want to chase love, but it is true that most of the time, it is love that makes people regret.

Fu Wenyuan said: "Yunxi, who am I?"

Yunxi was silent for a while, blushing, a little shy, and whispered sweetly: "Boyfriend."

Fu Wenyuan withdrew his arm on the table, leaned back, and distanced himself from Yunxi, with a calm expression, as if saying something very ordinary: "I'm not your boyfriend. Going to bed doesn't mean being together, you like me , doesn’t mean I like you too.”

He is taller than Yunxi, with a feeling of pity and letting go. Fu Wenyuan looked down at Yunxi whose eyes were red and at a loss for a moment, and said softly: "I don't love you, Yunxi."

Upper. End